#okay imma nap now I'm tired lmao

[bizzarczar]

I think Deep Sea Girl suits @nartothelar Masika very well!

[leossmoonn]

stefan and you being best friends and one day you and him guys are on a road trip on a motorcycle and the way back home is really bumpy so you just keep bumping into stefan's back and it's so awkward and when you finally return damon is like "why are you guys standing 5 feet apart from each other" 😭

lmao I love this

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its no secret you and stefan have crushes on each other. well, its a secret to yall bc you guys are mutually pining idiots

but anyways

yeah its your first time riding on a motorcycle and you're really scared, but stefan being the sweet and assuring guy he is, he's like

"don't worry. with my vampire like reflexes, I'll save you if smth happens. not that anything will."

you're like…. "okay…" and you get on. you hold on to stefan so tightly and god its so awkward. like you guys haven't been this close to each other for so long ever

and each time yall go over rough terrain, your body kinda pushes into him and youre always apologizing lmao.

stefan's like "it's all good" while his face is really red under the helmet just bc you're so close to him.

when you two get back home you immediately get off of the bike and dont even make eye contact with him. idk smth abut just like being so close to him and awkwardly having him hear your heavy and nervous breathing was not it for you.

you walk into the salvatore boarding house. everyone is expecting you to to have like kissed while on whatever trip you were on, but it's literally the opposite.

"hey…. woah," Caroline frowns. "how was the trip?"

"fine," you say quickly. "fine," stefan nods.

damon is like *insert eyebrow raised emoji bc im on my laptop rn lol* "why are you guys standing like, 15 feet apart. did smth happen?"

you both look at each other so nervous and stuff. youre like "Nope. just uh…. tired. imma go and take a nap now."

stefan's like "yeah and I'm really energized. imma go hunt now."

lmaoo Caroline and Damon def think you did "it" but in fact its the opposite

[lovedlovingly]

okay so holy shit

I've been having the worst pain ever, and it was similar-ish to this spring when i had to go to the dentist and pull a tooth so i thought it was more tooth problems and they were also like "i could be this or that most likely and if it is we'll have to operate!" and i was just 🙃 this is hell, just make me better

but they couldn't find anything, and even gave me local anesthesia but the tooth we thought it was didn't stop the pain at all, i was so zombie not able to really grasp information it's gotten so worse like I'm so exhausted daily i can't even do one full thing & i need a nap because of the pain

i collapse because the pain drains me, wake up and can't fall asleep again because the pain is too much AND AND AND funny thing. painkillers don't beat it. what so ever💗

so i already told them I'd had a sinus infection in August so the dentist was like yeah we've done everything, it's not your teeth, your sinus infection just never went away and now giving u all this pain so imma prescribe antibiotics and call us if you're not better in a week

so i dragged myself, snail pace, to the nearest drug store (like 3 blocks but everything feels impossible when you're sick) guy at the counter sees I'm absolutely gone and in pain and he takes such careful time to explain it all to me but honestly? could barely hear him he was behind a fog wkwnkenr i know he wished me a speedy recovery 😭💗

so been able to take two of the pills by now my body is reacting well to them and I'm like 6% better no heavy head i can breathe again but rest of pain is there. I'm so tired so exhausted and it's gonna be a full week of just sleeping and recovering.

also since this has been here since august, just took a different form than like actually sitting in my sinuses like in the beginning - it means I've been in this extra pain whole time because this happened 1 week before i got ghosted lmao. so I've been grieving in double up pain and I'm lmaoooo 🔪🔪🔪

it's 5 am I've been loopy all day and it feels so good to have hope again like. if this works and takes it all it'll be one week of meds and then I'm betterrrrrrrr i want it so badly! please let this be it! I'm so over being in pain 😭

[hajimine]

dear hottie lex :D ㅡ it is, in fact, me again 😫👍🏼 let me tell u about the presentation 😐 a classmate of mine had the exact same quote i planned on using (which i still plan on using lmao) but like we never talked or sum and her turn with the presentation was right before me and our concepts were kinda similar, so i'm slightly concerned that people are gonna think i copied her?? 😀 anyways we had 8 mins left and literally RIGHT BEFORE IT WAS MY TURN my teacher goes "i have to leave earlier today..." and i was like bruh r u kidding me 🤡 i was SO READY PLS i usually hate presentations but i was even excited :// now i have to do it on thursday 🙄✋🏼 anyways i still have that one assignment due later today, a mindmap of the things we did in the last weeks like I DONT REMEMBER OR UNDERSTAND A THING 😻👍🏼 how great life is isnt it 🤲🏻 anyways is it legal to throw a chair or sum at your teacher?? bc that one teacher 😀😀😀😀 WHY AM I ONLY TALKING ABOUT SCHOOL PLSHSJS MY ASS IS SO ANNOYING 😫 anyway lemme grab some water rq, i hope u do too 😌 i honestly just had to rant a little im so sorry 🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️ i hope you've had a great day so far though!! and if you didn't drink some water, please go n get some soon 😌🤲🏻 and don't forget to eat too!! imma finish that episode and then try n do that assignment 🙄 kith kith for u hottie mwah feel hugged <3 ㅡ best regards, 🐉 anon

my dearest 🐉 anon,

oh worm i hope the teacher’s not gonna think u copied her 👩‍🦯 esp bc youre doing it on a later date </3 but goodluck for thursday!! you’re gonna ace it i know it in my heart 🙇🏻‍♀️ JEHSIAJ did u finish the mindmap yet? 😭 i get what u mean bye i cant even retain memory properly anymore ajshjsns it’s so bad 🥲 ok pls don’t throw a chair at your teacher u can just bite them instead (/j !!!) WAIT ok very short story but back in hs one of my friends was the type to get into fights a lot and he threw a table at my other classmate once🧎🏻‍♀️he broke it and had to pay double + he got suspended BYE (i promise im not a troublemaker ajhsjabs im not involved in my friend’s shenanigans 👹) anyways- dw abt it!! i get how frustrating school can be so you’re always welcome to scream at me about your teachers etc 😁🙏🏼 also i finally watched the new aot episode and young zeke looks tasty 🥸 i still dont like him tho he has committed way too many sins bye </3 my day has been pretty okay,, i took a nap bc uni was giving me a headache but other than that it’s pretty chill,, i did a lot of things today tho so that felt realy good >:)) it’s almost 12am but i still have some notes i wanna write but i’ll go grab some water rn 🚶🏻‍♂️i hope u have a wonderful rest of your day babes!! goodluck on all your hw mwah !! here’s me hugging u back 🫂 (sidenote that emoji is so detailed idk how to feel abt that but uh moving on) remember to not overwork yourself and get some rest if youre tired 🤎

with love,

lex 😻