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transsexualraskolnikov · 8 months ago

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okay. i'm writing my angsty sskk fics (there's two of them. i'm doing both at the same time. multitasking) and one of them is like whump trans!aku fic but like. i forgot about the trans part halfway through and it's just pure angst without the transness having any correlation to it whatsoever so now it's just a super angsty sskk fic where akutagawa also happens to be trans as an afterthought. akjssjk

#okay i'm considering deleting all the trans parts out of it because they feel sorta out of place now?#i mean i never wanted the fic to be trans-centric as in like aku's transness being the focal point of the whole thing but #it feels too out of left field right now. like as if i had made it up somewhere throughout writing it #but i also kinda do not want to delete it? but also the angst has nothing to do with the transness?#WHAT DO I DOOOOOO #okay what i'm really scared of i realized is that if i keep aku trans then it will turn more people off my fic #i don't mean in a transphobic way but just like in a 'i dont headcaning HIM as trans' kind of way #so like....... what do i do #sskk fanfic #fic writing

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