#part of me really feels like we're just going to be homeless in november and that I've lived this long because i was meant to die on the
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if you are in any way religious, please keep my family in your thoughts
#i am so tired and stressed#i think my mom is convinced that the only way we're going to have a house again is if we build a container home#we spent all day today on the road travelling to all of these builders who are permanently closed or Dont Actually Do Container Homes Where#Did You Hear That? and we're going to be spending tomorrow morning doing the same exact thing#I don't mind being away from my grandfather but. this is fruitless#most of the people we've tried to visit are out business bc they're being sued for shitty construction#and my mom is beginning to get defensive about it#the only people worth looking at are in miami but that is an entirely separate roadtrip and going there makes me nervous bc she's not a#superb driver 😐#im just upset because it feels like we found the perfect home and she just gave up on it.#all that aside though ive spent the last 3-4 hours fighting against shitty connection to try and book an airbnb so we can get away from my#grandpa 😐 my brother-in-law had to put it on his credit card bc all of our debit limits and my credit limit are too low#today was supposed to be a relaxing escape but it is the 3rd bleakest night this week. its bleak in a different way. like yeah people in my#family aren't being degraded but we are on a man of la mancha quest for. a house made out of shipping containers. 😀#part of me really feels like we're just going to be homeless in november and that I've lived this long because i was meant to die on the#streets. it's bleak but our luck has been that bad every turn of this process and i just. there has to be a light at the end of the tunnel#there has to be or else im going to lose my mind#and I'm so upset. like this can happen to me. sure. but my brother is 18 and my mom is like. almost 60#they don't need this. god.#sriracha.txt#negative cw
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