#okay imma go back to sobbing now

[marvelfanfics1]

Hey! How are you? Hope you’re doing well. I was wondering if you can do a big brother rafe where the sister is like 3-4 and they went out to get ice cream and she gets lost and he’s freaking but she freaking out and she runs into JJ and he helps her find him. Whould love to see what Rafes reaction would be seeing JJ carry his little sister in his arms.

Mini Cameron Lost

Pairing: brother!rafe cameron x toddler!sister!reader, jj maybank x toddler!reader

Warnings: reader gets lost, rafe and jj not going at each other's throats for once

A/n: I LOVE THIS REQUEST! You're reading my mind cause I've been thinking about something like that a few days ago 🥹 and I'm doing good thanks for asking 🫶🏻

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You have been asking Rafe for days to take you out for ice cream and he finally caved in after your constant whining and begging. Now you both stand in line of a nice ice cream shop.

You are holding onto one of his fingers, waiting patiently for your turn when the ringing of Rafe's phone can be heard and he pulls his hand from your grasp so he could fish it out from his pocket.

That few seconds of letting you go was his great mistake as a stray cat caught your attention from the corner of your eye, your feet taking you in its direction without a second thought.

As expected the cat starts walking away and around a street corner as you start to approach it. You pick up your speed as well, toddling after it. Soon the cat jumps over a fence and you frown, realizing your chance to pet it is gone.

You didn't notice that you had been following the stray for a while so as you turn around and can't see Rafe anywhere you start to panic.

"Rafey?" You call out, bottom lip wobbling when no answer comes.

While you were helplessly walking around in search of your brother Rafe was freaking out himself. The second he ended the call and looked down at his side his heart practically dropped when you weren't standing next to him.

He instantly starts looking for you, his hands in his hair and shouting your name. "Shit, shit, shit. Fuck!"

Meanwhile you were crying and still walking around aimlessly. Through your blurry vision you can't see someone approaching you, suddenly bumping into a set of legs and landing on your butt.

"Whoa, careful there." JJ chuckles but quickly stops at noticing how distraught you are, crouching down in front of you. "Hey...you good?"

You only sob in response, rubbing your eyes frustratedly. "Wan' Rafey..."

JJ's eyes widen, realizing who you are and looks around for any sign of the kook who he can't stand even if he tried and vice versa. He quickly snaps his attention back to you when your crying gets louder, instinctively reaching under your armpits to pick you up.

"Hey, shh. Guess you got lost, huh? Don't worry, imma help ya find him, yea?" He bounces you a few times to try and soothe you.

Rafe was losing his mind, he has been searching you now for 20 minutes and was freaking out. He is about to call his dad, still looking around frantically when his eyes caught something.

He visibly relaxes when he sees JJ approaching him with you held on his hip. "Think you lost this, man."

"Thank god..." Rafe mutters, quickly closing the distance and doesn't hesitate to take you from JJ when you reach out for him, sobbing all over again the second you're in his arms. "You scared me to death, kid."

He holds you tightly, afraid you're gone the second he lets go again. He only pulls back to look you over for any visible injuries. "You okay? Not hurt anywhere?"

You simply press your face into his neck, grabbing his shirt in your hands and sniffling quietly.

JJ coughs awkwardly, stuffing his hands in his pockets. "She was walking around near the cut. You're lucky I was the one who found her and not some junkie."

Rafe glances at him, rubbing your back subconsciously. "Thanks..."

"Ah, don't mention it." He waves it off.

"No, I'm serious. Thank you. I don't even want to think about what could have happened if you wouldn't have found her..." Rafe sighs, his hold on you tightening even more at the thought of something terrible happening to you because he didn't watch you for a second.

JJ simply nods, reaching up pat your head two times. "Better keep an eye on that one." He remarks before walking off.

Rafe just rolls his eyes, kissing the top of your head multiple times. "Never run off again. Can't believe you made me thank Maybank." He grumbles. "Now, let's go get you that damn ice cream."

"With spwinkles?" You ask quietly and he chuckles.

"You got it, with extra sprinkles."

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Hello! Thoroughly enjoying your writings!! Deeeelish!! You are fantastically talented and we are so lucky as a fandom to have you!

What if during the battle between Adam and Alastor the reader jumped in front of Alastor and took the hit instead. Up until this point Alastor couldn’t put his finger on his feelings for the reader but seeing them badly hurt, and protecting him clicks it all into place.

Thank you for entertaining the thought!!

Fight For Me

Alastor x GN!Reader

TW: Blood, Alastor being angry.

A/N: YOU ARE SO NICE IMMA CRY- IM SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO GET OUT!

It wasn’t supposed to end up like this, you were supposed to be fighting the executioners with the others. You weren’t supposed to be up here with him and fighting this no good first man. As he collected you in his arms seeing the gash that ran from your stomach to your chest made his smile falter, he had already lost his microphone and now here he was about to permanently lose you. He couldn’t let that happen. Not yet. 

He ignored Adam as his shadows curled around the both of you and allowed him to quickly travel to his destroyed tower. Why would you protect him? He cursed himself as he ripped your shirt open, he was much more of gentleman than this but your fucking afterlife was on the line. Why did he care?  He snapped his fingers as his shadow slid a medical kit across the room, you were out cold so this could go easier, his shadow danced across the walls as he started to wipe as much blood as he could away. Tears stung at his eyes as his smile became tighter, threatening to pull at the hidden stitching. 

Throwing his jacket off to the side as it felt restricting, He could easily finish you off right now. Why does he care? As he carefully stitched the scar back up, he kept glancing up at your face, your heart beat was slowing down and it scared him. You better not fucking die on him, he couldn’t lose you not right now.  He’d tear Heaven down just to make sure you were safe and next to him, but why was he feeling this way? No one got him feeling..like this. He was scared. You are scaring him, get out of his head. Finishing up the last stitch he carefully draped his jacket over your body as he used his own legs as your pillow, he needed to keep your head propped up just in case.  PLEASE- Get up, you’re scaring him. You need to show him you're okay.

He doesn’t know how long he sat there but as soon as your eyes opened he felt a rush of relief wash over him, you were okay. His clawed hands cradled your face with a softness that was foreign to him as his lips pulled into a sneer, “What in the fuck were you thinking? Protecting me from a powerful blast such as that?!” He snarled, he didn’t mean to be so venomous but being scared was foreign to him. He didn’t like being vulnerable and yet he felt safe around you, he wanted to comfort and cradle you close after every day. You didn’t answer him just staring up into his ruby red eyes, “Answer me, damn it. Why? I could’ve taken the hit.” He continued as tears pricked and stung at his eyes. You were strong, yes, very strong. But he couldn’t lose you, he didn’t want to lose you. He hated this feeling. 

“Because..I’m in love with you, Al..” You whispered out and the truth set upon him like the sun's last ray of light. He was in love with you as well.  His sneer vanished as he leaned down closing his eyes as his forehead touched yours and he sobbed like he was a little boy who scraped his knee and ran home to his Mama. His clawed hands carefully caressing your cheeks trying to burn the feeling into his memory, “I love you..” the words fell out of his mouth as if he was back in the hospital watching his Mama slowly slip away. “I love you.”  He repeated this time with much more confidence but he was still apprehensive. 

“I love you, Alastor.” The words came out easy for you and he envied it but the way your gentle and soft hands cupped his made his undead heart skip a beat. But he didn’t need to be scared anymore, he had you with him. “Don’t pull that silly stunt again.”

A/N: THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I CRIED IS UNBELIEVABLE

[surshica]

RUMOR HAS IT..

: CL16

genre: fluff,angst? (if you squint),social media (smau) + written

warnings: translated french and korean,cussing

A/N: imma just add angst just in case i forget but if you squint maybe it’ll be there? also broken humor here i made this in the morning soo excuse any typos..not proofread btw!

synopsis: charles is in a new relationship with a runway model and fashion icon reader—all is well until a rumor comes around saying he is cheating on you with your bestie.. (fc: tingting_lai)

yourusername

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yourusername yacht trips with you are always wonderful <3

tagged charles_leclerc

yourbestie y’all are so cute it makes me wanna puke <3

alex_albon werent you there with them…

yourbestie yeah but that doesn’t mean i wasnt third wheeling half the time…

yourusername you literally invited your bf..

yourbestie he fell asleep 😒

arthur_leclerc …slanderous.

charles_leclerc everyday with you is a wonder day mon ange <3

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pierregasly i think imma throw up

maxverstappen1 me too

landonorris me three

charles_leclerc go away.😐

f1wags beautiful as always!!

user5 check your dms bestie…

user3 drop the workout routine.

user2 okay BUT how does he bag someone like you. TELL ME THE SECRETS

user4 right the math isn’t mathing !

user1 he fr must of bribed her with like a castle in monaco or smthing

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yourusername i wish 🫤 i kinda just got stuck babysitting him

charles_leclerc that’s not true and you know that…

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f1wags

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f1wags was dmed a photo of what looks to be yourbestie and charles staring at eachother lovingly while yn is away! is this the case of playboy charles returning after years of being in a relationship with yn 👀😉🫣

user1 doesn’t yourbestie have a bf…

user6 yeah and it’s charles’ brother!!

user5 SOMETHING DOESNT FEEL RIGHT

user1 nah..she a brother hopper😭, yn and arthur deserve better

user8 idk where yall seeing the love like eye contact because i for-one do not see it!!

user9 RIGHT like it doesn’t make sense, it was yourbestie who introduced charles to yn so why would she want to get with him now when she had all those years ago to get with him? ppl making stuff up.

user8 it’s like you were reading my mind!

user10 it shouldn’t be our business too!

user3 PIERRE LIKED THIS?!:!he probably knows something we don’t…

user5 @pierregasly spill the beans mister; i know you know all the f1 gossip

user4 okay but why did yn like it too? does she know something too?

user2 yn liking this is definitely giving hot girl revenge arc!!

yourusername now wtf is this?

user13 SHE REPLIED. OMG SHE KNOWS.

user4 YN REVENGE ARC YESSS

user3 charles gonna regret he hurt this girls feelings

user9 we love a good villain arc!

user10 her replying is iconic

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yourbestie

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yourbestie cheers to an 14 year friendship! you truly are the world to me, you are like the sister i’ve always wanted. i cherish every memory with you, i am greatful for everything you do for me! i can’t wait to see what the future leads us too~ 너무 사랑해요!! i love you so much

yourusername YOURE SO ADORABLE. :( i wish you weren’t busy so we could hang out today, 나는 당신을 더 사랑 !!! i love you more

yourbestie I KNOW IM SORRY something came up last minute but i promise to make it up to you in a girls day<3

yourusername yeah you better.

yourbestie anything for you!

yourusername @charles_leclerc take notes!

charles_leclerc you two are literally just flirting with eachother in the comments…what more do you want me to do:(

arthur_leclerc feel my pain

user3 aint no way she posted this while quiet literally fcking her bff’s bf behind her back..

user7 THIS IS SO CUTE IM SOBBING

user12 not until you find out she flirting with charles.

user9 can y’all take these negative ass comments somewhere else and just enjoy the fact ITS AN 14 YR FRIENDSHIP.

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user13 i want what they have.

user4 brother hopper!!!😂

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f1wags charles leclerc and your bestie spotted roaming around monaco ‼️ charles and your bestie were reported to go on a shopping spree and they looked very happy and giggly. reportedly they came out of cartier with two bags, both were holding a bag. maybe this a sign that these two are actually together 👀🔥

user1 no fcking way..

user3 ON THE FRIEND-VERSARY ??

user6 didn’t she tell yn she was busy..

user13 busy fcking charles..thats for sure

user5 this is more disgusting than i thought

user9 imma give them the benefit of the doubt maybe we weren’t supposed to see these photos!!

user10 we should fr respect their privacy, idc if he is cheating on her or not this is fr creepy.

user7 okay but coming out of Cartier with bags?! now i’m even more suspicious..

user11 i feel so bad for yn and arthur, the fact they liked this too. they need to find better bf and gf fr😭

yourusername 진심이야, 이거 진짜야? 🫠 seriously, is this real?

arthur_leclerc lets not get ahead of ourselves, you guys don’t know what’s going on..

user6 arthur you know what is going on between these two? and what they are doing together?

arthur_leclerc yeah, i know the plans but i don’t like that you guys are jumping to conclusions like this

yourusername 🤔

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a small pout formed onto your lips, ohone in hand screen frozen on the f1wag page. a part of you wanted to be in disbelief of what you saw. charles had told you that he something important to do and bestie name had said she was busy as well. the dots were slowly connecting as if it was a game of squares.

the thought of your boyfriend of almost two and a half years cheating on you with your best friend was not a pleasing thought, scowling at the idea of it. you were sitting down on the couch knees tucked into you, your head resting on them staring down at the phone screen. dozens of thoughts flooded your brain.

is he cheating on me? how long? does arthur know he is being cheated on? are they for sure cheating on me? they’re childhood friends i don’t think he is cheating on me! bestie name doesn’t even like charles like that! am i being played? the thoughts had flooded your brain you had completely forgotten to get ready. the vibration of your phone had broken you out of your dazed state. looking at the caller id it was him. it was charles, the words in bold “lover boy<3” had popped up with a cute picture of him. pressing the accept button you put it on speaker,

yn : hello?

lover boy<3 : mon ange! are you ready?

yn : ..uh yeah im almost ready!

lover boy<3 : okay i’ll be there to pick you up in 15 minutes~

his voice sounded deeper through the phone, a small smile formed onto your lips

yn : where did you go charlie? you’ve been out for a while..

lover boy<3 : have i? désolé chérie je devais faire quelque chose d'important, sorry honey i had to do something important why? are you worried about me? how sweet

charles had a small smirk formed on his lips, he just dropped off your bestie name at her house as he called you.

yn : who said that? no i was just curious, thats all.

yn’s smile slowly formed back to a pout. he didn’t tell her but rather just said something important, it didn’t make her feel any better.

yn : (sigh)

lover boy<3 : what’s wrong mon-

yn : 꿀 honey i’ll you back i need to go to the bathroom.

you quickly ended the call ruffling your hair taking in a deep inhale before getting up to go get ready quickly.

after rummaging through your closet you found a cute brown pleated skirt, to match with it you grabbed a white tank top and black and white cardigan with a black beret. looking at the mirror you smiled at the outfit heading to the bathroom to do some quick makeup. nothing too fancy

charles furrowed his brows at the erupted ending of the call. he didn’t think much of it shrugging it off. maybe you were just tired was a thought he had, not once did he think you found out he was with your bestie name.

you had just finished in time, charles texted you that he was outside. grabbing a small purse putting your wallet and phone in there pranced your way to the front putting on a pair of brown boots you had just bought. the walk to the car felt dreadful. the more you stepped closer more thoughts flew over your head, you were starting to convince yourself that maybe he was cheating on you with her.

you needed to shake the idea out of your head and you had to do it now, your hand was on the car door handle but you hesitated. charles noticed your hesitation, his brows furrowed some more as he leaned over to the other seat opening the door for you. “mon angé are you alright?” he watched you climb into the seat buckling up. one thing about charles, he is a person who is very expressive from the body language to the faces to the voice itself. yn looked at him placing a small peck on his cheek, “yeah im just a little tired that’s all”

charles stared you down he was trying to see if you were lying or not, “well tu sais tu peux toujours me dire n'importe quoi mon ange, si ça te dérange tellement dis le moi. you know you can always tell me anything my angel, if it bothers you so much tell me.” he tucked a piece of your hair behind your exposing your cheek that got what felt like a genuine kiss. the ride to wherever you were going was suffocating, both of you hated it. you cleared your thought brushing your hand against his free hand. “so mister charles where was this important place you went to today?” you wanted answers so you kept pushing for him to tell the truth. 

charles quickly looked and you before looking back at the road, “if i tell you where i was and what i was doing it wouldn’t be a secret mon ange!” he was being very smiley, your lips formed an o shape. “why do you wanna know? are you trying to stalk me?” charles snickered his shoulders slowly bouncing up and down. you shook your head clearing your throat, “i don’t need to do that i already have someone for that..” your tone was bitterly.

you were staring out the window, you didn’t want to bare the sight of him. what if questions flew everywhere you got more upset with yourself you didn’t want them, charles noticed the shift in attitude; “mon ange seriously tell me what’s wrong,” concern laced his voice as he grabbed your hand placing mini kisses on them “, i don’t like seeing you upset. i can any questions you have just talk to me..”

a sigh escaped your lips looking at the pouty monegasque, “why were you with bestie name today? she said she was busy and you said you had an important thing to do today. are the two of you you kn—” your throat throbbed as each word managed to escape your throat, “what?” was all charles could reply with, he quickly parked the car before facing yn.

“rumor has it you were with bestie name today at a mall together..there of pictures of the two of you together charlie” his grip on your hands tightened as each word flowed out of your mouth. “chérie im not cheating on you with bestie name, i would never.” his heart broke seeing you think of all that, “okay but what was important that the two of you had to go to the mall together?” you just wanted to few reassurance.

“well..fuck i cant say it but its a surpise. you weren’t supposed to see those photos seriously, im not cheating on you when i went to the mall with her earlier. we went to go get some gifts for arthur you can even ask him mon amor!” he watched as her shoulders that were tensed up became relaxed. “oh. i’m sorry that i jumped to conclusions so fast it wa—”

charles chuckled letting go of her hand, “it’s okay mon ange. its those stupid fan accounts fault for making you think that.” he said getting out of the car to go open the door for you.

he had taken you to a nice small cafe, it wasn’t very popular but it was one of your favorites. the honey outside atmosphere was definitely to die for, the way green plants coated everywhere. the two of you sat at what was a four person table. pointing at the two empty seats charles just smiled, “two people will be joining us but they’re running a little late..”

“i didnt get to say this but you look beautiful my love” charles who grabbed your hand the table fiddling with it. “am i never beautiful to you?” you scoffed playfully—charles was taken aback from that comment “no no you’re always beautiful you just look extra beautiful!” charles justified or well he believed. “so you don’t think i’m extra beautiful whenever?” you pouted playfully. charles who was lost for words “no you are just so—you know what i mean mon amour!!” he sighed frustratedly causing you to giggle at his frustration.

“you’re so mean mon chérie~” he scrunched up his face to make it look like he was upset, “i’m not mean you are just easy to pick at!” you justified, “mean.” “no” “mean” “no” “charlie we sound like children..” “well you started it” he smirked making you roll your eyes at him. a comfortable silence fell between the two, you started to believe the other two were just not going to come at all.

“you have pretty eyes charlie” you blurted out without a care, a blush crept onto his face. he didn’t know if it was the compliment or if it was the fact you were staring at him as if he was the only thing that mattered in the world, maybe it was both. “you think so chérie?” he felt the grip of his hand that had been interlocked with yours tighten. “i don’t think so i know so” she had such loving stares it made charles weak to his knees. the stares she gives him make his heart flutter like a teenage boy seeing his school crush, he was always lost for words, he was little butter melting in your touch and stares.

the truth is, he was upset with himself finding out that you had these thoughts, these thoughts that he was cheating on you with your best friend. he wanted to get you a gift and he didn’t want to fuck it up; he believed bringing someone who you held dear to your heart and who knew you best would’ve been the right choice—he didn’t think once you would take it as him cheating on you with her bestie. it hurt him inside.

he had always wanted to show you how appreciative he was of you, he never had the time but now he does. you do so much for him and he wants to thank you for that, the states you give him; they were loving and warmly. the way you love him throughout his career taking time to visit his races it did something to him. from how you looked at him, touched him, smiled and laughed at his jokes, how you talk about him so much to family, how you make playlist about him, and even made sure he felt like he was the priority in everything—it did something for him. since the first day he met you he knew you were the one for him.

the way you made sure you’re there for him after the races and that you were okay made his heart skip beats. he had always felt like the knight in shining armor in previous relationships but with you he felt like the princess and you were the knight. he loved everything about that; it was something new to him something he never would’ve thought he would love. the small cartier box warmed in his pockets. you are always doing stuff for him he just wants to do one simple thing for you, is that too much for him to ask for? he knew he had to wait for arthur and bestie name to get here but he seriously couldn’t.

he thought any longer he waited he would spill the beans about everything, “chérie you know how much i love you right?” his lips parted as his hand slowly made his way to his pocket grabbing the small cartier box. “always know, you tell me like every hour even on the race track” you had teased a smile evident on your lips. “tu sais à quel point je t'aime mais sais-tu à quel point je t'aime ? Je te chéris tellement, j'aime tout ce que tu fais pour moi, j'aime la façon dont tu es toujours là pour moi, peu importe à quel point je fais mal sur la piste de course ou je suis contrarié. tu fais tellement pour moi, c'est vraiment comme un cadeau! you know how much i love you but do you know how much i love you? I cherish you so much, I love everything you do for me, I love how you are always there for me no matter how badly I do on the racetrack or how upset I am. you do so much for me, it's really like a gift.”

“tu es un cadeau que je dois protéger de tout ce qui arrive, je n'ai jamais été doué avec les mots mais chaque fois que tu es avec moi, je fond. tu as sur moi cet effet que je n'avais jamais ressenti auparavant dans les relations que j'avais. you are a gift that i have to protect from everything that happens, i have never been good with words but every time you are with me i melt. you have this effect on me that i have never felt before in the relationships i had.” charles titled his head to the side closing his eyes taking a deep breathe, “charlie what’s this about?” you had questioned sitting up properly instead of slouching. “just promise me something mon amour. promise me that you will be with me no matter how hard times are.” charles slowly pulled out the red velvet textured box from his pocket.

it was a small rectangular box with gold like lettering saying “cartier”. charles had placed it into your hands, “you do so much for me so the least i could do is buy a promise ring.” his voice turned soft, it was silky soft. the box on the other hand was in your grasp you were staring at it, a prominent smile rushed to your face, “charlie..” you had opened the box to see a singular gold band with jewels graves into it, “its a promise ring, a promise that i will love you endlessly.” charles held up his hand showing how he was already wearing his.

“its beautiful…charlie. i love it” you took the ring out of the box putting it on a one your right index finger, “and i promise to love you endlessly.” a blush creeped onto your cheeks, “thank you 아기. 사랑해요 baby. i love you” charles wasnt fluent i.n korean that’s for sure but he knows how to say he loves you, “i love you too mon ange.” he grabbed your hand with the ring on it placing a soft kiss, smiling to himself.

“CHARLES I TOLD YOU WAIT TILL WE GOT HERE.” you heard your bestie name’s voice boom near you, it startled you but it made you giggle. “well you two were taking too long and i got impatient…hurry up next time” he scoffed, your bestie name didn’t let that slide and she started to punch him lightly. “i hope you didn’t fuck it up. be glad i went with you to get the proper ring size!” your bestie grabbed his ear and the two started to fight.

it truly did feel like home with them, “i’m guessing he gave you the ring?” arthur said standing behind you with his hands in his pockets, “you knew?” yn looked at him your lips forming an a line. “of course i knew thats why i tried to defend them but it was no use at that point, people jump to conclusions too much” he shortened a chuckle. “yeah you’re right they do.”

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charles_leclerc its always rumor charles is cheating on his gf but never rumor has it that charles is still and forever madly in love with his girlfriend of two years.

user8 SEE YALL WERE WRONG ADMIT IT.

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user9 they’ll forever be happily in love yall are just haters!!

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user10 my cuties ㅠㅠ

user15 charles yn defender till i die.

user4 SO CUTE OMG

user1 is that a promise ring?? that’s so..i’m melting

yourusername 나는 내 아름다운 소년을 너��� 사랑 !! <3 i love my beautiful boy so much

maxverstappen1 soo i dont get to yell at him for cheating on you?:(

yourusername LMAOO NO

charles_leclerc HUH WHATD I MISS MAXIE?

maxverstappen1 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️

user13 get me someone who looks at me the way charles looks at yn.

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pierregasly listen if charles was gonna fumble this one i would whole heartily become a homie hopper‼️

lewishamiliton agreed

charles_leclerc i know where the both of you live…

lilymhe stop i was ready to fight him after what i saw. the two of you are so cute !

charles_leclerc WHY IS EVERYONE TRYING TO FIGHT ME OR STEAL MY GF??

yourbestie okay where is my thank you? i helped you 😒

charles_leclerc do you not see these comments??

yourbestie i agree tho if you fumbled her i would’ve ended you🤷‍♀️

landonorris we need you on the grid more

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yourusername 기다리는 자에게 좋은 일이 생긴다<3 good things happen to those who wait<3

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arthur_leclerc SEE THEY CAME OUT GOOD!

yourusername thank you my little photographer!!

charles_leclerc i thought i was your photographer?

yourusername you were busy fighting bestie name…

yourbestie so beautiful they grow up so fast ㅠㅠ

charles_leclerc the loml truly is beautiful ❤️

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[edwardslvrr]

༯ 405, TREVOR ZEGRAS

trevor zegras x singer!reader

the one where rumour has it YN has a new boyfriend and Trevor has a new girlfriend

taglist if you’d like to be added to my taglist, message me privately or comment on this post

warning this is all fake and just for fun, no hate to any of the people mentioned. Just a reminder that this is pure for entertainment xoxo

last part main masterlist trevor zegras masterlist

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username imagine if she’s back together w trevor

username after that album? bro is sobbing in the corner

username would be such a YN thing to do tho

username what if new bf is old bf 👀

username so many paparazzi and no one thought tp take a picture of the dudes face???

username this outrageous behaviour, YN. we’re out here sobbing to her new album and she has been macking on some new dude

username no fr she has me sobbing here like a child for days now

username atleast she looks hella good

username cool and whatever but tour dates pls?

username YN it was suppose to be me next😔

username imagine it is jack hughes

username jack’s probably trying to shoot his shot w trevor now tbh

username she wasn’t interested in Trevor’s unemployed ass anymore lol

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yourinstagram good riddance deluxe is out NOWW!!

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username oh wow- this is depressing

username “i hate the fact that i miss you around” MOOD

username jack really feeding into the rumours abt him and YN by liking this

username not people believing that rumour what??

username honestly the weirdest rumour i’ve ever heard

username y’all will believe anything atp

username WHAT DID U PUT IN 405 WHAT

username “how are you looking at me like a stranger” my heart bro??

username imma go call my therapist.. this is too much

yourbestfriend okay OUCH?

yourinstagram oops?

username ayo jack i see u dude

username the last picture such a mood

username too much pain girly

username “i loved you so hard for a time” trevor go sit in the corner and think about what you did.

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trevorzegras all summer long

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username in his tim mcgraw era?

username bringing up taylor swift any time he can in his personality

username uhm.. last picture?

colecaufield suspicious

username glad u seem to think so too

username cole spill what you know

username soft launch?

jackhughes winner

username wtf does that even mean

username ellen, get jack back on the leash pls

username pls let that be YN 🙏

username YN out w her new man, Trevor hinting his new girl. Can i please go cry..

username as long as it isn’t some tiktoker you got my approval.

username trevor just wants to be a tiktok star, leave him be

username he’s unemployed, he needs to get money from somewhere

username a lot of questions rn

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username that’s definitely jack

username bro u say that abt an ARM

username she isn’t a homie hopper dude

username could be trevor🤷🏼‍♀️

username why do i feel like her and trevor are back together, like there’s no way it’s a coincidence they both have a new partner at the same time

username how did people ever get to the fact she could be dating jack?! y’all are so weird

username nah after that album i refuse to believe she has already moved on

username she’s probs dating him again

username i mean the album was writing a while back tho-

username i refuse.

username yn probably panicked so hard when she realised she posted that

username she def cried

imessages

taglist - @ihrtdan

[kindestofkings]

dear john

elijah hewson x singer!reader

(ex!charles leclerc cause hes a hot red flag)

plot: its giving friends to strangers to friends again to lovers 🫶🏼

face claim: laufey <3

warning: spelling mistakes

authors note: this is for the lovely anon who requested a speak now inspired smau ! Hope this is okay?!? I was tempted by doing something on the vibe of speak now the song but imma think on it 🫡

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yourusername wow last night on tour was something special 😢 to everyone who sangs my songs back to me and everyone who's supported my little dreams, I LOVE YOU.

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lucydacus killing it !

yourusername luv you <333

phoebebridgers voice of an ANGEL

yourusername ooh stop im blushinggg

charlesleclerc beautiful as always mon ange

ynfan1 post concert blues are toooo real

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wagsandstuff huh that doesn't look like yourusername to us.... did the couple of 3 years break up without telling us??

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ynfan1 nooooooo that girl on twitter was right ah

ynandcharlesshipper charlessss man don't do this

charlesfan she was always feeding off of him

ynfan2 she has her own career you do know that right? she a really popular singer

ynfan2 not charles cheating on our QUEEN

yourusername just unfollowed charlesleclerc

yourusername just added to their story!

lol gonna go heal my heart I guess lol

replies:

yourmum awh my beautiful girl :( glad you're coming home 💘

↳ can't wait to see you mam

yourbestfriend men are literal pigs.

phoebebridgers he's an idiot, here for you if you need anything

elijahhewson hey I know it's been awhile since we last spoke, but the lads and I are always here for you. I should've been better at keeping in touch, but I'm so sorry this happened to you.

↳ hey E, missed you! I'm just as much at fault, guess we all just got so busy with tours (both so successful heheh). where abouts in the world are you? I'm heading home for awhie maybe we could all catch up?

↳ elijahhewson deadly! myself, ryan and josh are home and bobby is back next week, call around whenever

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inhalerfanaccount did you guys know that yourusername is friends with inhaler??? I found all of these oldies while lurking her insta !

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inhalerfan1 bless they're so young, they all must of been friends during school !

inhalerfan2 crazy to think they've all become so successful

ynfan1 wow my two worlds colliding

ynfan2 I've always secretly hoped yn and eli would get together

inhalerfanaccount friends to strangers to friends to lovers hits soooo hard

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yourusername time is a terrifying thing..

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yourmam I could probably find an even earlier pic...

bobbyskeetz I beg please no inhalerfan1 pleaseeeeee

elijahhewson smash x4

joshjenkinson_ the gang getting back together has 2024 winninggg

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ynfan1 yesss bitch remind that silly boy who drives in circles of all the hot friends you have !!!

(liked by elijahhewson and others) ynfan2 hahahah eli woke up and choose chaos

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yourusername turning all this heartbreak into something good ! dear john is the rawest I've ever been in my songwriting, treat her with love x

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ynfan1 so so incredibly beautiful, thank you for sharing

lucydarcus you're a wonder

ryanmcmahon_15 sobbing uncontrollably and ready to fight him

bobbyskeetz you good bro ?

charlesfan1 tough day to be a charles fan

ynfan2 omg those lyrics are HEARTBREAKING

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inhalerfanupdates WHO HAS THIS MAN SO SMILEY???

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inhalerfan1 FOR REAL?? hes usually so moody

elijahhewson posted to their close friends!

replies yourusername pure stalker when did you take this pic??

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vogue with just days before the release of her highly anticipated spohmore album we chatted to yourusername about love, loss and all things in between;

" you dont realise how easy love can be until you're with the right person. its the most annoying thing to hear when you dont have it but some how I was fortunite enough to discover"

find out what else the singer told us at the link in our bio !

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yourusername THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME

ynfan1 shes so happy and in love

ynfan2 how can one person be so talented, smart AND intelligent

charlesfan1 eww cant believe charles used to date her!

ynfan3 love how shes not petty like the leclerc fangirlies clearly still are..

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yourusername a year and a half ago I had my heartbroken, felt completed untethered and so so confused. today I give you my pride and joy!

this album features songs I wrote as a sobbing mess, some I wrote while I was healing and finally some I wrote after I opened my eyes and embraced what I had all along.

I love them all, I love everyone who worked on it with me and I escially love you.

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yourusername one single thread of gold tied me to you <3

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elijahhewson hell was the journey

yourusername but it brought me heaven. bobbyskeetz gross yourusername child

joshjenkinson_ my parents

yourmam my favourite pair !

evehewson sobbing it was always meant to be

phoebebridgers the sweetest love for the sweetest soul

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ynfan1 OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

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authors note: ahh im a broken record with the friends from home trope but its my favourite 🥲 hope you all enjoy, please as always let me know what you think!!

[goodolddumbbanana]

You know that one roadtrip chart meme?

Wait actually Imma find it-

This but your House of Suns AU

All the Suns are in the car. The thing at first is pretty normal, with Sunny being the one who drives, the two biggest mouths Sunshine and SunBOT are also sleeping peacefully with Sundrop in the back seat and Dark Sun is just playing roadtrip games with Goose Sun without touching any of his cryptic plans.

Even Sun, Servant and Cringe Sun join in with their game later too...

But then 4 hours pass....

Sunny's forehead is twitching. The beautiful peaceful environment has long gone, and has been replaced with... chaos

Sunshine and SunBOT *yelling and screaming into a choir* : MCDONALD! MCDONALD!!! WE WANT MCDONALD!!!

(*Cringe Sun to Sun, crying, sobbing ugly with another vodka on his hand. He drunkenly hugged Sun like an octopus captured his prey while Sun just awkwardly tried to sit comfortably and looking around to find his saviour. Which is none. *)

So I like... You need to stop it, it is not you, you know? And that mf didn't listen, he just shook his butt towards me and moon waltzed out of my face... how can I be this beta??? I used to be a Sigma. And now I'm just some common bitch 🤡🤡

(*Sunny wonders if it is what it feels like when a thermometer breaks its boiling point.*)

Sun: Sunny, Goose Sun wants to go pee... We need to stop...

Sunshine and SunBOT *keeps yelling* : MCDONALD! MCDONALD!!!

(*Cringe Sun just shakes violently Sundrop who still sleeps through all the chaos. Sobbing harder*)

Why has he left me!!!! I hate him!!!!

(*rambling*rambling*rambling*)

SNAP!!

(*Sunny screams. He just shouted on top of his lung, the loudest sound he could do.*)

STOP YELLING!! I AM SICK OF YOU PEOPLE KEEP MOANING AND BITCHING ON MY CAR!!!

IF YOU DON'T SHUT UP AND GIVE ME A BREAK, I WILL BREAK YOU INSTEAD!! AND BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAID IT IS GONNA BE LIKE A GLOW STICK!!

IF I HEAR A SINGLE SOUND COME OUT FROM YOU GUYS AGAIN, I WILL KILL YOU, YOU AND YOU, AND THEN MYSELF!!! DON'T DARE ME!! I WILL DO IT!!!

(*The car became silent. No one dares to say. Then Sun raises his hand, talks with the stutter and nervous manners.)

Sunny: OH MY GOD--- WHAT??! I KNOW, WE WILL STOP SOON, OKAY!?? ASK HIM TO WAIT!!!

Sun: Actually... I just want to ask... Haha... Do you see Servant?

Sunny: What are you talking about, he is right here---... in the car.

There must be some realization because then Sunny kept hitting his head on the steering wheel.

Sunny: OH MY GOD... WE FORGOT HIM... OH MY GOD... WHERE IS HE!!!

Sun: hey hey calm down. It will be okay. I don't think Servant will go far... Maybe when you bought gas, we accidentally let him there behind...

Dark Sun looks so fabulous no one sees him about to throw SunBOT out of the car to sit right next to Sun: Accidentally? :))

Sunny: Dark Sun... What did you do?

Dark Sun: :)))

Sunny: WHAT DID YOU DO YOU LITTLE SHIT!!!

Servant about 24 kilometres far behind, just drinking smoothies while sitting on the floor and talking with a rock.

Servant: You don't understands me, Mr rock🪨🪨🪨 You don't understand how assholes all of them is.

[the-s1lly-corner]

HELLO MY FELLOW CAINE SIMP

I'm glad I'm not the only one simping for him.

I have one idea for request. How about the fact that reader has a tail that shows their true feelings and emotions? For example, they don't have a single emotion on their face and they talk in a flat voice. But the tail! The tip of the tail waves in different directions when *cough* Caine is nearby.

Reader is embarassed

Caine x reader w/ a tail!

last request for now then imma go take a break and eat something and maybe work on art! ill get right back to requests sometime this afternoon, most likely!

oh anon you evil thing, youve found one of my favorite tropes; stoic character has a body part that gives off how they're feeling (long ears (ie animal or elf or even fins), wings, and of course, a tail)

no because imagine he starts catching on to you seeking him out more often and he starts lightly teasing you about you 'missing him' or 'having a crush on him'

your lack of emotion facially puts him off, thinking that hes genuinely making a fool of himself, but then he catches a glimpse of your tail; wagging ever so slightly

oh

oh ho ho reader you poor thing, youre never going to hear the end of it

like lets assume caine has a crush on you, hes going to take this as a sign to ramp up the flirting

if you have a long tail, he probably toys with it a bit while pointing out the tail flicking, though i dont think he would do this as soon as he notices the flipping. i think when hes certain that the feelings are mutual, he doesnt want to risk scaring you off or making a wrong assumption

even after you two get together hes going to constantly bring it up

"im mad at you" *tail swishes around*

no because that^ i love stuff like that; even through your own feelings regarding whatever the current situation is, you cant help but feel happy when you find that hes okay and thriving

SOBS

[cressthebest]

Crimson Rivers thoughts pt. 47

chapter 72:

1. “The day of Marlene's memorial is the first time Dorcas decides she's going to kill herself.” oh shit, oh fuck wait

2. bro dorcas is unwell. like holy shit. i forget that the war started because of dorcas’ love for marlene. like. this is just as much of a dorlene fic too

3. dear god i wanna help dorcas so badly

4. call it instinct, but i knew dorcas’ hair would be a crucial part of her healing journey 💃🏼💃🏼

5. i love well rounded female characters but at what cost. dorcas is well rounded but at what cost? she’s suffering and it hurts to read

6. god damn. finding out that dorcas’ mom was in charge of a quarterly quell is fucking insane. considering that dorcas all but ran the resistance

7. “”You said it first, didn't you? There are no good people in war. I lived by those words, did you know that? All that you were wrong about, but that…" She gives a brittle laugh. "You were right about that."”

foaming at the mouth oh my god. i wanna chomp glass

8. DORCAS NO! (she started drinking fyi)

9. dear god dorcas, you aren’t the only one who knew the “real” marlene. people other than you loved her.

10. dorcas finally admitting that if she could choose someone other than dorcas it would be lily hurts. especially since lily has mary.

11. “Marlene was the love of her life, and that's it. Simple as that. She'll never love another.” OWWWWW

12. “She will make sure Lily never knows that Dorcas looks at her now and thinks before this life, it could have been us; maybe in some other life, it is. And that's more than enough.”

DNDNSMMSJSKEJNS AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

13. brb i’m sobbing

okay i’m back. dorcas just found out marlene was gonna propose and now i’m a sniveling mess

14. so much thanks to bizzarestars making the effort to learn about the way war vets healed and dealt with ptsd

chapter 73:

1. sirius having an emotional support dog >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

2. also imma make predictions now: this is the chapter where sirius goes home. it’s time

3. YES YES YES YES THEYRE GOING HOME FUCK YEAH

4. “A homely little home with a porch-swing under the stars. Sirius is homesick for that, too.”

this is my dream too. like it’s been my dream for so long. i can’t even fathom how sirius isn’t bawling like a baby over this. IM bawling like a baby over THEIR porch swing

5. regulus saw sirius and was willing to risk it all just to hug him omg

6. “Barty was the sort of person who needed no outside guidance into being a bit insane.” LMAOOOOOO

7. they’re running a business together and they’re gonna do it forever and now i want to gnaw on wood and glass and plastic and anything i can get my hands on

8. lmao not sirius sitting like a spoiled puppy dog as james and regulus argue over him for the wedding

9. “"Oh, please," James scoffs, rolling his eyes. "One, I'm not stealing your brother away from you, and you know it. Two, who the fuck else would be my best man, hm? Who? Go on."

"Oh, you want to go there?!" Regulus shouts. "What about me? Yeah, didn't think about that, did you? My best friend is dead. Oh, and so is Barty. Who do I have, James? Hm?"”

FUCKING CACKLING

10. awwwww sirius’ compromise is so sweet omg. i’d literally cry if i was james and regulus

11. ugh gay people are so confusing. like you’re allowed to be freinds with the same people and freinds with any gender. so like, it makes wedding planning so hard. who goes on who’s side? what if i said that when i found out about gay people, my biggest hold up wasn’t religion or anything like that, but instead wedding side logistics

12. canonical genderqueer tonks!!!!!!!!!

13. regulus went to aberforth to cause a scene, and damn if he didn’t succeed

14. damn they’re both stubborn. and both got their way jfc

15. full circle. dorcas is designing their wedding clothes. i’m losing my mind, actually

16. the bookshelf. the fucking bookshelf from the first arena. i’m losing my mind oh my god

17. CACKLING OMG. REGULUS WAS WORRIED THAT JAMES WOULD BE SCARED OF THE DAGGERS, BUT INSTEAD HE GOT SO FUCKING TURNED ON OMG

18. STILL FUCKING CACKLING OMG

19. i didn’t know i needed insecure james, but oh i did

20. i get to read the crimson rivers jegulus wedding and oh my fucking god i’m losing it. i am so unbelievably happy

21. “For him, it's easiest to show love when it's a tragedy.”

dksjdjjsjdjsmdjske holy shit

22. “You're hesitating, love."”

AHDHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

23. “You might wish to know a lot of things about their wedding, and their love, but frankly, it's no one's business but theirs.” so feral over this. that’s literally one of the biggest themes of the story omg i love this

24. hi, anyways, i am so unwell

25. the authors notes about the wedding are golden

[truetogaia]

i saw ur post about sub!jake, imma be waiting for that fic ‼️ ur literally writing has me a chokehold bae

I'm just gonna post it answering you bc I can hihihii I LVOE U

Pairing: Sub!Jake Sully x Fem!Reader

Genre: smut, 18+

Warnings: Blowjob, strong language, explicit and mature themes, like use of "Good boy" once, I don't see how thats a warning but YK

Synopsis: Jake is needy thats all

Notes: It's 2:40 am and I JUST finished it, please excuse any bad grammar, i'll edit and fix it tomorrow *SOB* It also lowkey sucks bc IM STILL SUFFERING FROM WRITERS BLOCK IT WONT GO AWAY!!

Word count: around 600!!

Jake’s breathy moans filled your ears as you skillfully planted sloppy kisses along his neck, occasionally letting your sharp fangs drag across his hot, tender skin. His form trembled slightly beneath you, your hand busy tracing gentle shapes up and down his shaft. He mewled when you carefully ran your thumb against his slit, his hips bucking into your hand. 

You cherished these moments, adored how obedient and submissive he was, how his ears flicked around intently, listening to every word that seeped from your mouth. But the one thing that made it so satisfactory for you, was that you were able to give him pleasure. The look on his face when he finally reached his climax was etched into the walls of your memories, and you were obsessed with it. 

“Please,” his voice was croaky from the hours you had spent teasing his poor, neglected cock, “stop teasn’.. can’t take it anymore y/n- hmnn” You smiled up at him, finally wrapping your warm hands around the base of his needy length. His mouth fell ajar as your smaller hands worked his precum along his shaft, choked moans escaping his throat with each stroke. 

You placed a light peck on his angry tip, increasing the speed of your hands, before finally taking it into your wet mouth. The sounds of you gagging on his big cock made Jake’s moans increase in volume, his hands finding a place to sit on top of your braids. You swirled your tongue around his bulbous tip, which earned a loud groan from your mate. You looked up at him through your heavy eyelashes, doe eyes sparkling with stinging tears from taking so much of him, and he swore he could cum right there.

“You’re s’good to me baby, mmm, so so good..” His hips lifted from the ground subconsciously, jerking his cock further into the warmth of your hot mouth. You felt his hands grip your hair tightly, and you braced yourself. Jake was so needy, so desperate for release that you finally decided to let him take control. He began pounding his thick length into your mouth, forcing you to deepthroat him. 

His tip abused the same spot in the back of your throat with each lustful thrust of his snapping hips, and you were sure it was going to leave a bruise. “Oh baby, yes, fuck- hnghhh.. your mouth is so good-” His heavy balls slapped against your chin with each buck, thrusts turning erratic as he fucked himself deeper down your sore throat. His orgasm was approaching rapidly and he could no longer control the noises and moans leaving his mouth. 

You held out for as long as you could, but considering you couldn’t get any air with the way your nose was basically buried in Jake’s abdomen, your vision was fading bit by bit. The feeling of Jake’s hot seed finally releasing itself into your welcoming mouth made you jump. When he was finished, he slowly pulled out of your mouth.

“Sorry, baby.. I got a bit carried away. I didn't hurt you, did I?.” His eyes carried a genuine, apologetic look, and a warm smile settled on your features. You placed a hand on his thigh, lifting yourself up to stand above him. 

“No, It’s okay, love. You were a good boy anyway.” He looked up at your figure with an admiring gaze, taking in all of your ethereal curves and shapes. And just like that, his cock was rock hard again.

RAHH ITS SO BAD ONCE AGAIN IM SORRY IDK WHATS GOING ON WITH MY WRITING MMMMM IM GONNA CRY and now im going to bed goodnight ♡

[hwashotcheeto]

I've sent this to another account but I have to say it here. Black Cat hybrid Wooyo x Witch/Wizard Reader

👀 Anon, you get a gold star for this.

⭐️

I'll make an exception for lil ramble thoughts because I love this.

Fluff first, smut below, no warnings, have fun. 💜

Black Cat!Wooyoung would be so cute. 😭 With his fluffy cute ears, his little tail, aughhh I love kitty hybrids.

You're doing your little witchy things in your cottage, looking over your spell books or sorting through your herbs when he comes along and nudges you for attention.

"What you doin?" He asks you as he nuzzles his head into yours, hugging you from behind.

"Working," you say, continuing your task.

But Wooyoung wanted your attention. He didn't want you to bother with the herbs, or the books, he just wanted you.

When you brought him in on that dark night he pawed at your door, he knew you were a witch, and he didn't care, he was just happy to have a home.

And slowly, a love grew between you two. He loved you, he adored you, and everything you did. You loved your sweet, chaotic kitty.

Except now, when he was deliberately trying to pull you away from your current task.

"But love, I need your help," he whines, hugging you tighter, trying to pull you away from the counter.

"Wooyoung-"

"Pleaseeee, you've been working all day, I want attention."

You turned around to tell him off, but when you saw the big eyes he was giving you, the pout, the way his ears were down, your frustration and resistance melted away.

"Okay, fine, we can cuddle, kitty," you sighed. Wooyoung happily mewed as he hugged you tight again, and you smiled as you hugged him back.

Smut under here 👀

But could you IMAGINE how Wooyoung would squeak and mew when you fuck him?? SO SUBBYYY!

Riding him or fucking him bent over, making him scream and squeal, mewing out desperately, crying out your name for more.

"Mistress/Master, please don't stop! I can take it, please, give me more! Don't stop!"

And so you do, and you watch him melt and cry and squirm, screaming your name, so blissed out and overwhelmed, just how he wants.

Because he's so obsessed with you, your touches, the love you give him.

And if he eats you out/sucks you off?? LORD I love the idea of Wooyoung going down on you-

Looking up at you with his pretty eyes, hoping you'll pull his hair and smack his face. Calling him a little desperate slut, a dirty whore.

He LIVES for it, he LOVES it.

His little black tail swishing behind him, curling up when you pull on his hair, oh my God-

He'd let out the prettiest cries when he's overestimated. His ears folded down, tears streaming down his cheeks, his tail curled up tight as he's mewing and sobbing your name.

"Mistress/Master, please, enough! I was good, please, no more!"

But we all know he loves it.

Such a pretty boy, screaming when he cums, arching his back, oh, so beautiful.

And of course, you'd cuddle him and pet him, clean him up, tell him how good of a kitty he was afterwards.

Because he's a good kitty. He deserves it. 💜

Imma go lay down now 😵‍💫 Kitty Wooyoung, fuuuuck yes 🤤

[marvelfanfics1]

Pairing: daddy!john b x little!reader x papa!jj

Warnings: age regression, some cursing

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ ♡ ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

You were standing before the entrance of the country club, hands shaking and tears forming in your eyes while you call John B, anxiously waiting for him to pick up.

Just seconds later you hear him on the other line. "Hey baby..." He trails off, waving JJ over to him as he hears you starting to sob instantly. He puts you on speaker, trying to calm you down. "Baby, breathe. Are you hurt?"

"N-No..." You sniffle and both boys sigh in relief.

"Okay, can you tell me what's going on?" He asks, JJ pulling his hat off while pacing back and forth, desperate to know what or who made his girl upset.

"I-I was servin' one of the guests and-and he was bein' weird and tw- tried to touch me! I was bein' nice and told him not to...b-but later my boss came to me and fired me bee! Didn't do anythin' wrong-" You sob, hoping nobody hears you right now and he could hear your speech slurring a little and knows you're fighting to not slip in public.

"Mother-" JJ starts and John B gives him a warning glare, sending him off to get the keys for the Twinkie.

"It's okay, bun. Where are you right now?" He sounds calm but also he was boiling with anger, knowing that creep probably told your boss some shit, threatened or bribed him to fire you just because you told him no.

"M'outside before the entrance..."

"Alright, stay there. Me and papa are on our way, 'kay?" You didn't answer but John B knows you were nodding your head.

As soon as JJ was sure you weren't on the phone he started cursing and ranting while getting in the drivers side of the van. "I swear- imma beat the shit outta that asshole. How dare he? Fucking kooks-"

John B tunes him out, more focused on texting you to make sure you're alright and keeps you updated on how far away they are.

Soon enough they spot you standing before the country club, hugging yourself sadly. John B quickly goes to the back and slides the door open, jumping out to embrace you.

He scoops you up, getting back in the Twinkie he slides the door close before sitting down and cradles you in his arms. He brushes the strains of hair that stuck to your wet cheeks to the side, looking down at you with a comforting smile.

"M'sorry-" your bottom lip quivers and you went to hide your face in his chest.

"Hey, you don't have to be sorry at all. It's not your fault, okay? Neither of us are mad at you." He assures you, wiping the one tear from your cheek that slipped. "Right, JJ?"

"Huh- oh hell yea! We're proud of you for standin' up for yourself, cupcake. If something like that ever happens again you have my full permission to slap that person." JJ says catching you smiling a little through the rearview mirror, giving you a wink.

John B just rolls his eyes but doesn't say anything as your giggling at JJ's antics was better than seeing you cry. As much as he's the more responsible one he can't deny that he wishes you spat in that creeps face. Anyway, it was a shit job either way.

Maybe he can talk to Mr. Heyward about giving you a mini job.

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[dearest-painter]

No she’s MY daughter PT.3

Summary: Y/N Drew is the adopted daughter of Jessica drew as a 6 soccer year old girl. What she doesn’t know is that she looks a bit to familiar to her mom’s boss, in his eyes she’s the reincarnation of his dead daughter. When Y/N and her friends have to help an anomaly stay alive it reveals that more people want her as family.

TW/CW:Yandere behavior, unhealthy behavior, unhealthy relationship,abusive behavior,abusive relationship,Reader is basically Gabriella O’Hara aka Miguel’s dead daughter but you can change your looks just some things will look like Gabriella,Reader is a soccer player which is based off of my experience,Reader is 6 years old so no romance bc duh,very out of character characters,this is a series,Her mama brought her to a chase,Reader is BFFS with Pavitr,people might be out of character,tell me if I need to add more

PT.1 PT.2

What happened? You don’t remember but your bleeding across your nose and under your right eye while being held by Miles. “You okay!?” “It…it hurts Mi” “I know! Don’t worry! I’ll get it to stop!” You nodded as your eyes filled with water out of the pain and feeling the blood on you. You clung to Miles as he keep running away from..someone but you can’t tell, everything is blurry.

“GET BACK HERE!” The roaring voice made you scream in fear and making you super scared. You want your mom! Your dad! You want Pavitr! You just want this all to end but no it won’t! Your cries were now sobs out of pain and fear, why did this happen today? Why couldn’t it happen when you were at home with your dad. “H-hey it’s okay! I’m going to protect you okay! I’m going to make sure your safe, fixed up your scar, and make sure you aren’t scared anymore Okay?” Miles stated as he looked down at you.

You just nodded at him. He hated seeing your teary eyes as the water mixed with the blood making it go down your face quicker, you didn’t deserve this one bit..no you deserve happiness and safety. He’ll make sure to give you that once you two go home. He holds you tight to him but not enough to harm you so that you won’t fall from his grip. You hid your head in his neck so you won’t see what’s happening.

“MIGUEL! ONCE THIS IS DONE IMMA TALK TO YOU! YOU HURT Y/N!” “IT WAS AN ACCIDENT I SWEAR!” “WHEN SHE WAS SUDDENLY USED AS A SHIELD!?” “MILES DIDNT USE HER AS A SHIELD!” “SHUT UP GWEN!” Miguel was chasing Miles, he saw you hiding your face in his neck but before you did that he saw your tears and scar. It was bleeding fast and your tears only made it faster which worried him, he’s not about to lose his daughter again! Not when he finally has her after so long! He’s so sorry and he’ll make it up to you! Dad didn’t mean to hurt you at all! He was just trying to get the anomaly! Don’t worry you’ll be back home soon sweetheart!

[judes-hoe]

hey can you make a fluff fic about trent where y/n has irregular periods and accidentally gets blood on trent’s sheets when she wakes up one morning because she didn’t know it was coming, she tries to hide it because she thinks he will get mad but he’s super sweet about it and helps her clean up? 🥺

I sure can but imma put a little twist on it

Cant help it ~ TAA66

Warnings ~ none really just talks about periods and bloods

A/N ~ I’m super happy people are starting to request stuff for me to write, please keep requesting it give me courage to keep writing.

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You and Trent had been living together for a couple months now. It been great, Trent love how he can come back from training and your already there and he doesn’t have to text you to come over anymore.

One topic you had to bring up that you dread talking about was your period. You had irregular periods, so when you had finally moved in with Trent you had to warn him.

You still remember the first time it happened, you were super embarrassed. You had just woken up to the most extraordinary pains known to a women. That’s when you quickly turned to your side and saw the blood on the sheets.

You had tears in your eyes from embarrassment. You softly tap Trent, hating to wake him up an hour before he has to go to training. “What’s wrong baby” he asked groggily. “I’m sorry, I-i can’t help it” you spoke as you started to cry, your hormones already kicking in. “My love what happened” he asked fully awake now that your crying. “I started m-my period and it’s o-on your sheets” you spoke through sobs. “Awww baby it’s okay, you told me they come randomly, it’s not your fault” he spoke gently, wiping your tears. “Go get changed, and I’ll go get new sheets, okay baby” he said. All you did was nod your head, before getting up to get new clothes(Trent’s clothes).

After you had changed and put a pad on, you walk out to see Trent laid in bed with new sheets. “M’sorry again” you spoke cuddling into his side. “Don’t be sorry, you can’t help when they come” he said kissing your head. “When I get back from training we’ll cuddle and watch movies for the rest of the day, how does that sound” he said softly. “Sounds great” you spoke kissing the side of his cheek.

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[dudadragneel]

Hello, guys! It's me again!

How are you?

So as I said earlier, I'll post two sickfics back-to-back.

The first one is a request from 🧚🏽‍♀️! My dear, I hope you'll enjoy!

🧚🏽‍♀️Can I request Felix X gf reader where he’s had a really bad day and he’s just really emotional and doesn’t understand why he keeps getting upset at every little thing and then he starts throwing up in the middle of the night but it’s mostly just the soup he’d been drinking because he didn’t eat much and I’ll let you carry on from there….id love a Chan cameo tho😁

Honey, imma add some details from a similar dream I had (the same one my cellphone decided to just vanish with it) and I hope it will work well!

STRESSFUL DAY

You had agreed to meet with Felix at a new cozy nice date spot that had opened a few weeks ago.

It was a café that had an open area that was just breathtaking, it had this big tree which the owners orned with lights inside bottles. Around the tree, there was a big area of wooden bleachers where the guests could just sit around and relax.

It might just be the most beautiful place you'd seen in your life so far.

Felix's last few weeks were packed with group schedules and solo schedules and you decided to take him there so he could enjoy the place and maybe take his mind away from the problems.

You went first and sat on the bleachers waiting for the poor boy who'd get there after a schedule so you knew he'd be a little tired and stressed and could only hope he'd enjoy the place as much as you were.

After a few minutes, this beautiful-looking boy with long dark chocolate brown hair, a big dark green jacket, baggy stylish black pants with silver zippers standing out and black military boots appeared in front of you. To say you were starstruck was an understatement, you could swear you had never seen him this dressed up and beautiful.

He came up to you, hugged you, and kissed you.

- Hello, honey!

- Hi sweetie.

- You're looking so handsome!

- Thanks.

After you hugged him, you noticed he looked a little sad, not only sad, you could see his eyes were teary. You cupped his face on your hands, thumbs rubbing his cheeks.

- What's wrong?

You asked with the softest tone of voice he'd ever heard and at that right moment, with your touch and your presence, he broke down and what was once teary eyes now became almost uncontrollable sobs.

Thank God you had picked a spot far from the little crowd. You pulled him into an embrace and he hugged you so tightly it almost hurt, burying his face on your shoulder crying.

- Lix, tell me... what's going on?

You asked again, getting worried about the weird behavior.

- It's just...the day's been awful...I barely had time to eat- and everything was just unorganized. It felt like I had to be at 4 places at the same time...and even the tinniest of the inconveniences was setting me off...I don't like being like that...

- Oh honey...I know you don't...I'm so sorry this happened...

- It's just too much...it's too much...

He said breaking down in uncontrollable sobs, his back heaving with each sob.

- It's okay, baby, it's okay. I'm right here with you. You're okay.

You reassured, embracing him even tighter, providing him with the comfort he needed so much.

- Breathe baby, breathe. Here, feel my breathing.

You said as you guided his hand to your chest so he could feel your breathing pattern.

He squeezed his eyes and tried to focus on matching your breathing. It took some time but he managed to do it and calm down.

- There we go. Are you calmer now?

- Y-yes...

He said weakly not breaking the hug, feeling like you were the only one that could keep him from crumbling again.

- Do you wanna go home?

- Yes.

- Come on, let's go.

You said, getting up and extending your hand but something was wrong, Felix didn't even budge.

- Felix? Babe? What is it?

- My legs feel weak...

- Do you want me to carry you?

He lowered his head and nodded feeling a little embarrassed to say that, especially since people were watching.

You lowered yourself in front of him and he climbed on your back, burying his face on your shoulder.

You took him to the car, settled him, and left. The poor boy cried so much, he ended up sleeping the entire ride home.

When you got there, Felix went straight to the shower wanting to wash away the exhaustion and stress of the day.

At the same time, you decided to cook him some light soup, to warm him up and relax him a little. But when you opened the fridge, half of the ingredients you needed, were gone.

You thought about going to the store but with Felix in that state, you didn't want to leave him alone. So you decided to call for help.

- Hey! Chan?

- Oh! Hello, y/n! Is everything good?

- Yeah...sort of.

- What happened?

- Felix and I were supposed to be on a date but he arrived really stressed and broke down completely, so I brought him home. he said he had a really bad day.

- Is he okay?

- He's showering right now. And I need your help.

- What can I do?

- I thought about making him some soup, but half the ingredients are gone and I don't really wanna leave him alone. Can you buy them for me?

- Of course! Just send the list!

- Thanks a lot, Chan!

You wrote down everything you needed and sent him a text.

After a few minutes, Felix came out of the shower looking exhausted, with a towel on his head. He slowly walked towards you.

- Oh, come here baby.

You said softly opening your arms. He hugged you and placed his head on your shoulder, arms around your waist.

- I'm so tired...

- I know baby. Let's go lie down. Couch or bed?

- couch. The living room seems cozier today.

- Okay, come on.

You grabbed his hand and took him to the couch where he immediately lay down, eyes droopy.

- Wanna watch a movie?

- Maybe...I don't know...Okay...

- You don't have to watch it, babe. Just try to distract yourself.

Then the doorbell rang, and Chan appeared with the groceries you asked for.

- Who is it?

- It's Chan. I asked him to buy some things so I can make something for you to eat.

You opened the door and he helped you put everything on the counter and then went to see Felix.

- Hey, mate, how are you doing?

- Hyung...I'm fine...just a bad day.

- Y/n told me about it. But it's over now, okay? Try to relax a little and get a good night's sleep.

- I will. Thanks, hyung.

- No problem. See you later. Bye, y/n! Call me if you need anything again, okay?

- Alright Chan. Thanks a lot!

Chan left and you put on your apron and started preparing a soup for Felix, who was dozing off on the couch.

After a few minutes, the soup was ready.

- Honey...the soup is ready. Do you wanna eat it here or on the couch?

- Can I eat it here? Please?

- Sure.

You put the bowl on the tray and took it to him. While you were cooking, Felix had somehow turned into a cocoon, all wrapped up in the blanket. You couldn't help but find it cute.

- Oh baby.

You said with a smile and leaning in for a kiss.

- Here. Let's just eat and then sleep.

- Thank you, sweetie.

Both of you ate your meals as the movie went on, none of you really paying attention to it. You would glance at Felix from time to time and could see that he was incredibly sleepy, he was almost sleeping while eating. But thankfully he managed to eat everything. You took the tray to the kitchen to wash the dishes and Felix just sunk into the couch, wrapping himself up again. For a moment you were worried he'd gotten a fever but you didn't notice anything off when you hugged him or kissed him.

Finishing the dishes you went to the couch again and sat at the edge, hands on his thigh to get his attention.

- Honey, do you wanna go to the bedroom?

- No...can we sleep here?

- Of course, honey. Let me get a pillow.

Thankfully the couch was really comfortable, sometimes you'd argue it was more comfy than your bed. And Felix not wanting to go to the bedroom was the biggest telltale that he was exhausted.

You opened your arms so he could cuddle and snuggle with you, and he looked like a baby koala. To say he fell asleep fast was an understatement, the moment he embraced you, he was out cold.

- Oh baby, you were really stressed.

You stroked his hair while you finished watching the movie, and then you turned most of the lights off, letting only the dim ones on to make the room cozier.

Felix slept with budging for about two hours, but the stress he was feeling from the hectic day started to show off even more.

He kind of woke up but didn't open his eyes, hoping he would fall asleep again to sleep off the stress and exhaustion from the day, but his body had other plans.

Once he was up, he kept remembering how the day went, how a lot of things went wrong, how the staff from the events were really disorganized, and how he was getting frustrated at the situation. He was stressing himself to a really bad stomachache, the more nervous he got, the more his stomach got angry along with him.

Everything inside his mind and stomach was in absolute turmoil. He couldn't turn off his thoughts and his stomach was sending him warnings he very much wanted to ignore but couldn't.

His mouth started watering, he felt his stomach gurgle and his mouth was starting to taste foul as well. A cramp warned him he needed to get to the bathroom, but he was really tired. He needed your help, he needed you.

- Babe.

He said tugging on your shirt.

- Hm? Honey? What is it?

- I want to throw up.

- Oh god. Bathroom or bucket?

- Bathroom.

He wanted to say bucket, but he knew you would have to clean it later and he didn't want to give more trouble.

- Come on.

You helped him up and wrapped your arms around him guiding him to the bathroom. His stomach was rather quiet until he moved and stood up, the moment he did that it jumped making him lurch forward, hands covering his mouth to suppress a gag.

- Oh god. Hold on, baby.

You put your hand close to his mouth just in case he ended up throwing up before getting to the bathroom, but thankfully that didn't happen.

He bent over the toilet as watery pale brown vomit escaped his mouth.

You quickly held his hair before any vomit could get on it and used your free hand to rub his back as another wave ripped through him.

You felt pity for him because you knew since his day was so hectic, that most certainly that soup was the only thing he'd eaten all day.

He stopped for a moment just spitting out saliva, blankly staring at the water.

- Babe? You good?

You said, lowering your head to see his face and noticed he looked sleepy, and like he could fall asleep standing at any minute.

- Honey?

- sorry...

- It's okay. Do you wanna kneel down? You look like you're almost sleeping.

- Uhm.

You gently guided him to kneel and put the rug under his knees so he wouldn't hurt them.

- Do you still feel like throwing up?

He rested his head on his hand and nodded a yes, gulping down some saliva.

You just looked at him, putting his hair behind his ear and now rubbing his hand while he recollected himself.

He spat out thick saliva a few times then rested his head on his hand again and looked at you with tired, teary eyes.

- Why is this happening?

- Honey... It's because you're stressed. You stressed yourself to a stomachache. I know it's awful to be sick, especially when it's not related to food but anxiety and stress. But it'll be better once you're done, trust me.

You reassured him, giving his hand a soft kiss before rubbing patterns on it again.

After a few minutes of this horrible anticipation of the next wave, his stomach started acting up again.

But it made him suffer a little, first sending up queasy wet burps, then making his mouth fill with thick saliva that he kept spitting out. Finally, his stomach contracted, sending hot liquid up his throat making Felix duck his head as a wave of watery vomit mixed with bile came out, followed by another one that made his back arch harshly.

- That's it, baby. Get everything out, you'll feel better after.

You said, holding his hair and now rubbing his back up and down.

He coughed up another thinner wave and then was left dry heaving, with strings of saliva hanging from his mouth.

- Do you think you're done now?

- Yes...

He said a little hesitantly with an unproductive gag but he had nothing else but stomach juice left.

- Take deep breaths while I get you some water.

- Ok...

You came back with a glass of water so he could rinse his mouth and relax his throat. The feeling of the cold water going down his throat felt heavenly, calming him down a bit.

- Better now?

- Yes...

- Let's go back to the couch then, or bed?

- Couch...

- Okay, come on.

You gave him a piggyback ride to the couch and settled him there, covering him with the blanket and then embracing him. And just like before, he was fast asleep in seconds.

Felix was grateful for having you in his life, keeping him sane, safe, and calm. And you were grateful for being able to help him whenever he needed.

[gamerbearmira]

Can we have more Cutthroat au content? Can you do one where it actually happens? You know like we read about what exactly happened if that makes sense

OF COURSE!!! I WANNA DO MORE CONTENT!! YES!!! GICE ME IDEAS AND MOTIVATION RAHGGGGG

I've been holding off on actually writing the event but uh. You know Imma finally do it. Hopefully I understood what you meant 😭😭

Disclaimer for attempted murder, blood and near death experience. And blood in the drawing. Be careful out there folks <\3

Eskitit

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She had only went to pick some flowers. That was all. Her abuela said she could, and she wasn't going to be long. Maybe she had wandered a little deep, but she knew the way back. She knew the woods, at least this part of it like the back of her hands.

Mirabel was squatting down, picking some marmalades; Isabela had taught her what they looked like. And she was so excited to show her that she had finally found some. Her wide eyes gleamed with joy as she placed them in the small basket she had brung with her. But before she could reach for more, she heard a distinctive snapping behind her. A twig or branch that had been stepped on. Then the crunching of grass and leaves.

She turned, half expecting to see a wild animal. But no. It was one of the villagers. A man she didn't quite recognize, though she had seen him in the square, at one of the stalls, and at her mamá's table. She breathed a sigh of relief, smiling. "¡Hola Señor!"

The man stumbled forward, and she finally got a good look at him. He looked angry. Like, really angry. More angry than when Abuela saw her door disappear. "¿Señor? Are you okay? What's-"

Mirabel then felt a tug on her arm. Someone had grabbed her arm, causing her to drop her basket. "H-Hey!" She turned, seeing another woman, maybe a bit older than her Tío Félix. She winced as the woman squeezed her wrist with a force that made her wince. Tears welled in her eyes, and she swore she could feel her small, fragile bones cracking under the force. "Y-Your hurting me! Please, let me go!" She pleaded.

"You...you're a curse on this village," the woman sneered. "A curse on your family."

Mirabel was crying now, and the woman dragged her closer to the man. "What are you saying! Let me go! Leave me alone!"

"The moment you didn't get a gift, you should've been thrown to the jaguars," the woman continued. The man had stayed silent the whole time. Mirabel fought with all her strength, mustering as much as she could for a smaller thsn average 5, almost 6 year ols.

"Please!" Mirabel sobbed, hiccuping. Her nose burned as her hand felt numb. Her adrenaline rushed and she turned to look at the man, who had gotten closer. She hadn't noticed it yet, but he pulled something out of his pocket. It was a small, wodden thing. She didn't really know what it was until the man flicked it open, a sharp noise that was all too familiar ringing in the air.

Her eyes widened, and she struggled more. Her glasses flew off of her face, and the man stepped on them, not even acknowledging them. "Mamá! P-Papá!" She screamed, thrashing, but the woman held her down. Her face was twisted into one of such rage, Mirabel almost thought she was a devil of some sort. "Lola! ¡Ayúdame!"

"You can't escape this," the man said, using his free hand to cover Mirabel's mouth. The girl was running on terror and adrenaline. The man held the knife closer, trying to do something, something Mirabel knew and she knew it was bad.

An idea flashed in her mind, and she wasn't even sure if it woukd work. But she had to try.

Managed to shift her head, she bit down in the man's hand, with all the bite force she had, using all the fight she had in her. The man cried out, wincing before taking his hand away.

"You little brat!" He snapped and the woman turned her head, looking around frantically.

"Just do it already!" She yelled and Mirabel screamed again.

"¡Ayúdamé! ¡Ayúda-" Mirabel voice was cut off instantly.

She didn't actually know what happened first. Her vision went white and her hearing blank. Everything just stopped. She stopped. She could vaguely see the man and the woman looking somewhere she dropping everything and sprinting into another direction.

The adrenaline from trying to fight them off was wearing off. Her body convulsed as she felt a searinh, white hot pain, near her throat. She tried to screamed, but all that came out was strangled, gurgling sounds. She couldn't breath, not very well. She obviously couldn't really tell, but her lipps were losing color. She was losing color.

She turned to her side, her whole body aching all of the suddenly. Her body was screaming at her to move, she she couldn't. One hand was stuck beneath her, and the other was the one that had gone limp; she couldn't move it. She felt her eyes rolling back slightly, and she tried to keep them open but it was so hard.

When her vision somehwat refocused, as much as they could without her glasses, she saw her. Lulu. Luisa. Her hermana mayor. She stood there, her eyes wide. She held a hand out, amd Mirabel could sort of hear her own name coming from her mouth. Luisa rushed forward, collapsing in the grass.

Mirabel felt bad. She didn't want her older sister to cry. She hated it when she made them worry like that. She wanted to apologize, but once again, it was strangled, wet noises. She felt Luisa's strong hands hold her. Her sister was saying, yelling something, but Mirabel couldn't hear.

Mariano came into view. He looked just as horrified and scared as Luisa. He was only a few years older, so it made sense. Mirabel watched him tear his shirt, one she knew to be his favorite. He tore it like it was nothing, not even hesitating. He didn't wipe the tears from his eyes, instead holding something down to her neck. The pain grew and she felt her body flinch.

Then Dolores came into view, but only in the corner of her eye. She was gesturing for Luisa and Mariano to follow.

After that, darkness. Mirabel's vision blacked out before she opened thrm again. The blurry forma of them, they were moving, fast. Darkness. Then she opened them. Her head loled againat Luisa's arms and she saw Casita. Her hearing, clogged by something, something wet, was broken though. Thunder. Loud, earth shaking thunder. Then rain. Heavy rain. It was like a hurricane. Not like the small ones her tia made when she was upset, but one that seemed to be of a greater magnitude.

Then darkness again. Mirabel didn't open her eyes, but she held on. She was trying to, anyway. There was so many voices, so muvh noise, so much of everything. But she didn't move, she didn't do anything.

She saw a soft golden glow in the darkness. A figure emerged, looking worried. She recognized him from the painting in the hallway. Abuelo Pedro. He seemed to hover over her.

"It's not your time yet, nieta," he said, his voice a soothing, soft echo. "Your family needs you. Go back."

The last thing Mirabel saw was his hand covering her face, and the light began to fade as her family came into view.

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I gotta do more content mayne 😞 I do like this au, I just…don’t even know why I stopped. Not even because I got bored of it or lacked motivation. Just lack of ideas 💀💀

If you have more lemme know it’s spooky month so, why not make angst 💪💪

[forever-rogue]

ok ok ok, you wanted angst ideas for Joel so imma throw an idea around. so Joel has something of readers, and Ellie asks him about it, Joel refuses to tell her and they argue, time passes and later that night Joel tell Ellie about reader and how they are no longer alive and the flash back happens and what not and reader knows they’re not gonna live and tells Joel over and over again “ I don’t wanna die. “ and “ don’t let me die. “ and it’s just a sob fest in my mind.

AN | You want pain, I want pain, so we have some pain. It’s going to hurt, so be prepared 🥰

Pairing | Joel Miller x Fem!Reader

Warnings | Language, TLOU canon typical violence (mentions of bites and blood, but nothing descriptive)

Word Count | 2.5k

Masterlist | Joel, Main

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Ellie had always been a curious kid, from the time she was very young.

Her knowledge of the world was limited, and now that she had Joel she liked to learn as much as she could. She was like an information sponge. Her curiosity also pushed her into exploring all sorts of places where she wasn't explicitly allowed. But - to her defense - she was never explicitly told not to explore these places.

She was waiting around for Joel, not wanting to go out and befriend everyone in Jackson just yet. She explored around the house and familiarized herself with what a normal home might look like. This could have been her life if she hadn't been born into this world. 

This could be her life now. With Joel. She liked the thought of that.

"Wow," she was looking through one of the nightstand's drawers when she came across a piece of jewelry. She made a small sound of awe as she pulled out the gold chain, a delicate, yet sturdy thing with a locket hanging off of it. She’d already gotten this far, so she decided that opening it and looking inside wasn’t much of a step further.

It took Ellie a moment to pry it open; the locking mechanism stuck stuff over time. It hadn’t been opened in a number of years. 

“There we are,” she whispered to herself in triumph as she looked inside. She wasn’t sure what she was expecting, but there was no photo inside like she’s heard there often were. Two sets of crudely carved initials were on the back of the cool metal, no longer clearly discernible due to the passage of time. But inside, there was a small, expertly folded piece of paper - a note - yellowed and faded. Ellie was about to unfold the note, oscillating between putting it all back and pretending she never found it and just reading the note. Unfortunately, or perhaps fortunately, her decision was made for her.

“What the hell are you doing?” The coldness of his voice caused the young girl to jump and drop the necklace to the floor. She turned around to find Joel in the doorway, a furious expression on his face. Ellie couldn’t remember the last time she’d seen him this mad; maybe never.

“I-I’m sorry,” she scrambled to her feet, shaking her head as if to show him that she really didn’t know anything, “I was just looking around-”

“You were snooping,” he took a few steps over to her and snatched the locket off the floor and closed it back up before shoving it into his pocket, “tell me why you thought it was okay to just look around in things that aren’t yours.”

“I’m sorry,” she felt like crying; the last thing she ever wanted to do was to hurt Joel or upset him, “I was bored and j-just looking around! I shouldn’t have looked at your stuff.”

“No,” he agreed, closing his eyes and letting out an angry breath through his nose, “get out and go to your room.”

“Joel-”

“Now.”

He left no room for discussion and the young girl nodded, feeling her eyes burn with tears. But she was determined not to let him see her cry as she ran down the hall to her room, slamming the door shut. 

Joel sat at the edge of the bed and sighed heavily, scrubbing a hand over his tired face. The necklace felt like it weighed a million pounds in his pocket, practically burning into his skin. In haste, he pulled it out and threw it into the drawer, slamming it shut. 

He felt like crying too; at all the memories the locket brought back, and how he’d talked to Ellie. He wasn’t angry at her, not really, he was just angry at the situation. Not even angry so much as upset. 

A few tears rolled down his cheek and he hastily brushed them away. He hadn’t even realized he was crying. 

He didn’t know if he was ready to face his demons just yet.

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Ellie remained silently in her room for the rest of the afternoon. Joel had walked by her room about a dozen times, thinking about knocking and apolgozing, but couldn’t bring himself to do it. She could hear him pacing around; the gesture made her feel a little better.

Around dinner time, Joel was in the kitchen and cooking, causing the girl’s belly to rumble with hunger. She didn’t want to go out just yet and get yelled at, so she was content to stay inside until he went to bed. 

Just when she couldn’t stand the delicious smells anymore, she opened the door, ready to go downstairs and apologize until he forgave her. 

He was standing outside the door, hand raised to knock. The two of them looked at each other in surprise for a moment before he cleared his throat awkwardly, “I made dinner - I’m sure you’re hungry by now.”

She nodded and before he could say anything else, she wrapped her arms around him and held onto him in a tight hug. He let out an almost silent sigh of relief as he held her back, some of worry and anxiety ebbing away. 

“I’m sorry,” she whispered against his chest, “I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay,” he stroked her back gently, “let’s not worry about it and put it behind us. Yes?”

“Yes,” she agreed, giving him a small smile that he mirrored in return. He wrapped his arm around his shoulders and led her downstairs. His heart already felt lighter.

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Dinner was mostly a silent affair, neither of them wanting to push any boundaries, instead exchanging words only over the food. 

But Ellie, wonderful, bright-eyed and curious Ellie, wanted to know the whole story. She wanted to make it better if possible, or at the very least wanted him to know that she was there for him. 

“Will you tell me about it?” she asked, pushing around some of the pasta on her plate, keeping her gaze specifically trained on the plate and not his face.

“About what?” he asked, but he already knew the answer. 

“The locket,” she swallowed thickly, “i-if you want to. I don’t know if you want to talk about it, but I’m here. For you. Here for you.”

“I know you are,” he promised quietly. And he did. He knew the girl was so much more than the cargo he had once considered her. Although truthfully, that hadn’t lasted long. Maybe a few days. 

The two of them fell back into silence before he eventually set his fork down and leaned back in his chair, “before I met you, I, uh, I had a partner.”

Ellie swallowed her bite before leaning, making it a point to show him that he had her full attention, “a partner?”

“A life partner,” he explained and she understood, her eyes widening. Her heart ached at the realization that hit her. Not only had he lost his daughter, lost his business partner in Tess, he’d the person he intended on spending the rest of his days with. She couldn’t even imagine that much pain and grief all at once - or ever, “the locket, it belonged to them.”

“Oh,” she swallowed down the sob she felt welling up, “Joel…I’m sorry.”

“I know,” he promised, his teary eyed gaze meeting hers, “I know, Ellie.”

“The note…”

“It was from me,” he drummed his fingers along the wooden top of the table, “I gave them the locket, with the note.”

“Joel…” Ellie pushed her chair back and padded over to him, wrapping him into a huge the best she could, “I’m sorry.”

“Me too,” he agreed, closing his eyes, feeling a wave of emotion wash over him. He hadn’t said this out loud to anyone before, and it felt like a million pounds had lifted off his shoulders. Letting it out wasn’t going to bring anyone back from the dead, but it did let him get rid of some of his demons, “I’ll take care of you, okay?”

“I’ll take care of you too,” she told him softly. His heart felt quiet and content, “I promise.”

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Joel’s heart felt simultaneously like it was about to stop and burst out of his chest from how hard it was beating. He held you, trying to shield you from everything else but him. He took your face in his hands and kept your attention on him. As though there wasn’t a giant bite in your side that was bleeding profusely and coloring your clothes a horrible shade of crimson. He knew you could more than likely feel it. He knew that you were more than aware of what was happening. 

He blamed himself. This was his fault, solely his entire fault all because he turned his attention away from you for a few moments. But no - you had to be brave and have his back instead of the opposite. He was supposed to protect you, to take care of you. But he had failed - he had utterly fucked up. 

And you were paying the ultimate price. 

“I don’t wanna die,” there was blood smeared on your cheek that he swiped away with his thumb. Despite the situation, it felt like the right thing to do. Tears were streaming down your face as you shook your head, almost as if you were trying to convince yourself this was all a bad dream, “don’t let me die. Please. Please, Joel. I don’t wanna go.”

“It’s okay, baby,” he was lying. He knew that you knew he was lying. He didn’t know what else to do. Even if there was limited time left, he couldn’t bring himself to say the words out loud, “you’re going to be okay. Just look at me, baby.”

A small whimper escaped your lips as you squirmed, trying to ease the burning feeling in your side. He choked back the sob that had bubbled up in his throat, but the tears had run down his face too, “it hurts. It hurts.”

“I know,” he couldn’t imagine. He didn’t want to imagine. He wanted to wake up and find that this was all a bad dream. That he hadn’t failed you just liked he’d failed Sarah, “you’re so brave. And strong. And amazing.”

“I don’t wanna go,” you sniffled as you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled yourself as close to him as possible. You just wanted to feel him one last time, “I don’t want to leave you. Please.”

“You won’t,” he promised, “you’ll always have me, I swear it. I’ve got you, baby.”

He pulled you into his chest, his arms around you in a bone crushing hug. You didn’t care, you just wanted him. You didn’t want him to let go. 

“I love you,” your face was buried into your chest and you could hear the cries he tried to hold down. You could feel his body shaking and trembling as he gently rocked you back and forth, “please don’t let me become one of those things. Please.”

“I would never,” he squeezed his eyes shut, wishing, wishing, and wishing he was in your place. That somehow, magically, he could take it away from you. Instead he knew what he was going to have to do. He never thought he’d be in this position. He never wanted it. He still didn’t, but he wasn’t going to let you down again, “I’ll take care of you. I love you, sweetheart.”

“I know,” you closed your eyes as you tried to surround yourself with him and only him. If you were going to go, you wanted the last thing you saw, felt, and heard to be Joel, “I trust you, Joel.”

You trusted him. It almost felt laughable at the moment, but in a horrible, terrible way. You trusted him and look what that had gotten you - death. He inhaled shakily, hating himself every fiber of his being. 

He did this to you. And now he had to do it again. 

He stared straight ahead at the wall, a blanket expression on his face as he pulled the knife out of his pocket. You were still crying, the sound muffled by the fabric of his shirt. 

Within moments, your body stilled and you were silent. 

He tossed the knife to the side, letting out a yell of pain and frustration. He didn’t even know what to feel anymore; if he even felt anything at all. Joel felt so empty, so hollow. 

He remained there for a while, still and unmoving, praying to whatever deity was out there for forgiveness. Forgiveness for what he let happen to Sarah…and now you. He didn’t know if he deserved anything at all, redemption, forgiveness, or otherwise.

“Joel,” Tess’ voice was the softest and sweetest he’d ever heard. She’d been crying too, clearly shaken up but what had transpired, “we…”

She couldn’t find it in her heart to finish her sentence. She gave him a nod before slowly walking away to give him some space. 

He couldn’t bring himself to look at your body. Instead, he reached around your neck and delicately unclasped your necklace, pulling it off and tucked it away into his pocket. He’d be damned if he let anything happen to it.

It was the last bit of tangible evidence he had of you. Soon you’d be a mere memory; a ghost haunting him. 

He pulled himself out from your lifeless body, refusing to look down at you. If he didn’t see you, it would be easier to pretend that nothing had happened. 

You weren’t dead. You were gone for a bit; he’d see you again one day.

He caught up with Tess and she gave him a nod which he returned.

“Ready?” 

“No,” he admitted, the remaining bits of his heart shattering into tiny pieces, “no.”

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“Joel?” Ellie whispered his name after he finished telling her what happened. He turned to her with a small, sad smile. If anything ever happened to her, he didn’t know if he’d have the heart to go on, “I love you, you know? Even if it’s all sappy and shit, I mean it.”

“I know, kid,” he did. Even if she was a little shit sometimes. She was his little shit, “sappy shit and all. I love you too.”

And he did. Even if it hurt to put more love into the world, to allow himself to feel love and be loved, he was willing to do it again. For her. For himself.

For you.