#partner thinks i have fibromyalgia. i should also get tested for arthritis. who knooowwwsssss but i'm fucking 25!!!!! | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

non-un-topo · 2 years ago

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Having a prolonged pain flare-up is like meeting a little demon inside you that’s like, “Ye have two options! Ye take the medicine but it will only work a small amount and make you too drowsy to hold a book, or ye sit and suffer through the pain for another day! Either way, I win. No, ye can’t exercise or have caffeine, ye will make it worse.”

#dk why my little demon is speaking like a leprechaun but the mental image is so clear #i tried to write a funny post last night detailing all the very specific things i have to do before bed in order to feel moderately -#- comfortable. but the post just ended up being kind of sad and made me Realize Things about myself and my body so.#partner thinks i have fibromyalgia. i should also get tested for arthritis. who knooowwwsssss but i'm fucking 25!!!!!#i really want to get in shape and gain some muscle so i can feel strong in my body. BUT i can't exercise currently #because pain and inflamed joints mostly #hence also my creative projects have been slooooow going.

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