#or that it takes up extraneous space. which has been especially demotivating. and made me reluctant to share what i've made at all | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

datastate · 3 days ago

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i was looking for an ask, and it reminded me: i do hope that anyone who's genuinely entertained some of the things i've discussed, or has shown interest even through anonymous interaction, knows i am very grateful. even the smallest indications that you may enjoy what i'm making, especially with a few of these old messages that were sent unprompted, well... it was very kind of you.

#and i hope you're able to stick around!#i've been having a really. awful time as of late. but i do hope that it may be possible to return to the energy i used to have #i do miss just. talking without feeling that pressure on me... and i have gotten wrapped up in my head that no one would enjoy it #or that it takes up extraneous space. which has been especially demotivating. and made me reluctant to share what i've made at all #but. anyway... i am thankful. and i hope you know there is some comfort in being able to glance back at this #that when i used to be so open with my ideas; there were a few of you who would engage with me here.#it wasn't all bad as a muddled memory may make it seem #jestersvaguely #in any case. speaking of asks. i will try to reply to some of the asks here soon #i really would like to engage more with you all #i just wish i had the energy i used to have. but perhaps as i am it'll be fine regardless :'] i don't know...#sentimental... and sad. but grateful for the kinder times. even if they were fleeting.

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