#okay so as much as i am like... 'ew studying' rn i actually am really glad that i asked for the quiz

[a-passing-storm]

I cannot study without deadlines and I needed to review all of my Latin vocab so I asked my teacher to give me a quiz (yeah ik... I’m a nerd) on the 17th and I have not reviewed all my vocab... It’s tomorrow. I’m at list 24/40... I have like 200 more words to go...

[stonerbughead]

Maria watches friday night lights (#28)

5x05 here we go!

click below for all my nonsense:

“It’s the path to salvation, gentlemen.” Lol love me an Eric Taylor-ism!

Eric is...grilling meat in his office..???... while talking to Vince about his parents and TMU tryna recruit illegally?! What is the south 🤷🏻‍♀️

Holy shit, they have to play a team 250 miles away? Wild. We love an away game episode. Omg Buddy Jr.’s style....such a douchey time sartorially.

“Play Taylor Ball wooooo!” OMFG this dude is WILD, I know he’s been a coach for awhile but damn.

Ooooh Jess and Vince flirting before they get on the bus!!! Cuties.

Awww Tami keeps trying to call Julie, so sad. My heart! she just misses her daughter.

Awww is Tami making a friend? Girls’ weekend! Yes she deserves it

Lol the freestyling on the bus, amazing (with an extra lol @ Eric trying time sleep while they’re rhyming)

Omg and now of course the bus is pulled over on the side of the road! Classic!

“Triple A is for women. We’re men we don’t ask for directions and we fix our own cars.” EW BILLY toxic masculinity express

I know Jess asked for this job but like ew ten dudes peeing on the side of the road and you’re the only vagina owner around for miles? Help!

Ew Julie this romance is an awful decision, and why is this fully grown man flirting with her at a poetry reading and trying to get her to leave to get...fry bread with him? Ew.

Oh wow they’re literally going to Kingdom, Texas. Welcome East Dillon Loins. Lol Eric told the front desk to look into it 😂

Omg Eric is so confused by the hotel’s key cards 😭 I’m dying! this is so funny with the team being typical teenage boys in the background.

Billy as a coach is too much. “Get pissed!!!!!” “Tomorrow night I will be given satisfaction. Is that understood?” “Coach.” “Yeah?” “This is supposed to be a walk through.” “We’re done.” Stop it😂

lol the detail of the one woman with kids fleeing the hotel pool as soon as the thirty teenage boys jump in? so good and accurate.

I feel like this deal with Vince and his dad and Eric isn’t gonna work out...

I hate this TA! “oh I’m so *quirky* with my fry bread place I found by ‘getting lost’.” Yeah Buddy you also stalked a freshman girl to a poetry reading and whisked her away from her studies. Smh!

Oh wow I love how they show that Eric can hear Tinker, Vince, and Luke like right away, standing outside the hotel.

“It’s too damn quiet. I miss my cop cars and crackheads.” Me when I’m out of the city for too long lol

This is a wholesome talk, reminds me of the riggins-saracen field talks before big games.

Omg Tinker took mini bar shit and watched porn? Dying 😂 “My roommate’s in there having a film festival rn so let me tell him to stop.”

Wow these kingdom assholes are talking so much shit!! And the refs aren’t doing anything!!

Did someone just say “go back to Africa?” to them?!?! Jesus Christ mask off huh? Fuck these racists!

Oh gr8, Karl from TMU in Vince’s dad’s ear, I’m sure that’ll end well.

Yesss East Dillon!!! Take it back!

“I’m glad you won your game, but I need you to calm it down.” Knew this front desk guy would show up again.

Aw poor Jess got pussyblocked by the team. Boooo

Ew Julie’s still driving around in the car with this douchebag who’s “showing her how to get lost” and has now said the line “I can’t stay out much longer, I need to work on my thesis” two times??? Get out of here, this dude is a corny creep!

Ew now creepy Derek is talking about him and his wife Alison who “like each other but don’t love each other” or “the other way around.”

But at least julie’s mentioned Matt now...he is not just a guy in Chicago! Ew this is gross.

“Quit getting grease on the cards.” Lol Buddy is too much.

Where did Hastings take them lol

“All the way to State,” Vince and Luke in the trailer. Awww.

Aw, Tami having her girls’ night! “I’ve been drinking.” “I’m with laurel, and we’ve been drinking.” “What are y’all wearing?” “Okay I gotta go now.” LMAOOO

“This man called me his brother and last year he punched me in the face.” Lol Luke and Vince really have come so far.

Drunk Luke is so funny omfggg and damn! Buddy Jr. managed to make out with someone? I’m impressed.

“I would walk through fire for you guys.” “That’s love.” Omg no Hastings looking at the actual bonfire and saying “you would?” Don’t make him prove it!!

“Is one of you Julie Taylor?” OMG IS THIS THE WIFE???

“No no no. You’re not special, you’re not the first.” Damn Alison, you’re yelling “Julie Taylor is a slut” all through the library but also like why are you still married to this guy who preys on 18 year olds? once a cheater always a cheater I am just AH!

Omg what! are they branding Luke?? Ew

“Doesn’t look that fun actually.” Same buddy jr, same!

“Idiots.” Correct response, Jess. Poor girl. Didn’t even get laid and now she has to bandage up these hungover teenage boys.

Gracie is soooo cute

Oh nooooo did Julie just come home bc of the TA thing.....oh no....

“Coach, this is my team, I ride home with my team.” Okay Vince 🥺 my heart

Did they almost leave Buddy Jr. behind while he was leaving the “how about that second coming kingdom” thing on the sign?? Ah round of applause when he boards the bus! They’ve all accepted him now! Nice.

“Coach are we home yet?” “Nope but we’re getting there; slowly but surely we’re getting there.” Beautiful. What a show!

[thefabkilljoy]

1, 5, 9, 10, 11, 14, 15, 16, 17, 19, 20, 23, 24, 25-27, 29, 30-33, 36-38, 41-44, 47, 51, 53-55, 59, 60, 61, 64, 67, 70, 72-74, 76, 81-87, 89, 99 sorry it's so many ^.^

Iddhsgsbshsj okay here we GO ((sorry for how long this post is about to be in advance lol))

1. 6 of the songs you listen to most?It’s kinda hard to answer this as I listen to so much and fluctuate between which genre I want to binge listen to but prob something from p!atd, mcr, or maybe Hamilton idk I’ve been listening to a lot of that recently for some reason

5. What does your latest text message from someone else say?“Oki” ,.,….. like okay but weirder I guess

9. Ever had a poem or song written about you?Nothing other than like family projects by my brother and this one time a friend wanted to write a song about me because I came back from a week vacation in Canada but it never happened oh and I think I was in a couple raps lmao

10. When is the last time you played the air guitar?lol like last week at a friend’s house when I was imitating pharah’s new dance emote in overwatch

11. Do you have any strange phobias?I don’t think I have “"strange”“ ones but I faint around needles and I’m claustrophobic

14. If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?Ew,,.,. Outside,.,. Uh well I only go outside on obligation so probably walking the dog or going out with some friends

15. Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?Is this,,.., metaphorically?? I can’t tell but either way probably most of the time behind but I guess it matters on the situation?

16. Favorite band?My Chemical Romance or Panic! At The Disco because my emo phase will never truly leave me

17. What as the last lie you told?Uh idk I don’t lie very often,… well I just told someone I couldn’t go to something when I just,,, didn’t want to and I also just told someone I ”“appreciated their words”“ when I sure af didn’t

19. What does your URL mean?Well my URL on almost everything is TheFabulousKilljoy ((mcr ref)) but THAT was obviously taken so I made this and it’s the only website I’ve ever used it on

20. What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?Everything and nothing hella

23. How do you vent your anger?Do nothing until I get over it or go to the vent channel on a discord server I’m on and complain

24. Do you have a collection of anything?When I in third grade I collected erasers, then in fourth I collected silly bands, and then after that not really anything unless you count the growing landfill of empty water bottles I’m too lazy to throw away in my room

25. Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Shrug probably voice chatting bc discord doesn’t support video chat yet ((I use discord a lot of you haven’t noticed))

26. Are you happy with the person you’ve become?More or less, but I believe I still have a long way to go

27. What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?Hate: anything too loud that isn’t musicLove: rain!!!!

29. Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?Nope and yep, ghosts don’t really make sense to be real and duh of course there’s other life out there somewhere do you KNOW how big this universe is??

30. Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. A supernatural blanket which I lowkey hate because it has the main characters on it and isn’t THAT terrifying to see when you’re trying to sleep and iron pills for my anemia

31. Smell the air. What do you smell?Shampoo because I just got out of the shower

32. What’s the worst place you have ever been to?There’s this house in Vegas that i have to go to every once in a while for vacation that I absolutely despise

33. Choose: East Coast or West Coast?West, I live in California

36. Define art. Anything that somebody creates

37. Do you believe in luck?Eh not really? Maybe?

38. What’s the weather like right now?Cloudy in the 70'sish but no rain :((

41. What was the last book you read?Oh god I have no idea probably the Princeton Review APWH 2017 Study Guide™

42. Do you like the smell of gasoline?Not really but my brother loves it

43. Do you have any nicknames?Killjoy, kj, tfkj, your royal highness ;))

44. What was the last film you saw?I don’t know what the last one I saw was called but the one before that was Dirty Dancing

47. Do you have any obsessions right now?Homestuck, Steven Universe, Still Mystic Messenger for some reason, Supernatural, Hamilton also for some reason I haven’t even seen it, the new FOB album ((can’t wait)), Skyrim, Overwatch, and about 846272 other things

51. Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?Yes, but again it depends on the situation and the person and how, if at all, it was resolved

53. Do you save money or spend it?Save until I get enough to buy something I want ((rn it’s the void sweatshirt from wlf so if anyone wants to throw me like $40 hmu ;;);)););)(;);,),;),))))

54. What’s the last thing you purchased?I can’t remember

55. Love or lust?Love of course

59. Where were you yesterday?Home playing a ton of overwatch

60. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?Yep, a pink skirt I use for Roxy cosplay ((still working on that,,, eventually)) a Steven universe crop top im not actually allowed to wear lol, a flower, one of those eos lip balm eggs, and a flower crown thing from medieval times ((the knight dinner show thing))

61. Are you wearing socks right now?Okay honestly I just got out the shower and I’m very lazy so I’m just sitting here with a towel

64. Where is your best friend?Uh I don’t know probably at her house

67. What were you doing last night at 12 AM?I was on tumblr and discord because sleep schedules are for the weak

70. Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?No I’m an asshole lol, but having shared interests would be nice

72. You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) what do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?Wow that’s dark okay uh I would tell everyone because then I’d just,,, die out of nowhere and they’d be so confused, with my remaining days I’d probably travel and make amends with people and try to do some good things in the world in the month I have left, and I’d probably be afraid but eventually accept it

73. You can only have one of these things; trust or love. Trust, love isn’t 100% necessary and it’s built off of trust nyanyways

74. What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?There’s definitely some but I sure can’t think of them right now

76. In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?Mutual trust, the ability to have fun with one another, shared interests and views, established boundaries

81. What would you want to be written on your tombstone?Something really witty and/or confusing so when people see it in the graveyard they’re just like,,, what the fuck was wrong with her

82. What is your favorite word?I don’t know I need time to prepare for these questions smh

83. Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. A,,,,,,,, heart

84. What is a saying you say a lot?Oh god I have a lot of terrible annoying things I say a lot like rip, diddly darn, golly gee gosh, big mood, I’d let (her/him/you/them) step on me ((I say that all the time whenever I really like someone or someone says something nice to me lmao)) etc.

85. What’s the last song you listened to?Some Queen song I don’t remember that was playing

86. What’s your favorite color/colors?Black and pastel pink

87. What’s your current desktop picture?Well My computer has the Aperture Laboratories™ symbol from portal, my phone lock screen is my cat with a flower crown I photoshopped on him because,,, i love cats so much,,,, and my home screen is Bubblegum and Marceline from adventure time kissing ((even though I haven’t watched the show in years))

89. What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?There’s probably a ton but my least favorite that always comes up during truth or dare and stuff is "who do you have a crush on?” bc I can’t say that without outing myself bc spoiler alert: she’s a girl

99. If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?“HOLY SHIT THE WHOLE WORLD IS LISTENING TO ME RIGHT NOW I CANT FUCK THIS UP”

And we DID IT! Questions=Answered what a trip ((also something I say too much)) there’s probably hella spelling errors and shit but there’s no way I’m double checking this lmaothanks for asking my dude!!

[super-rainbows]

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Ethan: I feel like I’ve left reality.

Rainbow: :/ though that’s not surprising. you should work on your programming thing, but I’m not gonna make you go to bed necessarily, I guess. how little sleep can you function on? lol

Ethan: 3 or 4 hours? I’m not sure. I have java, gaidhlig, C++, then maths and then DCLRS.

Rainbow: oh, ew. so you’re in from 9-5 basically. 

Ethan: Tragically, yeah. How do I know which power supply unit I have?

Rainbow: you’re probably right about the A being America, E being Europe and C being China or something? though yeah, idk. it probably says it on it?

Ethan: *SUSPICION*

Rainbow: :/ I’m sorry (sympathy)

Ethan: Did my mum say she was going to be going somewhere today? I know she said she was going to the dentist yesterday, and she clearly went somewhere today, but I can’t remember if she told me about it or not. Would mixing alcohol and xanax kill me?

Rainbow: please don’t do that.

Ethan: I like how the sites say it can “cause death”. Like that is just weird phrasing. :P Hmm, okay, the site that said that isn’t particularly reliable, I remember it said some inaccurate thing about either DXM or diph, I think. It doesn’t seem like it would necessarily immediately kill me, but yeah.

Rainbow: it’s too much of a risk imo.

Ethan: Yeah, I know.

Rainbow: hmm. it’s 1am, do you wanna go to bed or anything?

Ethan: No.

Rainbow: I don’t really see you working on the thing.

Ethan: I might.

Rainbow: also, why exactly do you think you gave your neighbour some of your painkillers?

Ethan: I don’t know. I didn’t “want to” as such, since her reason was so stupid, she could’ve gotten by with regular painkillers anyway, and obviously I consider them precious to me since I bought them and am addicted to them and all. 

Rainbow: like the reason I think is behind it is that you’re an inherently good and nice person who cares about other people and doesn’t want them to suffer, lol. not just external pressure or obligation.

Ethan: Hmm. But I don’t care about my neighbour. I really don’t care if she gets a headache from her own bad decisions, has to buy her own painkillers, and/or has to take painkillers that don’t have codeine in them (which she wouldn’t anyway, since she can just buy fancy painkillers if she wants them). I really don’t know what it was. Maybe it was just external pressure and feeling like I couldn’t say no, and you just want to believe that I’m “”good””. Though either way, you know I believe that the motivation (or reluctance) behind an action doesn’t subtract from it. That is, whether I gave her the painkillers because I didn’t want her to suffer or because I felt pressured to, she’d still have them either way. They won’t be more or less effective depending on my reason for giving them to her.

Rainbow: yeah, true.

Ethan: Also, because I know this is about the “affective empathy”/”caring about other people” thing, sympathy/compassion isn’t the same as affective empathy, though I’m not 100% sure of the difference. *shrugs* Though that aside, if I did lack affective empathy, that really wouldn’t be the end of the world. As you said before, there’s worse traits of yours I could share. :P 

Rainbow: well, either way, I still think you are “good” and “nice” and “kind” and “caring” etc, lol.

Ethan: This is irrelevant but I really want to mix alcohol and xanax. ... Okay, in the time it took to write that, I don’t as much anymore.

Rainbow: do you just always want to be however fucked up your mom is?

Ethan: Then I won’t have to care that she’s drunk or that she constantly decides to get drunk when she knows that drunk people scare and upset me and she’s the one who purposely instilled a fear of drunk people in me by repeatedly telling me they’ll always hurt me. So I guess the answer is “yes”.

Rainbow: irrelevant but: apart from the whole fetish thing, why do you insist on just not going to the bathroom?

Ethan: *shrugs* Laziness, distraction, punishment, I (non sexually) like the feeling, and I don’t always notice the feeling.

Rainbow: it’s still annoying and bad for you.

Ethan: Sorry, kinda.

Rainbow: if you’re actually enjoying it then I don’t object as such, but if you’re just hurting yourself for no reason then you really shouldn’t do that.

Ethan: Yeah, I know.

Ethan: ?

Rainbow: what are you asking?

Ethan: How do I be good and deserve to be alive and deserve to be loved?

Rainbow: there’s nothing you need to do or change to accomplish those things.

Ethan: No, I want something I can do to make those things true.

Rainbow: to me they’re already true. @.% maybe? idk.

Ethan: I want to hurt and punish myself.

Rainbow: I know.

Ethan: I wish I was good for anything.

Rainbow: ...

Ethan: I’m not good for anything and I’m not good enough to serve any purpose, and I’m definitely not good enough to be a person, and nobody likes me because I’m bad. Like, I’m not good enough to be a person, but I’m not even good enough to be an object, either. I don’t know what I’m meant to be.

Rainbow: you are good. though there isn’t actually anything you can do to yourself that’ll prevent everyone from ever disagreeing with you or criticising you etc. and I’m not saying “nobody will ever like you”.

Ethan: ????? Everyone else gets to not be hated by every single person in the world.

Rainbow: I’m sure you do know this on some level, but there’s a difference between “sometimes some people might disagree with you” and “everyone actively wants you to die”.

Ethan: ???

Rainbow: well, if you don’t get it rn, then never mind. it’s just that you can’t make yourself “un-disagree-with-able” or anything. you could make yourself “likeable”, but you’re already likeable.

Ethan: So people have the option to like me but are just always not taking it?

Rainbow: no, what I mean is, people already do like you.

Ethan: But that’s impossible because I’m bad. And ________________.

Rainbow: there’s lots of reasons people can act differently.

Ethan: I’m a terrible person and they hate me.

Rainbow: that’s really really really unlikely.

Ethan: ______________. What do I do?

Rainbow: calm down for one thing. I mean yeah, I get it, you have bpd, you can’t calm down, lol. apart from that: again, there isn’t a thing you can do that’ll make it impossible for people to sometimes act differently.

Ethan: I want to deserve not to be hated/disliked, and I want to be good and not worthless.

Rainbow: yeah, but you’re equating “person acted slightly differently” with “I’m unloveable and bad”

Ethan: Well, arguably I’m just as unloveable and bad no matter how anyone acts. And I don’t mean “I’m so good that nobody would ever choose not to like me, so the only reason anyone wouldn’t like me is if it’s impossible to”, but I’m assuming that people don’t consciously choose what feelings to have about people, and also shortening “not worth liking/not good enough to be liked” to “unlikeable”.

Rainbow: igy

Ethan: So how I make myself deserve to be liked?

Rainbow: you already deserve to be liked.

Ethan: Stop being unhelpful. :/ How do I make people like me? Except the answer to that is “make myself likeable”, you just won’t answer that question.

Rainbow: idk how to make people like you either, honestly. I think it’s just something that happens.

Ethan: Yeah, so I have to be good and likeable, and punish myself for being bad.

Rainbow: okay yeah if you’re “good and likeable” that does increase the chances of people liking you, but when I’m saying “good and likeable” I mean being nice to people, caring about people, being helpful and thoughtful, etc. y’know, all those things that already apply to you, lol.

Ethan: Then why do I have (nearly) no friends and why does nobody like me and why do people who used to like me suddenly hate me?

Rainbow: acting differently isn’t hating you, and all the people you’re thinking of are busy with various life things so that’s most likely why they’re talking to you less or seeming different. also the freaking out you’re doing rn like “person is acting different so they must hate me!” is a bpd thing; it doesn’t make you bad. oh, also, thanks for sending me that screenshot, lol. though it’s kinda like “oh look, another thing it would be nice if I could believe”.

Ethan: If it does turn out to be the case that people are acting differently because they’re busy etc and not because they hate me, then that means I’m taking something personally that has nothing to do with me, and that’s considered selfish and is bad. Maybe that’s why nobody likes me?

Rainbow: you can’t help taking things personally, like having a symptom of a disorder you have doesn’t reflect badly on you. though also, you aren’t like saying it to them or anything that would actually be bad, so like it really doesn’t make a difference if you think or feel a thing that ends up not being true. like you aren’t doing anything about it. also, I’m getting really tired, so I assume you are too.

Ethan: I don’t feel tiredness and I don’t care and I don’t deserve sleep.

Rainbow: you need to be up at 7, and I want to sleep. I’m gonna repeatedly tell you to go to bed until you do.

Ethan: Okay. I was meant to work on the java thing but didn’t. I didn’t do any kind of studying or anything useful at all. How should I hurt/punish myself?

Rainbow: don’t.

Ethan: I’m bad. I don’t want to let myself believe it’s okay to do bad things. I need to know that doing bad things is bad.

Rainbow: other problems with that aside, you do know that.

Ethan: Then why do I keep doing them?

Rainbow: lots of reasons, lol.

Ethan: Why am I the only one rules apply to?

Rainbow: as in, you’re punishing yourself for “doing bad things” like oversleeping, but nobody ever punished piq for hurting you? that’s awful, and I’m sorry (sympathy). though you’re enforcing rules on yourself, you know. you could just not punish yourself.

Ethan: I don’t want to. I don’t like oversleeping and being bad. Is that my punishment for existing? (Being bad, that is)

Rainbow: you aren’t bad.

Ethan: I do bad things, so that means I’m bad. Even if you try to argue that I’m not bad (that doing bad things doesn’t make someone bad, even though it usually does), it still loops around to me being bad. If doing bad things doesn’t make someone bad, then piq isn’t bad. That means he’s good. That means everything he does is good, which means that him hurting me was good. That means that I’m bad.

Rainbow: there’s a lot of flawed logic there but basically it isn’t that black and white (even ignoring all the really weird reasoning you use to reach your second “I’m bad” conclusion)

Ethan: Are me and piq opposite things, or could we be the same? If I’m bad, does that make him good (and vice-versa)? Or are we both bad? If he’s good then I must be bad, though.

Rainbow: by your reasoning I think it could be “consistent” for you both to be “bad”. but as it happens, you’re not bad, and he is.

Ethan: How should I hurt myself for not being productive and good?

Rainbow: don’t. you can try and intend to study more, if you want, but I know intention doesn’t solve executive dysfunction or any other problem, and there’s no point setting more goals and just being more hard on yourself if you don’t reach them.

Ethan: But I’m a terrible person. How do I not be lazy?

Rainbow: well right now it’s past 3 in the morning so you need to go to bed anyway, lol. in general, I don’t really know.

Ethan: Cut myself for every x amount of time I spend being distracted?

Rainbow: that would just be a lot of blood and kinda counterproductive since looking after cuts is also not studying.

Ethan: At least blood is something. It’s better than scrolling through tumblr and being useless.

Rainbow: I know it’s extremely hard for you to stop scrolling and get off websites etc.

Ethan: So I’m bad forever?

Rainbow: no, it’s more like I think it’s unfair to expect yourself not to find something difficult when you do.

Ethan: But I need to not do bad things, not be nice to myself when I do bad things. That’ll just let them continue forever. I just don’t know what a good punishment is. You shouldn’t refuse to punish me.

Rainbow: please go to bed. would me getting mad at you count as punishing you? lol. 

Ethan: I guess so. It would “hurt me” emotionally.

Rainbow: well, I really don’t wanna hurt you at all tbh

Ethan: You should say “but you’re being so bad that I have to anyway” and yell at me and tell me how worthless and awful I am.

Rainbow: ... are you trying to re-enact what it was like when your mom yelled at you when you were younger?

Ethan: Sort of. I don’t think she told me I was worthless.

Rainbow: didn’t she used to say she didn’t like you and you were stupid and that if you kept being like (whatever you were being like) then nobody else would love you or put up with you?

Ethan: Maybe I imagined that, I don’t know. You can say those things, though!

Rainbow: I (properly/consistently/unconditionally) love you and don’t want to hurt you. as in, I actually have no intention of ever hurting you or causing you any pain or distress. so I’m not gonna do that ‘cause it would hurt me to do. we can rp it if you want though. but if you wanna do that then you should go to bed.

Ethan: I shouldn’t be tired.

Rainbow: that doesn’t make sense.

Ethan: My body is being uncooperative and acting like it’s tired when it has no right to have any feelings and doesn’t deserve sleep or good things.

Rainbow: I’m extremely tired so please go to bed.

Ethan: Fine.