#orrrr 'if you seem even a little upset i will empathize sympathize and cry and sob'

[angelblumes]

Oh ok! so sorry about that, I'll be sure to tag or be more vague with the ur trigger mentions. I finally remembered one of my dreams, it was a very stupid 1st dream ive remembered in a while tho I got called out on tumblr twice and I was panicking trying to find a response / or find words for an apology 🤔 what does it all mean? im one of those 'your dreams say something abt you' people. Let's go to the beach each. I went to a pond and swam😊 surprisingly hot outside today 94°f . I woke up at 2pm shock I did wake up at 7am and couldn't go back to sleep until 9 tho. So its even and ok. I was annoyed today, very much got deadnamed, and I just got argued with when I tried to correct. Even more heartbreaking because it was kids 😟otherwise pretty swell day. 😁 I hope yours was also swell🌷

oh its okay!! literally like anything triggers me so😭😭 like ok my 1. will be i saw this cute girl who cosplays WILL GRAHAM on tiktok amd she out of cosplay dresses how i'd like too if i was skinny😐😓. depressing af. anyway IVE HAD THAT DREAM BEFOREEEEE i think its bc someone "called me out for being a terf" once and it scared me so awful i was like im abt to lose every tumblr friend ive ever had over some bs abt rbing one (1) post. i did not tho! yahoo! this is an old dream but it was that i was at like idk olive garden or smth and they were like we did our research. we found your callout post. we already called the police.😭. 2. will be.... hmmm umm. been searching for any type of normal hannibal merch. im.poss.ible. its all either like "im sexually attracted to hannibal lecter" or "i kill people for real." like none of that is anything i would want people to attribute to me. 😔 sigh. 3. ate the second, and last, apple CIDER actually donut. i heated it up and i ate it literally instantly. 4. my friend made me food for dinner!!!! it was out of character extremely but i appreciated it smmmmm. 5. i watched the haunting of bly manor for like 5 hours straight fr. whatsherface.. dani. im in love w her/her actress. shes so pretty. in the haunting of hill house i liked theo's char the best but NELL. NELLLLLLLL oh mt god. ohhhh. (same actress) and then i forget his name BUT HER BROTHERRRR. THE EMOTIONS. ruined me that show reached into my chest and just fucked things up. it was an okay day i kind of hurt everywhere tho