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writingwolverina · 4 months ago

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7500 words is way more than I think it is

#nina writes a short story #im at about 2000 words and i havent even hit the inciting incident yet rly #but im having fun and thats what counts #i want this first draft to sit at arouns 6000 so i have room to bulk on draft 2 #and i also rly want to draw the mc but i cant i cant #i might need to comission someone else to draw him hes not rly built for my style #or maybe ill get creative with it #micah #space horror wip

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tangramkey · 2 months ago

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i love my Basketbot Portal AU

#Basketball is Chell and Robot Flower is Glados #i think GB would be Cave Johnson and TB is prob just her assistant.. and Puffball would be the Turrets (because she sings so beautifully)!!#maybe Flower is Caroline?#The plot would change a bit too... this AU is more like a role insertion and not a complete perfect run of Portal/Portal 2 #Basketball would still be trapped by RF to do tests and she would try to get closer to Robot Flower and try to fix her #Basketball is really smart... i think she would admire Robot Flower's innovation and creativity even if shes Evil... they looove each other #they would totally fall in love and date in the end trust #in the end i think Basketball would try to code the personality spheres off of her #maybe each personality sphere could be a character... like Intelligence Core = Pin (cake) or Book (smart and knowledgeable)#Space Core = 8 Ball (in the sense that they both have a fixation on one thing... Space and 8 yknow?)#Morality Core = Teardrop..... or actually maybe Pie? shes apathetic and i think it would be cool #Curiosity Core = Liy or Pillow... in a sense? before her huge killing spree thing i think Pillow was the very curious and experimental type #im not completely sure for Wheatley... ill think on it #omg if you read all this thank you sm ive been thinking of this for literal months #btw please tag me if you make art #bfdi #portal #basketbot #basketball x robot flower #basketbot portal au #key rambling

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a-rat-with-internet-accesses · 26 days ago

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Why are there 34 of you.

#ig if we some how get to 50 i will finish a long dreaded wip #and maybe draw a furry #or ill ask for a fursona and draw that #i love the creativity of furries #coms open #commissions open #for free by the way #i love drawing

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reginamillls · 18 days ago

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I need to find a good distraction - any book recs?

#im going to start reading again #i just idk i feel maybe seasonal depression setting in #i haven't been feeling very okay lately #gotta get out of this funk before it becomes something deeper #the last time i felt like this reading helped a lot #maybe it will jumpstart my creativity too i feel like everything i write/make lately has been idk just okay #kayla.txt #tbd #maybe ill take some sleeping pills and go to bed

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puppyeared · 2 months ago

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guy who only asks questions if they feel insightful enough to be worth asking and only hangs out if there is smth to do together <- deeply uncomfortable of the idea of wasting someones time

#yes i was constantly accused of not paying attention for asking questions i didnt know someone already asked why do you ask #maybe it does sound a little sad when i put it as 'i feel most comfortable when i feel like im not wasting the other persons time'#but its more like i want the other person to feel like im putting thought or at least care into it even if i dont express it very well #its weird feeling like im not giving back enough in the conversation but not knowing why or being confused by the idea #of someone who just likes to listen to me talk and not waiting for their turn to speak like i do like. arent you tired of it yet>?#how are you not thinking of ways to get out of this conversation yet??? it fascinates me bc ill never understand it #i like how we are now talking abt not letting yourself feel like a burden for asking for help and letting people help you #but i am on the other side of the spectrum where i want to feel needed when we hang out or else i wont know how to let u know me #yapping #diary #I hate feeling like this cuz it feels like im coming up with new and creative ways to defend myself instead of being myself

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swordsonnet · 1 year ago

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the most annoying thing about me/cfs is that it's more like 10 different illnesses in a trenchcoat. i'll wake up with a new symptom and be like "oh okay, guess that's what we're doing today"

#pretty much anything can be a symptom of me/cfs so you're constantly left wondering if the new bullshit you're going through #is a sign of some other illness or if its just your old pal me/cfs getting creative again #ive been having a really bad whole body itch these past few days and i have no idea where it's coming from or when it's going to go away #but i would like not to feel like theres an electric current running beneath my skin thanks #i think the constant fatigue brain fog and muscle pain is more than enough #maybe it's just a crash or something though idk #(briefly) left the house for the first time in over a month on friday and it was really nice but my body Did Not Like It #so now its punishing me for my hubris #ugh #chronic illness #actually chronically ill #me/cfs #myalgic encephalomyelitis #chronic fatigue syndrome #can someone please come up with a better name for this illness #chronic illness fuckery

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lemongogo · 11 months ago

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can i ask.how u guys practice ur creativity <3 how u practice ur imagination or like.. how u experiment with ur art, how u come to ideas and how u develop them.<3 pretty please <3

#smthing i have always struggled w.is feeling like i can only draw things that r handed 2 me.#as in.an idea or concept that already exists #chara or conflict that already exists.Scene that alr exists.#and i think it can be soo limiting bc when i have that sort of creative desire but nothing 2 reflect off of it #i feel like im unable to do anything/get anywhere bc im unable to do that mental legwork myself ykwim #like comic artists r SOOO JAW DROP INSPIRING TO MEE bc not only are u envisioning ur own sequences/situations #but u are able to imagine even the most MUNDANE interactions within those scenarios u know #like the transitory panels and the quiet moments and the every day stillness #and i feel like.its not even a poor attempt on my behalf its like.i cant Even attempt it.like my brain is soo empty #and soo static and noiseless that i am like gauhh......#i can practice lines all day long and practice colors and practice anatomy or Whatever bc its something concrete #and its in front of me and i can pry apart the physical technicalities until i understand it better #but my MIND???ABSTRACTION>? THOUGHTS .ough its so hard #and i really want to push past that but i dont know how and its so .. demoralizing to think that ill get there One Day but i feel #one million and two days away.and not making active process towards it.#i know the first step is to build ur visual library and i feel liek. idk i FEEL LIKEEE theres more 2 it that im missing #but also im depressed as hell n my job is killing my creative drive and the seasonal stuff isnt helping #so maybe i just need 2 give it time (true) but i also like.man i dont know. i want 2 do something w my hands #but everything ive been doing so far has felt soo .hard and fruitless and i definitely dont want 2 turn art into such a stressful thing #fruitless as in like.i dont get any personal satisfaction w it.idgaf abt monetization or algorithms or any of tht #but smtimes thats just what happens and i have 2 weather through and know ill be more equipped 4 this some other time #SAWRYYY IM ALWAYS GOING ON AND ONNN im nromal im normal<3 i just rly like art and it sucks balls whn it feels out of reach #sigh cry fart scroll.(:salute:)

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betweenblackberrybranches · 1 year ago

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Hi, have a rough bird that i made to get out of my depression slump

#my art #scuttles away #i guess this is an oc?#my oc #anyways its so very hot here and i already do not function at all but i do need to do a creative or i will get even more depressed #luv u guys #but i am not well at all #it be like that with me a lot of the time #anyways have fun with this #if i feel better after eating some ice cream ill maybe draw some dca related stuff #hard maybe

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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a quite simple outfit, trying to use the little blue and white apron thing (which is actually a dress I think, that I just leave un-buttoned in the back and added an apron-like tie to lol)

#self #mori kei #jfashion #NOT really but like.. it's.. adjacent I guess.. forgive me .. I may try using tags again though I kind of got out of the habit ghhj #I need to be... Seen to some degree. I want to start selling clothes and sculptures again to recoup the costs of having to euthanize my cat #and stuff . but that won't be very successful if I have like.. 15 people to sell to lol...#the eternal Hermit Conflict where you hate attention and Being Percieved in general yet in todays capitalist society it is nearly #a necessity to have some form of social network or media presence especially in creative fields. etc. etc. ... kicking screaming wailing #sobbing so on and so forth.. tearfully punching the cold mossy stone walls of my evil wizard tower...#I was also thinking of maybe opening a few sculpture commission slots and maybe Tumblr Blazing that post or something #but.. again.... sobbing crying interacting with the general public oughhf ouuch -500 HP #why can't I just be approached by some wealthy 65 year old woman who is nonsensically infatuated with my art for no #reason and gives me like $10.000 a week for food and art supplies and etc. and I can go fuck off into a cabin in the middle of nowhere #in the uk and just be left alone to work on my projects without even needing to build any form of connections or social presence because I'#already set for life and can just get funding and connections whenever lol.. WHICH not to be ungrateful like obviously I still appreciate #anyone who follows and interacts with my posts. I dont mean it in a 'grrr fuck all of you imbeciles I wish I could delete my blog!!!' or #whatever hhjkjk.. I just mean it more in a like.. I am very socially inept and my mental illness gives me severe social issues so any situ #tion where I'm expected to self promote or network or interact with others generally is nightmarish and stressful for many many reasons #and if I could somehow skip that part and just go straight to being a famous author or somethin.. that would be cool. Which I know EVERYONE #hates networking and stuff but I mean like.. on a level most people could not possibly comprehend.. I am not just an 'introvert'. I am like #doctors declare me incapable of functioning in general society very poor mental health prognosis probably should have a caretaker at #some point type Hermit lol.. ANYWAY ghbhj... alas.. I also feel weird about the sculptures in terms of what to charge for them #and always have which is part of why I stopped selling them. If I charged a fair even like $15 an hour many of them would be like #close to $150+. and nobody is going to pay that for a decoration. that doesn't even factor in like.. supplies or time spent communicating/s #etching the concept (if a commission) etc. etc. I thought it'd be better to just auction them then and let people pay what they want inst #d of a set price but etsy doesnt allow auctions and is it weird to just.. link people to an Art Ebay or something lol..#AAAANYWAY.. the outfit.. I still love these shoes. they're nice and a little Older Style looking. always into pastel florals too lol #(everything is thrifted as usual. excited about the shirt because it's so puffy! it was in the halloween section though ghjhj.. like when i #s october and they make the special aisle in goodwill for 'Costume' clothes even though theyre all just normal stuff I would wear ghg)

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saetoru · 1 year ago

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what an absolutely abysmal individual

#like seriously #this post has been circulating on dash for a while now and i’m over it honestly bc idc if random ppl w no faces on the internet think #my selfship w gojo is weird #but fr the way they are like stay off ao3 and stay in a shameful corner of the internet #yn is not creative but oc’s are 💀#as if some oc’s aren’t just yn with a random name slapped on bc they’re projections of the author #but more than that #if u are this delusional from hatred that you think ppl should just not be allowed on a certain site or on the internet bc u don’t like it #u are actually just mentally ill #like concerningly unwell in the head and u should seek some help bc u are too invested in online culture #to the point that it’s pathetic rly #get a life #a hobby !!#maybe ur place on the internet reblogging supernatural gifs in 2023 is the real cringe part babe like #that show long lost its peak 💀

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spiderbends · 4 months ago

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how do you do anatomy

hi !!

im . im not sure how to answer this other than the unhelpfull and very annoying "i just kinda do" but ill try.

- get familiar with the kind of proportions that generally stay the same on every person (i.e. elbows align with the bellybutton, hands reach about midthighs.. etc.)

- lots of studies. drawing people naked helps.

- im so serious... lots of practice. you don't get better overnight

- actually look up medical anatomy textbooks. they help you understand where which muscles are etc.

- use references. like. so many of them. don't be shy about it. theyre there for you.

- tracing helps as long as you understand What is it you're tracing. don't just outline stuff. that will not help. you're drawing 3D shapes.

- references from sports. dynamic. fun. interesting.

- i get a feeling you're maybe asking about me drawing people interacting. in that case, think about the fact that people tend to be very soft.. if you touch someone's arm it will show even when the muscle is flexed. if you sit on something thighs get bigger. you get it.

- draw more than one demographic. race/age/gender/body type.. mix it up.

- "there's very little straight lines on the human body"

ok i think? this is all i've got? i hope this helps.. at least a little bit. i'm very bad at showing visuals but i hope i made sense?

oh yeah wait, most importantly - have fun :)

#ill do some studies and quote this later maybe #also lol #i just kinda. yk.#draw nsfw. a lot as of . the last few months.#its FUN okay #and it rlly does help because like how the fuck do you make it look interesting you gotta get creative

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carcarrot · 5 months ago

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guy who is so bad at writing letters voice hey maybe i should write this person a letter

#i can write messages in holiday/birthday cards. i could send letters to friends #but vaguely professional letters to someone i do not know at all???? cant do it!!#its like. euighg not only do i feel like such an imposition but i am also like. nobody. no one. what right do i have to send a letter #and even IF somethinggggg came about because of it. which is an INCREDIBLY slim chance #what do i do. lets say this person was like youre absolutely right go make a documentary #i dont know how to make a documentary!!!! ive never done anything!!! im booboo the fool and all im trained to do is customer service #maybe i could like. get a rough outline . ish. for the hypothetical documentary #i don't know. for some reason my brain thinks this is a good idea to pursue #is it???? would anyone care?????? AGH #i dont know . i have no idea if ill actually even do this but this is my latest creative crisis

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flamboyant-king · 5 months ago

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King needs a break from art. Nothing's coming out right or makes sense. I don't remember how to make comics or illustrations. The passion evades me again. But it's not like the motivation ever sticks around. The creativity has drained and the focus ever so inconsistent. I don't know how I'll ever fix this. It's just been a problem for years. I miss the work ethic I had during the FEH years, I miss having interests and ideas that flooded in everyday. I drew so much and I had a schedule. Now look at me, I'm lost again.

#i was hoping maybe trying to make a webcomic would help #but trying to make a mini comic right now i dont even remember how i used to do it #its just a two panel comic but i cant do it. it doesnt feel right. my hands dont remember how i did it #i look at my old art and wonder where did i get that energy where did i get that creativity #art block or depression it does not matter. i need to step away from tumblr and all the social media #ill just watch silly videos and try my other hobbies. i need to hide my sketchbooks and stop drawing #just a force stop. whatever im doing isnt making me happy ueue #maybe just write more. steps towards game design or webcomic. but no drawing. i dont know #words

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skitskatdacat63 · 10 months ago

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