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[tarotlexa]

PICK A PILE READING- what's sexy about you?

welcome back to a new pick a pile reading my loves. before we begin, let me state that sexy to me doesn't simply mean sexual attractiveness, it's more of a state of mind to me, a vibe. interpret this as you will. <3

as always, this is a collective reading so take what resonates and leave what does not. much love!

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pile 1: omg pile 1 are you one of those girls that love the office siren/corporate chic/business casual or lots of leather look?

anyway, your allure is undeniable. you have a restless, wildfire energy that makes you untouchable, unpredictable and tempting. to some, you're literally eve's apple. you're the kind of person who walks into a room and shifts the atmosphere immediately. you're driven, passionate and you're currently building something or creating and thriving and it HAUNTS people. they always wonder about your next move. there's something about your eyes, you might have a very intense gaze or simply beautiful eyes. a striking posture or walk. you carry yourself like you're going places and others can feel it. you might be a fire sign (leo, aries, sag) or a taurus/libra since the empress is present. people want to bask in your dark feminine glow. people project all kinds of fantasies onto you, stuff that you never even thought about. they wonder who you really are under all those layers because it feels forbidden for them to get to know the real you. people see you as off limits in general, you also could be someone in a position of authority. you're very protective of your placement in society, you might also be someone who wants to fight injustice in the world. one thing that people notice very quickly about you is how you always think before you speak and it lowkey scares them because what else are you hiding in that mysterious mind of yours? guess we'll never know. this isn't always a good thing since you seem to attract a lot of petty and immature gossip, especially between coworkers or classmates lmao but the thing is, you're socially untouchable. there's nothing that could make you crash out publicly and they know it so they tend to keep their gossip between themselves instead of trying to provoke you or confront you. people fear intensity because most people are empty and have nothing to give to the world, always remember that. never reveal your cards because it's part of your allure, you always seem like you're in control even when you're not. "i know something you don't" vibes lol

definitely tap more into that poised, unshaken and calculating energy if you want more people to notice you. speak your mind but refrain from sharing too much because you might give your ideas away (subconsciously or consciously). also try to remember that not everyone is your friend, even if they pretend to be. careful with what you share with those people because they might use it against you. also, i have an intuitive message: if you're wondering if you were right about ghosting that person, you were

pile 2: an enchantress. a dreamer. perhaps you're an astrologer/tarot reader or mystic too. ethereal energy. people see you as someone who can save them or heal them, you're romantic, grounding and people instinctively flock to you because you make them feel safe. people probably overshare a lot with you. gentle and poetic beauty, lighter than usual hair or eyes. timeless beauty. you might be an earth sign or a cancer/pisces, could also have some libra placements. there's a natural regal energy about you, you belong in soft candle lit rooms wearing silk and drinking expensive wine. you probably look amazing in blue or purple. your energy is VERY elusive, cyclical and unpredictable. you choose where your energy flows by choosing when to withdraw it, probably not even on purpose. you simply know when to leave the party and that makes you unreachable, creating a fun effect where the more unreachable you are the more people want a piece of you. most have probably begged you to come to their social outings or parties and you still refused them. you give off the energy of someone who has options, people never know where they stand with you. you can never be found in the same place, you're always wandering off and that's so intriguing. you also might be someone who attracts alienation in their life in terms of love, like it's hard for you to find someone who can be an equal partner. forgive me for adding this but you might also be someone with not a lot of money or who chooses to not spend a lot of money on themselves, yet you give off the opposite energy to people (they think you're withholding from spending money on yourself or your clothes). you always leave people wondering "why". manic pixie dream girl who? i love the fact that both the high priestess and the moon came up, your intuition is so on point, people can't lie to you or manipulate you. you're always three steps ahead, even when they least expect it. people are very afraid to lose you so they try to keep up with the force of nature that you are. your sexiness is mainly in your contrast, you can be gentle but you can also be intimidating as hell when you want to be because people don't know how to read you (you don't give off intimidating vibes at all, more like mermaid vibes if anything). you're good at keeping people on their toes.

you might be also one of those people that says something offhandedly that sticks in other people's minds for weeks.

pile 3: this pile is the epitome of cute and sweet, people feel so comforted by your beauty and your presence, i don't really sense any nervousness around you at all (just cute shy embarrassment that you get from interacting with your crush in elementary school). but it is all a facade, in a way. you might look cute, girlish and sweet but deep down you're someone who has insane amount of inner strength. you've probably been through hell and worst and that made you develop a more gentler outlook on life. you might also be someone who used to be apathy fuelled before you realized that there's beauty and joy in everything. i see you as someone who has grown a lot in 2024, you probably changed your mindset about life in a very radical life and that change was noticed by those who surround you. you're also someone who has lots of friends or lots of supporters around you. i feel like you could be a water sign or an air sign. the eight of cups shows that you're someone who might be prone to escapism or self isolation or you simply choose your friends in a very picky way. like you'll totally leave someone if they don't impress you of if they can't match that inner strength of yours. you could also be someone with daddy issues (sorry) and that attracts lots of older figures in your life who want to compensate for that. like people want to baby you in a way lol (this applies to both friends and partners). but again, this is all a cute curated image, not the reality. you're someone who isn't afraid to challenge authority and you don't let people control you and this makes those "replacement" father figures run for their lives after a while because they realize you're not as innocent as you look and that's your kind of allure. you're secretly sharp, intellectually dominant and you can be brutally honest when you want to be. most people make the mistake of seeing you as a naive girl next door and they love it when you prove them wrong. you could have beautiful hair or hands. also very alluring collarbones. people find it extremely sexy that you don't settle, you're not desperate for anyone's attention or company so they always try to impress you but it never works. you're a muse.

thank you for reading! comments/feedback/reblogs are always appreciated <3

[truedivine44]

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[maypiles]

But I'm very homesick for arms that have never hold me🎀🪞

PICK A PILE: What Do You Need to Hear, What Do You Need to Know?🦢🩰

You guys are not ready for this one, because let me tell you—Spirit decided to wake me up with a Chihiro x Ariana Grande mashup blaring in my head like an alarm clock, and I just knew. This isn’t a coincidence; this is a channeled message, loud and clear. I mean, who else gets spiritual downloads with a side of TikTok trends? Clearly, I’m favored. Anyway, grab your coffee, your crystals, or whatever you need to ground yourself, because today’s reading is about to serve you layers of spicy revelations, unexpected clarity, and a sprinkle of divine chaos (because why not?). If you're feeling hot flashes, dreaming in metaphors, or noticing all the crows in your neighborhood suddenly staring at you like they’ve got something to say—this one’s for you. Let’s get into it, shall we?

❗This is a collective reading so please take what resonates and leave what does not❗ Please be careful of scammers, I'll never reach out to you and ask you for money or personal readings❗

Pile One🦪

My gorgeous Pile 1, let’s talk, because Spirit came in loud with this one—and I mean literally. The crows wouldn’t shut up, the downloads wouldn’t stop, and my body? On fire. Hot flushes, all over, like Spirit turned the heat up to make sure you get this message. So, let’s break it down.

Signs & Synchronicities

Right off the bat, notifications could be huge for you right now—check your messages, your DMs, your emails, whatever. Something important is trying to reach you, and you don’t want to miss it. Chocolate? Perfume? These are connected to sweetness and self-care, but also attraction and indulgence. Are you finally indulging in yourself, Pile 1? Or are you craving something—or someone—that feels just out of reach?

And crows? Let me tell you, they are not just random birds hanging out. They’re messengers, carriers of divine justice, and omens of transformation. If you’ve been hearing or seeing them, this is your wake-up call. Spirit is saying, ‘Listen, babe. We’re talking.’ And that crow sound? It’s sharp, like a reminder to stay alert, to notice what’s unfolding around you. This message has layers, so stay with me.

The Energy—Hot, Spicy, Intense

This whole reading is laced with heat—those hot flushes all over your body? That’s Spirit igniting a fire within you to finally heal. And when I say "heal," I don’t mean just dust off old wounds. No, this is deep, soul-level healing from something that cut you hard and left you spinning. You’ve been carrying this pain for too long, and Spirit is here, loud and unapologetic, telling you it’s time to let it go.

The Cards

Queen of Swords upright with The Star—This is your clarity and your hope. You’re stepping into your truth, cutting through the nonsense, and reclaiming your voice. The Star says healing is happening, but don’t expect it to be gentle. It’s the kind of healing that burns before it soothes. You’re being guided to dream big, even if your dreams seem out of reach right now.

Queen of Swords reversed with Three of Swords—But let’s be real. You’ve been here before, haven’t you? Trying to heal, only to slip back into old cycles. That reversed Queen shows me there’s still some bitterness, some unresolved pain. Spirit is asking you to look directly at your heartbreak without flinching. The Three of Swords is raw, but it’s also a turning point. Acknowledge it, cry over it if you must, but know that it’s not your forever.

Eight of Wands with The Hanged Man—Once you face that pain, things will move fast. Communication, opportunities, and clarity will flood in, but you need to shift your perspective first. The Hanged Man is here to remind you that sometimes, the only way out is through. Let yourself sit with the discomfort—it’s temporary, I promise.

Seven of Swords reversed with Eight of Swords reversed—Oof, someone’s lies or sneaky behavior might have trapped you in your head before. But no more. These cards are about releasing deception, both from others and yourself. Stop lying to yourself about what you want, Pile 1. Stop pretending everything’s fine when you’re screaming inside. You’re freeing yourself from this mental prison, and let me tell you, it’s about damn time.

The Hermit with Knight of Cups—This is where it gets juicy. After all this introspection, someone—or something—new is coming in. The Knight of Cups is a romantic, a dreamer, someone who stirs your heart. Whether it’s a person, a creative project, or an emotional awakening, this is the spark you’ve been waiting for. But it only comes after you’ve done the inner work.

Nine of Pentacles with Five of Swords—You’re stepping into independence and self-worth, but beware of those who might try to sabotage you. The Five of Swords is a warning: not everyone will celebrate your glow-up. Some people are better left in the past.

Ten of Pentacles reversed with Page of Wands—This could indicate a shake-up in your foundation. Maybe it’s family drama, a breakup, or a financial reset. But the Page of Wands reminds you to stay curious and optimistic. New beginnings often feel messy before they feel right.

Knight of Swords with The Devil reversed—Your determination to break free from toxic patterns is unmatched. The Devil reversed says you’re cutting cords, ditching bad habits, and stepping out of cycles that no longer serve you. You’re unstoppable, babe.

Strength reversed with Ace of Cups—Here’s the emotional release. You’ve been holding it together for so long that you’ve forgotten how to let go. The Ace of Cups is your emotional renewal, your fresh start, your permission to feel everything again.

The High Priestess reversed with Queen of Cups—Spirit is saying, ‘Stop doubting yourself.’ Your intuition has been screaming at you, but you’ve been ignoring it. The Queen of Cups is here to remind you of your emotional depth and wisdom. Trust yourself—you already know what’s right for you.

Eight of Pentacles with The Sun—All this hard work you’re putting into yourself? It’s going to pay off in ways you can’t even imagine. The Sun is your ultimate happiness, your reward for all the effort. Keep going; you’re so close.

Five of Cups with Justice—Justice came out right as I was saying, ‘You’re getting your justice.’ Spirit does not play. This is karmic balance, the universe setting things right. Yes, you’ve experienced loss, but it wasn’t in vain. Everything you’ve endured is leading you to this moment of divine justice.

Bottom of the Deck: Temperance—Patience, my love. Healing isn’t a straight line, and balance takes time. But you’re on the right path.

Split Deck: Four of Cups reversed—You’re waking up, finally seeing the opportunities Spirit has been placing in ront of you. Stop dwelling on what didn’t work and focus on what’s possible.

The Message

Pile 1, you’re in the middle of a transformation so profound it’s practically radiating from your cards. You’re healing, releasing, and stepping into your power. Spirit is here, crows and all, to remind you that justice is on your side. Keep pushing through the discomfort—it’s leading you to a life that’s brighter, freer, and more aligned with who you are.

And those notifications? Answer them. Something important is trying to reach you. Stay hot, stay spicy, and stay open to the blessings heading your way.

Pile Two🥀

The Vibe is Magnetic, and Spirit is Dancing With You

Oh, Pile Two. You didn’t just stumble into this reading—you waltzed in, spinning, singing, and twirling with a vibe so contagious it practically leaps off the cards. Let’s talk, because Spirit is loud and clear with this one. There’s a rhythm here, an undeniable flow, and the details? Oh, they’re dripping with significance.

Signs & Synchronicities

Dancing is huge for this pile. Whether you’re on the dance floor or grooving in your kitchen, there’s something about movement and rhythm that feeds your soul. Singing could be just as vital—expressing your voice, your truth, your essence. You might be someone who loves to accessorize—colorful bracelets that jingle with every step, or those stunning braided hairstyles adorned with beads.

The energy here screams personality—vibrant, unapologetic, and undeniably you.

But there’s a competitive streak too, isn’t there? Whether it’s proving yourself to others or loving that rush of pushing boundaries, there’s a fire in you that thrives on standing out and shocking the world. You don’t back down from a challenge—you lean in.

Now, let’s talk about itchiness. An itchy nose, a sudden rash—it’s like your body is reacting to this energy shift. Spirit is saying, “Pay attention!” These physical signs are nudges from the universe, reminders that something big is brewing.

And then there’s the time zone difference. Are you in a long-distance situation? Maybe you’re straddling two worlds—north and south, winter and summer (Timezone difference, Australia mentioned. HELLO?). But what stands out? Spring. A fresh start, a rebirth, a blossoming.

Also, Aries energy is coming in strong—bold, fiery, determined. Maybe it’s in your big three, or perhaps it’s just the vibe you’re stepping into: courageous, unstoppable, and unafraid to take the lead.

The Cards—Breaking It Down

Nine of Wands & The Devil—Let’s start with the tension. You’ve been through the wringer, haven’t you? The Nine of Wands shows resilience—standing tall, even when life keeps throwing curveballs. Paired with The Devil, though, it’s clear there’s something or someone trying to hold you back. Old habits? Toxic patterns? This card combo screams, “Break the chain!” You’re on the verge of freeing yourself from whatever’s been binding you.

Nine of Swords reversed & Five of Pentacles reversed—Here’s the good news: The worst is over. Those sleepless nights, those feelings of lack and abandonment—they’re lifting. You’re stepping out of the shadows, finding your strength again.

Three of Pentacles & Page of Swords reversed—Collaboration is key, but Spirit is warning you: not everyone in your circle has your best interests at heart. The Page of Swords reversed suggests miscommunication or even gossip. Keep your guard up and trust your intuition about who’s really in your corner.

Four of Swords reversed & Queen of Pentacles—You’ve rested long enough. Now, it’s time to get back in the game. The Queen of Pentacles shows you stepping into a nurturing, abundant energy—balancing your hustle with self-care.

The Star & Ten of Pentacles reversed—Hope is your guiding light, but don’t get stuck chasing someone else’s idea of success. The Ten of Pentacles reversed suggests that your “happily ever after” might look different from what you originally envisioned—and that’s okay.

Queen of Cups & Page of Pentacles reversed—Emotionally, you’re in tune, but don’t let small setbacks throw you off course. The Page reversed is a reminder to keep learning, growing, and experimenting without fear of failure.

Seven of Wands reversed & Seven of Cups—You don’t always have to fight. Sometimes, stepping back and reassessing your options (and there are many, trust me) is the best move.

The World & Six of Cups—A cycle is coming to a close, and it’s paving the way for something deeply nostalgic and fulfilling. Whether it’s reconnecting with a person or rediscovering a passion, there’s a sense of coming full circle.

Strength & Judgement—You’re stepping into your power, answering Spirit’s call. This is a rebirth, a reckoning, a chance to redefine yourself. Don’t shy away from the reflection staring back at you.

Knight of Pentacles & Queen of Swords reversed—Slow and steady wins the race, but don’t let impatience or harsh self-criticism derail you. The Knight is reliable, and you’re building something that lasts.

The Bottom of the Deck

The Lovers—Ah, the heart of it all. This is about choices, connections, and alignment. Whether it’s romantic or not, you’re calling in something—or someone—that resonates with your soul.

Split: Nine of Cups & Justice—Wish fulfillment is on the horizon, but Justice says you’ll get exactly what you deserve. This is karma balancing the scales, so trust that what’s coming is meant for you.

The Message

Pile Two, you’re in the middle of a transformation that feels like a dance—sometimes smooth, sometimes chaotic, but always moving forward. Spirit is asking you to embrace your unique rhythm. Let go of what no longer serves you, lean into the things that light you up, and trust that you’re exactly where you’re meant to be.

That Aries energy? It’s your cue to be bold, fearless, and unapologetically you.

Pile Three🎀

Traveling Through Love, Fireworks, and a Deep Connection

There’s something sparkly and electrifying about this pile, isn’t there? You’re stepping into a story that feels like a whirlwind—like packing up everything in your bags and rushing toward an adventure. Travel is on the horizon, either you’re coming back from a trip, or one is definitely in your future. And it’s not just any trip. There’s a sense that this one will change you, shift you into something more you than you’ve been in a while. But it’s not all about the destination. Oh no, this is about the journey—one full of love, fireworks, lace, and that breathless feeling when you know your heart is about to explode.

Signs & Synchronicities

So many things stand out. First of all, broken earbuds or earphones? That’s a message right there. A reminder that some things, or perhaps even relationships, just don’t stay in one piece. They break, but in the breaking, there’s a deeper connection waiting to be made. There’s an underlying theme of things falling apart to make space for something new and beautiful.

And let’s talk about pink. Baby pink specifically. It’s soft, it’s delicate, but it’s also powerful. Maybe you’ve been seeing pink lately—whether in your wardrobe, decor, or in the most random of places. This is an invitation to open your heart, embrace vulnerability, and trust that love is not only possible but waiting for you.

Then there’s the theme of bags—packed bags. You’re not just physically packing up, though; you’re preparing for an emotional journey. Some of you could be making big moves soon, whether in relationships or lifestyle choices. It’s like Spirit is preparing you for something big, and you’re already subconsciously getting ready.

And fireworks—boom. There’s something that’s about to explode into your life in the most magnificent way. Maybe it’s a relationship, maybe it’s a moment of self-discovery. Whatever it is, it’s going to leave you breathless. Lace could also be significant—delicate, but intricate and deeply meaningful, like the threads of connection in your life.

Travel? I know we’ve mentioned it, but there’s something special about it. You could be reconnecting with someone from your past, or maybe you’re about to meet someone who feels like a past life connection. Someone who’s going to be incredibly dear to you.

The Cards—Breaking It Down

King of Wands & The Devil—The energy here is intense, fire-burning, and possibly a little addictive. The King of Wands is bold, confident, and passionate—someone who knows what they want and goes after it. Paired with The Devil, though, it’s clear that there’s a magnetic attraction here. Maybe there’s a person in your life or someone coming in who embodies this energy—a powerful force that could sweep you off your feet. But beware: there’s something about this connection that could be a little...dangerous. Will it lift you up or leave you craving more?

Three of Pentacles reversed & Eight of Pentacles—You’ve been trying to collaborate, work with others, and build something lasting. But right now, it feels like things aren’t coming together as smoothly as you’d like. Don’t let that dishearten you. The Eight of Pentacles is here to say that your hard work will pay off. Maybe it’s time to focus on yourself for a bit—hone your craft, perfect your skills, and let things fall into place.

Nine of Pentacles & The Chariot—Ah, independence and drive. You’re stepping into your power, learning how to stand alone, but there’s also a rush of energy—like a burst of momentum carrying you forward. The Chariot says go. Whatever it is you’ve been hesitating about, it’s time to take the wheel and drive. You’re unstoppable now.

King of Cups reversed & Seven of Cups—The emotional confusion here is palpable. There’s a lot of energy, but not all of it feels grounded. Is there someone who’s emotionally distant or unstable around you? The King of Cups reversed could indicate that someone close to you is struggling with their emotions, and the Seven of Cups adds to the fog, making everything seem unclear. Keep your heart open, but trust your instincts to cut through the illusions.

High Priestess reversed & Seven of Swords—Don’t let secrets or lies stand in the way. The High Priestess reversed is asking you to trust your intuition, but the Seven of Swords is a warning. Someone may not be telling the truth, or you might be withholding a truth from yourself. Pay attention to what’s hidden—whether it’s in a relationship or in your own actions.

Knight of Cups & Queen of Cups—Here comes the love, or at least, the potential for it. The Knight of Cups is a dreamy, romantic energy, and with the Queen of Cups, this is a deeply emotional connection. Someone is about to step forward—perhaps they’re already in your life—who sees you for who you are, someone who feels like home.

Queen of Pentacles & Four of Wands—Stability, home, family—this is what’s on your mind. You’re looking for something grounded, something that feels like it lasts. The Queen of Pentacles is practical and nurturing, and with the Four of Wands, there’s a sense of celebration. Could this be a wedding, a reunion, or a coming together with someone from your past? Whatever it is, it’s building toward something beautiful.

Strength & Ace of Pentacles—You’ve got the strength to make this new beginning happen. The Ace of Pentacles is all about tangible, grounded beginnings—whether it’s love, work, or both. But it’s going to take courage. Do you have the strength to face what’s ahead? I know you do.

Five of Cups reversed & Six of Cups—Letting go of past hurts, emotional releases, and embracing the lessons. The Six of Cups is all about reconnection—could it be that someone from your past, someone who means the world to you, is coming back into your life? Or maybe it’s just a new love that feels like it’s been years in the making.

Three of Cups & Eight of Swords reversed—Celebration and release. The Eight of Swords reversed is a reminder that you are no longer trapped by your thoughts or circumstances. It’s time to embrace joy, to surround yourself with people who lift you up and support you.

Ace of Cups & Page of Wands—A new emotional beginning is coming, and it’s going to ignite that spark in you. The Page of Wands suggests excitement, curiosity, and exploration—there’s a sense of newness in your emotional journey, and it’s one that’s going to set your heart on fire.

Page of Swords reversed & Star—Communication could be a little off, but don’t let that stop you. The Star brings hope, healing, and renewal. Even if things aren’t perfect right now, there’s a beautiful future waiting for you.

Moon reversed & Two of Cups—Truth is coming to light. The Moon reversed uncovers secrets, and the Two of Cups brings balance, a true partnership, or union. This is about clarity in love. Whether it's someone from your past or a new, deep connection, this relationship is unfolding just as it’s meant to.

The Bottom of the Deck

Ace of Wands reversed—There’s a delay in the beginning, but it’s coming. This is a slow burn, not a flash fire. When the Ace of Wands comes in reversed, it’s a reminder that sometimes, the most powerful sparks take time to ignite.

Split: The World—A cycle is coming full circle, and you’re about to experience completion, closure, or a new phase. The world is a powerful card of achievement, success, and finally coming into your own.

The Message

Pile 3, you’re entering a chapter full of excitement, love, and undeniable fireworks. Whether you’re about to reconnect with someone special or embrace a brand-new relationship that feels like fate, the energy is palpable. Love is coming in hot, but it’s not without its twists and turns. This journey will be full of moments that make you feel like you’re traveling the world, discovering pieces of yourself along the way. Stay open, stay grounded, and let the universe unfold its magic for you. You’re ready.

And there you have it, my darlings. Another reading, another wave of energy to sift through. I hope you caught those messages—whether the fireworks, the lace, or the truth that’s just waiting to spill out. Remember, the universe doesn’t speak in straight lines; it whispers through synchronicities, songs stuck in your head, and moments of undeniable connection. Keep your eyes open, your heart even more so, and let things unfold as they should. Until next time, you know where to find me when you need clarity, a nudge, or just a little dose of cosmic truth. Stay fiery, stay fierce, and always keep a little mystery, darling. Xoxo, May.

[sofiatarot]

What legacy will I leave in my career and in the world? PAC READING

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Let’s explore how your art influences the world. I believe everything can be art in its potential and essence—whether it's something literal, like an artistic creation, or any career or path you’ve chosen. Your life is your art, and you are the artist.

We’ll look at how your career affects the world, either directly or indirectly.

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Little note: I’m aware of the old belief that only "famous" or public figures can leave a mark or create a before-and-after impact. But let me clarify: we are all here for a reason. Each of us contributes to either the improvement or decline of the world. We all hold the same level of importance and impact on a soul/spirit level. Everything else is just appearances.

Please always remember that what you do matters, and by following your passion, you are energetically helping and contributing to the world. We are all responsible for creating a new world—heaven on Earth.

Group 1:

Your legacy will be one of resilience, strategy, and transformation. You’re someone who has faced challenges with cleverness and a sharp mind, using your struggles as opportunities to rise above. The impact you leave on the world will stem from your ability to outmaneuver obstacles and show others how to adapt in difficult situations.

You are a visionary, someone who turns ideas into action. Your career will reflect bold, strategic moves that inspire others to take charge of their own destiny. The world will remember you as someone who took calculated risks and proved that intelligence and creativity can overcome even the harshest circumstances.

Your work is deeply rooted in truth, even when it’s uncomfortable. The heartbreaks and setbacks you’ve endured have only strengthened your determination to create something meaningful. While others may have faltered, you’ve used those experiences to fuel your purpose, teaching others to find strength in their vulnerability.

You are a leader who balances charisma with grounded wisdom. People are drawn to your confidence and warmth, and you’ll leave a legacy of empowerment, especially for those who felt unseen or undervalued. Your career will inspire others to embrace their unique qualities and step into their own light.

However, the journey hasn’t been without its sacrifices. You’ve faced periods of disconnection, where collaboration felt more like a burden than a joy. Yet these moments have taught you how to stand firm in your vision, reminding others that independence and collaboration can coexist.

Your legacy will also involve bridging gaps and building foundations. Whether through literal structures or metaphorical ones, your career will leave behind a sense of stability and progress. You’ve taught the world that true success requires both careful planning and the courage to act.

Your emotional depth is one of your greatest strengths, but it hasn’t always been easy to manage. At times, your passion has felt overwhelming or misdirected, but your willingness to face these emotions head-on has turned them into powerful tools of expression and connection.

You will be remembered as someone who brought people together, even when the odds seemed impossible. Your work will foster unity and understanding, teaching the importance of collaboration and shared vision.

Ultimately, your legacy will shine as a testament to resilience, transformation, and the power of a determined spirit. You’ve proven that even in the face of adversity, it’s possible to create something lasting and profound.

Group 2:

Your legacy is one of hope, healing, and the reclamation of power. You have walked through darkness and emerged stronger, and the world will remember you as a beacon for those who feel lost or defeated.

You’re a bridge between the past and the future. Your career is rooted in nostalgia and the lessons of history, yet it also pushes boundaries and redefines what is possible. This duality makes your work timeless, resonating across generations.

Your creative spark is undeniable, and your passion for growth and learning inspires others to take chances and embrace new opportunities. Even in moments of doubt, you’ve persevered, proving that beginnings and endings are all part of the same journey.

At times, your career has been shaped by power struggles and moments of uncertainty. These challenges have taught you the value of integrity and humility. You’ve learned that true authority comes from within, and your ability to rise above external pressures will leave an indelible mark.

Your legacy will include breaking societal norms and redefining success. You’re not afraid to challenge expectations, and your work reflects a balance between personal freedom and responsibility. This fearless approach will inspire others to embrace their individuality.

Your ability to adapt and rebuild will be a central theme in your career. Even when faced with failure or setbacks, you’ve found ways to pivot and keep moving forward. This resilience will show others that no situation is ever truly final.

You have a magnetic presence that draws people to you, but it hasn’t always been easy to manage. At times, your charisma has been misunderstood or underestimated, yet it’s precisely this complexity that makes your work so impactful.

You will leave behind a legacy of liberation—helping others free themselves from limiting beliefs and societal expectations. Your career will serve as a roadmap for anyone seeking to reclaim their power and redefine their identity.

Ultimately, your work will be remembered as a source of light in dark times, proving that healing and transformation are possible no matter the circumstances.

Group 3

Your legacy will be one of introspection, wisdom, and quiet power. You are a seeker of truth, someone who has delved deeply into life’s mysteries and emerged with profound insights. The world will remember you as a guide for those navigating their own paths.

Your career is marked by cycles of growth and reflection. You’ve embraced change as a necessary part of life, showing others that even setbacks can lead to new opportunities. This perspective will inspire many to keep moving forward, no matter the obstacles.

Creativity is at the heart of your legacy, but it hasn’t always been straightforward. You’ve faced blocks and moments of doubt, yet these experiences have only deepened your understanding of what it means to create authentically.

Your work challenges conventional ideas and explores themes that others might shy away from. You’re unafraid to confront the shadows, using your career as a platform to shed light on the hidden or misunderstood aspects of life.

You have a unique ability to balance intuition with logic, blending emotional depth with intellectual rigor. This combination makes your work both deeply personal and universally relevant, touching hearts and minds alike.

Your legacy will include breaking down barriers—whether cultural, emotional, or intellectual. You’ve shown that vulnerability and strength can coexist, and this message will resonate long after your career has ended.

At times, your path has been solitary, but this solitude has only strengthened your connection to your inner wisdom. You’ve used these moments to create work that is deeply meaningful, offering guidance to those who feel lost or disconnected.

You will be remembered as someone who brought clarity to confusion and hope to despair. Your work will serve as a reminder that even in the darkest times, there is always a way forward.

Ultimately, your legacy is one of transformation and enlightenment, leaving a lasting impact on those who encounter your work.

Group 4

Your legacy is one of empowerment, discipline, and mastery. You are a force to be reckoned with, and the world will remember you as someone who harnessed their power to create lasting change.

Your career is built on hard work and dedication. You’ve shown that success doesn’t come overnight but is the result of consistent effort and unwavering commitment. This message will inspire generations to pursue their dreams with determination.

You are a natural leader, someone who isn’t afraid to take charge and make tough decisions. Your work reflects this strength, and others will look to you as a model of confidence and capability.

Your ability to balance ambition with compassion is one of your greatest strengths. You’ve taught the world that success isn’t just about individual achievement but also about lifting others along the way.

At times, you’ve faced temptations or distractions, yet your ability to stay focused and disciplined has set you apart. This resilience will leave a lasting impression, showing others the importance of staying true to their goals.

Your career will include moments of collaboration and celebration, where your ability to bring people together shines. You’ll be remembered for creating spaces of joy and unity, teaching others the value of community and shared success.

You are deeply intuitive, even when you don’t always trust yourself. Over time, you’ve learned to listen to your inner voice, and this wisdom will guide others to do the same.

Your work challenges societal norms, pushing the boundaries of what’s possible and encouraging others to think outside the box. You’ll leave a legacy of innovation and progress, paving the way for future generations.

Ultimately, your legacy will be one of empowerment and transformation, proving that with focus, discipline, and heart, anything is possible. You’ve shown the world the power of perseverance and the beauty of a life lived with purpose.

xoxo🦋

[honeymilktea-444]

˚⊱🪷⊰˚ what is ur intuition trying to tell you ? ˚⊱🪷⊰˚

˚˖𓍢ִ໋🧚🏻₊˚ʚ 🪷 ₊˚

hi my babies! breathe in and breathe out, and choose whichever pile or piles you’re drawn to. Enjoy, take what resonates and toss out the rest. Left to right, 1–>2 and so on.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋🧚🏻₊˚ʚ 🪷 ₊˚

˚⊱🪷⊰˚ pile one ˚⊱🪷⊰˚

hi my pile one babies, this pile is short and sweet. all of these piles for this read, the messages are coming out very very clear. your intuition is trying to show you who the one is. it’s exactly who you’re thinking. it’s exactly the one you have the most pull towards. it’s exactly the one you hate is what i just heard lol. it’s a masculine. and yes he’s the one. he fucks you really good as well, and you hate that too. for those of you who have never dealt with this person intimately before and it’s a new person, you feel a huge pull to this person and you can’t explain it. but you have a gut feeling that this is your person and it is. he could be older than you. for some, this is your baby daddy. sorry to break it to you, he’s the one and you will go back.

some signs for you to know who it is or to clarify because some of you are shaking your head “hell no” when you’re reading this. he’s much taller than you, he wears black very often, you love how he smells, and you love hugging him. he may cuddle really well, and his hugs make you feel very warm. if you two have had sex before, you’ve snuggled and smelled his armpits before, as well as sucked his fingers, or compared hand sizes in a cute sleepy way. for those of you haven’t got close to this person in an intimate way, you’ve fallen asleep on the phone with this person, have possibly smoked in a car with person. for some this person skates or has tattoos on one of his arms. you’ve watched or talked about some sort of anime or game together. this is the one my babies. songs i channeled for this pile are pop by ari lennox, and glock six by 6lack. for a lot of you this person doesn’t have any children, if they do it’s the children they have with you if it’s your baby daddy. or if they do have kids and they aren’t kids you share together, for some personal reason they aren’t around much. that’s all i have for you my pile 1 babies! love you. see you in the next reading. <3.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋🧚🏻₊˚ʚ 🪷 ₊˚

˚⊱🪷⊰˚ pile two ˚⊱🪷⊰˚

hi my pile two babies. again this reading is short and sweet because for whatever reason, the messages are super super clear and concise. what your intuition is trying to tell you is how to make money. there’s an energy of going back to the basics, and going with what you know. it’s a thing you’ve done before when you’ve had nothing. a skill that you can rely on. it’s what comes easiest to you, to where it doesn’t feel like work at all, you can make it in your sleep. it could be literally anything nails, sex work, cooking/baking, hair, painting, cleaning, ride share, anything. but you’ve done it before and stopped. but it’s to a point in your life where you need to rely on it again. do it. when you do this, it’ll put you back on your feet quickly, in no time as it’s always done. it’ll always be there when you need it. it’s okay, no one cares and those who do, aren’t paying your bills, or helping you; so it really doesn’t matter lovebug. i channeled the song/remix “yummy x righteous” by ayesha erotica. that’s all i have for you my pile two babies! see you in the next reading. <3

˚˖𓍢ִ໋🧚🏻₊˚ʚ 🪷 ₊˚

˚⊱🪷⊰˚ pile three ˚⊱🪷⊰˚

hi my pile three babies, this is a short and sweet reading because the messages for this pick a card came out super clear and concise. what your intuition is trying to tell is to cut your family off. cut your “community” off. the one you grew up. abandon your hometown. i’m picking up the song you’re on your own kid by taylor swift and matilda by harry styles, and lost and found by ledisi. also a gospel song called chains by kirk franklin. your family or this community has never supported you, they taken you for granted, deteriorated your mental health, destabilized you, for some stolen your money, for some they’ve left you completely destitute, they’ve never been there for you when you’re struggling, let them all go without any guilt. your intuition is telling you to ghost these people. disappear without a trace, a warning, a sound, and never comeback. it’s not just a fantasy, or a “i wish i could just..” that’s what your intuition is telling you to actually really do. permanently, for the rest of your life. i’m picking up when scar told simba to run away and never come back. so for some a family member or parent/matriarch/patriarch passed away and everyone true colors came out. for others dark secrets came out that you want absolutely nothing to do with and may have had something to do with this family unit betraying you or someone else. these people have led you astray. i am also channeling the song we don’t talk about bruno from the movie encanto. there could have been a male family member specifically an uncle (or aunt, or cousin, or for some a sister) that moved far away or doesn’t talk to the family anymore and now that you’re grown you see why. your intuition is telling you to do the same thing. move away. change your number. and never look back. you can build your own found family. you can start over and build a healthy life for yourself. you don’t have to keep these ppl in your life because of who society says they are to you because they didn’t care who you were to them when they fucked you over, royally. I’m picking up the song 16 carriages by Beyoncé. you may have sacrificed a lot for these people and found out they didn’t actually love you, they were just exploiting you. they may have stolen something from you. specifically money, or innocence or both. could’ve been time they stole as well. there’s still time for your dreams for some of you that dream is art of love. don’t ruminate over time lost babies, or you’ll waste the time you don’t see you have left. right here, right now. you still have your whole life ahead of you. if you leave now, you’ll eventually start to feel like no time was lost at all because of how much you’re reclaiming. also, you may owe someone an apology as well for getting mad at them for something you didn’t understand then but understand now. that little message came through. or vise versa. thats what your intuition is telling you. that’s all i have for you my pile three babies. love you and see you in the next reading. <3

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[brujaluas]

who has been keeping you in their thoughts and heart?

pile 1

Oh, are we with a baddie? lol seriously, it's all so cute, I see more than one person romantically interested in you, and it really is something romantic, I don't even see lustful desires here, like just wanting to party with you, I see someone wanting a very serious commitment to you, to possess you (to have you all to themselves), another person being very lucky in life and fortunate (some very rich financially or with many chances of getting rich for some people), others very intelligent, but they all have this delicacy in their feelings, it's all cute. Congratulations, keep it up my dear. All I can think of is Lana del Rey's Party Girl.

pile 2

I think it's funny and cute because this is a romantic reading and the tarot knows why it's only showing romance cards haha, well here I see that you may have already met and gotten involved with this person, a vibe of ex or people who have had fun together at some point in their lives (if you know what I mean), here I do see a strong sexual desire, this person finds you very attractive, loves your body, to the point of wanting to make things wilder, and there's also a chance that they're older or a person who has matured since you met them, has matured many ideas about life and points of view on life.

pile 3

a card flew here, I see that it is a person who is overthinking about this, that's why they end up thinking a lot about you, I see something about midnight and wanting you, it is a person who can also fantasize a lot about you and the relationship they could have with you, they can also end up being impulsive in the future, for some people who are reading, I see that you may already have someone in mind or in your heart, be going out or dating someone, but the person who completely wants you, is not who you are sure it is, it is a mysterious person, quiet, somewhat expressive, introverted and who does not like to show themselves very much even if there is something attractive in them that makes you want to go there, it can be a person who attracts a lot of envy to them, precisely because they are people who know how to do everything right, and for some in the future or even in the near future they can get involved in a fight (with the other person).

[cygnusoracle]

Gentle messages from the universe🩵

Pile 1, you juggle two kinds of worlds my friend, I see, you might be in a dilemma right now. Trying to make a judgement in haste is not your cup of tea. you are so good at going after whatever you want naturally, you can easily manifest anything into reality, so all you have to do my friend, is trust the timing. Enjoy the confusion for now, take ample time to list the pros and cons of two directions that’s on the question. Also, You might be perceived as someone quirky, or sometimes even weird by the souls around you. That’s true, you are not for everyone, you standout while balancing two sides! You are a magician 🧚 be grounded friend, you are a generous soul, time is not running out, timeline is bending for you. Water, sand and skies are your healers🌊

Pile 2, hello stars! Yes, you are the star⭐️ you are a hard worker! You easily attract abundance right, you probably feel abundant right now too, but who are you sharing this with? Look up but also look in the mirror, allow yourself to enjoy what you have reaped. You might be seeking love for your life, yes the universe heard you and things are being woven. Surrender for that matter and importantly you are in the limelight now friend, so shine brighter , good things are brewing for you as we speak. You are forgetting that the focus is on you, so take a second to come to the present where you are the star. haha some of you might like milk and the colour pink, the word entitlement and also cats😼

Pile 3, sending you big virtual hugs friend! It’s okay things might be hard for you right now. You are at an end of an important phase that meant so much to you. Surrender to this alchemy of life💚you are now getting ready for an activation, before that lie down,close your eyes and let everything pass your mind, allow them.It ain’t easy to let go but you are asked to. so do it in baby steps. There is this image of a hand holding a candle that’s melting. It’s describing a situation. So I sense it’s painful, gently lose the grip on what you are holding. The message is to focus on slowing down and embrace comfort from your friends and family. You are in a void state now, but that’s where magics made. Bridges, month of may, womb and heart chakra are some signs🤗

[just-a-ghost00]

Your future spouse : Who? Where? When?

Group 1 - Van Gogh

Letters : E M D E R U O E P W T Y

Words/signs/names : deputy, Rudy, Emery, Roy, power, true, Morty, drum, poetry, proud, meet, WED, route, pure, Tower, remedy, dom, prom, word, rude, drop, rope, dye, eye, TUE, wet, pet, pouty, muted, dope, prude

Recommended songs : Fly me to the moon Frank Sinatra, Sweater weather The Neighborhood, Snooze AGUSTD, MIA Bad Bunny ft Drake

WHO? - White Numen / Ask body / Magnesite : get your mind right.

Oh this person is powerful and stubborn AF. The bull and the panther may be spirit animals of this person. If not, they like these animals or their personality matches those. In terms of astrological placements, we have Taurus and Aquarius, as well as Earth signs in general (Taurus Virgo Capricorn). They are a boss ass B. They are masculine. Like reaaaallyyyy masculine. They have BIG DADDY energy. Jupiter might be very well aspected in their chart or the sign in which Jupiter is in their chart matches well with the energy of Jupiter. That would be Sagittarius, Pisces and Cancer. This person is a creator and a good manifestor. They think a lot. They are cerebral. They may strugg with overthinking but their mind reminds their best asset. They are the epitome of brains are sexy. This person would know everything from ancient languages and art skills to the newest knowledge in technology and medicine. They can do anything and everything they set their mind to. In terms of their looks, they are definitely tall. They would tower over you and lift you up like you were a feather. They are strong in all aspects. Their torso is bigger than the lower part of their body. They have broad shoulders, big hands, big forehead and nose, prominent jawline, regardless of their gender. Maybe for the women identifying people the bum and chest would be bigger than other features of their body. And for the men identifying people, the pectorals would be juicy. With the ask body card, this tells me this person works out a lot. They are also very spiritual. They give off a lone wolf energy when really this person has a lot of love to give they just know what they want and they have strong boundaries. So they would never let themselves be walked over or let in people who would bring more BS than anything. This person would keep you on your toes for sure. I feel like they would have a bold fashion style. Something that stands out from current trends or that is unusual for people who are like them. For instance, let’s say this person is quite old, maybe you’d expect them to wear suits and fancy watches. But instead this person has a very casual look or dresses like the younger people. They could be your boss or at least someone who has a higher status than yours. It wouldn’t surprise me if they already had kids. They are well established.

WHEN? - Page of pentacles / Higher perspective / Bismuth : rewrite your code with rainbows.

In terms of timing, the page of pentacles represents several months. Now if we look at the meaning of the page of pentacles, it talks about education. The page is a learner, a student in matters of material aspects. Combined with the Higher perspective card, this definitely gives me the feeling of going back to college. Or getting a training in something very specific. Potentially something involving spirituality. Like taking reiki courses or tarot reading lessons. So I feel this person is a teacher or a mentor to you. With the Bismuth card, I feel like this person will be opening doors for you. And that could be litteral because the door of my room opened out of nowhere as I was trying to get more information from the card. Higher perspective is related to Ether. This means to me that you will meet at a point in your life when you wish to evolve, to embody a better version of yourself and seek to gain knowledge or power.

WHERE? - King of cups / The Explorer / Malachite : claim your success.

We already had kind of a hint with the previous section. And I feel like it’s further confirmed by these cards, especially the Malachite card. Now if we talk about geographical indicators, water seems to be relevant. Also on the Explorer card there’s a compass. So it tells me that where you meet them, there is either a plan or something related to navigation or orientation. Also when looking at this card I heard "you already know where to find them". So it gives me the strong feeling that many of you already know this person and already met them. It’s just that you didn’t consider them your FS. Also the malachite card mentions the workspace. So you could work together. Or you’re doing the same job and you go to them for advice. Also the king of cups card depicts a man sitting on a thrown spilling water in an ocean of sharks. So this also tells me there’s a lot of competition where you meet. And it’s like this person is trying to educate or heal the sharks somehow.

Group 2 - Monet

Disclaimer : I kept confusing you with group 1 and there were cards of group 1 that kept wanting to come into your reading so you might want to check group 1 as well. I think there are two people that have the potential of being your future spouse.

Letters : L I S G E S T M S I E K

Words / signs / names : Selim, time, lies, mess, Tess, seek, kisses, misses, meets, lists, sees, skies, ski, Mike, miles, gems, glee, mist, melt, GSM, kit, leek, miel (French for honey), TMI, MIT, Stiles, geek

Recommended songs : Easy Camilla Cabello, Life goes on AGUSTD , Hall of fame Stray Kids

WHO? - Ace of pentacles / The Seeker / Aragonite : find your center.

Earth signs are being shown here. On the ace of pentacles card there are 8 hands reaching for the pentacle. So your person is wanted by many. They feel younger than you. They are possibly a student or a young active. With the Seeker card I feel like this person hasn’t found their true calling yet. They feel lost and out of balance. Maybe they got a job that doesn’t make them happy or their studies aren’t as fulfilling as they thought. They are super shy and reserved. They may appear as cold when they are just a softy. They have trust issues. They feel really cute to be honest. But also they are lonely. It’s like they keep searching for the one, when they have so many prospects. I feel like they have a lot of high standards and they know that other people don’t match the vibe they’re going for. I feel like this person only has eyes for you but you don’t see them. Again, this group knows their FS already. In terms of physical traits, I feel like this person has good hands. But their body might look out of shape a little. They’re more on the chubby side. They look comforting. Like the type of person that would give the best hugs. Their gaze is really soft. Like a puppy. They feel pretty needy tbh. But not the suffocating type of needy. They just want to be loved and crave for connection. Someone that will share their interests and values. Who will match their crazy and feel safe in their presence. I feel like this person has faced a lot of rejection in the past and they kinda are stuck with this idea that no one wants them. They are an introvert. They like to isolate and be in their bubble. I feel like people have an idea of them that is completely false. Like maybe they think this person is a flirt and parties all night when in truth they’re a couch potato and a gym rat. They only go out of truly needed and they would rather be alone than surrounded by tons of people they barely know. This person wants a family of their own so bad. Like a big family with the white dog and pretty little house. They’re a hopeless romantic and an idealist.

WHEN? - 2 of pentacles / Reclaim / Scolecite : dive into your dreams.

On the 2nd of a month, two months from now. It feels like you may be going back and forth with this person before fully knowing them or being close to them. There’s a chase and run type of energy to this connection. You’ll meet them when you or they are reclaiming your/their power and changing something in your life. So moving houses, changing jobs or getting back to studying. When you start chasing your dreams. Also you could meet them in your dreams before meeting them in person. During any earth sign season.

WHERE? - Queen of pentacles / Power / Amethyst : get drunk on your highest self.

In a places of power or worship such as Cathedrals and Churches, Mosques, temples, town halls, or in a place of education. Also monuments came to mind. Like the Eiffel Tower, the leaning tower of Pisa. There were many stars on the Queen of pentacles’s dress so Europe came to mind. The US and the UK as well. Other places include : Siberia, the Far East, Brazil, Uruguay, Sri Lanka, South Africa, Mexico, Australia, South Korea, India, Austria, Germany, Italy, Canada.

Group 3 - Hokusai

Letters : C Q T E C S L I G A L I

Words/signs/names : Ali, Alice, Alicia, Cecilia, Scilla, Giles, Gael, Gaelic, sigil, sea, sail, Lisa, aigle (French for eagle), Elisa, Elias, Cali, cast, list, tails, IQ, Tesla, sage, Isac, Lila, lilac, cis, alt, ciel (French for sky), call, site, Lise, teal, lace, acts, sell

Recommended songs : Mon amour GEMINI , 3:00 AM Finding hope , Dark on me Starset

WHO? - 6 of pentacles / The Revolutionary / Honey calcite : break through your limits.

First of all, your person might have a white dog. Second of all, they have tanned skin. Thirdly, they could work in law enforcement or they are studying at Law school. They could be doing humanitarian work. They are balanced and grounded. Both in their attitude as well as their personality. They know when to give and when to take, when to talk and when to listen, when to act and when to observe. With the revolutionary card, this tells me that they are pretty determined and ambitious. This person likes to stand for greater causes. So you’d bet that they advocate for children and women rights, for the LGBTQIA+ community, for the respect of nature and animals as well as the end of wars. The signs of Taurus, Aries, Sagittarius and Leo are significant. This person is very sweet. Almost to the point where sometimes they put others needs before their own. Especially if it’s about being fair and giving retribution for wrongs caused by previous generations. This person feels like they have a debt they need to pay. Also they might have suffered abuse in the past so they want to have retribution for them but also for the people who were wronged like they were. In terms of physical traits, their body is harmonious. So for female presenting individuals, they would have kind of an hour glass body type. Same for male presenting individuals. This person feels gender fluid. They are a minimalist. They like to keep things simple when it comes to the way they look. Honestly if they could be naked on a daily basis they would be. They’re in touch with nature. Animals love them. They have a very comforting aura. This person really is as sweet as honey. They could be a creator, a designer, a public speaker. They like to use their voice and their status to raise awareness about things they care about and value. They could be a teacher as well or someone that works with kids.

WHEN ? Page of swords / Paradox / Hematite : align with your wholeness.

When stars align. When you finally let your guards down. When you align with your calling, your soul mission. During any air sign season. Within a few weeks from now. When you’re on your period. When you let go of your old beliefs on love or when you move on from a past love, an unrequited love or a crush that would never have evolved into anything more than friendship. When your spiritual beliefs change drastically (i.e. you decide to convert to a new faith, you no longer believe in God, you choose to follow a spiritual path).

WHERE? - Queen of swords / Get wild / Emerald : point your heart toward grace.

In terms of countries, we have : Colombia, Brazil, Zambia, Zimbabwe, USA, Afghanistan, Pakistan, Russia, Australia. Now, in terms of where you could meet, I'm not getting much from these cards. It's like your FS wants to play hide and seek. They're not really comfortable sharing where they are. The only thing I'm picking up on is somewhere where the law is involved. So it could be an administration, a police station, law school, a lawyer's office, a prison. With the get wild card, the only hint I can get is that it can get intense. I asked for a card to clarify the Queen of swords and I got the 9 of pentacles. So law and money are involved. So maybe a bank or an insurance company. Or somewhere businesses and entrepreneurs go to get advice on how to invest their money or know if something they intend to do is legal or not.

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PICK A CARD:

WHO ARE YOU WHEN THE SPOTLIGHT FINDS YOU?

This isn’t just a tarot reading — it’s a standing ovation from the universe.

Whether your name is whispered in boardrooms, chanted on stages, etched into spiritual history, or adored in private —

You are the light they didn’t see coming. And now? They will.

Choose your pile. Tune into your higher self.

And don’t be shy — tell me in the notes:

Which moment cracked you wide open?

What prophecy came true?

What part made you feel famous in realms they haven’t even named yet?

—

Channeled by Dior Harris.

Stay infinite. Stay divine.

A bientôt, mon ange.

PILE ONE:

“The Applause You Forgot You Deserved”

Theme: Visibility reborn. Recognition restored. This is the moment the spotlight finds you, not forces you.

Message from Your Higher Self:

You didn’t get forgotten. You got protected.

Because they couldn’t clap for what they didn’t understand.

This is the timeline where you’re no longer proving your worth — you’re embodying it.

There’s a shift coming, one that puts you in front of people who will say:

“Where have you been hiding?”

And the truth is?

You were never hiding.

You were just becoming too powerful to fit where you used to shrink.

Your Full Spread (8 Cards from Global Decks)

1. The Star ��� upright (Tarot de Visions Noires)

2. The Spotlight Oracle – upright (Oracle of Golden Portals)

3. Eight of Wands – reversed (Venusian Flame Tarot)

4. The Crowned Mirror – upright (Mystic Gaze Archetype Deck)

5. Mars in the 10th House – upright (AstroRites Cosmic Cards)

6. Page of Swords – upright (Glass Mind Tarot)

7. The Tower – reversed (Rooted Soul Tarot)

8. The Applause Card – upright (Unreleased: Your Signature Deck)

1. The Star (upright)

Numerology: 17 → 8 (power, magnetism, karma)

Symbolism: Public rebirth, divine recognition

Message:

You are being repositioned. Not reinvented — remembered.

This is cosmic restoration. After a season of burnout, rejection, or invisibility, your light is being seen, not stolen.

You are the constellation others will now wish upon.

2. The Spotlight Oracle (upright)

Symbolism: Destiny stage, divine illumination, readiness

Message:

Spirit says: “We’ve tested your grace in the wings — now take your place.”

There’s a moment arriving where people won’t just listen to you — they’ll echo you.

This could be through public speaking, content going viral, or suddenly becoming the reference point.

Whatever it is, you’re not being found — you’re being recognized.

3. Eight of Wands (reversed)

Message:

The delay you thought was rejection? It was divine timing in disguise.

You’ve been held back not because you weren’t ready — but because the platform wasn’t.

You are not “late.”

You are loaded.

Now it’s time to unleash.

4. The Crowned Mirror (upright)

Symbolism: Ego healed, worth witnessed, power personalized

Message:

You used to doubt your brilliance because it didn’t look like theirs.

But this card confirms: You are the prototype, not the replica.

Expect compliments that feel like confessions.

Expect DMs that say, “I’ve been watching you for a while.”

You’re not becoming someone else — you’re finally mirroring your true self out loud.

5. Mars in the 10th House (upright)

Astrology: Action in career. Divine drive. Strategic spotlight.

Message:

Fame is not coming from performance — it’s coming from alignment.

You’re building something long-term.

This is legacy over likes.

You’ll be known for your precision, your passion, your presence.

Someone powerful is watching. And they’re ready to invest.

6. Page of Swords (upright)

Message:

A contract. A DM. A job offer. A panel invite.

This is the first whisper of a big break — but it’ll look small at first.

Say yes, even if it feels like practice.

Because it’s a portal.

7. The Tower (reversed)

Message:

The world isn’t collapsing — your old identity is.

You don’t need to be humble about your healing anymore.

Let it be public. Let it be poetic.

Let it be profitable.

You’re not broken. You’re built.

8. The Applause Card (upright)

Message:

When it happens — when the numbers climb, the hands clap, the doors open — don’t shrink.

Don’t deflect the praise.

Don’t act surprised.

Receive it. Relish it. Reign in it.

Because you were never too much — they were just underprepared.

Angel Numbers for This Pile

• 818 – Magnetic rebirth. Career reward. Power returning.

• 1144 – Energetic recognition. Foundations building fast.

• 1221 – Public emergence. Balanced breakthrough. Divine symmetry.

Channeled Song

“Big Energy” – Latto

Significant Line:

“If I let you put your hands all over me / If I let you unwrap all this in the sheets / If I tell you all my dirty fantasies / You won’t believe what this one cost me.”

Why:

Because this pile is about remembering your grandeur. You weren’t forgotten — you were expensive. Your name isn’t rising… it’s returning. And this time? They’ll pay attention because your energy is too loud to dim.

Confirmation Letters

C – R – L – M – T

(May relate to names, brands, initials, locations, projects)

From Your Higher Self to You

“They didn’t clap because they didn’t know what they were watching. But now? They’ll watch. They’ll rise. And they’ll remember who showed them what radiance looks like.”

From the Universe to You

“When the spotlight hits, don’t shrink to fit in the frame. Expand it.”

Did this pile feel like the mirror you didn’t know you needed?

Reblog if you’re reclaiming your spotlight like it owes you rent.

Comment the moment you stopped shrinking — and what applause you’re finally ready to receive.

PILE TWO:

“Cameras Catch What Mirrors Miss”

Theme: Hidden brilliance. Private mastery. You’re stepping out not because you’re ready — but because you’re finally being called out by the cosmos.

Message from Your Higher Self:

You’ve done the work in silence.

Perfected your craft behind the scenes.

Held your brilliance like a secret.

But now? The spotlight isn’t a threat. It’s a mirror.

And what it reflects back is a version of you that even you forgot was this powerful.

You’re not an overnight success. You’re a long-awaited reveal.

Your Full Spread (9 Cards from Global & Channeled Decks)

1. The Hidden Stage – upright (Oracle of Forgotten Futures)

2. Six of Wands – upright (Crystal Muse Tarot)

3. Mercury in Pisces – upright (AstroMyst Oracle)

4. Ten of Pentacles – reversed (Shadow Legacy Tarot)

5. The Underdog Crown – upright (Soul Ascension Archetype Cards)

6. Knight of Cups – upright (Indigo Flame Tarot)

7. The Lighthouse Within – upright (Oracle of Inner Mythos)

8. Two of Pentacles – reversed (Mystic Balance Deck)

9. Judgement – upright (Black Moon Tarot)

1. The Hidden Stage (upright)

Symbolism: Private genius. Delayed arrival. Fated spotlight.

Message:

Your breakthrough doesn’t look like a red carpet. It looks like someone finally saying:

“You’re exactly what we’ve been missing.”

You weren’t overlooked. You were protected while you sharpened.

2. Six of Wands (upright)

Numerology: 6 – Harmony, victory, public recognition

Message:

You’re being seen — not just watched.

There’s a wave of new followers, collaborators, or clients coming in who are ready to support you out loud.

This is genuine praise, not performative hype.

Let yourself be celebrated.

3. Mercury in Pisces (upright)

Astrology: Dreamy communication. Intuitive voice. Soulful storytelling.

Message:

Your voice, your art, your poetry — it’s finally resonating in rooms it used to echo silently in.

Expect an invitation:

• A podcast feature

• A viral post

• A heartfelt DM saying “Your words saved me”

This is resonance over reach.

4. Ten of Pentacles (reversed)

Message:

You may still feel financially behind. Like you’ve missed the moment.

But spirit says: You didn’t miss the money — you outgrew the model.

You’re not here to hustle. You’re here to create a new wealth frequency, aligned with rest, pleasure, and authenticity.

It’s coming. Sustainably.

5. The Underdog Crown (upright)

Symbolism: Overlooked brilliance. Power earned, not handed.

Message:

This is your redemption arc.

The very people who once underestimated you?

They’re about to reference you. Credit you. Quote you.

Your name is entering rooms before you do — and this time, it’s with respect on it.

6. Knight of Cups (upright)

Message:

A love offer may arrive alongside your glow-up.

Why?

Because your visibility is also magnetizing people who see your soul, not just your talent.

This is someone who wants to show up gently and genuinely.

Don’t ignore this connection — it’s part of your blossoming.

7. The Lighthouse Within (upright)

Message:

You used to dim your light because you thought it would make others comfortable.

This card says:

“Stop protecting people from your power.”

You are meant to shine.

Even if it makes others squint.

8. Two of Pentacles (reversed)

Message:

You’ve been juggling two selves: the one who performs and the one who is.

The world doesn’t want the watered-down version.

Show them your real rhythm.

You don’t need to balance anymore — you need to be.

9. Judgement (upright)

Message:

You’re being called to step fully into your purpose — no more trial runs.

This card is spiritual spotlight.

Your ancestors are orchestrating visibility so you can fulfill your role as a messenger, a healer, a legacy-maker.

Angel Numbers for This Pile

• 1616 – Renewal in purpose. You’re attracting real attention.

• 227 – Voice activated. Soul alignment through storytelling.

• 3311 – Undeniable recognition. Watch for invitations and references.

Channeled Song

: “Masterpiece (Mona Lisa)” – Jazmine Sullivan

Significant Line:

“Every part of me is a vision of a portrait of Mona, of Mona Lisa.”

Why:

Because this is sacred unveiling energy. You’ve been art behind glass. This solar season? You step out and let the world marvel without explanation. This song channels divine femininity, private beauty, and the kind of softness that shatters illusions.

Confirmation Letters

V – H – S – E – D

(May connect to names, projects, initials, places, or past soul contracts.)

From Your Higher Self to You

“You weren’t late. You were perfecting what they couldn’t have handled earlier. Now? They’re ready. And so are you.”

From the Universe to You

“They’ll call it overnight. But we know better. This is divine arrival — not delayed success.”

Was this your sacred unveiling?

Tell me what part of your power you’ve been protecting in silence.

Reblog if you’re done hiding the parts of yourself the world wasn’t ready for — until now.

PILE THREE:

“Famous in Realms They Haven’t Named Yet”

Theme: Spiritual icon. Culture shifter. Fame that can’t be Googled — only felt.

Energy: Galactic celebrity meets grounded healer. Your influence is vibrational.

Message from Your Higher Self:

You were never meant to go viral.

You were meant to go visceral.

To be remembered not for your content — but for your frequency.

You are the origin point of something people won’t have language for until years later.

Your success is not just about attention — it’s about altering collective memory.

You’re not “ahead of your time.”

You are the one who births new timelines.

Your Full Spread (10 Cards from Celestial & Ancestral Decks)

1. The Frequency Card – upright (Oracle of Future Memory)

2. The Hermit – upright (Eclipse Visions Tarot)

3. Uranus in the 11th House – upright (AstroPunk Revolution Deck)

4. The Soul’s Blueprint – upright (Codex of Akashic Flame)

5. Five of Swords – reversed (Witch Flame Tarot)

6. The Muse Flame – upright (Sovereign Creatrix Oracle)

7. Knight of Pentacles – upright (Coven Legacy Deck)

8. The Crownless Queen – reversed (Lost Temples of Feminine Power Oracle)

9. Nine of Cups – upright (Mystic Flow Tarot)

10. The Tower of Light – upright (Celestial Collapse Archetype Deck)

1. The Frequency Card (upright)

Symbolism: Vibration before visibility

Message:

Your power doesn’t come from performance — it comes from how you make people feel before they understand why.

You’re not just seen.

You’re felt.

And soon? That resonance will ripple through the culture.

2. The Hermit (upright)

Message:

You were initiated in the dark.

You spent years being misunderstood — not because you were lost, but because you were carving your own path.

That inner glow is now becoming your external signal.

Your solitude is turning into spotlight.

3. Uranus in the 11th House (upright)

Astrology: Iconoclast energy. Fame through disruption.

Message:

You are here to shake up how people relate, connect, and evolve.

Think:

• Unconventional public presence

• Cult leader energy (but healed)

• Legacy that outlasts your name

You don’t need to go mainstream. You’re building your own stream.

4. The Soul’s Blueprint (upright)

Message:

Your current expansion was written in your bones.

This is the season where your divine assignments activate.

You’re becoming the channel — not just the creator.

Downloads. Dreams. Messages. They’re no longer optional — they’re your mission.

5. Five of Swords (reversed)

Message:

You’re healing from “gifted kid burnout”, old betrayal, and being labeled “too much.”

This reversal says:

**You’re not here to be liked. You’re here to be felt to the core. **

Let your edges lead. They’re part of your genius.

6. The Muse Flame (upright)

Symbolism: Art that awakens, erotic creativity, divine magnetism

Message:

You will become a muse to someone powerful — an artist, spiritualist, or visionary who sees you fully.

And more than that?

You’ll become the muse for your past self.

Let your story be art. Let your presence be permission.

7. Knight of Pentacles (upright)

Message:

The fame you’re building will be slow, steady, and unshakable.

This is not viral flash.

This is legacy construction.

Brand longevity. Intellectual property. Passive income. Soul empire.

8. The Crownless Queen (reversed)

Message:

Stop waiting for permission. Stop apologizing for being unpolished.

You are the leader without the title — but they’re giving it to you now.

This reversal is your final unshackling from imposter syndrome.

Your crown is internal now. Wear it.

9. Nine of Cups (upright)

Message:

Your manifestations are being delivered not in fantasy — but in form.

Expect material upgrades.

• Invitations to elite spaces

• Brand collabs

• Dream interviews

• A reintroduction to someone who once slept on you (and now wants to invest)

You’re not just wishing. You’re witnessing.

10. The Tower of Light (upright)

Message:

You are not being destroyed — you are becoming undeniable.

This is the moment your energy shatters the mold.

Sudden visibility. A viral moment. A shift in perception.

You’re not breaking down — you’re breaking through.

Angel Numbers for This Pile

• 1010 – You’re walking in destiny.

• 5555 – Major energetic shifts, complete identity rebranding.

• 0033 – Creative power becoming sacred influence.

Channeled Song

“Pure/Honey” – Beyoncé

Significant Line:

“It should cost a billion to look this good / But she make it look easy ’cause she got it.”

Why:

This pile is for the intergalactic main characters. Your aura is an invention. Your presence is its own era. You don’t trend — you transcend. You were never supposed to fit in. You came to crown a new lane.

Confirmation Letters

Z – J – F – O – N

(Names, old usernames, ancestral lineages, brands, etc.)

From Your Higher Self to You

“You are not here to go viral. You are here to be revered. And your time is now.”

From the Universe to You

“You don’t need their language. You’re creating your own dialect of power. Let them catch up.”

Drop a Z, J, or F if this pile cracked open your soul code.

Reblog if you’ve always felt “too much” for this world — and now realize it was because you were birthing a new one.

Let them feel your frequency in the notes.

PILE FOUR:

“Your Name Echoes Louder in the Spirit World”

Theme: Generational reward. Divine exposure. Spiritual recognition that manifests in earthly celebration.

Energy: Legacy magic meets real-world acclaim. This fame is ordained.

Message from Your Higher Self:

This isn’t about going viral.

It’s about fulfilling prophecy.

You didn’t choose the spotlight — it was written into your lineage contract.

The dreams you’re dreaming now?

They started four generations ago.

And now? You are the one chosen to live them out loud.

Not for ego.

But for liberation.

Your Full Spread (10 Cards from Ancestral & Cosmic Legacy Decks)

1. The Ancestor’s Drum – upright (Oracle of Forgotten Rites)

2. The Empress – upright (Diaspora Divine Tarot)

3. North Node in Leo – upright (Destiny Codes Astro Deck)

4. Six of Pentacles – upright (Sacred Exchange Tarot)

5. Ten of Wands – reversed (Weightless Healer Tarot)

6. The Pathway Stone – upright (Root Temple Oracle)

7. Queen of Wands – upright (Cosmic Matriarch Deck)

8. The Altar Flame – upright (Oracle of Ceremony & Sound)

9. Judgment – reversed (Legacy Awakening Tarot)

10. Four of Wands – upright (Celebration of Self Tarot)

1. The Ancestor’s Drum (upright)

Symbolism: Spiritual summons. Lineage calling. Sound as recognition.

Message:

Your name has been spoken in rituals.

You are not just chasing dreams — you’re answering a call.

Every time you create, perform, write, or speak — an ancestor exhales.

And this year? They’re putting you in rooms where that energy will finally be witnessed.

2. The Empress (upright)

Message:

You carry fertile power. Everything you touch multiplies — influence, opportunity, beauty, grace.

You’re not just a creator. You are a movement in flesh.

The public will fall in love with your energy not because it’s perfect — but because it’s real.

This card confirms that visibility is your birthright.

3. North Node in Leo (upright)

Astrology: Soul purpose meets spotlight expression

Message:

You’re here to lead with your heart, your fire, your unapologetic radiance.

This is your timeline of:

• Public speaking

• Performing

• Storytelling

• Being seen for who you truly are, not the role you were told to play

And baby… your soul planned this. Now you’re catching up to your destiny.

4. Six of Pentacles (upright)

Message:

You’re about to receive something you once only gave: recognition, resources, reverence.

There’s a divine exchange happening — not charity.

It’s reciprocity.

Expect surprise support, financial backing, ancestral blessings that feel like luxury.

5. Ten of Wands (reversed)

Message:

You’re done carrying it all alone.

You’ve done the spiritual lifting.

This reversal says: put it down now, baby. Let them help.

The people coming in will carry the crown with you, not compete for it.

6. The Pathway Stone (upright)

Symbolism: Inherited purpose, unmissable timing

Message:

The path has already been cleared.

What once felt delayed will now rush in like recognition overdue.

A generational gate just opened. Step through it.

7. Queen of Wands (upright)

Message:

You are entering your Era of Magnetism.

Confidence without apology. Vision without compromise.

You’re not doing too much — you’re finally doing just enough for the crown you’ve always worn inside.

8. The Altar Flame (upright)

Message:

This card appears when fame is sacred.

You’re not here to trend — you’re here to ignite.

Every post, project, or product you offer is a ritual.

Every spotlight moment is a ceremony you already rehearsed in the astral.

9. Judgment (reversed)

Message:

Stop doubting your timing.

You are not behind.

You were simply being seasoned in silence.

Now? You are ready to rise without explanation.

10. Four of Wands (upright)

Message:

Celebration is not selfish.

There is a major event coming:

• A milestone

• A performance

• A launch

• A breakthrough moment

And it’s not just for you. It’s for your whole lineage.

Let yourself be celebrated. Fully. Loudly. Unapologetically.

Angel Numbers for This Pile

• 4411 – Sacred calling. Spiritual leadership. Divine purpose meets earthly platform.

• 313 – Expressive awakening. Visibility through voice.

• 808 – Ancestor-backed success. Doors opening from the inside.

Significant Line:

“I fought for you the hardest, it made me the strongest / So tell me your secrets, I just can’t stand to see you leaving.”

Confirmation Letters

A – L – Y – G – Q

(Names, altar initials, bloodline codes, sacred symbols)

From Your Higher Self to You

“Every time they tried to erase you, they only confirmed that your name echoes in realms louder than theirs.”

From Your Ancestors to You

“We built the stage. The world built the lights. Now step into your role. We’ve already saved you a standing ovation.”

Ancestral chills? Goosebumps? Felt like someone in the spirit realm said “yes” through this?

Reblog with the name you’re ready to be known by.

Drop a Q, Y, or G if your spotlight is sacred and bloodline-backed.

So… who are you when the lights hit just right?

When the universe pulls back the curtain,

and the world finally sees you—no filter, no delay, no holding back?

Drop your pile in the comments and spill it:

• What part cracked you all the way open?

• What song played in your head like a prophecy?

• What name or moment just echoed through your entire soul?

If this timeline kissed your spirit, don’t keep it quiet.

Reblog it. Repost it. Claim it.

And keep your eyes wide open, love—

The next episode is coming: What Are They Secretly Manifesting About You?

Because baby… your visibility?

It’s just the beginning.

—

Channeled by Dior Harris.

Stay infinite. Stay divine.

A bientôt, mon ange.

[tarotlexa]

PICK A PILE READING- SP EDITION: what they show vs. their true feelings

welcome to my first SP pick a pile reading, as i mentioned beforehand my views on love might differ from yours so take this reading the way you want to take it. this is not going to be sugarcoated at all, enter at your own risk lmao, also i feel like this is mainly for newer connections rather than established relationships and so on.

nonetheless, this is a collective reading so take what resonates and leave what does not. muuuuch love <33

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pile 1: uuuuhhhh somebody here is spiraling, the cards wouldn't stop flowing. is this a new connection who's been lurking in the shadows waiting to make their move? either way, the energy is weird and it's all about mind games for this pile. they want you to see them as mysterious, steady, someone worth your patience and worth fighting for. they want to feel like the prize here and they also want you to think that they're in control, weighing their options. they want to be your sexy fantasy, the guy/girl you want but you simply cannot have. they want you to feel stuck behind them, like they're irreplaceable. they want to feel like a special little princess regardless of their gender lmfaoooo

but in reality the mask slips pretty fast. deep down they're restless, there's a sense of urgency to bag you or talk to you but the truth is they're simply not that person. they aren't doing the work that's needed of them to build a stable connection, they cannot sustain real effort imo. they feel a huge pull towards you, they know you're the prize and that scares them, so they emotionally withdraw from you: "i want you but i'm scared of you" energy. like they know you're that cool and they're simply not lmao

my advice: you're the magician here, you hold all the cards, which means...don't play those push and pull games. in fact, don't play those games at all. if you try to control or chase this person, they'll pull back even more. if they keep leaving you out in the cold, let them feel your absence. if they truly want you, they'll let you know. personally i think you're better than this but that's the way i see it. your choice babe!

pile 2: this pile is so funny because to both question a pair of kings and queens came out! anyway

this is a very calculated person, nothing they do is random or unthought of. they want you to see them as someone emotionally evolved, generous, balanced, your perfect mate, your missing puzzle. they want to be your equal in love, they definitely want to match your freak. they want you to think that you're a power couple in the making but they also want to entirely control the narrative they've been crafting. as i said, very controlling. they want you to view them in a specific way rather than being authentically themselves, they've been curating their image a lot, wondering how to catch your attention. they're deciding how much to give, when to give and keeping their guard up. they might be testing you to see how you respond to those games before committing further. similar vibes to pile 1 in terms of mind games but those seem far more calculated in a way.

deep down they overthink the hell out of this connection, they feel very pressured to appear stable in your eyes but they're not as confident as you perceive them to be. something inside is stopping them from showing their true self, past baggage, insecurity or fear of losing control. they want a long term relationship with you but they're stuck inside their heads. the question is whether you want to take them out of this or not. my advice to you: you need to see them for who they actually are, not who they want you to think they are. three of pentacles suggests to build from reality, not from potential. don't get caught in the illusion of what could be rather than what they're showing you (i feel like some of you have a saviour complex that needs to be fixed asap). if the energy is hot and cold don't be afraid to be direct and say what you mean and ask them questions because they won't. generally speaking don't wait for them to prove themselves because they'll be waiting for YOU to ask questions and to talk them and read into every little thing. you'll know where to stand through actions, not games. the difference between you and pile 1 is that there's definitely real interest towards you here, it's not exactly done out of ego, they want you to want them because they also want you. if you'd like to play therapist then this is your person!

pile 3: we gotta talk, this pile's sp is delusional as hell. they want to seem like they're going with the flow, like they're super chill and unbothered about you. they totally dooo nooot care at all, they're absolutely not stalking your social media in hopes of seeing a sign, nope. you're not supposed to know what they're thinking, they want to hide that since it's part of this illusion persona they've built. they want you to chase them and be obsessed and left wondering yet it's the opposite LMAOOOOO god bless. they'd love for you to believe that they're better than you, morally upright and rational but they twist the truth and omit details to look like the reasonable one here. peak delusion as i said before. they also want you to think they're so focused on their grind and on their future, they're working on themselves and becoming so much better. they might be also subtly flexing their achievements or property to make you think they're above you. they're lying to themselves and hiding something from you, their true emotions or past wounds or their entire life is not as perfect as it seems.

i'm going to be honest pile 3, i don't like this person's feelings towards you at all but it seems you're attracted to toxicity. this person is so much more exhausted, isolated and emotionally drained than they let on. they might act cocky or detached but they're literally obsessed and spiraling over you. literally on the verge of a breakdown. it makes them want to withdraw from everything. their feelings towards you are INTENSE but god forbid they actually show vulnerability. they want to believe in love, they wish the could be open hearted and hopeful but they're afraid and conflicted. their feelings for you scare the because they don't fit into their neatly controlled image. one moment they want you desperately, the next they're emotionally running for their life. they might have avoidant attachment. my advice to you: you know your energy is abundant, magnetic and valuable so why waste time on this one sided connection? it's simply not worth it to constantly decode someone's emotions all the time, wondering what xyz sign could possibly mean for you. you deserve someone who is sure about you and just like the memes said: someone who doesn't make you even want to click on this tarot reading. if they can't offer peace and stability, why are they even here in the first place? you are the empress here.

thank you for reading! comments/feedback/reblogs are always appreciated <3

[wisesoultarot]

What do I need to hear about my career? - Tarot reading

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Students: Exciting news is on the horizon! Something you've been anticipating is about to unfold. If you've been looking forward to traveling internationally, an opportunity is coming your way soon.

Looking for a job: A significant transformation in your career is on the horizon, arriving sooner than you might think. You’re not just landing any job; this opportunity could be your dream role, bringing you both emotional and spiritual fulfillment.

Already employed: Past experiences may still be influencing your emotions, impacting your productivity and effectiveness in your current role. You might have fond memories of a previous job or workplace that provided you with emotional fulfillment, which your current position lacks, leading to a sense of imbalance. It's important to work on letting go of those past feelings and the emotional weight they bring. By shifting your focus to your current job with a positive and enthusiastic mindset, you can foster a more rewarding experience and cultivate better energy for yourself.

Doing a business: It’s possible that emotional or spiritual barriers are hindering your business from thriving and achieving its full potential. Letting go of any negative attachments related to your business can lead to significant progress. Trust your instincts and focus on your passions rather than solely pursuing financial gain; when you align with your true aspirations, financial success will naturally follow.

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Students: It's possible that fears are holding you back from making important career decisions or from making any progress in your career. Additionally, distractions may be diverting your attention from your studies. Consider working on enhancing your focus and concentration and try to eliminate anything that hinders your progress.

Looking for a job: You may be experiencing various internal struggles that are hindering your job search. It's important to reflect on your subconscious thoughts. How do you feel internally at this moment? It's possible that you are unintentionally holding yourself back from employment because deep down, you may doubt your ability to secure a job.

Already employed: Whether you began your journey as a trainee, acquired new skills, or have years of experience in this role, positive changes are on the horizon. Anticipate exciting news, such as a promotion or advancement, and look forward to improved financial rewards from this job opportunity, new project, or fresh start.

Doing a business: You are spiritually aligned with your business and possess strong business acumen. Anticipate increased earnings or the financial stability and security you have been seeking.

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Students: Your fears are holding you back and causing creative obstacles. Feed your mind with uplifting thoughts. If you're contemplating the ideal career for yourself, consider fields that embrace beauty, art, creativity, fashion, design, botany, or anything connected to plants, food, or spirituality. Roles that allow you to work from home or involve nurturing and empathy towards others would be particularly fitting for you.

Looking for a job: It can be disheartening to see job opportunities slip away or to feel like none are coming your way. Instead of dwelling on what hasn't worked out, try to cultivate a hopeful mindset about the possibilities ahead. There is a job opportunity on the horizon that resonates deeply with your heart and soul, but it's important to remain emotionally receptive to welcome it into your life. Remember, concentrating on what you’ve lost may only attract more of the same. Redirect your attention towards the potential that lies ahead.

Already employed: Embracing a more emotionally mature, calm, and patient demeanor at work can enhance your image as a compassionate leader. This approach fosters diplomacy and peace, ultimately strengthening your relationships with both your boss and colleagues.

Doing a business: It's understandable that you might be dealing with a tough conclusion or setback in your business lately. Instead of dwelling on this moment, consider it an opportunity to reassess your goals and envision the future direction of your business. By maintaining a long-term perspective and investing time in thoughtful planning now, you can pave the way for a brighter tomorrow which is on its way to you.

[maypiles]

Pick A Pile: What is your justice?⚖️

❗This is a collective reading so take what resonates and leave what does not. Please do not force the reading. Be careful of scammers I'll never reach out to you to ask for money or personal readings❗

Okay, listen up, darlings. After that vision of New York City and Lady Liberty gracing me like the queen I am, I just knew Spirit was screaming at me to dig into this. Justice, karma, the scales tipping—whatever you want to call it—it’s all connected, and I had to know what’s up with my collective. What’s your justice? What’s the tea on your karmic comeback or payback? Because let me tell you, when Lady Liberty herself makes a cameo in my dreams, it’s not just a vibe; it’s a cosmic declaration. Buckle up; the universe is about to spill.

Pile One

Pile one, this is a BIG moment, and I can’t even begin to stress it enough, okay? So first, let’s just dive into what Spirit wants you to know because there’s a whole lot going on, and I feel like the universe is throwing a whole deck of cards down on the table—your table. The message is loud and clear, baby.

First thing I’m hearing—there’s this vibe of someone talking behind your back. Ugh, I hate it. It's like there’s this sneaky energy, maybe some people trying to paint you in a certain light, and I'm hearing ‘final chapter.’ Yeah, you’re at the end of something—something major. You’ve been going through it, whether emotionally, financially, or just in general, and Spirit’s telling me you’re about to face your justice. But here’s the thing, babe—this is karma, okay? Whether it's real debt or energetic debt, whatever happened in the past, the universe is balancing the scales.

I’m seeing cards like the 5 of Pentacles reversed, Page of Pentacles, 4 of Cups, 5 of Swords reversed, and 5 of Cups. Like, I’m getting this feeling that maybe you’ve been struggling, feeling left out in the cold, or just like the universe is not on your side. But here’s the thing: the 5 of Pentacles reversed is showing me that things are changing for you. I’m hearing recovery, and it feels like you’ve been through hell, but baby, the tides are shifting. Spirit is telling me you're in the process of paying for some past mistakes, but there is a lesson here, and it’s going to help you rise.

Then there’s the King of Wands and Hanged Man—and I gotta say, it’s like, there’s this person in your life or this energy where you’ve been putting on this strong, ‘I’m untouchable’ vibe, but deep down you’re realizing something has to change. You’ve been in limbo—stuck in this weird cycle, indecisive, unsure of your next move. You’ve been trying to juggle everything—2 Pentacles—and it’s like, what was once in balance is now all over the place. It’s time for a shift.

Now, the World reversed and the 7 of Cups hit me hard because something is incomplete, and there's confusion surrounding it. It’s like you're getting a new perspective on everything, but there’s still this cloudiness, something hidden, or a situation that hasn’t fully unfolded yet. Don’t worry, you’re seeing it all soon. Trust me, things are coming to light. Spirit is saying, “Hold your ground,” with the 7 of Wands, because there’s a big payoff coming with the Ace of Pentacles and 10 of Pentacles—yes, I said it, big money and stability! You just have to keep pushing through this current energy, even if it feels like a struggle right now.

But let’s talk about that 10 of Swords, Moon reversed, and the 5 of Wands. This is heavy. There is some serious betrayal energy here, something that’s cut you deep, but it's also like, you’re breaking free from whatever chains have held you. The truth is coming out—especially with the Moon reversed. You’ve been through the battle, now it’s about overcoming the chaos and moving forward. The 10 of Cups reversed—yep, love life might be in the pits for some of you right now, and you’re feeling emotionally drained, but there’s healing ahead, okay?

So here’s what Spirit wants you to know, Pile one: You are facing your justice. The scales are balancing, and yes, there’s been some messy, dark energy from the past—but now? You are stepping into your new chapter. You are paying your debts, emotionally or otherwise. But trust me when I say, after the storm comes your victory. You’ve been through the struggle, but now you are about to reap the rewards of that hard work. The universe is testing your resilience, and, baby, you’re gonna come out stronger than ever.

So what is your justice?

Your justice? Oh, it’s sweet, isn’t it? Karmic cleansing, honey. All that betrayal and shady business? Watch it unravel like a cheap sweater. You’re cutting ties, reclaiming your voice, and stepping into your power. They thought they could keep you in the dark, but surprise! You're the High Priestess, babe—illusions shattered, truths exposed. Their little games backfired, and you? You’re thriving. Justice? Served. Cold, delicious, and with a side of don’t mess with me.

Pile Two

All right, okay, my loves Pile 2, let’s get into this, because I am picking up on a lot, and I need you to listen closely. This feels like a moment for you—like the universe is standing right in front of you, waiting for you to make some decisions. And baby, let me tell you, these are big ones. I feel like you’re in a position where you’re about to turn the page—the past is behind you, and you’re stepping into something new. But let me break it down for you.

So first thing I’m feeling, my foot starts itching—I don’t know why that’s happening, but Spirit is giving me the strong vibe that you’re either about to travel or visit someone. More likely, it’s a visit, and I’m getting that this is connected to family or someone who’s just returned from a visit. Whatever it is, it’s coming soon. It could even be a recent visit, like you’re still processing it. There’s something here, and it feels important.

Now let’s talk about what I’m seeing in my mind’s eye. I see a crow—I know it’s a crow, but also it’s black and dark like it has this shadowy presence. It’s standing on the bank of a river or water—maybe even in a park. There’s sunlight, and I’m seeing this bird looking around. Spirit’s telling me that there’s a symbolic energy here—crows are messengers. You’re receiving a message, Pile 2, and this is a time of transition, of choosing your path, like the bird flying away to where it’s meant to be. It feels like a time for you to decide—are you staying where you are, or are you flying away?

And then, I hear the word ‘rosemary’, and it’s so significant right now. It could be something as simple as you needing to protect your energy, cleanse your space, or work with rosemary in some way—whether it’s spiritual or practical. Rosemary is a protector, a cleanser, and it feels like you are being called to do this now. There’s some protection needed here, especially if you’re feeling drained or unsure about things.

But let’s talk about the shift, because there is a huge shift happening. With the 2 of Wands reversed and the Devil, I’m getting that you’re in a place where you’ve been stuck, possibly bound to something toxic—something holding you back. And I feel like you’re at a breaking point. You’ve been grappling with this decision, right? Whether it’s leaving something behind or moving forward, the universe is saying—you are finally choosing your happiness. You’re turning away from the past and stepping into something new. And yes, panic attacks could be a thing here, like anxiety around this change. But trust me, babe, Spirit’s saying, this is your time.

So, when I see the 6 of Pentacles, 7 of Pentacles, and the Page of Swords reversed, I’m getting that you’ve been working hard, trying to balance things out. But right now, there’s something off—you might be feeling drained, like you’re giving too much and not receiving enough. It’s like you’ve been planting seeds, but you’re not seeing the rewards yet. Spirit’s saying, you’re about to see your harvest, but you need to clear the air first.

I’m also seeing the Queen of Pentacles, 4 of Cups, and the Sun, and here’s the thing: you’ve been in this emotional space where maybe you’ve been unfulfilled. Like, you’ve had everything you need, but something’s still missing. You’ve been looking at things and saying, “Is this it?” Spirit is telling me: you are about to get your answer. You’re about to step into the light. The Sun is coming for you—this is happiness, healing, and clarity.

But there’s also the 4 of Swords reversed, Fool reversed, and 7 of Wands reversed, and listen, I feel the resistance. There’s some fear here, some hesitation to take that first step forward. You’ve been in your head, feeling unsure, but let me tell you: it’s time to act. The 7 of Wands reversed is telling me that maybe you’ve been defensive, maybe you’ve been holding back, but it’s time to stop fighting yourself and just go. There’s so much fear around the unknown right now, but you’re being called to release it.

Now, I’m seeing the 3 of Cups, 3 of Swords, and 2 of Cups reversed, and there’s a lot of emotional healing here. I feel like you’ve been hurt in the past, possibly by a relationship or a close friendship, and it’s been hard to let go. Spirit’s saying, you’re healing from that. You’re moving on, even if it feels painful right now. Your heart is healing, babe, and you’re opening yourself up to something new.

And then the King of Pentacles, 3 of Pentacles, and Moon reversed show me that there’s stability coming. You’re about to start building something solid, something real. There’s clarity on the way, and it’s like the Moon reversed is all about revealing hidden truths. Whatever was hidden, whether it was in your relationships, your work, or within yourself, it’s about to come to light.

So, I’m hearing it loud and clear now, Pile two: you are in the middle of a major shift. You’re deciding to turn your back on the past and choose your happiness. There are fears, there’s resistance, and there’s pain—but Spirit is saying, the clarity is coming, the healing is coming, and you are stepping into your power. You’re being guided to protect your energy—use rosemary, cleanse, reset. Trust that the universe has your back, and soon, you’ll be standing on solid ground, feeling like yourself again.

So what is your justice?

Ah, your justice is glow-up revenge. You’re untouchable, darling, and they’re left watching from the sidelines as you rise. Their attempts to block you? Laughable. The wheel is spinning in your favor, and the universe is handing you blessings while their lives turn into a slow-motion disaster. You’re stepping into abundance and alignment, and let’s be honest, it’s about time. They’ll choke on their envy, but don’t worry—you’re too busy being fabulous to care.

Pile Three

All right, my gorgeous Pile 3, let’s get into it. I’m feeling this is a deep reading, like we’re diving into some serious energy here. First off, I’m picking up something huge. You might be connected to the New York dream I channeled in a previous post—whether you’re from New York, visited, or that place has some significance for you. I’m also hearing dreams, and I feel like some of you are having prophetic dreams or visions that are part of your spiritual journey. Spirit is coming through strong right now, so pay attention.

You’re in a phase right now where the Wheel of Fortune is spinning for you. Fate is at play, and I feel like everything that’s been happening is part of a bigger plan—this is your spiritual path, Pile 3. It’s like the universe is pushing you forward, and there’s a reason for every challenge you’re going through. There’s something bigger unfolding here, and your journey is truly aligning with your higher self.

Now, Spirit keeps telling me choices in love, so let’s dive into that for a minute. I don’t know who you’re dealing with right now, but you’ve got choices—multiple options, different energies around you. But let’s get into the cleansing bit. It feels like you’re releasing a lot. There's a need to clear out some heavy stuff that’s been weighing you down, especially emotionally and mentally. I’m talking about the 10 of Wands reversed, where the burdens are finally being lifted, but you’ve been carrying them for a long time. You're letting go of things, people, situations, and ideas that no longer serve your highest good. It’s like Spirit is telling you to finally breathe again. Let the weight off.

But I see Ace of Swords reversed, Knight of Pentacles reversed, Knight of Cups reversed, and Queen of Pentacles challenge, and there’s this sense of miscommunication, lack of clarity, and maybe even feeling stuck in a place where you’ve been waiting for answers that aren’t coming. Like, it feels like you've been trying to move forward, but you're hitting roadblocks, especially in your career, relationships, and your sense of security. It's been difficult, but Spirit is saying—you're breaking free from this soon. It’s part of the cleansing process. The delays are just preparing you for the next chapter.

Then I’m seeing Justice here, and yes, this is it. The justice you’re seeking is coming through, especially with the 7 of Swords and 5 of Wands. If there’s been any deception or betrayal, or if you’ve been involved in conflict—whether with people, or even just within yourself—Spirit is saying you will be vindicated. You will receive what’s yours. The energy is shifting, and the balance is about to be restored. It’s coming through in your choices in love and in life—whatever this injustice was, it’s clearing up now.

The 7 of Pentacles and 3 of Pentacles indicate that you’ve been waiting for rewards, for your effort to pay off, and Spirit is saying that it’s on its way. You've planted the seeds, and now you're just waiting for things to fall into place. You’ve been patient, working on yourself, on your dreams, on your future. It’s all going to pay off. But with the 2 of Wands challenge and the Knight of Wands reversed, Spirit says there's still this hesitation, this fear of moving forward. But you need to let go of the fear. It’s holding you back.

But I see the Chariot reversed and the 10 of Cups challenge, and it’s clear: you’ve been struggling with your direction—like you’re not fully sure where you're headed, and it’s affecting your emotional state. There’s been an emotional imbalance here, and it’s holding up the momentum you need to push forward. You’re questioning if happiness is even possible right now. There’s been sadness, regret (5 of Cups), but Spirit is coming through to tell you don’t stay stuck in the past. Things will change once you step out of this emotional rut.

And I can feel the Moon reversed—this is clarity. There’s stuff that’s been hidden in the dark, and it’s about to come to light. If there’s been confusion, if you’ve felt like you can’t see the truth, that’s changing. Truth is coming through, and it’ll be like a weight lifted off your shoulders.

Now let’s talk about the Devil energy. I feel like you’ve been breaking free from toxic cycles—whether it’s toxic relationships, bad habits, or something that’s just drained your energy. You're cleansing this out. This is part of your transformation, and with the 4 of Swords reversed, Spirit is saying you need to rest but also push through this final phase of your healing. It’s time to let go, to forgive, to release.

With the 6 of Wands, Page of Wands, and 8 of Pentacles, Spirit is showing me that there’s victory coming your way. Success is ahead, and it feels like you’re going to stand tall soon—your efforts will be recognized, especially in your work and personal growth. There’s excitement, enthusiasm, and the energy of new beginnings ahead. You're going to feel like you're winning again. You're moving forward with renewed purpose.

And the Wheel of Fortune? Oh, yes. This is fated. This is your turning point. Things are finally aligning, and the High Priestess challenge is saying that the mysteries you’ve been dealing with will soon be revealed. Secrets will come out, intuition will be clearer, and your path will be illuminated.

The Tower and Fool reversed—yes, I feel this chaos energy. Something might shake up your world soon, but it’s necessary for your growth. It’s going to feel like a sudden change, but trust it. This is the universe breaking down what no longer serves you, so you can step into something better. Don't resist the shift.

Finally, with the 3 of Cups, Queen of Wands, 7 of Cups, and Ace of Pentacles, there’s celebration and new beginnings on the horizon. You're going to be feeling more confident, more sure of yourself, and ready to embrace your future. And yes, there’s a new opportunity waiting for you that’s going to make all of this worth it.

So what is your justice?

Oh, pile 3 my loves, your justice is that they can’t escape their mess. You’re out here cleansing your energy, minding your business, and meanwhile, they’re drowning in their own chaos. It’s giving what goes around comes around, but with a spiritual twist. Their lies? Exposed. Their manipulations? Ineffective. And you? You’re aligning with destiny, walking your path, and attracting love and opportunities that actually deserve you. Justice is fated, baby, and you’re divinely protected.

Pile Four

Hello, Pile 4 my darlings, let's get into it. Spirit is definitely making a strong presence here with some serious energy. First off, there's something about connection—whether it’s a need for deeper connections with others or feeling that you're disconnected from someone or something. This could be with a person, a situation, or even within yourself. Spirit is saying that the connection you’re seeking is right in front of you, but there’s an energy of impatience building. Like, you're waiting for something to align, but it feels like it’s taking forever, and you're growing restless. You're over it—there’s an irritation, a feeling like you're being disturbed from what you really want, whether externally or internally.

I’m hearing external annoyance and disturbance. Spirit is showing me that you’re dealing with distractions or people who are just in your face right now, causing chaos or disruption in your life. It's as if things keep getting in the way of your peace and your flow. There’s a destructive energy around, something or someone that’s throwing you off your path, and it’s draining your energy. You might be feeling tired from dealing with this. There’s a lot of frustration here.

Looking at your cards, 6 of Wands tells me there’s victory here. You’re fighting for something, and despite the disturbances, you're still winning. But the 7 of Cups and 9 of Cups tell me you're confused about your happiness. There are choices, possibilities in front of you, but you’re unsure if you’re going in the right direction. Maybe you’ve been indulging in too many distractions or seeking external validation for your success. Spirit is saying there’s more to it—your happiness isn’t about the external, it’s about what you believe it is. That’s what’s going to bring you true fulfillment.

Now, with the 7 of Wands reversed, you're definitely dealing with a feeling of giving up or surrendering. It’s like you're trying to hold your ground, but the energy is just too much. You're losing your defense, and it's wearing you down. You’re being asked to reevaluate what’s truly worth fighting for because there’s a sense of feeling outnumbered or unable to maintain your position.

The Hanged Man is showing up, and this tells me you’ve reached a place of pause, like you're stuck. You’re at a standstill, and things feel stagnant, but Spirit is showing me this as a necessary delay. It's forcing you to see things from a different perspective. You’ve been resisting this moment of stillness, but it’s actually giving you the clarity you need. The 2 of Wands reversed reinforces this sense of indecision, like you’re not sure where to go next. You’ve been thinking about your future, but there’s a hesitation—like, you don’t have the clarity you need, and it’s causing you to feel disconnected from your own plan.

The Moon here, well, this tells me there’s confusion, uncertainty, and things being hidden from you—whether it’s your own emotions, the truth of a situation, or something that you're just not seeing clearly yet. This is the classic illusion card, and Spirit is saying that things might not be what they seem right now, so don’t jump to conclusions. Things are murky, but the truth will eventually come to light.

Then we have the 6 of Pentacles, and Spirit is showing me balancing—there’s a need for balance in how much you’re giving and receiving. Are you overextending yourself for others? Are you being fairly compensated or recognized? This is a time to equalize what you’re putting out versus what you're getting back. There’s a 5 of Cups reversed here, which shows that you're healing from emotional wounds. You’re moving past regret, past disappointment, and finally starting to release the past. Spirit is showing me that you’re ready to move on—you've been grieving, but it’s time to let it go.

Now, the 9 of Swords reversed shows that the worst of the anxiety and stress is behind you, but you're still holding onto some things. You're overthinking and worrying about things that you can’t control, and it’s preventing you from truly healing and stepping into your empowerment. There's definitely a need to confront these fears and stop letting them dictate your actions.

The 4 of Wands shows me that you’re seeking stability, but there’s a lack of celebration or fulfillment around this area. Maybe you’ve been wanting a certain outcome or a stable situation, but there’s a sense of something falling short here. Spirit is saying that your happiness isn’t defined by what you think it should look like—there's a need to let go of expectations and embrace the flow of your journey.

Looking at the King of Pentacles reversed and 4 of Cups reversed, there's definitely a feeling of instability—whether it's in your finances, security, or sense of self-worth. You're dissatisfied, unfulfilled, and Spirit is pointing out that it’s time to let go of attachments to material things or false security. You need to make room for something more fulfilling, something deeper.

But here’s the good part—the 9 of Pentacles shows you’re independent and capable of standing on your own. Spirit is saying you’re strong and have everything you need within you to overcome this. There’s an energy of self-sufficiency here, and Spirit is reminding you that you have the power to create your own stability.

The 8 of Swords reversed tells me that you're breaking free from mental restrictions. There’s a release from feeling trapped or stuck, and you’re starting to see things for what they truly are. The Page of Swords and Page of Pentacles reversed indicate that you're still learning, still growing, but you're starting to develop a clearer mindset. There’s a need for patience, but Spirit is showing that you’re getting more clarity and awareness.

Then we have the Knight of Pentacles and 9 of Wands. This is your persistence paying off. It’s slow-moving, but you’re finally getting back on track after everything has felt chaotic. You're pushing through, and even though you’ve been battered by the challenges, you’re still standing strong.

But, there’s the King of Wands challenge position, which is interesting. It feels like you're struggling with taking control, with leading your life in the direction you want. There's a lack of confidence in your ability to make the big decisions, and Spirit is telling me that you need to step up and claim your power. You're more than capable, but you’ve got to believe that you are.

The Tower here is a big one—expect sudden change. This is a moment of destruction, but it's necessary. Things will be torn down to rebuild stronger foundations. Trust this process—it’s breaking down the old to make way for the new. You’re shedding layers, and it’s all part of your transformation.

With the King of Cups reversed, you're being reminded to manage your emotions better. Don’t let your emotions control you; take the reins and process what's coming up. There’s emotional instability, but you’re being asked to balance that out. You can’t let your emotions dictate your decisions if you want peace and clarity.

Lastly, the 3 of Cups shows me that there’s a need for community, celebration, and joy. You’re going to find people who are there to support you, but Spirit is saying you need to open up and allow yourself to receive support. The 2 of Pentacles reversed tells me you’re dropping the juggling act, and it’s time to focus on what really matters.

At the bottom of the deck, we have the Chariot, so the message is clear: you're headed in the right direction, but you've got to take control of your path. And with the 3 of Pentacles, you’ll see that collaboration and working with others will help bring you closer to your goals.

So what is your justice?

Your justice is undeniable freedom, my loves. You’re breaking chains, shedding illusions, and stepping into your truth. The disturbances? The annoyances? They’re distractions, and you’re rising above it all. The tower may have fallen, but now you’re rebuilding on a foundation of strength and clarity. And them? They’re stuck in their own games, while you’re winning the war. You’re moving forward, claiming victories, and leaving them in the dust. Justice? Oh, it’s poetic, isn’t it?

All right, mon amours, that’s the tea for today. Justice has been served, karmic debts are being paid, and the scales are tipping exactly where they need to. If you’re in the clear, congratulations—you’re the main character, obviously. And if not? Well... consider this your villain origin story. Either way, the universe is working its magic, so take it, own it, and don’t forget who’s running the show—you. Now, go forth, be fabulous, and remember: karma always collects, but a good outfit and a sharp wit will keep you winning every time. À bientôt!

P.S: credits belong to the original owner of the pictures and dividers.

[sofiatarot]

PAC: All about your past life

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Tongues of the past whisper secrets of what’s to come.

Each group reveals one of your many lives, the posible effects on your present self, and a message from your past to guide your journey.

Breathe deeply, trust your intuition, and select the group that calls to you.

Group 1

Who you were:

In a past life, you were someone in a position of significant authority, possibly a ruler, leader, or influential figure. This was a life of immense responsibility, but also of imbalance and misuse of power. You might have been a male figure—someone admired for their strength but also feared for their rigidity. Despite your outward success, there was a lack of harmony in your reign. Personal ambition often overrode empathy, and material wealth became a focal point of your existence. This fixation on control created tension among those around you, especially as your leadership style leaned heavily on domination rather than collaboration.

Your world was one of cycles—times of prosperity followed by periods of stagnation or conflict. This instability suggests that, while you sought greatness, you neglected the emotional and spiritual foundations necessary to sustain your achievements. People admired your strength but questioned your methods, creating a rift between your external accomplishments and internal fulfillment. It’s possible that you were betrayed by close allies or left isolated by your own actions.

How it affects you now:

This past life has left an imprint on your present in subtle yet profound ways. You might find yourself struggling to balance ambition with emotional connection. While you are deeply sensitive and emotionally intelligent, expressing those emotions can feel vulnerable or even risky. You may also feel that you must constantly defend yourself or prove your worth, as if echoes of past conflicts still linger.

Creative and emotional blocks can manifest as frustration or a lack of direction. Perhaps you have many ideas or passions but struggle to bring them to fruition. Relationships might feel uneven, with you giving more than you receive, or vice versa, echoing the imbalances of your leadership in that past life.

On the positive side, this life has gifted you with resilience and the ability to navigate challenges with grace. You have the potential to lead with empathy and create harmony where there once was discord. These strengths emerge when you embrace vulnerability and trust in the support of others.

Message from your past self:

Release the need to control everything around you. True leadership lies in collaboration and trust, not domination. Open your heart to the cycles of life, understanding that every ending is also a new beginning. Your destiny is not bound by past mistakes; it is shaped by your willingness to learn and grow.

Astro Influences:

I feel this group resonates strongly with the energies of capricorn, pisces, and leo. The presence of these signs suggests themes of ambition, spiritual growth, and creative self-expression. The influence of the 10th house highlights your focus on legacy and responsibility, while the 12th house points to deep spiritual lessons tied to your inner world.

Group 2

Who you were:

In this past life, you lived in an environment steeped in mysticism and secrecy, possibly as someone connected to spiritual practices or esoteric knowledge. You may have been a woman, a healer, or a guide, but your talents and intuition were either misunderstood or manipulated. This life was marked by internal conflict and external challenges, as your wisdom often clashed with societal norms or personal fears.

You held immense power within you, but it often felt inaccessible or suppressed. Perhaps you doubted your abilities, or others undermined your confidence, leading to moments of isolation. A sense of unfulfilled potential lingers from this life, as though you were always on the brink of greatness but unable to fully manifest it. The reversed high priestess and queen of wands suggest that you may have been betrayed by someone close, possibly another figure of authority or influence.

Despite these struggles, your creativity and passion burned brightly. You were deeply connected to the cycles of life, finding beauty in both creation and destruction. However, there was an underlying lesson you were unable to grasp fully in that life—how to balance personal empowerment with trust in others.

How it affects you now:

This life’s influence may manifest as moments of self-doubt or hesitancy to step into your power. You might feel as though your voice is unheard or that your talents go unrecognized. Trust issues, especially with authority figures or peers, could stem from betrayals in that past life. There may also be an inclination to downplay your worth, fearing judgment or rejection.

Emotionally, this past life may lead you to question the intentions of those around you, leaving you guarded or hesitant to form deep connections. On the positive side, this life has gifted you with heightened intuition and creativity, allowing you to see possibilities where others see obstacles. You have a natural ability to transform pain into art or beauty, but it requires a conscious effort to embrace your inner power fully.

Message from your past self:

Do not hide your light out of fear. The world needs your unique perspective and gifts, even if they challenge the status quo. Trust in your intuition—it has been your guide through lifetimes. Let go of past wounds, for they no longer define you. Step into your power and allow yourself to shine without restraint.

Astro Influences:

This group has the energies of scorpio, sagittarius, and the 8th house, representing transformation, hidden knowledge, and personal power. The reversed cards suggest lessons related to chiron, the wounded healer, and neptune, symbolizing intuition and illusion.

Group 3

Who you were:

In this past life, you were someone deeply connected to structure and order, likely a figure of significant influence. The judgment card suggests a life of awakening and responsibility, where you were tasked with bringing clarity or justice to others. You were likely a man—someone who balanced the weight of leadership with personal growth. However, this life was not without its struggles. The emperor shows your strength and determination, but the reversed 7 of cups and 10 of wands point to moments of confusion and overwhelm.

Your story speaks of a person torn between duty and desire. You held a clear vision for the future but often felt burdened by the expectations of others. Despite this, you created stability and inspired those around you, even if it came at a personal cost. This lifetime taught you the value of perseverance, even in the face of adversity, but also left behind a sense of longing for personal freedom.

How It affects you now:

The connection between the emperor in your past and the empress in your present is significant. In this life, you are learning to balance masculine and feminine energies, merging structure with creativity and action with receptivity. You may feel a pull toward leadership or responsibility but struggle to balance these roles with your personal needs.

This past life has gifted you with resilience and a strong sense of purpose, but it also brings challenges. You might feel the weight of others’ expectations or struggle to prioritize your own desires. There is a tendency to overwork or take on too much, mirroring the burdens of your past. However, the lessons of this life also offer immense growth, teaching you to trust in collaboration and embrace the support of others.

Message from your past self:

Embrace the balance within you. Allow yourself to lead with compassion and create with structure. You are not alone in your journey—let others share the weight of your dreams. Trust in the power of collaboration, for it is through unity that true greatness is achieved.

Astro Influences:

This group probably resonates with aries, taurus, and libra, highlighting themes of leadership, creativity, and partnership. The presence of the 4th and 10th houses emphasizes the importance of balancing personal and professional life.

Group 4

Who you were:

In this past life, you were a dreamer and a wanderer, someone who sought meaning and beauty in the world around you. You may have been an artist, poet, or philosopher, living a life filled with creativity but often marked by solitude. The reversed star card indicates that while you had immense talent and vision, you struggled with self-doubt and a fear of failure. The presence of the reversed 5 of pentacles suggests a life where material struggles or societal rejection shaped your path.

This was a life where you yearned for connection but found it difficult to sustain. You were deeply sensitive to the world’s beauty and pain, often channeling your emotions into your work. However, this sensitivity also made you vulnerable to criticism, leading to periods of isolation or withdrawal. Despite these challenges, your legacy lived on through your creations, inspiring others long after your time.

How it affects you now:

This life’s influence may manifest as a deep connection to creativity and the arts, paired with occasional feelings of inadequacy or fear of rejection. You might feel drawn to express yourself through writing, music, or visual art, but hesitate to share your work with others. There may also be moments of loneliness or a sense of being misunderstood, echoing the isolation of your past.

On the positive side, this life has gifted you with a profound ability to see beauty in the ordinary and transform pain into something meaningful. Your sensitivity is both your greatest strength and your greatest challenge, requiring you to find balance between openness and self-protection.

Message from your past self:

Do not let fear hold you back from sharing your gifts with the world. Your creativity is a light that can guide others through their own darkness. Trust in your unique perspective, and know that your vulnerability is a source of strength. You are never truly alone—your work connects you to something greater.

Astro Influences:

This group is tied to aquarius, pisces, and the 11th house, emphasizing themes of creativity, connection, and higher vision. The reversed cards suggest lessons involving neptune and saturn, teaching you to balance dreams with practicality.

Group 5

Who you were:

In this past life, you were a protector and nurturer, someone who dedicated your life to caring for others. The queen of pentacles and the reversed 3 of swords suggest that you were a healer, caretaker, or guardian, possibly a mother figure or someone in a community role. You lived a life of service, often placing others’ needs above your own. While this brought you immense fulfillment, it also came with sacrifice and heartbreak.

You were deeply connected to the earth and its cycles, finding peace and purpose in nature. However, the reversed cards indicate that this life was not without loss. Perhaps you experienced the death of loved ones or struggled with unrequited love, leaving an emotional wound that lingered beyond that lifetime. Despite these hardships, your legacy was one of love and resilience, as you touched countless lives through your kindness and strength.

How it affects you now:

This life has left an imprint on your soul, gifting you with a natural ability to nurture and support others. However, it may also manifest as a tendency to overextend yourself or neglect your own needs. You might feel a strong connection to nature or animals, finding solace in their presence. Relationships may carry echoes of past heartbreak, leading to fears of loss or rejection.

On the positive side, this life has blessed you with a deep well of compassion and strength. You have the ability to create a sense of home and belonging wherever you go, bringing comfort to those around you. Your challenge in this life is to balance giving with receiving, ensuring that your own needs are met.

Message from your past self:

Your capacity to love is immense, but do not forget to love yourself. You are worthy of the care and kindness you so freely give to others. Trust in the healing power of time, and know that your sacrifices have not been in vain. Embrace the beauty of the present and allow yourself to receive the love you deserve.

Astro Influences:

This group might resonate with taurus, virgo, and cancer, highlighting themes of nurturing, stability, and emotional depth. The presence of the 2nd and 6th houses suggests lessons related to self-worth and service.

Group 6

Who you were:

In this past life, you were a warrior or adventurer, someone who thrived on challenge and exploration. The knight of wands and the reversed tower card suggest a life of action, passion, and transformation. You were a bold and fearless individual, unafraid to take risks and face the unknown. However, this life was also marked by upheaval and conflict, as your pursuit of adventure often brought you into dangerous situations.

You were likely someone who lived for the moment, valuing freedom above all else. This independent spirit made you a natural leader, inspiring others with your courage and determination. However, the reversed tower indicates that this life was not without consequences. Your impulsive nature may have led to moments of loss or regret, teaching you hard lessons about balance and restraint.

How it affects you now:

This past life’s influence may manifest as a restless energy or a desire for constant change. You might feel drawn to adventure or travel, seeking new experiences to satisfy an inner longing for freedom. However, there may also be a tendency to act impulsively or avoid commitment, echoing the challenges of your past.

On the positive side, this life has gifted you with courage, resilience, and a zest for life. You have the ability to inspire others and lead with confidence, but it requires you to channel your energy wisely. Learning to balance spontaneity with stability is a key lesson in this life.

Message from your past self:

Embrace your adventurous spirit, but do not fear stillness. There is strength in patience and wisdom in reflection. Trust in your ability to overcome any challenge, and remember that true freedom comes from within. You are capable of creating a life that balances passion with purpose.

Astro Influences:

This group seems tied to sagittarius, aries, and the 9th house, emphasizing themes of adventure, exploration, and personal growth. The reversed cards suggest lessons related to mars and uranus, teaching you to harness your energy constructively.

xoxo ❤️🖤

[thatfrailsoul]

– The one dear to your heart

tarot pick a pile reading ( → 1, 2, 3 )

( pictures from pinterest : one, two, three )

For your every step closer, guided by the purest and most genuine and loving intentions, filled with the only desire to maintain and nourish this bond... There are always more steps further, far away from you, that they make frenetically, putting even more distance between your hearts, willingly tearing this connection apart... So is it even worth it? To fight for someone that seems to do so much just to hurt you and push you away? Is it really worth it, to be so patient, to try so hard to adapt or get used to their ways? Or is your hope that all of this is just a big misunderstanding that hides their desire to have you in their life... Just a dream that will never be realised?

Slow down for a moment. Give your mind a moment of rest, allow it to step back. And listen to your heart instead, to that inner voice, to the intuition that is guiding you to the pile in which your message hides.

And if you have a moment to spare before scrolling down to your message, there is something that I would be really grateful to know your opinion about, so I can make this blog as comfortable as possible.♡

Are the previews/ descriptions at the beginning of a pick a pile reading as this one helpful? Are they able to let you know what this reading will be about and if you are interested in it? Or is this something that is not necessary, or even too much for you? Would you prefer to have a shorter "intro" to a reading, perhaps in form of the questions that we will answer in that post? Or is it more comfortable for you to don't have any intro at all?

Thank you so much for letting me know! ♡

– Pile One,

the hanged man, the seven of swords, the two of swords

There is so much love, true and genuine affection in your heart. There is so much that you feel towards them, so much that you have and are ready to give to them, only to protect them and make them feel safe by your side... There is so much in your eyes when your gaze meets theirs, that is simply impossible to not understand it. It is impossible for them to not be aware of how much they are important to you, the place that they already have in your heart...

But it is also in the same way impossible for them to not be aware of how dangerous it is for you. To be so ready to sacrifice so much of yourself for someone that keeps on pushing you back. They can't ignore how not right it is, to accept such a genuine attention, even if it heals their wounds and scars. They know that they don't deserve, they are simply not ready, to be the one that your heart cares for so much.

They are aware of it, they understand it so well, they never would want to make you go through so much... But at the same time it is the only way that they know to be efficient, in protecting those that they are hurting, even when it's what they least desire. It's the only way that they have enough strength and courage for. The easiest one to make you understand how dangerous and wrong it is for you to stay by their side.

They are honest, for once, they are showing simply and truly who they are, what is going on in their mind and their heart right now. They are showing it all to you, just the way it is, so confusing, so complicated, so painful and so wrong. They do so in hopes that you understand it yourself, that you let go on you own...

Because there isn't any play in place, there aren't any lies or deeper secrets and realities, perhaps emotions that you still hope to find. There is only a really tired and confused soul, that is going through so much, but that really wants to work on it... on their own. So they don't hurt anyone in the meantime, so they don't feel guilty for something that they did without realising, for the promises that they were not able to respect for one reason or another... Just so they can manage and be responsible only for them, what they do only to themselves, not to others that don't deserve to go through it at all.

But your affection, your care and almost annoying hope and patience with them... Is so difficult to deal with. Because you simply refuse to listen to their honest words, you don't want to see the reality of their actions that are trying to show you what it means to be a part of their current world.

It is not meannes just for the sake of it, it's true. They are trying to protect you, even if in such a wrong and hurtful way. But not for this reason it is not real or it should be ignored. They are being honest with you, and they are waiting for you to push them back. Not because they are secretly wanting to have you by their side, helping them change themselves or their life... But just because you hold onto them so strongly, no matter what... Making it the only possible way to make you let go of them - making you do so on your own.

It is time now. It truly is. You did so much for them and for this connection, no matter what type of relationship it was, if there was any at all... but you did it. You ripped open your heart and showed them how much you can love and care, how much you are willing to do for someone that is a part of your life. And they did the exact same. They showed you who they are so many times... And it is the moment for you to accept it and surrender to it truly, even if it is so different from what you convince yourself them to be. There is nothing more to it. There is nothing else that they or this connection could be.

Listen for once their answers to your silent questions, see them in their actions that are so real and painful every single time. Listen to them and understand that this is not your battle, it is not your sacrifice, it is not what you deserve. Even if you care for them so much.

For once they are doing something to help you and protect you. And if there is a good moment to accept the hurt that they gave you... It is now. To accept it, understand it, and never allow it to happen again to your already tired heart.

It is enough, you did your best. And it is time to let them go now, because this is exactly what they want, this is what they are pushing you to do for already a really long time.

P.s. And if you would like to receive more clarity and guidance about your situation (through a personal or free reading) - you can find out more about it here!♡

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– Pile Two,

the strength, the hierophant, the sun

Fortunately... There is so much more to this bond, to you and them, to your paths that so often drift apart only to realign. There is so much more to this confusion, to these ups and downs, to these questions that are filling your mind each time they are by your side. There is so much more. And incredibly enough, even after all these struggles and conflicts, you are still ready for it...

You are still ready to do it. You are still ready and willing to wait, to be patient, to do your best to understand or to make them understand.

It never changed anything, not the uncertainties, not the distance, not the misunderstandings. Nothing was ever strong or bad enough to make you even consider the idea to push them away once and for all. It isn't just any relationship, any person... It is someone that for so long was such an important part of your life, of your days and what overwhelmed your heart and mind. You learned so much thanks to them, or because of them... You grew up, you experienced things that you are sure you never would've done if it wasn't for them holding your hand every time... They did so much for you, unconsciously, without even realising it. And although you always tried to do the same for them from the very start, always tried to care for them and keep them safe, even if from themselves...they never really accepted it back. Never let you closer, or to be exact, never admitted that you are already closer than they perhaps would like to say out loud. And not only because of your care for them, but especially because of their affection to you as well... Even if it so hidden under their ways that not many would understand...

But things will start to change now, one step at a time. You will start to see their heart open up, giving you finally those answers that you never were able to find, even though you tried to have at least a vague idea of what is going on in their mind. They will show it themselves, introduce you to their soul, the one that they hid so well and for so long from everyone. That deeper understanding and connection, that oppeness and honesty, that clarity in your interactions and moments... It will finally be all here. Simply because for once and truly they will realise that there was nothing to be afraid of. That there is nothing bad in your intentions to be by their side and take care of them, be there for them, the same way they did for you when you needed it so bad.

You met them in an interesting phase of their life, in a moment of deep transformation, changes and shifts one after another. So many ups and downs that were simply too much. Enough to make them dizzy, confused about their own desires and life. It wasn't intentional, but they did pull you right in the center of it all, of the storm of all their emotions that made them so strange and every time different in how they treated others, and you of all. But it is coming to an end now, good or bad it doesn't matter. It is enough the fact itself that they will regain their balance, their peace of mind. They will be able to breathe deeply, with more serenity. They will be more relaxed, with each smile. It will be almost like a whole new person. Someone of whom you only saw some glimpses, in those times where they were so caring and sweet contrary to their usual self at that time...

And it will be all worth it. Your hope and endurance, your conviction that there was more to this person and their story, then just a bad character and negative intentions. There was more than just a desire to hurt others and push them back. There was always been a whole hidden world and story, so intimate and so difficult to share... But that they will finally tell you about. Because in the softest and most tender way you earned it, their gratefulness and trust. Because you cared for them and were patient, even when they themselves where not aware of needing it so much.

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– Pile Three,

the page of coins, the ten of coins, the king of swords

Your care for them, your affection, was always so consistent, so genuine and deep since the very beginning of this bond. Since the very first time that you felt truly connected to them, in that moment so simple and intimate but that showed you how much your minds and hearts are aligned...

But as beautiful and meaningful as it was... it was just a single moment. Just one moment that was enough for you to be sure to want to get to know more about them, to get closer to them and to connect more. But also just one moment in which it ever happened. That understanding and spark between you that never appeared again, no matter how much you waited.

Time after time, challenge after challenge, no matter what they did or how much distance they put between your hearts, you always continued to look for them. For that person and soul that you felt in that one single moment... But that they kept on hiding so well no matter what.

It wasn't really a lie or an act meant to mislead you... but it was something that is not in their character. To be so free and open and close to someone. It isn't something that they do so easily or so often. And you know it well now, after not being ever able to see them this way again no matter how much you waited for them to "come back".

It became an unintentional bait. It made you care and look for someone that you felt so special and worth it, just because of that one moment of deep and unexpected connection, nourished by those little tiny bits of gentleness that you heard in their voice, saw in their gaze that met yours every time... But that safety, that fake openness and closeness that confused you so many times, was just a consequence to all the affection and care that you gave them. It was only them feeling comfortable in the safe space that you created for them in your heart. It was just a slight nourishment of something that they never wanted to take seriously, but that still was so sweet to feel and have around sometimes.

Your affection and desire of closeness was so genuine and honest... but they used it to create something so complicated and consuming, something that takes so much of you and gives so much to them. Every time they need it. A constant source of understanding, of patience, of excuses and protection to them and their actions. So much for so little, so convenient for them to have by their side... They transformed something so pure into something so calculated and 'useful', so easy to take or to put aside... but they won't be able to do it for much longer now. Not when you, as they consume you, are starting to ask the right questions, allowing your mind to take control of the situation that went on for too long.

Hold on to those thoughts, those observations, those questions and doubts that fill your mind every time they decide that they don't want to be around you now. Hold onto those fears of being just an option, someone that comes and goes, someone that they just keep here for fun... because all of this can't possibly be just overthinking. It has a deeper meaning and you know it too. You know it because you wouldn't be here reading these words, feeling this sadness, this grip on your heart if it wasn't so.

It is time to be the one that puts some space between you. But not just for a moment, just because of a whim, like they love so much to do once in a while... Do it intentionally, do it to protect yourself, to honour yourself and your pure heart that gave so many chances, so much time, to someone that used it only to play around. No matter the circumstance, the situation, the relationship... it is just not right. To be treated this way, to receive so little, when you gift so much of yourself every single time.

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[brujaluas]

What is your love karma?

"Tell me all the ways to stay away"

"I'm hearing voices all the time and they're not mine"

"A thousand voices howling in my head"

(each sentence also represents a pile.)

Ok, I had mentioned some things here on the blog and this week I saw a reading that fits perfectly with everything about my love life and I thought I NEED to do something similar for my dear ones, so here is your love karma from a past life (I'm thinking about doing what karma you carry in this life, let me know if you want)

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hm I see you being from the same worlds but at the same time distant, it's as if the female figure had a vocation and it wasn't love, maybe the female energy needed to dedicate itself to studies or focus completely on its career, a profession. And it communicated in a furtive and silent way with another person (the person you loved), who could be a soulmate. But the male energy needed to live around other people, be in the spotlight, with many people looking at it, it's as if you couldn't stay in the same place, one would always have to live far from the other or have little time together. Wow, I did a reading about karma, but your story came up here. I think you may have a difficult love, cultural and social differences, having to live far away, many people disapproving of your relationship…

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Look, you may have been promised to someone. I see a heterosexual couple here. A man and a woman. You were promised to marry an older, richer man, not an old man with a cane, one of those disgusting types of a girl married to an old man. He wasn't that old, he was even charming, but had a considerable age difference. You played the typical role of a housewife, but you didn't like it, and you may have gotten involved with someone else (cheated), someone just like you, in appearance, age (hello Cersei Lannister, lol just joking people), and you knew that this love would be your end, your ruin, one of you in this poorly planned love triangle would die or fall very hard. Maybe for a portion of people, you ran away with your lovers, because they also had a lot to offer, not that you were self-interested, but those were different times, I see a very time, and unfortunately the only way for a woman to prosper in that era was to marry a man, I see you in a successful escape, but it's as if you had to go to a super distant place, like another country, or for some, your current husband took you far away but you never cut ties with your lover, you sent letters and communicated and so did he, even from a distance.

Wow, this reading was even more intense. In this life you can have unequal relationships, difficult relationships and often love triangles, lack of trust in the relationship.

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Widower. That was the first word I thought of when I saw it. You were in a relationship with a widow or divorced person. were a person with masculine energy. had children and a structure. were very loyal to their family. I see you as a kind of perdition. Some people won't like that, but in another life you were like a homewrecker. Someone who could work in a brothel, too. But that's something very specific to some people. You had a beautiful relationship, but you had many suitors. You attracted attention, perhaps because of your sensuality. "I don't belong to anyone." You had a very bohemian life and he tried to control it, taking you to his house, asking you to marry him or have a stable relationship, giving you gifts and turning you into a perfect housewife.

In this life you can bring people who want to control you all the time, especially because of your way of being. You still have that personality that you had in your past life, more that others piles, you are still very connected to that past life. It's as if you have this rebellious streak, this lack of shame in being beautiful and sexy, and people go crazy, especially men. There's a song by Cyndi Lauper that talks about this: "Men take pretty girls and hide them from the world." BE CAREFUL WITH CONTROLLING RELATIONSHIPS AND LUST. REMEMBER THAT IT'S OK TO BE LIKE THIS. MEN COULD BE WITH WHOEVER THEY WANT BEFORE MARRIAGE, WHILE WOMEN HAD TO STAY VERY PURE. THIS DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. DON'T BE ASHAMED. I needed to put it in caps because I feel that many who chose this pile have many problematic issues with themselves, they may have been pruned their entire lives, so listen carefully to each word in this pile. I always see a feeling of guilt in you, i see your soul, really.

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Your next significant relationship - Who? When? Where?

Group 1 - Controler

Letters : N U Z E D M L K I O S Significant words/names/signs : SKZ, nudes, suki, soul, miso, sun, zen, Leo, kids, Nike, Mike, lion, Leon, noise, sound, Link, links, Dion, Zeus, Odin, Oden, onze (french for 11), douze (french for 12), uno, dos/due, dom, Muse, likes, silk, sold, DMs, solid, kudos, doki, slime, smile, Milo, miko

WHO ? - The Empress / STRENGTH / Herkimer diamond : power wash your energy This person is not what they seem. They may look harsh on the surface but deep down they are as fragile as Quartz. People may only judge them based on their looks and not who they are at there core. They are beautiful without a doubt. Extremely sensual and feminine. Their beauty feels ethereal. They are highly sensitive and spiritual. They could be a healer. The Herkimer diamond card mentions New York's Mohawk Valley where it can be found. So maybe this person is a New Yorker or they would like to travel to New York. With the strength card being related to fire, this person could have important fire placements in their chart (Leo, Sagittarius, Aries). They are powerful and determined. They know what they want and they won't back down no matter what you put them through. Though this person is affected by what people think of them, they would rather die than show it. They could have red hair. Their hair is rather long and straight. They like to wear bracelets. They are connected to the stars. They are grounded and protected by the universe. The Empress is also assiocated with Taurus. They present themselves as a woman. They feel close to their ancestors. It might be that there were warriors in their bloodline. Especially women. Their women ancestors were fierce in battle and they like to take after them and ask for their guidance. I'm feeling a strong connection to witches and shamans.

WHERE ? - 9 of swords / UNDERWORLD / Barite : get answers to your biggest questions. Places this person could be from or have been to at some point are : USA -> Nevada, Misouri, Georgia, Texas / China / India / Morocco / Mexico / Iran / Kazakhstan / Canada / Australia / Thailand / Nigeria / Peru / UK -> Scotland The 9 of swords card shows imagery of a woman lying down in the snow, with mountains in the background. So this person could live in a cold climate country/region. I'm thinking of the Alps, Himalaya, Caucasus, Alaska range. I'm thinking about Sweden, Denmark, Netherlands, Russia, Groenland, Iceland. Any city starting with a U or a B. Furthermore the character on the card has a dress with an important amount of stars on it, which reminded me of the European Union flag. In terms of the meeting, it could be through social media. The underworld card gives me a sense of mystery, of something being hidden. So it could be the dark web for some. Or on a website that keeps things hidden from people (i.e. content available only for subscribers or a private account). Also you could meet them in your dreams before you meet in 3D. Also, the underworld could be a metaphor for rave parties, clubs and so on. They could live or you could meet near an important building or monument.

WHEN ? - XXI The World / NATURE / Labradorite : protect your magic. The labradorite card mentions Aurora Borealis and the sign of Pisces. So Winter could be relevant, as well as the period from mid February to mid March. The number 21 could be relevent. So if we think in terms of dates it could be 02.21 or 03.21. The World speaks of cycles as well as the long term. So it could represent several years in terms of timing. When it comes to zodiac signs, The World is related to fixed signs. So Taurus, Leo, Scorpio and Aquarius season could be relevant as well. Which means that you could meet them between mid April to mid May, mid July to mid August, mid October to mid November or mid January to mid February. The World could also represent a time of your life when you are traveling abroad. Again, the character depicted on the card has a lot of stars in their hair. So I'm thinking of the USA as well as the EU. As she is dressed in red, holds red roses and has horns on her head, I'm also being reminded of Spain. The nature card could talk about a time of your life when you are in the wild, connecting with nature, taking a break from the drama of big city life.

Group 2 - Phone

Letters : T E N N U L N O R I S Significant words/names/signs : tennis, Noris, Noe, Noel, runs, Euro, sun, tenor, soul, norns, nine, tunes, Sonne (Rammstein song), Uriel, notes, nuns, trio, route, routines, Riolu (pokémon name), Loire (region in France), Lorie, LOTR, rise, sonnet, soir (french word for evening), nuit (french for night), riots, Lise, lotus

WHO? - IV The Emporor / Sacred Sexuality / Sapphire : find your tranquil place. This person is very masculine and grounded. They could be a father and/or a leader, a mentor, an entrepreneur. The sign of Aries could be significant. They are incredibly determined and strong. Their sexual drive is high. They pay a lot of attention to their health and appearance. They have a lot of sex appeal. This person could be in the fashion industry or could even be that they get money from people watching their body (selling pictures of them, having access to private erotic content). They could have a bit of a bad temper. Piercings also seem significant. On the sacred sexuality card, there’s a full moon and roses. This tell me this person is a romantic and is more of a night owl. They have an important status. We’re talking about company owners, freelance artists, lawyers, head officers, doctors, headmasters of big schools, politicians and so on.

WHERE? - 6 of swords / MOVEMENT / Garnet : get into your depth. -> places they could be from or have gone to : Czekoslovakia, Kenya, Madagascar, India. The 6 of swords depicts a beautiful woman rowing a boat on a lake. Behind her is a white mountain. In her boat are two herons. So Africa seems significant, particularly Tanzania where Kilimandjaro can be found. I’m also thinking of the Mt Fuji in Japan, in Yamanashi. This person lives near an important body of water. Or you might meet them there. Another thing that is significant is movement. So you could meet them where you’re going on a trip, as you travel or relocate. You could meet them on a boat. Anyplace you want to create something (art, music, writing and so on). When looking at « get into your depth » this gives me the feeling you could meet this person in the 5D before meeting them in person, like through dreams or meditation.

WHEN? Queen of wands and VI The Lovers - DARE TO DREAM - Citrine : manifest your masterpiece. First of all I have to say, when I was shuffling the cards for the WHEN? the bells of the nearby Church started ringing. So this tells me when you're going to Church either for communion or for a wedding. Summer is significant, especially from mid June to mid July. I would even say the month of June is the most significant of the two. When you go after your dreams, you will meet this person. On the DARE TO DREAM card, you can see a diamond trapped in an eagle's claw. For some reasons it reminded me of metal and rock bands, of concerts and big events like the Superbowl. So maybe one of your dreams is to go watch your favorite band/artist live or to go to Hellfest or any big convention that is happening in Summer. If there are any French people here, I'm thinking of the Olympics happening this Summer in Paris. And also the Japan Expo convention. In terms of timing, I’d say in a few months.

Group 3 - Mirror

First of all I want to say my coffee spilled as I did your reading. So either you or this person is super clumsy and/or coffee is significant in your relationship. Letters : E L I C O O E U J I A Y

Words/names/signs : Jay, Jey, Joy, Jolie, Julia, Julie, Jule, July, Lucy, cool, jail, Luc, Loïc, Alice, ciel (French for Sky), clue, juice, école (French for school), eco , CEO, Lucie, Lucia, Cloe

WHO? - XVII The Star / Ancestors / Obsidian : protect your soul. Aquarius comes in strongly for this reading. This person is an introvert. They are often seen as a daydreamer, someone that doesn’t care about earthly life. They look like their head is in the stars. Which, in some way is true. This person connects strongly with the Ethers. Social media seems to be important. They could be an influencer or have a certain amount of followers that they help. Think of tarot readings, raising awareness about certain subjects (mental health, disabilities, menstrual cycle, sexuality and so on). This person could be famous in some type of way or they are going to be at some point in their life. Overall they have a good reputation among their peers. They are valued for their work ethic and their deep insights. They are divinely protected. Family business comes to mind. They care about family a lot, especially the deceased ones. This person would be the type to seek out advice from their ancestors or try to honor them as much as they can. Scorpio is also a sign that seems relevant. I don’t know why but I thought of a surgeon. So maybe they have undergone an important surgery. Or they are very sharp. Because I definitely don’t feel this person is a surgeon. Well it could be, but honestly I feel more the energy of influencers and public speakers, like ambassadors of NGOs and stuff like that. Soft and caring, they feel and look rather feminine. Giving more than receiving. They love animals. They draw a lot of attention just from their presence. I think their aura is pretty strong and vibrant. Connected to nature, especially trees and plants.

WHERE? - 7 of pentacles / movement / Herkimer diamond You could meet at work, as you’re changing jobs or they are. During a break at work while you’re printing/scanning papers. In sacred spaces. New York. Somewhere in a lot of greenery like a park or a farm. As for places they could come from or have been to, we have : Norway, Ukraine, Arizona, China, Afghanistan, Herkimer county. If not these places, there could be farms where this person lives. Also they live in a place where there is a lot of activity, especially work wise. So this makes me think of hot spots like La Défense in Paris where a lot of businesses and political administrations can be found. Other places like that would be : Midtown New York, La City London, Marunouchi Tokyo, The Loop Chicago, Bankenviertel Frankfurt, Zuidas Amsterdam, Gangnam Seoul and so on.

WHEN? - 4 of swords / Death / Aquamarine : Keep your cool. You could meet on the fourth of a month, in April. At a time when you’ve lost your voice or when you are going Hermit mode, when you are sick or when you are mourning a loss. During a period of depression. During Scorpio season. In several weeks. Also it could be when someone or something pushes your buttons but you can’t express your frustration somehow. That could be anything really. Like queueing for registration in a building and someone is trying to take your spot. Or shopping at the mall and a customer is being super rude but since there are children around you can’t fully tell this person what you think of their attitude. Stuff like that.