#ooc. aklsdjfasdf to this day I can't listen to someone whistle without getting sent right back into the feelings of trauma | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

theyhope · 2 years ago

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OOC. A former abuser of mine is gonna be in my house today and I’m trying to be calm and collected because I would like there to be peace in the family and to extend grace because I’ve forgiven him, BUT the pain and trauma is still obviously there so I’m super anxious and damn I’m freaking out HELP.

#ooc. Should I run? Should I just escape out the window? Is vanishing into thin air worse than going through the front door????#ooc. no I can't leave because I have a final project to complete so I'm gonna stay in the safety of my room aslkjdfaksjdfasdfasdf #ooc. GOOD LORD ABOVE GIMME STRENGTH #ooc. aklsdjfasdf to this day I can't listen to someone whistle without getting sent right back into the feelings of trauma #ooc. fr fr fam I'm fine it's fine I'M FINE. THIS IS FINE.#Out of the castle (OOC.)#cw trauma #cw abuse #cw anxiety #I've got 21 minutes before he walks through that door HEEEEEUUUUUUUUEEEHGHGHHGHGH #GET IT TOGETHER KENZIIIII #SOMEONE GRAB A DEFIBRILLATOR OR HOWEVER IT'S SPELLED I THINK I'M FLATLINTING

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