#omg my heart is bursting 🥹🩵

[onlyswan]

my day started very amazing and ended very horribly, so i wanted to stop by before i head to sleep to try and cheer myself up :') i'm reading through the newest drabble one part at a time to pace myself because apparently i love torturing myself by waiting a full 24 hours before i can pick up where i left off. so once i reach the end you'll probably get a 4 page long review of me raving about it :] anyway, had a quick silly question for iw!couple if it's ok...favorite place to kiss eachother? <3 (also! art !! i feel so giddy anytime you mention this new person in your life!! you are such a cutie hehe. i wish you good luck if you believe in that, and either way i hope you continue being happy, cause you definitely deserve it ♡ i'm sorry if this is too personal to ask so you don't have to answer, but does he know about your blog and/or your writing?)

anyway, i hope everyone has a nice day/night/evening and something good happens to all my fellow art lovers even if it's small. please try to find pride in the things you have accomplished regardless of small you may perceive it to be. thank you for reading! ily! -🌙

favorite place to kiss eachother? <3

“i kiss ____ everywhere, though. it’s too hard to pick a favorite.” jungkook smiles cheekily.

“that’s cheating.” you pout. “choose one!”

“fine! i’d say your neck then. you’re cute and sexy at the same time when i kiss your neck because you’re ticklish there.”

“ohhh, fair. i like that…”

you pucker up your lips in thought.

“i think my favorite place to kiss is your cheeks.”

“why my cheeks?!” he exclaims. “my lips are right there!”

“your lips are nice.” you shrug. “but i love the soft surface area.”

he sighs. “who says those words while talking about kissing?”

“me!”

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aw my beloved i hope tomorrow and the rest of the week are better for you 🥺🥺🥺

omg your self control is on another level 😭 hehe please do take your time beloved and i hope you enjoy reading the rest of the parts !! <3 i look forward to hearing your thoughtssss ^_^

hehehe thank you so much <333 everyone’s been so sweet and supportive my heart is bursting with joy 🥹🩵 he knows what i write about but i don’t really share my blog with anyone irl !! yk how everyone got that one secret place they go to for destressing? this is that place for me 🥺 told him the same thing and he respects it so yeah

you’re the most precious human being <3 i hope the positivity you bring into the world comes back to you a thousand fold 🌼 thank you for stopping by!! sweet dreams always mwah ilyyyy

[stiles-o-dylan24]

First of all, do you hear me SCREAM?!? OMG I'm literally screaming into my pillow, kicking my feet bc of this chapter I will die at the end of this series and I do not want to know how season 5 is going to end at this point, it might be REALLY BAD FOR US. I don't even know where to start, I'm gonna be honest, I didn't really like Nancy that much in the series, but you have this think, the way you make people love your characters and they way you make them interact with everyone makes me love them and forget about them in the show. I love Summer and Steve together and they aren't even a couple yet! I'm also been a sucker for protective couples and they way they protect each other even if they """dislike""" one other, and THE HANDS, AND THE TOUCHES, THE EYES I CAN'T. Then can we talk about SUMMIE, I LOVE SIBLINGS GOALS, AND THE GIFT AND STEVE LOOKING AT HER TO SEE HER REACTION I'M SO IN LOVE WITH THIS STORY AND WE ARE JUST AT THE BEGGING GIRL HOW CAN I GO TROUGH IT ALL STAYING SANE?! It gives me so many vibes from when I read about addy and stiles the first time and I love feelings the same things that I felt during that time, I'm talking too much I'm sorry I love you so much

Babes please do not EVER apologize when you’re sending a message like this🥰 bc this type of message, THIS kind of message right here, is fucking EVERYTHING to me. Like I will fall in love with you over a message like this.

I see your screaming and I raise you a feral pterodactyl screech bc holy shit your words are going to make me CRY😭 I can’t even begin to describe to you how giddy happy it’s making me that you loved everything that you did in this chapter!! I mean, look the seasons are shorter so I have to pack more into them and I’m fully prepared to not be sane at the end of it bc I’m obsessed with Steve and Summer and their protecting each other, their touches and their looooks😂 and I hope you continue to love them! Comparing the feelings you’re getting from reading this to the. same. as. when. you. READ. IABY. AND STADDY?! I almost can’t handle how much my heart is bursting at achieving that for you again🥹

Will calling her Summie gives me life okay?! And I’m so fucking glad you guys are feeling the same over it🥰🩵

also the way I’m fully planning on fixing season 5 if they even have the audacity to think about breaking our hearts😌

[oddinary4bts]

hi ella! im consistently following the updates of chasing car (even the asks!!! i love them so much and i doomscroll through them before i sleep, it’s a nightly ritual atp 🙂‍↕️) and for the meantime, i finally got around reading the forgotten spaces! been wanting to read this but never really had time to finish it in one sitting 🥹 — but finally!!! just finished it tonight and oh my god my heart just burst like crazy :”) i love the dance element as i used to be a dancer myself (wow???? saying that out loud feels embarrassing as i wasnt really good zzzz) im about to read the ‘very angsty’ sequel so wish me luck!!!! 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 i feel like i’ll cry buckets :”)

i love your characters and i always wish them well! theyre so human but also so inspiring if that makes sense! thank you for sharing them and your stories with us 🥹 im literally in bed right now, and honestly just super giddy to read a new story of yours before i sleep! it’s angsty though but im ready for it!!!!!!! 🙏🙏🙏😎

(behind the glasses is me like 🥹)

Oh I’m so happy you like CC and the character asks and all🥹🥹 I’ve been putting a lot of work in it so I’m really really happy you like it✨

As for TFS omg my babies😭😭 I’m so happy you could relate to the characters through dance!! And oof yes good luck for the sequel bc it definitely hurts🥹

Kabshaiwh thank you for your kind words🩵

Have fun reading wtec🫶🏼 let me know your thoughts about it!! (And remember, they do have their happy ending despite everything)😌

[azrielsbxtch]

My heart is bursting omg my babies🥹🥹🩵🩵🩵🩵

shhh, they’re sleeping... 💭

[eleanor-bradstreet]

I did not know what to expect for a story about our new favorite little flower boy, but omg this was a rollercoaster of delight!! You blend so many tones together so perfectly - humor, romance, anxiety, whump, sweetness, that I am just bursting 🥹🥹🥹

Anxious hospital Ben is something I ALWAYS want to see 🩵

DOCTOR DORSET TO THE RESCUE! This is my new favorite thing in fics ☺️ He is wonderful

Sweet well-meaning Ben making a grand gesture and propping himself naked in bed like the pot of gold at the end of the petal rainbow 😂😂 what an image. And Sophie just passes out instead, but not for the intended reason ahhahahahhaaa!

Oh my poor heart that Ben instinctively calls Anthony for help first 🥹 And you were so clever to show us one side of their conversation and still relay everything that was said. Anthony’s flabbergasted, judging Ben for whatever foolery he’s gotten up to. But when he can hear the fear in Ben’s voice he relents and just tells him he loves him 😭😭😭😭 sttoppppppppppp

And then the sweet ending - all is back to normal. I love this so much ☺️💙 Excellent, excellent job. You stories are always so creative - we never know what we’re going to get!

Flower Power

Benedict tried to be romantic for Sophie. This was inspired by the above gorgeous picture and my boss's boyfriend who brings flowers to her and to the office every week.

Word count: 1.1k

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Benedict paced the waiting room in A&E.

"What the fuck is taking so long?" He muttered to himself. "It must be really really bad."

"Benedict Bridgerton! Is there a Benedict Bridgerton here?" A nurse called into the crowded room.

He jumped up, practically running to her. " I'm here. Is Ms. Beckett alright?"

"Follow me, Mr. Bridgerton. The doctor will be in shortly to explain everything."

The nurse opened the curtain to Sophie's space. "Have a seat. She's a bit drowsy and lightheaded from all the antihistamines and antiinflammatories. The doctor will be here momentarily." She drew the curtain and left Benedict alone with Sophie.

He could barely recognize the figure in the bed as his Sophie. She was attached to an oxygen machine. Her eyes were swollen shut and her lips were twice their normal size or more. Her English Rose complexion was mottled with angry red welts and a lacy looking rash that spread down her chest and arms. He moved to stand by her head and reached to stroke her hair.

"Soph? Can you hear me? I'm so sorry for this, Darling. The doctor should be in soon and hopefully we can go home."

"Ben? Benedict Bridgerton, how wonderful to see you! Not under these circumstances of course, but wonderful still!"

"Tom! Or Dr. Dorset I should say. Anthony told me you'd gone off to medical school. Look at you working A&E! You always did like the high adrenaline stuff."

Sophie groaned and flopped her swollen hand at them.

" Oh right! Well, Ms. Beckett, you have had quite a severe reaction to something. It's not life-threatening this time as you got here quite quickly, but we must figure out what your allergen is. There's nothing in your NHS records regarding allergies so I'm hoping the swelling will come down enough for you to talk. Maybe you can shed some light on it. Meanwhile, you're being admitted for observation, at least until the swelling comes down enough for us to remove the oxygen. So good seeing you, Ben! Call me and we'll have tea!" And with that he was off.

Benedict sat down on the edge of the hospital bed and grasped her hand. He looked at his bride-to-be sheepishly as he kissed her palm.

"I'm so sorry, Darling! This is all my fault and I will do everything I can to make it up to you."

As he looked at her, he ran the evening's events through his mind again and again. How could everything have gone so wrong?

It had been the perfect plan. When Benedict had proposed two months previous, it was a simple thing. They'd been at the beach on holiday, he dropped to his knees at sunset, told her how much he loved her, and it was done. But since they'd been home, he had heard all the elaborate gestures his friends and colleagues had done to propose and decided Sophie needed something grand, something decadently romantic. And he knew just the thing.

Benedict had spent the afternoon scattering flower petals all around their home. He had dropped a cool thousand on all the flowers but it would be worth it for Sophie's reaction. Every inch of their bed was covered in red, pink, and white rose petals and their names were arranged on the floor in lilies. The candles were expertly arrayed and gave the room a soft, romantic glow. Benedict undressed and laid down among the roses. He was giddy with excitement and texted Sophie to hurry home as he had a surprise for her.

What happened next would haunt him forever.

"BENEDICT!! WHAT THE EVERLASTING FUCK?"

"I'm in the bedroom, Darling. Come and get me!" He called out seductively. He could hear her saying "No,no, this cannot be happening" as she made her way to the bedroom and it pained him to think that she felt unworthy of this kind of gesture.

"Stop saying that, Soph. You deserve this more than anyone. HOLY CATS, WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOUR FACE, SOPHIE?" He shouted as she appeared in the doorway.

He jumped up and caught her right as she went down, gasping for air.

"Allergic….flowers…dying…no breath…Ben"

Sophie had managed these few words before passing right out. Benedict sat in shock for a moment before he jumped up and called the paramedics. He had the presence of mind to carry her outside and sit her in the garden to get her away from the plants. He ran back in and quickly dressed, and came out to the medics' arrival. He drove to hospital behind the ambulance which gave him time to call his brother.

"Anthony, I've fucked up very badly. Do not laugh, Sophie is hurt. I need you to arrange to have our house deep cleaned. And we'll need to stay with you and Kate for a few days while that happens. I know I'm a damn idiot. Now hold on! You don't even know what happened! We're at A&E now I have to go. Thank you brother. I love you too."

He watched the swelling slowly come down in her face as the hours ticked by. He needed to come clean with Tom about the cause of her reaction, as embarrassing as it would be.

"Is Dr. Dorset still around?" He inquired at the nurses station. " I believe I know what caused Ms. Beckett's condition."

"I'll try and page him, Mr. Bridgerton."

"Thank you. I'm going to go back in the room until he gets here."

"Knock, knock. Ben? The nurse said you had some information for me regarding her allergies."

"She's allergic to flowers, Tom. I didn't know that, which is terrible considering we've been together for a year,and I covered our house in them. Stupid grand romantic gesture."

"Oh Ben, how terrible for you." Tom tried to hold back his chuckles but couldn't. "I'm sure she'll see the funny side of this someday. Maybe." Seeing the stricken look on Benedict's face he assured him Sophie was fine.

" She looks worse than the actual severity warrants, Ben. That's how it is with facial swelling. She'll be fine in a few days. No more flowers though, mate." He clapped him on the shoulder and walked out of the room. Benedict tried to get comfortable in the reclining chair in her room but sleep eluded him.

" It's no more than I deserve." He grumbled as he fell into a fitful, restless slumber.

"Benedict. Wake up, sleepyhead. The doctor says I can go home." Sophie kissed his cheek as he awoke with a start.

"Soph? Why are you out of bed? What's happening?"

"I told you, silly, the doctor has been by and released me. I'm more than ready to get out of here."

"Soph, I'm so relieved you're ok. You scared the life out of me." He murmured into her neck as he drew her down on top of him.

"Benedict?"

"Yes,my darling one?"

"No more flowers. Ever. If you get a grand idea, run it by me first. Mmmmkay?"

"Whatever you say, my love."