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Claim

1300, "to call, call out; to ask or demand by virtue of right or authority," from accented stem of Old French clamer "to call, name, describe; claim; complain; declare," from Latin clamare "to cry out, shout, proclaim," from PIE root *kele- (2) "to shout." Related: Claimed; claiming.

claim is when you express your right to something that belongs to you, like your medical records or the deed to your home. When you make a claim or claim something, you're demanding it or saying it's true. People claim dependents and deductions on their taxes

Claim c liam cla im

Writing the word claim

To claim me fro me i claim me and not for another i take claim of who i am in any given moment until done and then whats left of me i can honestly claim is me.

I stand you up in my court of law of who i am in every given moment i claim what i have done and i make the changes that need to be done until i only claim my true self

Reading the o word claim

Baggage claim comes up when you’ve lost your baggage and you claim your bags it happened but you get your bas back lol

To make an insurance claim which ive never done and i hope i dorm have to make one hey

When china claims an island and japan claim it to why why os land to be claimed by anyone we are here for such a short while i can only claim my land while im here when ive gone i have claim of nothing so whats the point i see within a country it will stay that way but nothing stays the same for ever.

People who claim they are poor and rip off the system ive dont this mysel of when claiming the dole and getting cash in there hand because the system is fucked.

Who do i claim to be mmm interesting who do i claim to be so all i can say and claim is im in process to claim me back i claim me for no more than here right now i belong to me and no other i claim myself for myself right now i take responsibility for myself right now

When someone claims to be one person and is another i fear a person like this by being mislead by a person who is not who they claim to be which at the end of the day is all of us anyway lol lol lol who im claiming to be isnt actually me its a lies im not Caroline im the product of the mind of Caroline who i really am is unknown as until now so finding me to claim me is the best part of me and I hope to show all in this life my true who i Claim to be.

To want need and desire something to claim it as ones own

Saying the word claim

Wants needs and desires o have something someone

I claim my husband as mine like I don’t want anyone else to have him while im here ive staked my claims on him lol at it were im like hands off he’s mine i see much fear within this claim of losing this claim i have on him why/ becasue i fear being on my own being unloved unwanted without him ive let him being with me define me why because seen myself as good enough and thinking he’s all ive got so in claiming him within fear ive felt will stop my world from falling in why because ive seen myself as nothing without him why because id be on my own again and sad why ok maybe not sad ive got loads happening right now and i could cope its the jealousy of him being with another person why because it feels like shit when your ex is with another why because you feel unloved why well they loved you and not dont like did they ever love me maybe it was never real why because if you love someone it doesn’t matter what they do you still love them like a child why because thats what love it right? Why why do you only ever have to love one person you’ve loved more than one so why not ? True we can love again ok so i need to see the jealous part of me of sharing another because is that person doesnt want to be with you what would the point of being jealous none because you cant make someone love you and if that what they feel then thats so for them and you need ot let they go theres no getting that person back. It just wasn’t meant to be.

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Does this definition support me no it doesnt what I claim as mine isnt mine never was mine and i can no way own someone or something like a plot of land it owns itself and thats that really i can only do whats best for me and all within every given moment.

Claim clear i am

Claim

To claim myself as myself without energy

and to claim my energy as part of me to find me so to use this energy to support me within process until done,

How will you live this word> i will live this word with self forgiveness self honesty self determination that i will one day claim myself back fro myself and will not longer live within energy of the mind but until this moment will use this energy to see where im going wrong to support me within my process

[princebete-archived-moved]

I GOT TAGGED BY @murroyilodel WHO’S A MEMER TO WRITE A SHITTY EXPLANATION OF MY CHARACTER AND I TOO HAVE NO SELF CONTROL.

Hello. my name is a giant controversial question mark. Most of the time it’s beast, but no one knows how offensive it is to be called beast after the thing, and ptsd but also before the thing. it was  both validating and offensive but is what it is. so here. I grew up a noble, and i was sorta spoiled. “ like. let  them eat cake” yanno what m sayin’?  and I was kinda rude sometimes, but i was catered to. so dont blame me how i turned out.  i never had to tie my own ribbons. ya dig? and my mother was dead. my dad, a real asshole!  he finally died. and so time went and i was 12 or 18 . it’s kinda confusing.  and weird and uncomfortable. i was a maN child, but either way.  i was fab. 

one night there was a partay. but no one likes me so no matter what--- the partay was employees. idc, cuz im rich and famous? yanno? and then this really weird old hobo of a woman shows up out of no where. it’s freezing... and im in my tights, ya? so i wanna shut that fuckin door, after I OFFERED to open it. or she did. idk! i couldve been high on some opium. not sure. but i was extrA paranoid. and this is a hobo. hob os  are very sneaky. no matter their age. lots of crap happening to royals in government. so, yes im scared.  i wasnt bout to let a liability come in and endanger my *cough*paid*cough* GUESTS and employees b y this woman. for all i know she could be a cannibalist. plus she was so creepy, she scared my guests, and something told me not to trust her.... and also outright buzzkill. and she couldn’t give me anything besides a rose. coulda been poisoned if i tried sniffing. so i puff up my chest n say no. cuz i want my people to know im protective no matter how much of an ass I am. and immediately she comes out of her guise. SHE IS UNDER FuCKING COVER. WHAT THE FUCK DID I SAY? I HAD SOME INKLING? HOW IN THE HELL?? k she looks clean, potentially safer. why didn’t u show me before hand?? fricken hell. before i know it.  . .  iwent through my first/second? third? puberty.... and my terms of finding someone to love me before the last petal of this poison rose falls. and i transform into this  chimera...anthro thing. n i had more hair then i knew what to do witth. and my voice and height got lower and higher. it was kinda exciting to me. but when i saw myself in the mirror, i smash. and my servants were scary af too. movin around as inanimate objects. i couldnt come to terms right away. she left some presents to look at to make me feel better bout myself. PSYK!  and veentually over time i had to think of a way to get out of this predicament. but my whole life i paid to have friends.... how tf is a teacup gonna get a hold of someone to be a guest . a lady or whomeber to come break the curse without money? and who would wanna live in this shity hell hole? i dont. but im stuck. and there is wolves that attack when i try to leave, and when people come [ alone] SO. i wait for god knowsz how long. any iniorganic objects aka. servants dont age. but u kno. i do. cuz i suck. im an ass. i deserve it. mhmm. plus i look like a buffalo-lion who can stand on two legs. im HUGE. i could probably win the final four. anyways. finally this old dude comes. and i try to stay out of the way. but im afraid he gonna break a servant. so i wait in the sidelines. and some say he picked a rose. which i say he did. he took some shit. and i let him get away. but hte rose tirggered me. and i got angry. i put him in a cell. and waited till i could figure out what to do. till his annoying daughter comes in and ruins it all for me--cept oddly attractive.cuz she stands up to me. despite my appearance. takes his place like an idiot, but it’s thoughtful.  when she tries to touch a rose. like father like daughter. 

im triggered. AGAIN. 

whats with this family and touching my roses? I cant. 

after a while i fight some wolves n save her. cuz u try to leave by urself. u get attacked n shit. n the forest is over capacity. and i win. but ifaint. cuz i  got a scratch and im a big fat drama queen. she save me. even tho. im heavy af how? adrenaline?  idk. theres something there that was their before. she not telling me. it’s ok. cuz i like her. i fall for her and give her my library. and we do a little dance.... make a little lov---- uh. no. not that. but we got down at night to the ballroom. and she’s so pretty icant contain my shedding. and i feel warmth in my lower gut, but it’s ok. very okay. she rests on my chest. and i realize im the biggest fucking teddy bear ever. 

i found my mojo. 

and women or just people might actually like me. so im ok with this. maybe it can happen.she likes my creepy inanimate-but-animated employees. and i love her scent. but then she is sad. a nd i dont like that. that no good. she misses daddy. of course. but... maybe if i let her go she’ll give me a bj--AH I MEAN. she cAn be happy, and ill die. so. i let her go. despite the other servants thinking tnheir to be free of my  curse and resign [ cuz who wouldnt?] and disapp;ointed them. potts said i  loved her, for me. annoying. fucking. uGH. i can speak for myself thank you! i have an EXPENSIVE EDUCATUON. so ok. i brood and desapir on the tower. wait for lAst petal to fall. and this mob  comes. o h great. wel lthey can finnish me off. im sure the belle told them bout me. and she dont cAre. till a man comes. and taunts me. and shoots an arrow which is startling cuz OW MY PELT WAS PENETRATED  OMYFUCK.

i flail a bit, and instincts kick in. the beast is coming tru. it wants to hide. but also die. and just i was letting me. the angel of BJ--- I MEAN. BELLES VOICE gets me out of my moping. i come to. all happy like an idiot  to see her which make me look desperate. i get diginity and quickly overpower puny human. he’s kind fun to dangle... but realize that my mistress -- i mean, belle. is standing their and it’s not nice to kill in front of a lady. so i put him down. also cuzi wanna show im forgiving. and so he leaves and i as i approach belle to tell her ( NOT POTTS) i get a blow t o the back which inevitably killsz me.  and the petal falls before hand before she say i love y....ou. which means it’s over. 

but the enchantress take pity. and fix everything.it’s kinda like if u pay ur car payment a few days late. u have a grace period before u get called, and a late fee appears. some thin g. like that. 

this had grace period. and so i suddenly open my eyes. im blind. fuck. 

but no that’s just bright light. phew. nonetheless my retnas burn and undergo a quasi sailor senshi--/ butterfly transformation with mah cape. and the light encompasses me. it tingles. makes me hooman. 

i hooman now. now i hug everyone with similar strength. and now i partay again. but this time people like me more. BJ TIME.

TAGGING: @demoisellebeauty @femmelieutenant @forevercanspareaminute @belladonna-of-thraneal @queen-of-frozen-arendelle @next-door-nightmare @anastcsie and anyone else!!

[survivingjapan]

EPISODE 7 "We're Just A Group Of Happy Campers" - Dom

Is it bad that the reason I love this challenge is because of seeing the suffering its making people go through.......why am i a hero again

Why is it final 20 but I feel like I've nearly made jury? hmmm? Anyways...I feel good with how I've played up to this point. Being 1 of 3 villains to never receive a vote certainly feels good.....but I still know I have eyes on me since I haven't exactly been SUPER subtle??? Granted, I totally thought they were going to blindside me in the Linus vote given my shady business in the Alex vote (I mean....I can't deny it, I was def shady) but they didn't! Although I would feel much better if I could somehow snag an idol....but I'm not sure how anyone could get one without an idol clue (that was likely received by pure luck...) so for now, I kinda just have to be vulnerable to a successful idol play by someone that hates me (aka Richie) But if Richie were smart, he'd be coming to people besides Tommy/Kage to rally votes against Kage (or maybe Junior?), but he hasn't yet, which makes me believe that either A) There's a group that doesn't have me in it B) Tommy has Richie controlled C) Richie just isn't smart Cuz right now, the only people I'd consider voting are Richie, Kage, and Junior.... here's to hoping I either master Japanese and scam this immunity or survive one last vote before the swap! VL Confessional: I used to think I was pitied upon for my flop of a social game but hey maybe I have one??? or not. i cant tell if these people just tolerate me or like me or are using me. fuck all of 'em. who knew a hero could survive on the villains tribe for so long???

So it turns out both tribes are going to tribal, which means I actually have to start thinking about who to vote for........... LMAO JK I'VE BEEN PLANNING THE NEXT FOUR PEOPLE TO BE VOTING OUT OF OUR TRIBE SINCE WE FIRST VOTED OUT MIST! Ruthie, it's your turn sweetheart. After ranking all of the people I want out of the game, you're significantly the most dangerous because you play UTR, and you make it super deep every time, and you killed All Stars from what I was told (until you got targeted for being TOO GOOD once it came to merge). You're not someone I can just think about working with because I'm afraid you're going to beat me in so many aspects. It's just a respect thing, no hard feelings hopefully considering you seem like a really stand up girl. I think it's about that time I message you with the "well.... time to go to tribal" message :/

So yea.... Ruthie is starting to spread like wildfire and already I've planted the seed in Drew, Andrew, Pippa and Steffen, and all of them are spreading that around QUICK. Drew and I got added to a bros alliance with Trace, Ashton, Steffen and Dom, which I wanted to happen anyways. Not necessarily with Drew, but Drew being in it is actually perfect because Drew is in my other alliance with Kendall, Alex, Pippa, Isaac, Andrew, which means the ONLY person not in either alliance chat was Ruthie, which made it really easy to rationalize with Drew as to why we needed to take that route. Also, making an easy vote this round, considering there's massive potential for a tribe swap next round, we don't want ANY split votes. We need to show that the heroes are one unit for now. The only downside I can see with this is if I get swapped onto a tribe with minority heroes, and the Villains would want to break up our cohesive team. The only thing I know is that if I go to tribal, I've got at least a second lease on life in this game because I have that idol with Steffen, so after finding the idol, I'm not too worried about swaps anymore because I know there's a very good chance I'll make it out of the swap alive. The swap is going to be where I start making bonds with Villains I've yet to interact and play with; like Junior, Richie, Jonathan, Brian, etc. Players, who I want relationships with, but don't have yet because we're on opposite tribes. This swap is going to be interesting, and I'm really excited to see it play out if we get the chance, and if we don't get the chance, it'll probably be Kendall or Alex C. going home next tribal council because that's what I want to happen, which means it's likely to come true. I honestly don't understand how people don't see that the name I want, I get....... tbh I'm pretty sure Andrew might be onto the fact that I wanted Ruthie gone, when Andrew wanted Kendall or Drew, and all of a sudden people going for Ruthie, it seems that it could easily be traced back to me, but I doubt it. I think i'm good for now, and I hope Andrew knows that he can trust me. Another thing I really need to work on is my long term relationships with Pippa and Isaac because I really haven't had as many conversations with them, but I hope that they both know that it'll be really hard for me to turn on them because they're so nice and also not the STRONGEST of players, which makes for a great goat late game. I'm not sure, but I'm just taking it one step at a time for right now, and if I make it past this one, I'm in the final 18, which actually seems like a big accomplishment just due to the fact that so many fucking people have gone home already, so pat on the back to me, but I'm not even close to my goal yet. 

uh tommy is fucking hard to deal with because he seems so easily persuaded ...its sad anyways alex and ...linus (rip holy fuck) are gone...i wish richie went when linus did but if i have to sacrifice linus to get to swap then like..so fucking be it. so the tru hunties ( me, crow, jon and tommy) are now in a beautiful spot because the vote is looking to be richie or brian so obv we have majority now tommy wants other things so i just need to give him a lot of attention. TBH I love that boy so much but i can see why andreas says were similar.. because were both crazy and def on the villains for a reason. But im glad hes crazy loyal bc im loyal af to him <3 <3 <3 it seems like either ruthie or someone else is going on the heroes but kendall aka my gf told me shes in a majority alliance with isaac, her, drew, alex, andrew and pippa so i mean like ...GET IT. they will prob save ruthie?!?! because she seems to be like off limits always ANYWAYS BRIAN IS ANNOYING AND IM TIRED OF CROW LOVING HIM BUT IM TRYING NOT TO BE APPARENT ABOUT IT BRIAN IS IN CONSTANT ...annoying mode it seems like..hes such a snake he basically sells anyone out to get further and i mean like theres a difference between doing it to someone who ur not loyal to and who is not loyal to u but crow and i are loyal af to him (at least they think im loyal to them?) jeejejjejeje anyways i want richie gone but if richie has an idol?? then like...i mean idrc because i know i have one so im good hehehehehohohohohohohohohohohohohohohoh I GUESS that was my evil laugh dklfhjdskjfh

hi im secretly fluent in Japanese.

lol why do i always talk to people before they get voted out just in case they dont ... brian(but pat went instead) ash alex linus and now richie i feel like a bitch but ive been honest with them -but lowkey i feel like this is saving my ass in case they stay so they think im gr8 hehehehohoh plspls swap us soon also kendall is so oblivious about johnny she was like omg keep johnny safe like btich hes talking to all the villains and the boys on my tribes are attention whores so they will love him soon enuf...hes cute and his social game is on fleek so i need to watch out for him heheheoehoh

So, I just wanna point out that yesterday Drew told me he wanted to get Ruthie out. So of course I was the one to bring it up to the group so that if it comes down to it I can say that I helped push it towards Ruthie. I trust the group but lowkey if I get out I won't be shocked? But once this vote happens, especially if it happens the way I think it will, then I can have a lot more faith in the group I'm with.

https://youtu.be/wjK-9yevt_w

Me: jonathan told me that jr told him he only trusts jonathan LOL 🐦 Crow Jones 🐦: jr is literally such a garden snake 🐦 Crow Jones 🐦: like a real snake would at least do it better crow is so gr8 i love him..he still savage and will prob win over me but i still love him 

So Linus died last round for no reason other than he was on the outs.  But like challenge strength kiddies !!! And now they're targetting Richie to stay united right before a swap.  Like.. get Kage or Junior or Tommy out thnx.  They're the most toxic to villains unity and WHEN I get fucked by them non-sexually, I will be choking myself.

ALSO, I miss Jaiden so much.  These people are kinda lame-os.  I like them as people, but like 👀

Phew, I'm glad to have immunity. But beyond that, I'm really realizing that I cannot relate to most of these people. They don't show their true colors and it's annoying af. You wanna know what Crow is thinking? Ask Crow. like caw-caw bitch I'll tell ya! Richie is going cuz he decided to throw my name in the mud. nuh uh. that dont fly with me. since it's been a while, i need to do my weekly tribal roast Junior - Like I told Sarah, he's a garden snake. It's like the one you kinda feel bad for just squirming along in your front yard acting like some mean 'ole cobra. Not subtle or good at playing the snake, next. Tommy - Literally has the same convos with nearly everyone. His social game is that of a robot and it's definitely apparent now that I'm playing with him again. I just hope these other fools don't fall for it too. Kage - I don't know how he's still here cuz everyone he's made an alliance with has gone home (besides Tommy but Tommy's aligned with everyone). That's why I'm keeping my distance. Richie - We went our separate ways. He actually seemed chill until he blew up before the Alex vote. Hopefully his 14 seconds of fame was worth it! Brian - love this boi. I can relate to him a TON but idk how he seems to always do well in ts....if it weren't for people like Sarah and I, he could have easily been 25th this season I think? Maybe he's a mastermind idk, but I haven't figured him out yet as a player.. Jonathan - I love his realness, which is why I stuck by him when his name was thrown out and when I had to pick an alliance. He probably doesn't trust me for shit, but he's been a good asset to my game, particularly this round. Sarah - I wouldn't say she's my ride-or-die per se cuz I know she's werking her social game with a lot of people, but we've been in every alliance together so far, so strategically, I see us going far together until we are separated. But I also know she's a villain. I'm a villain. Villains don't work together loyally 5ever!!

BRIAN IM SORRY YOU DONT DESERVE THIS!!!! Ugh I hate everything. Last night junior came to me with a plan to save me and I'm like cool and whatever keeps me here idgaf I'm in self preservation mode. Junior says Jonathan is super connected in the tribe and I'm like ya true and goes on this long spiel about it and I just wanted him to get to the point but finally he was like I think Brian would be the easiest vote. And ughhh I really like Brian and he's been the most on my side since the beginning out of the people left. Like literally everyone that I have any game connection with leaves. Ashley Jaiden Alex Linus and now Brian it's enough I'm so over it if he leaves and we don't swap and lose I'm FUCKED. BUT IM ALSO FUCKED RN. So Brian leaving is bad for me moving forward the alternative is that I leave and there is no moving forward so like..... It's not much of a choice there's no way I can flip this game around I spent the last 2 rounds since Alex left trying to shift the target onto Sarah and that didn't work at all I have no traction with these people. So step one was I mention Brian's name to tommy and tommy of course was so ambiguous and like just prying for information and I wasn't trying to throw Brian under the bus but I just wanted to plant the seed that Brian might be the easy vote plus tommy did vote for Brian week 1 so maybe there's some tension there??? So from there junior went and talked to tommy and kage and got them in on the Brian vote so if they're legit we only need one more but that's where it gets tricky because Sarah/crow/Jon are all going to vote together and I literally called Sarah and crow out in front of the tribe and threw them under the bus with receipts and hardcore exposure campaigns to multiple people on this tribe lmao so I'm fucked But I went to Sarah and we had a long talk just small talk and socializing and then moved to game talk where I really played up the emotional aspect where "I've been so alone and I was hurt that I thought I found my people and it all came crashing down and I just feel so isolated and it sucks and I'm sad :(" and I apologized really sincerely and tried to smooth everything over and just like make it so she's not scared of me sticking around because if she's doesn't think I'll come after her then the plan for junior to approach her to vote out Brian is more apt to get rolling because that door has already been opened.   I dont know if I'm going to still be here I can't play the in your face campaign against Brian or try and flip the script outright strategic game rn I have to just be in the background and make the case for why keeping me isn't harmful to anyone's game and let other people take care of numbers and I hate it when other people have any say in my destiny because if this tribe has proven anything it's that they can't be trusted like junior is SUCH a wimp when it comes to making moves he's so afraid of doing anything that if he thinks he's not going to be able to get the votes on Brian I know he'll give up on trying to save me so having him being the leader of the save Richie parade is truly terrifying. Ugh time has passed and junior is heckling out and I'm trying to convince crow now and I'm working my ass off while at dinner with my family and my phones going to die so RIP???????

http://youtu.be/9ptMGA9SUO0 oooo

So like nothing has happened on the heroes tribe because we've literally been on this huge winning streak. The streak itself has made things easier and challenging at the same time. We've grown so close that besides Drew or Steffen I don't want to see anyone leave. Had Drew lost immunity I would've tried my hardest to send him home because I have a sneaking suspicion Steffen and Drew have something going on and if we take out Steffen first that'll piss Johnny off, who we need as a number. So Drew has to go before Steffen as lon as they're on the same tribe with Johnny. Because Drew won immunity everyone decided to play it safe and either vote for Ruthie or Kendall and I think everyone decided on Ruthie because Kendall is on the edge of death and Ruthie is a huge social threat. I love her to death like she's the definition of a hero but we can't let her make it far.

I'm sad, maybe my heart wasn't in it as much this time as it was for me during Arabia? I'm not sure, I really thought I could trust Andrew, Steffen and especially Drew but I should have known better, fought harder and tried to make stronger connections with other people on my tribe.  It was a fun experience and I hate that Richie, Alex and I left so soon and that the three of us didn't get to be on a tribe together but maybe we'll get a chance to play together again one day and the Family will make it to the end for real! Right now I'm not sure who I'm rooting for.  Steffen and Drew seem to be putting out the most effort but I'm bitter that they didn't tell me my name was being thrown around.  We'll see, I'm going to follow the season closely and cheer everyone on though!