#peonycats if you're reading this - i blocked you not because you were Chinese

[unhonestlymirror]

Hi, guys, could you please send a report on this bot? It keeps writing me threats and offensive things

Long story short, I drew a hetalia comic with China and Belarus based on a specific situation - and some people went into hysterics because I drew China with "too narrow eyes," which reminded of caricatures on Chinese people. I was really surprised because I had never seen such caricatures before, so I never associated it with evil, so I told that. It could have been that I chose the wrong words because people went mad and started calling me racist.

Some time before that incident, I was friends with an artist called peonycats. At least, I thought so because she was sending me private messages about what I should have redacted in my content. However, she didn't interact with me in any other way, which I found weird but okay.

The day people went mad on me because of China comic, peonycats reblogged it with others' nasty comments and expressed her disappointment. I felt a bit betrayed because she could have messaged me like always and told me, "Please do this and that because..." but that time, she decided to join the crowd. I reblogged her comment and added more explanation - but I got zero reaction from her.

However, I started receiving death and rape threats instead because peonycats is quite a popular artist. Thus, I decided to block her, not out of emotions, simply because more people started attacking me because of her.

The next day after I blocked her, I woke up and saw a message from my mutual. It was a screen of peonycats answering to some anon doxing me.

And that time, I got angry at peonycats. You see, between her reblog of my comic and the doxing post, some time had passed - and during that time, no one doxed me. People were already mad at me, but no one doxed me! It looked weird: like if peonycats got offended that I blocked her, herself went to my profile from her second account, scrolled through my blog, and even translated my Ukrainian post. I can't see what other motivation she could have had in posting literal doxing of someone with whom she had good relations in private, in case if that doxing anon was someone else.

So yeah, I got quite furious, and I published screens of our conversation, which you can see in my pinned post. I can handle angry people, but I really REALLY dislike meanness. I believe that no matter how shitty someone's opinion on something is - doxing them makes you even worse.

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Sorry, I said "long story short," but it turns out to be quite a long story. XD I added some explanations to posts that were doxed, so you can search "terf" and "Muslim" in my profile and read them. You can still disagree with me, though, but I hope it will be clearer at least.

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Some time after I posted screens of my conversations with peonycats, a person named lilayofthewallay wrote me. And the conversation with them... They tried to manipulate me, at first using my conscience, and when it failed, using the war in my country. Eventually, that person called me a shithead, which allowed me to suggest lilayofthewallay and the doxing anon was the same person (no one else used the shithead insult towards me). Since I can't imagine anyone doing such a brave thing for peonycats because all her friends were cowards to send me anon hate asks, I supposed lilayofthewallay, the doxing anon AND peonycats is the same person. But it's only my assumptions.

In conclusion, I want peonycats never ever to interact with me again.

Українці, чи не могли б ви спитати в цієї людини, чи може вона розмовляти українською? Ця людина каже, що має українське коріння, але проігнорувала моє питання довести це. Можете також спитати, чи буде вона х.

[unhonestlymirror]

You know what the funny/frustrating thing about this is? If Peonycat's the one harassing you over your Uighur OC? She's American and not even a Chinese national iirc. So it'd be even more ridiculous that she'd be going after you for that since she wouldn't have grown up with the propaganda surrounding it. Also sorry that people are harassing you from her posts they must've searched up every term regarding a minority before sending them as I've never seen any of that and you post frequently.... deranged behavior tbh

Also this is the second time she's gone after a hetalia fan for their content. Granted that time it was actually kinda offensive and you it was obvious what your joke and intention was and that they read it in bad faith but still. Idk. Maybe they were more sensitive coming from that so recently :/

If you're right, it would explain why she never confirms she's Chinese. The troll sent me a screen of her tags where she wrote her family was victims of communists - there was no mention of whether it were Chinese communists or someone else. Communism victim countries include the half of Europe and the impressive part of Asia.

However, I don't care about her ethnicity. Vile people don't have it, as well as they don't have gender, age, race, and religion. Doxing people after they blocked you is vile, and it makes you ever worse than the people you dox. Just because you or your family were victims of communists doesn't give you the right to be an asshole, and it doesn't make you supreme. Russians are the biggest victims of communism because they don't even realise that - yet they kill and rape Ukrainians.

It's the second time she harasses someone?? Jeez. Let me guess, that person drew someone with too narrow eyes?

It's quite funny because what I noticed about peonycats artstyle: she always draws characters with quite wide eyes. Even Asian. Does she think narrow eyes are ugly? I disagree with that, but it's her choice. She also has a One Face Syndrome, although it's not very pronounced.

Anyway, even if peonycats had been Ukrainian, I would have still blocked her, and I hope she will never interact with me again, I've already had enough.