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folkloregirlfriend · 10 days ago

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i just feel like. i'm happy with my own company or i have very high standards for relationships with people because i don't like anyone and people piss me off very quickly and i let go of them soooo easily it doesn't even matter to me

#or maybe. the real thing is that i don't form deep connections that are hard to let go #and i don't put myself out there or be vulnerable because i don't think anyone will get it so im just very superficial while talking #or too scared #so even if they leave it wouldn't matter to me #wow!!!! nice #i think i've become so detached from feelings idk #buttttt. i used to be the one who cares. i don't give a fuck about anyone anymore i've become so cold hearted what's wrong with me #and one more thing #i've always been the person who avoids conflict so i don't lose people #and now... well #maybe i find it hard to connect with people #or maybe i'm just an asshole haha who knows #or maybe i just fall out of love with people #or maybe it's because i haven't had real relationships in my proximity since covid #so in my head nothing is real #omg i've become such an out of sight out of mind person i'm a toddler #i used to pray for this when i was too attached

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