#ooor maybe now i'm just actually depressed beyond the point of saving

[kravchikfreak]

topic of today's essay: i hate how season 2 relies solely on shock-effect

especially when even after three years i still clearly remember the first season constantly keeping you on the verge. i remember holding my breath and hearing my heart pounding 200 bps. and they were pure honest emotions. like wild runes i guess

and i don't have nice wording today. i just have examples of how i was emotionally devastated by silco's death but felt nothing at isha's. or how my heart actually ached when victor did just a tiny step towards the edge but didn't even skipped a bit when cait was about to get executed

or how i was actually worried about and wondering what silco's final decision on jayce's offer would be. i actually was thinking what a hard choice and that i would love it for him to choose jinx but maybe it was my fanon making a way into my judgment and actually he would stay the asshole till the end and shatter my fucking heart with his heartlessness and then i felt so much joy when he did what i really wanted him to do. emotions

and then there's a second season when my main otp of the show that i wanted to be back together and working as allies finally reunite and then cait brings cuffed vi to ambessa and all i could think about was "huh i think it might be their cooperative plan but i have no fucking idea at this point, could be anything" and then when they reveal it was actually their sick cooperative plan (through their sick masterpiece montage) the only thing that crossed my mind "yeah, that was a possibility". like no actual suspense, no emotions, no point in predicting the characters' decisions based on their personality because the characters seem to have no personality anymore, there are only cool plot twists that they must perform. *gasp* cait and vi meet again *gasp* cait is an asshole *gasp* actually she's not

could totally be just me and noone else has that problem but meh i just want to whine about how the first season was an absolute emotional rollercoaster and the second one was a rollercoaster of *gasp* anyway