#ooooogh alone all day. why don't they make time for me when i'd drop everything
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my friends slowly becoming disinterested in me the longer we've been out of school is gonna be my joker origin pretty soon here
#sorry ms. cringe sixofcrows isn't feeling very funny and silly#i'd hoped that if I kept sending Images in chats then they would not forget about me and they would Remember that i am fun#operating much like a baby's lack of object permanence#but it does not work anymore. I need new Tactics.#my brother is going to leave for college soon again and my mother is back to work so i will be Alone Job Searching once more#ooooogh alone all day. why don't they make time for me when i'd drop everything#i know i gotta make friends who live near me bc it's been a While since I've graduated but that means signing up for and going to events.#the group chat is like a little stage that i go up and embarrass myself on every day trying selfishly to obtain meager scraps of attention#i'm worse than a jester bc at least people react to the jester. the jester has a function!!#bro am i getting jealous of JESTERS???? UNWELL????#anyway i hope they had fun hanging on new years with my other friend that i care about who friend dumped me like a year and a half ago. lol#not soc#delete later#the reason this is here is bc i can't vent to my friends about it (duh) and my mom will start suggesting Events and Hobbies.#i'll do events and hobbies. but THESE friends won't be there. :(
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