#oof i've been up all night so if this is a shit show i apologize
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lightninggavemeabs · 1 year ago
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S1E1 commentary cuz why tf not
okay who fucking knows if I'll keep up with this but I want to try it.
Season 1 is one of my absolute favorites, I think the storytelling is exceptional and it really set the foundation for the rest of the show. I've rewatched this so many times because I love it to death. I mean, right from the beginning. That intro sticks in people's heads. It's iconic. We see the flash running impossibly fast, and then cut to barry running pathetically slow. It's perfect.
The characterization of Barry Allen is subtle and immediate. We immediately get to see him interact with his coworkers, his superiors, in a way that shows his personality perfectly. He's clumsy, but brilliant enough to be kept around. He's a hard worker when he's not totally distracted. He's also a little bit goofy.
There's also the interaction between Iris and him in the lab where he tells her she looks amazing and for like half a second he has this disappointed look on his face that tells the audience everything they need to know and it's really a testament to Grant Gustins talent that we could get that information about their relationship in like two seconds.
Then of course we get Wellses speech, which I feel needs to commentary. We also get to watch our protagonist, our hero, fail to stop a crime. He gets his ass kicked and it's fun! Because we know what happens next, or most of us do.
It really amazes me how much of the storytelling in this show is dead silent. Barry walking around his lab, alone, listening to the news, looking at his murder mystery board, only for lightning to strike. It's the night that changes his life but it seems so innocuous.
And then we meet Caitlyn/Cisco who I immediately fall in love with because he's playing Lady Gaga for that guy in a coma that's just around?? for months??
And then when Barry's discovering his powers and he just starts running super fast through the city and crashes into some van? Not to mention: there is canonically a random laundry guy who knows who the Flash is. He saw Barry run and he saw his face. Really the most goated character because he doesn't say shit.
Also, there's the
Barry: You seem kinda depressed
Caitlin: because I am
it's something that definitely should make me laugh but I always have a little chuckle at it because it's like Barry, you dumbass.
I really love the music that's playing when Mardon shows Barry his powers.
Joe West ranting about how Henry killed Nora because he's so certain that nobody has any weird magical powers is so painful to watch sometimes, especially when Eddie comes up and confirms Mardon's alive immediately afterward. Yikes.
"You're not a hero, you're just a young man who was struck by lightning" - Wells Season 1
Okay, fuck these police officers who let a child sneak in and see his mother's corpse you're doing a bad job. Also, Joe is like, guess I'm a father of two now (oof)
And then the cut to him talking to the Arrow, because obviously he needs a mentor.
And the "Cool." "Cool." it's so lovely.
also "I am god" "Shut the hell up" IMPECCABLE
convinently knocking eddie out so Joe can learn about Barry's abilities. That was a plot concussion.
"he can do it, I know he can do it" because Cisco has always been Barry's biggest fan. Right from the beginning, he believed in the Flash. Do you think he knew what the flash would someday become?
and everyone smiling in the control room once mardon's dead. beautiful.
joe, with tears in his eyes, apologizing for not believing Barry for all those years, truly breaks my heart. Joe West, dadliest of dads. The conversation between Barry and Henry, too, is completely heartbreaking. Henry saying that Barry needs to stop worrying about him and live. It's beautiful.
"I've made some new friends" YEAH YOU HAVE BARRY.
and of course we end on the obligatory 'harrison wells is not who he seems' scene. this whole season is basically this happening. we also get our first glimpse of THE newspaper. this episode is an incredible start to an incredible season.
I think i'll do one of these on every episode i feel deserves one. I don't know how many that will be., Anyway I'm going to go try baking bread. See yall :)
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bubblesuga · 4 years ago
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Cool For The Summer
Prompt: Co-counselor and existential pain in your ass Jeon Jungkook really, really likes you. And your tits. 
A/N: My first JK one shot! It’s shorter than I wanted but I wanted to write something while I had a couple days off. Hope y’all enjoy!! xx (side note: should I do a series where all of the members are counselors??) 
Warnings: cussing, smut (no penetration... besides fingering), oral (m and f receiving), tit fucking (?), exhibitionism
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Ah, Summer... 
Of course, everyone loves Summer. The trees are a gorgeous bright green, the smell of the flowers fill your nose, and the sounds of the river flowing over the rocks beneath your feet soothes you. 
Well, it did when you were a kid. 
Returning to your old camp as an adult has been, to put it lightly, one of the weirdest experiences you have ever had. When you heard that they needed camp counselors, you were one of the first to sign up. The idea that you could relive your childhood while also helping children make memories sounded amazing to you, so you were extremely happy when you got the call that you were hired. 
What you didn’t seem to expect was the fact that children were annoying, and even more annoying? Your overly-ambitious-yet-extremely-introverted co-counselor, Jungkook. Or maybe you were just annoyed that you were so attracted to him. 
He always seemed to be in the wrong places at the wrong time. More specifically, when you were hosting arts and crafts for the 10-12 age group, and Jungkook decided it was a good idea to lead his group of 6-8 year olds through your group while they chased him with water balloons. 
Sure, he apologized afterward, but not before inadvertently ruining every single art project your kids had been working on. 
So now that you leaned against the counter at the snack station, you watched Jungkook carefully as he pretended to be a tiger and growled at the younger kids, laughing as he heard them squeal and tackle him to the ground. He was good with the kids, there was absolutely no doubt about it. With that being said, why did he always stutter his way through a conversation with you? He seemed to talk with so much ease to everyone else, were you really that intimidating to him?
Admittedly, you did yell pretty loudly at him a few days when the pink water balloon burst against your chest and splashed onto your canvas. You had never seen someone turn to red so fast, the sight of your blue bra sticking against your white shirt causing him to blush as your arms flew up to cover yourself. 
The bad part was the fact that you did find him cute, in more ways than one. Him being good with kids was attraction number one, and number two was the way he laughed as the other counselors told stories and jokes around the campfire. On top of that, he was so damn attractive. His hands were big, and when you ended up sharing a canoe one day, you couldn’t help but watch the way his biceps flexed under the thin white t-shirt of his counselor uniform as he rowed the boat with ease. 
“Hello, Earth to _____?” another one of your co-counselors, Jimin, waved his hand in front of your face, breaking you out of your red themed day dream. 
You turned to him, blinking away your thoughts, “What’s going on?” 
“What were you thinking about?” Jimin asked, a smirk on his face as he followed your earlier line of sight, “Still mad about what happened on Tuesday?” 
You groaned, “I just don’t understand how he can be so... so...” 
“Cute? Devastatingly handsome? Some other word girls use when they have a crush on a guy?” Jimin spoke, his voice raising a few octaves to mock some gossip he had heard before. 
“No,” you shut him down, your eyes turning to slits, “so... annoying. I mean, look at him!” 
Jimin glanced back over to where Jungkook was, now watching as Taehyung stomped over to him and began to pull the kids off of him to ‘save’ Jungkook. “Oh, yeah. Playing with the children, doing his job. So annoying.” 
You grabbed a granola bar from behind the snack counter, unwrapping it and taking a bite before speaking again, “You’re no help.” 
“I never claimed to be,” he grinned, “Look, if you just admit that you like the guy I’m sure you’re Summer will be a hell of a lot better.” 
You nearly choked, “And why exactly do you say that?” 
Jimin didn’t respond. He only smiled, grabbing the granola bar out of your hand and walked away with it. Your jaw dropped, your eyes trailing after him in a silent attempt to get him to come back with an answer. 
Rolling your eyes, you glanced at your watch and sighed, “Okay, kiddies! Play time is over! Make your way over to your cabins so we can start count then you can all get ready for bed!” 
Audible protests were heard from all the kids, though one voice was much deeper than the rest. In the center of the courtyard, Jungkook joined the kids in their groans of protests, earning some laughs as he stomped his foot for added dramatic affect. 
“You too, Jungkook! Get to counting!” You yell, grabbing your clipboard and making your way over to your cabin. 
When all the kids were put to sleep, albeit not without a fight, that left you and the rest of the counselors to finally have some adult time. 
As usual, most counselors decided to get some separate work done or relax seeing as this was the only time they could get to themselves. Tonight, you found yourself sitting out by the dimming fire with a beer in your hand. You weren’t supposed to bring alcohol with you, but when you heard that Yoongi had some stashed away, you were quick to beg him for some. You needed to unwind somehow. 
The crackling of the fire helped further your relaxation, and you stared up into the sky, glad that the stars were so visible. 
“S’ pretty.” A voice said from behind you, causing you to jump and try to slip your beer beneath your jacket as quickly as you could. You whipped around to the culprit, spotting a bright smile and crinkled nose. Sighing, you pulled your beer back out and took another sip. 
“Yeah, the night sky is always pretty.” The beer wasn’t strong enough to have much of an effect on you, but when Jungkook slipped beside you, you immediately felt intoxicated. You weren’t sure if it was the smell of his cologne or the close proximity of him beside you, but butterflies swarmed in your belly. 
He didn’t say anything as he sat beside you, leaning back on the long you were resting your head on and sticking his bare feet out to be warmed by the fire. 
You advert your attention back to the sky, picking out the constellations you could see and listening to the soft breathing of Jungkook beside you. 
After a moment, you swallowed, “So how come you’re not in your cabin?” 
“Jimin said something about wanting to be alone for a little bit and basically kicked me out.” Jungkook explained, stretching his arms upward. 
Damn it, Jimin. 
“Ah, did you piss him off?” You decide to ignore the fact that Jimin definitely did this on purpose. 
“I don’t think so,” He signed softly, “I think he might be a bit overwhelmed. Him and Hoseok are teaching a dance tomorrow and he still hasn’t come up with one to teach.” 
You knew Jimin was lying, because you had seen him and Hoseok practicing the dance earlier, which further confirmed your suspicion of Jimin kicking him out on purpose. 
“Oh,” you said softly, offering your beer to Jungkook. Jungkook raised an eyebrow, looking at your questioningly. You rolled your eyes, “I promise I don’t have mono.” 
“That’s not what- I wasn’t worried about that,” Jungkook said, “I just thought you hated me. Y’know, for what happened the other day.” 
You clicked your tongue against the roof of your mouth, seeing Jungkook nibble on the inside of his cheek anxiously. The fact that he was genuinely sorry for it warmed your heart. It wasn’t that big of a deal in the long run, Jungkook made it up to the kids by buying them all ice cream sandwiches so none of them held a grudge. The only thing that you had been annoyed about was your white t-shirt becoming see-through. 
“I don’t hate you,” you whispered, watching Jungkook’s shocked expression as you grabbed his hand and wrapped his fingers around the neck of the bottle, “I was just frustrated that my favorite bra got wet.” 
Jungkook sipped from the beer, his mouth wrapping around the edge of the bottle, small dimples forming at the corners of his lips. “Is blue your favorite color?” 
You laughed loudly, not expecting such a casual question from him. Jungkook’s cheeks turned red while he grinned in response to your laughter, the sound filling his ears like music. 
“No, no,” you quieted down your laughter for fear of waking some of the kids, “It’s just a cute bra. Fits me well.” 
“It does.” Jungkook responded, his eyes going wide as he realized he said that out loud. 
Again, you laughed, “You mean to tell me you were looking at my chest, Jungkook?” 
Panic rushed through Jungkook as he slipped a little further away from you as subtly as he possibly could, unsure of how to respond to you. Of course he was looking at your chest, the black crystal necklace that hung just above your clevage always captivated him, but he couldn’t help but allow his eyes to trail just a touch bit further. You were just too gorgeous to deny. 
“I- no! I just-” He stuttered, gasping as you cut him off. 
“I’m just teasing. I don’t mind you looking at my chest.” You shrugged, adding the last part quietly as you slugged more beer down. Maybe it was having an affect on you. 
“You don’t?” 
You shook your head, turning to look at the older boy again. He swallowed softly, allowing his eyes to fully fall down to your chest. He hoped you weren’t teasing him again, because the thought of fucking your breasts had crossed his mind on more than one occasion. Though he’d never admit it, unless you wanted him to. 
Sensing his gaze, you pressed your breasts together, tugging at the collar of your shirt, “Do you like them, Jungkook?” 
He met your eyes again, giving a slow nod. 
An idea rushed through your head. A stupid idea, probably the dumbest you have ever had, but you couldn’t stop yourself. As if in slow motion, you crawled over to him, feeling the grass beneath your legs before you straddled Jungkook’s thighs carefully. You gauged his reaction, unable to hold back a giggle as he stared up at you with his jaw dropped. 
“Do you want to see them?” You asked softly. You almost felt like you were back in high school, seeing as Jungkook’s reaction was that of a teenager seeing his first pair of boobs in person. You found his hesitation cute, only being able to watch you in awe as you tugged your shirt over your head slowly. 
Sure enough, that blue bra you love so much pushed your breasts together, the necklace falling into the top of your cleavage. Jungkook was overwhelmed with the feeling of your knees on either side of him, and the sight of your almost bare torso in front of him. 
“Can I touch?” He questioned in a whisper, and you almost moaned at the sight of his hands coming up to your chest but stopping just short of touching them. 
“Please.” You breathed, inhaling as his large hands kneaded your breasts gently in between his hands. 
Instantly, you felt his thighs relax beneath you. You rested against him, leaning your forehead against his. Jungkook’s bravery grew ten-fold, craning his neck upward and smashing his lips onto yours. 
You gasped at the feeling of his lips against yours, your hands flying to cup his jaw. Though you didn’t expect the kiss, you were pleasantly surprised with the amount of force behind it. His hands moved from your chest to your back, silently asking for permission to unclasp your bra. 
You pressed your lips harder in approval, Jungkook’s nimble fingers cool against your skin as he unclasped your bra one by one. Slowly, and without breaking the kiss, Jungkook slid the straps of your bra down your arms. 
The cool taste of the beer laced both of your tongues, his teeth nipping at your bottom lip while your bra was finally removed. 
Jungkook only broke the kiss to finally see your breasts. His face was now flushed, his hips flexing beneath yours at the sight of your nipples perking beneath the cool air of the Summer night. 
“Gorgeous.” Jungkook breathed, “better than I imagined.” 
The husk in his voice shot arousal straight to your core. Instinctively, you ground your hips hard against his, “You imagined this?” 
“Mhm,” he hummed, “wanna fuck them, wanna cum on them.” 
Jungkook was a different person now that you were on top of him, the earlier hesitation completely gone. You let out a soft moan when Jungkook tugged at your nipples. 
He was hardening beneath your heat, twitching against you. 
“Do it.” You finally say, smashing your lips onto his again. 
Jungkook removed his hands from your body, pulling his own shirt over his head and laying it down in the grass. You tilted your head questioningly, following his lead as he moved you to lay down on his shirt. You smiled, unable to contain your giddiness. 
Now he hovered above you, his shirtless body delicious in the light of the fire. He was quick to press kisses down your neck, nibbling and biting on your collarbone, until he found his way to your breasts again. He laid hickeys across both of them, then taking your left nipple in his mouth and sucking hard. 
Your back arched and a loud moan fell from your lips. Jungkook pulled away with a soothing lick, “You have to be quiet, baby. You can’t let anyone know we’re out here.” 
You met his eyes, nodding obediently as his fingers moved to tug your leggings down your legs. 
“I thought you wanted to...” you trailed off, suddenly embarrassed to say what he wanted to do. The role reversal was prominent, but you weren’t complaining. You enjoyed seeing Jungkook like this. 
Jungkook spotted the pink dusting your cheeks, “I will, but I want to make sure you feel good first.” 
With that, Jungkook pulled your leggings from around your hips, taking your panties along with them. The cool air hit your head quickly, and you began to scramble to cover yourself, only for Jungkook to catch your wrists in one hand and spread your legs apart with the other. 
You glistened underneath the moonlight, a shiver running up your spine as Jungkook bent his head down to level with your core, his eyes peaking just above your pelvis. You couldn’t see his mouth, but you could still tell he was smirking. 
“Pretty,” he chuckled, “so pretty.” 
He stuck his tongue out, licking a long strip up your heat until he stopped at your clit, watching as you squirmed beneath him. Your hand was quick to fly up to your mouth in an attempt to quiet your cries of pleasure, and Jungkook mentally high-fived himself as you did so. 
The feeling of his tongue against you was so euphoric that you didn’t know what do to. He groaned against your core when your other hand found it’s way to his hair, tugging at it while you ground your hips to gain as much friction as possible. 
“Jung- fuck- Kookie, more. Please, more.” You begged, your nails scratching gently against his scalp in an attempt to encourage him. 
Silently, he brought his fingers down to your sex, pressing his middle finger in and curling it upward. You lurched forward at the feeling of him immediately finding all the right places to touch, his tongue still lapping ferociously at your clit.
Slowly beginning to coax you to an orgasm, he slipped his ring finger in beside his middle, your smooth and velvety walls surrounding him deliciously. He couldn’t wait to see what you would feel like around his cock. 
Finally, you felt yourself begin to tighten around his fingers, your mouth dropping open into an ‘o’ shape. You were so close, and you were so ready. 
“I’m gonna cum.” You moan out, much louder than you intended but unable to keep quiet as Jungkook sped up the movements of his tongue and pressed hard to your g-spot. 
White spotted your vision as you came undone, Jungkook staring deeply into your eyes, his own darkened with lust while he allowed you to ride out your high on his fingers. Feeling your release against his tongue, he licked you clean, careful not to overstimulate you in the process. No, that would be an adventure for another night. 
When you finally managed to open your eyes again, Jungkook now hovered over you. Gently, you reached your hand up to wipe his bottom lip with your thumb, collecting your arousal and slipping your thumb into your mouth. His eyes shined at the sight of your movements. 
Jungkook was never one to shy away from showing his arousal to his partner, and you enjoyed the fucked out expression on his face even though you had barely touched him. 
“Fuck, you’re so hot,” Jungkook moaned, “do you feel good?” 
“Yes, baby,” you grinned, “now it’s you’re turn.” 
Jungkook’s eyes widened, allowing you to push him onto his back. You were quick to undo his belt, tugging his jeans down his thighs and over his knees. He wore tight, black boxers, his cock straining against the material, begging to be touched. 
His breathing had picked up significantly in the last few seconds, and you suddenly felt a hell of a lot braver than before. “Tell me what you want.” 
The demand shocked Jungkook, his mouth going dry while your fingers ghosted over the length of his cock. Gentle caresses, the tips of your fingers stimulating Jungkook in a way that he had never felt before. It felt so... sensual. The most he had gotten was a quick fuck by some random girl in the bar, but this, he liked this a lot. 
“Touch me. More, please.” Jungkook spoke, so lowly you almost couldn’t hear him. 
You gave him a slow nod, pulling his boxers down and seeing his cock bounce upward, fully erect and twitching with anticipation. 
Jungkook gasped as you took him into his mouth, his eyes glancing through the trees and to the cabins to make sure that no one was watching. He was hesitant to watch you suck his cock, he was sure the sight of it would cause him to cum much quicker than he wanted to. 
It felt so good, though. Your tongue flicked against the underside of his cock, against the pulsing vein, causing Jungkook to whip his head towards you. 
He couldn’t look away, though, because the sight of you consuming him whole was enough to fuel his day dreams for the rest of his life. “Oh god, you take me so well.” 
His quiet moans of encouragement were enough to send you into a frenzy, his hands flying to your hair and gathering it up in his hands, gently guiding you up and down his shaft. 
“You look so pretty with your mouth stuffed with my cock.” His hips flexed upward, effectively gagging you. 
You popped off of him with a grin and took a deep breath, using your hand to stroke him. You couldn’t help but crawl up his body, your hand not leaving him and pressing your lips to his. Jungkook moaned into your mouth when he felt you give a particularly harsh tug, the pain and pleasure mixing together in harmony. 
“I’m going to cum soon if you don’t stop.” Jungkook strangled out, gritting his teeth together when he felt your thumb smear his precum around his tip. 
“Mm,” you moaned, “but I want you to cum.” 
Jungkook pressed an open mouthed kiss to your neck, before biting down, “Wanna cum on your tits.” 
You felt your core heat yet again at his request, hearing him whine when you pulled your hand away from his cock. 
Laying back down on his shirt, Jungkook moved to straddle your waist. His abs flexed every time his body brushed yours, and shivers running up his spine as he did so, and you could tell that he was really close. 
Jungkook pushed your tits together, his cock slick enough with your saliva that he was able to slip through them easily. 
You watched in awe as he threw his head back, slowly thrusting his cock against you. Every time the head peaked out the top, you kitten licked more precum that dripped out, pushing him closer and closer to the edge. 
“Jesus- fuck-” Jungkook stuttered, before releasing onto your chest and neck. 
His eyes screwed shut in the process, his hands letting go of your tits and riding out his high. After a few moments, he opened his eyes and looked down at your chest, a surge of head rushing through his body at the sight. 
You were splayed out before him, covered in his cum, lust and adoration in your eyes. 
Jungkook leaned down, and you prepared yourself for a kiss but were instead surprised by Jungkook’s tongue collecting his cum from your tits. Then he kissed you. 
You eagerly consumed him, your hands flying to his neck to hold him as closely as possible. 
“That was amazing.” Jungkook said against your lips, “I’ve wanted to do that since I first saw you.” 
“What took you so long?” You questioned teasingly. 
Jungkook shrugged, “Why else did you think I messed with you so much? You’re sexy when you’re annoyed. Every time I saw you roll your eyes, I wanted to kiss your frustration away.” 
You rose an eyebrow, “So you ruined the art projects on purpose?” 
“No, no. I told the kids just to hit you. The rest was an accident.” He shrugged, causing you to scoff jokingly. 
Then you two laid there for a moment in silence, the crackling of the fire and the crickets chirping in the night almost lulling you to sleep. 
“Should we get dressed before someone sees us?” He whispered, sitting up. 
You sighed, “How about a dip in the lake first? I mean... I need to get cleaned up somehow.” 
Jungkook didn’t have a chance to respond before he saw you running to the lake, your figure silhouetted by the moonlight. It accentuated every curve of yours, and Jungkook could feel himself getting hard again. 
Needless to say, you two had a lot of fun in the lake that night. 
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softforcal · 6 years ago
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I just read both your poly!5sos and Cal pregnancy and my heart has melted 😭💕 and since I've been in an Ashton mood for the past week can you do one for him please?
ASHTON X PREGNANT READER (bonus proposal)
(Cal) (Luke) (Poly) (Michael)
-((((Also side note: i wasn’t going to post today but its @irwinkitten‘s birthday tomorrow (in a few hours her time) and i adore her so i wanted to kick off her birthday with something soft to show how much she means to me. Love you Laura. now fucking die hoe. )))
-this boy wants babies
-lots of em
-the two of you have been together for over a year and it’s definitely something you’ve talked about
-but he’s really busy with Youngblood and other stuff so it never really gets to be the right time
-you’re on tour with him and there’s about a month left and you’re having EXTREME baby fever because there are adorable children everywhere in the city you’re in
-like. an unusual amount of children
-or maybe you’re just noticing because it’s something thats on your mind
-regardless. your heart is soft as fuck.
-Ash is getting ready to go on stage and he notices you’re being kinda weird, “what’s up babe?” he asks
-”thinking about kids.” you sigh
-he stops what he’s doing and looks at you
-”oh yeah?”
-”yeah. i mean. your tour’s almost over and… i mean… if we wanted to start building a family… now might be a good time.” you shrug, “but no pressure, i mean you still have your career to think about-” he cuts you off with a kiss
-”we’ll talk about this when the show’s over, i promise.” he says, kissing your forehead before going to join the boys and go on stage
-you watch the show and surprisingly, getting pregnant isnt huge on your mind. it doesn’t really worry you. you know it’s something Ashton wants and now that you want it, you have no doubt that it will work out.
-the show ends and you wait in a back room for Ashton
-he comes off stage and is all sweaty and gorgeous and he just grabs you, “where are we going?” you ask as he pulls you towards a back dressing room, closing the door and locking it
-he kisses you, “you said you want a baby right?”
-”yeah?”
-”so stop asking questions and let daddy work.”
-’daddy’ has always used in the bedroom but OOF having baby fever while hearing it is wild
-Ashton always goes hard and this is no different
-you’ve never really done breeding kink before or really talked about pregnancy during sex and all of the sudden Ashton is like “you want me to fill you up Princess?” “going to pump a fucking baby into you.” and he’s going DEEP AF because like… better for making babies right?
-there’s probably not any real logic to that but whatever fam
-he hitting those spots is all i’m saying
-you both finish and he just stays inside of your for a bit, kissing you and being super soft
-but unlike other times with condoms, now there’s a bit of a mess (its the fucking worst) so he helps clean you up and is still super soft about it
-going back to the hotel you’re staying at for the night and he’s already down to go again
-once in the bedroom, then in the shower, then in the bedroom again, and then again in the shower and by the time you get to the bedroom again you’re like ‘please let me sleep’ and he just laughs and pulls you to his chest
-cuddling and talking about baby names
-talking about starting a family
-he’s been ready for a while but was waiting for you because it was obvious he was always down
-talking about whether you want a baby girl or boy first
-talking about how many kids you want
-just fully having an idea of the life you both want together
-you continue on tour and you have a general idea of when you’re period should come
-two weeks of really great sex all the time
-being in so many different cities and countries because you’re at the end of tour that days just start whipping by and then one day Ashton tosses you a pregnancy test because THIS GUY has a period app on his phone for you because he’s THAT FUCKING BOYFRIEND.
-”why do you have a period app for me?” “so i know when i have to go buy you chocolate. do you think i just magically have chocolate every time you get a craving?”
-what a sweetheart
-so you’re in a hotel for the night and you go pee on the stick and wait
-Ashton orders room service so that no matter what, you have comfort food to eat after the results
-”i’m afraid to look.” you groan. oddly enough he is too.
-so he calls Calum and is like “you need to get over here.” so Calum shows up and is like “what the fuck do you two animals want?” and Ashton is like “go look in the bathroom.”
-and Calum is hesitant as fuck, “if there’s a dead body in there? i hope you know Best Friend is just a song.” but he reluctantly goes inside, “did you pee on this?!” he calls back.
-”is she pregnant or not mate?!” Ashton yells.
-”yeah. she pregnant.” Calum states.
-Ashton immediately hugs you tight and after a few moments another pair of arms goes around you and Ashton and Calum is just like, “this makes me the godfather right?” “yes but don’t tell Michael. he’s going to be pissed.”
-”so… you can go now Cal.” “fuck, right, sorry.”
-once he’s gone you and Ashton just kiss and cuddle and are super fucking happy
-a few minutes later there’s knocking at your door. its Luke and Michael and they’re both like “i knew you two were fucking ever more often than normal!” “why didn’t you tell us you were trying to get pregnant!?”
-”a lots been going on mate.” Ashton shrugs. and it’s true. they’ve been really busy. besides, neither of you wanted to get your hopes up about it because for some couples it takes a long time to get pregnant
-so Luke and Michael hang out for a bit, Calum stops by to apologize for immediately throwing you two under the bus and telling Michael and Luke and then he goes, “you’ll forgive me, i’m the godfather.” and Michael freaks out
-Ashton ushering them all out of the room for alone time with you
-of course cuddling leads to sex
-he’s being a bit more gentle and you moan “daddy” and he just stops. pulls out and sits down with his head in his hands like “you can’t call me that anymore.” and he’s so distraught about it
-can you imagine. like. one of his main kinks. just out the door. because now it has to actually be used because he’s going to be a dad
-you rub at his shoulders and are just like… “sir?”
-yup that gets him going again with a laugh
-i mean, it’s nothing compared to ‘daddy’ but it will have to do
-the tour continues and it’s the second last show and as it ends, the boys are like “we have one last song for you.” and they start singing you and Ashton’s couple song and he straight up proposes to you on stage
-”i wanted to do this at the last concert but that’s Michael’s birthday so i didn’t think i could do him dirty like that,” Ashton teases as he gets down on a knee, “will you marry me?”
-of course you say yes
-its really sweet and cute and the fandom is shooketh
-they have their last concert and then everyone heads back to LA
-your first day back, Ashton is already planning the baby room because he’s so excited
-he’s just running around and he’s so cute getting worried about sharp corners and stuff like that and it’s just like “Ashton. we have time. i’m not even showing yet.”
-he’s just so excited to be getting married to you AND having a baby
-cuddles that calm him down but he gets excited and starts planning again
-having a small engagement party and announcing to close family and friends that you’re also pregnant
-so, everyone knows you’re engaged because of his very public proposal but Ashton decides to make a post for his insta to officially celebrate, he chooses a picture of you drinking a sparkling drink at your engagement party, ring showing
-he writes a long ass post about finding the love of his life and starting a new chapter and how excited he is, but he also states something along the lines of “and don’t worry, the drink is non alcoholic ;)”
-like the doesn’t explicitly state you’re pregnant but of course there would only be one fucking reason you can’t drink anymore
-the fandom is once more: shook
-now that you’re back in LA he has a lot of time to spend with you when he’s not working on the new album
-and he is an absolute spoiler
-like, as soon as you have any craving for food, he’s getting it for you
-because “you’re eating for two now Sweetheart.”
-going to your ultrasound and you decide to not know the gender of the baby (tbh, i do this every time because i wanna leave it up to the reader;)
-but the baby is strong and healthy and Ashton has tears in his eyes
-your bump begins to show and he adores it so much because “that’s my baby in there.” “our baby.” “nope, pretty sure i’m the only parent here.”
-what a teasing fuck
-he’s way softer with sex though, that would be for sure
-lots more cockwarming
-he straight up talks to the baby while he’s inside you and it’s like… “Ashton what the fuck.”
-”fuck, we can’t swear anymore. shit. i’m going to be such a bad fucking father.”
-assuring him that he’ll be a great dad
-he would totally hire someone to make the baby room perfect. i just see him as the guy that wants everything 10/10
-as it gets closer to your due date he religiously baby proofs the entire house
-he has the hospital on speed dial
-as its coming down to your due date this boy can’t sleep
-like. he is super stressed out and excited
-the boys being there for you two because this is a BIG deal
-he would adore cuddling next to your stomach and talking to the baby
-tapping gently on your stomach to show drum beats
-Ashton doesn’t even want you to leave the house without him incase somehow you get in trouble or need him and he’s not there
-can you imagine being a bit of a rebellious girlfriend and going for a walk while he’s still asleep and your water breaks so you call him and he’s like “Y/N, what the fuck, where are you?” and you’re just like “yeah… so i went for a walk and i’m fine, but like…. my water broke.” and he’s just like “fucking classic. of fucking course this would happen.”
-he comes and picks you up from wherever you are (probably like a block away from the house or some shit because classic) and he looks like shit cuz he’s exhausted and in a hoodie and sweats but he still managed to grab the hospital bag for the birth
-part of him wants to drive with both hands on the wheel to be safe
-but part of him wants to hold your hand so you can squeeze it while you have contractions
-but part of him wants his hand on your belly
-so probably a lot of him doing all three and you being like “hands on the wheel Ashton!” “we’re at a red light i can touch-” “Ashton it’s green now!”
-getting to the hospital and he doesn’t even get a wheel chair he just carries you because fuck that
-he’s super nervous and everyone can tell
-the boys show up and calm him down a bit
-”i cant believe this is fucking happening. oh my god. what if this is the last time i can swear? fuck. fuck. Y/N i fucking love you so fucking much holy shit.”
-”Ashton. calm down.”
-”what if im a terrible father.”
-”then i’ll divorce you and run away with Calum.”
-this earns a glare then a laugh and Calum’s just like “as the godfather, i can say that I one hundred percent would support that decision Y/N.”
-you all get Ashton to calm down and he holds your hand the entire time
-he would be such a great dad holy shit.
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