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C by fearandhatred (6k words, 1/1 chapters)
Crowley's time with Jesus dredges up an old wooden box of memories 3000 years past—a flood, a reckoning, and lives lost. And in the box are two other things, one of which is a braided lock of her own hair, straw-like from dried-up rainwater, and hacked off violently and unevenly at the edges.
*don cheadle voice* boom, you looking for this?
it is finally here... the mesopotamia–golgotha fic! this is intended as a sequel to my golgotha fic, via dolorosa. also if you see the very tiny stitches of colour on his clothes and on the C in this drawing... they're surprise tools that will help us later :)
please go check out the wonderful art my beloved @knifeforkspooncup made for me!! i have probably racked up five hours of screen time just looking at it if we're being honest here. thank you loml <3
also this idea came my way because of this post and the lovely (life ruining) additions by @idliketobeatree and @eybefioro. this fic is for u two <3 (i also eventually realised that my original post was factually incorrect but hey it birthed this fic so! happy accidents!)
#fearandhatred#fearandfics#fearandart#i have no idea if this fic is sad or not but whenever i write something i imagine i'm experiencing it#so it was definitely sad for ME!#anyway i need y'all not to talk to me for the next 5 working days because ao3 gave me HELL with the superscript formatting i'm TIREDDDD#literally leave me alone that pissed me off so bad LMAO#btw i think about “boom you looking for this?” SO often y'all don't understand i have the urge to say it like once a week#but i can never quote it because no one ever gets what i'm referencing so i just sound insane#anyway i had fun writing this fic. and i also didn't because it made me sad. i can't win all the time#ok i'm going to sleep#here come the tags!#good omens#good omens fanfic#good omens fic#good omens fic rec#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#crowley#aziraphale#good omens fanart
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Nemesis writing session update :)
Oh yes!! Finally!! A decent writing session tonight!!
It's 5 a.m, I don't even think it's considered night anymore
But I wanted to ask you guys something: Chapter 6 on Nemesis, reader is meeting Dante and heading to their first job together! It has around 2.9k words and it has a nice chapter ending line so...
I'm thinking I'm going to make this chapter a little shorter so Chapter 7, with the hunt alongside Dante per se, can be a little longer and not so rushed story-wise!
What do you guys think? Would you be fine with a shorter chapter after all this time...? "^^
Also, I've been using this video to write and it might be good for relaxing, focusing, working, studying or just sleeping ^^
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now I'm gonna have some shame and go to sleep :')
#polaris speaks#polaris writes#dmc nemesis#update#writing update#fic writing#devil may cry#dmc#dmc5#devil may cry music#OK I'M DEFINITELY SLEEPING NOW#but why do creatives have to be so chaotic though?#like 'oh you're not gonna have inspiration for weeks'#then BAM inspiration hits at 2 am and don't even dare fighting it#but yeah that's it#feel free to answer me in this post xD#or through asks if you want to remain anon#but I'm pending on posting this short chapter 6 and then action packed chapter 7#ok I'm going to sleep#I promise#Youtube
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anthony is dead: the funeral roast (paid content)
#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan and phil#phan#smosh#anthony padilla#mine#my content#hi sorry i can't get a hold of the person who shared this clip with me so i don't feel comfortable posting it in full#however i'm not a good enough person to Not Gif It#so here u go here's a bit of it in gif form lol#i'm going to sleep i'm sure by the time i wake up the full video will be up#oh also oh my god this clip gives me such super amazing project vibes i almost cried#ok. anyway. it's 8:20am. im drunk still. goodnight im finally going to bed x
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hi welcome back to leanne rewatches deadpool & wolverine and goes insane about every single detail in this movie. in this edition: how logan's clothes reflect the trajectory of his character
1. the suit—inside
so we start off with the scene in the bar where logan appears to be wearing what we're used to seeing him wear. flannels, leather jackets. his outfit and even the setting is not at all unfamiliar for him. but, as we later find out, he was wearing the suit underneath all those layers the whole time.
during his talk with laura, he reveals that he wears the suit to remember those he'd lost, and as a reminder of what he'd done. he's had the suit on permanently for god knows how long, hidden under his clothes. at this point he bears the suit like a cross, suffering in silence under the guise of normalcy, yet sacrificing what's left of his identity by reducing himself to what the suit represents; by taking all the jabs and nasty looks people throw at him that he thinks he's too deserving of to combat.
2. the suit—outside
after wade pulls him out, he has the suit on display for quite a while. on one hand, it shows the fight that's in him now as a contrast to his passivity in his own world. on the other hand, it's also a sort of vulnerability: what that suit stands for and by extension what he himself is is now laid bare to the world. out in the open for people to question. maybe that fight that's in him now stems precisely from this vulnerability.
this vulnerability is both good and bad for him: it causes him to lash out at the questions from wade that he's not ready to answer. it also leads him to open up to laura and finally speak about what happened—who knows if he's ever said any of it out loud before. fun! even with just the suit, we're already seeing some development.
and THIS is where it gets interesting.
3. the white shirt—his mind
the first time we truly see him without the suit is when cassandra nova looks into his mind. i've been going back and forth on whether this is logan's own manifestation of himself or if it's cassandra's, and i still don't know. i think the distinction does matter, but in the end what it conveys is the same.
firstly, another layer of vulnerability again. he's already on his knees for cassandra, submissive—now in his mind he's also stripped as bare as he can be (i think we all know white shirts can sometimes leave little to the imagination). cassandra looks at him and says "you're hiding ... from all the ones you let down." how interesting is that?? if we go all the way back to the first scene, he hides his suit under normal clothes. and he hides this version of him in his mind even further underneath all of that.
secondly and as an extension of that point, white symbolises purity. cleanliness. even a promise of new beginnings. let's tackle this from the two possible perspectives.
if this is logan's manifestation of himself, it would be so intriguing that this is how he appears. maybe it means that despite it all, there's some good in him. maybe it means that deep, deep down, past all the shame and the guilt and the grief, there's still a part of his mind where he can just be.
on the other hand, the white could also symbolise a second chance—like i said, a promise of new beginnings. i made a post about this scene here, but the basic point is that cassandra is offering him something that no one else may ever be able to offer him. a chance to fully be himself, to silence the voices. the white is such a stunning visual representation of what she is saying logan could be if he stays with her. which makes it even more poignant that he doesn't.
4. the time ripper
after this scene, he's in the suit again, necessarily. but then! BUT THEN!!!!! the time ripper!!! y'all need to understand the significance of this scene in all its nuances FR! here you can look at his abs again:
but the thing is we know by now what the suit represents. all his failures, all his guilt, his inability to let go of his past. it represents him. isn't it just so fitting that it's at this point where he saves the fucking world that the suit breaks away. it breaks away from him. he's free. this not the same as him just taking it off, because with it breaking into pieces he literally cannot wear it anymore. this is not just a hugh jackman body appreciation, this is logan finally moving on. this is him realising that he is not a failure, that he is not his failures, that he has something else to live for.
5. him
and oh my god, we finally make it to the extremely satisfying ending. after all of that, we finally come full circle. he's in his normal clothes again, the wife beater and the flannel, except this time without anything underneath. he's no longer defined by that one incident, defined by his mistakes and the people he let down. he is just him.
#user: gossippool 😝#gossippool metas#leanne rewatches dp&w for the 3rd time#wow ok i lost my mind for a bit there it's like 2 am now#i'm normal as you can tell#i'm going to sleep now hopefully i didn't hallucinate words and this still makes sense in the morning#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#logan howlett#deadpool#wade wilson#poolverine
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#mine#doctor who#dwedit#david tennant#matt smith#peter capaldi#ncuti gatwa#karen gillan#arthur darvill#🫡#2 gifsets today to make up for me not being able to make any yesterday!!#i think i'm just only gonna be giffing from the giggle until the christmas special is out lol#ok now do i have time to watch the pjo episodes before going to sleep...#OR do i finish reading the star beast and then start on wild blue yonder#DECISIONS#good night friends!!!
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.....................am I going to have to use "kitten" in my fics from now on
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#videos#i mean...#the ideas are working themselves#but idk#oh!!#but look at him caressing her finger#🥺#ok i'm going to sleep now#byyyyeee
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"If you stare into the abyss,
the abyss stares back at you."
#yes it's happening I'm officially falling#magnusbae dutifully keeps feeding me star wars content. entertaining my brainworms. fuelling the obsession.#i passed the point of no return a long time ago and I can't really complain XD#hehe also me sneakily posting this while magnusbae already sleeps (magnusbae if you found this - good morning! <333)#also also I have no idea what was I cooking here but I was cooking alright#that's the Wednesday painting during psychology lessons behaviour - no clue where I'm going with the painting. only vibing#ok so#mayhem art#anakin skywalker#star wars anakin#star wars#sw#anakin art#anakin fanart#anakin skywalker art#anakin skywalker fanart
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exhaustion
#set post loops odile looping au but feel free to apply anywhere#odile loops au#isat#isat odile#in stars and time#isat mirabelle#isat spoilers#thinking like. odile overexhausting herself; because she no longer knows how much the human body can take before collapsing#because wishcraft allowed her to function without sleep for hundreds of loops#made while i was super sleepy at work... projecting my exhaustion#day 50#ok yeah nevermind i keep missing days. gonna go through asks whenever i'm ready for it#does odile putting her hair down post loops teal's design? well I'm attributing it to her anyways
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blahblahblah cartoon horses blahblahblah
#couldn't sleep until i drew this#how unfortunate i am the victim of my own hand#HAS ANYONE EVER DONE THIS i love this pic#original pic is scott Pilgrim btw#mouthwashing#mouthwashing meme#mouthwashing fanart#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing jimmy#polle mouthwashing#mouthwashing polle#mouthwashing game#first piece of mw fanart ive ever done btw#my magnum opus. honestly LOL#also i dont . ship jimmy x polle im just going with the FANDOM JOKE OK#curly probably fit better but I'm already done so OU WELL
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controversial opinion, but i love second-person pov in fic. in this case, i specifically don't mean x-reader; that seems like a different kind of story that scratches another itch.
i want you to be a fully-fledged character, familiar, recognizable. the thing i love about second-person is not that it inserts me into the story as a reader, but that it inserts the narrator as this omniscient, invisible, inescapable force.
in present or future tense -- you do this; you will do this -- the repeated you becomes a back beat of inevitability. the character is being moved from page to page by the voice of god, and we can see god's shadow on the wall. the you is so bound by the constraints of their own character, their own nature, that they could never have chosen another path. it creates an undertone of horror in any genre for me. the story is that there could be no story other than the one the narrator chooses to tell.
#highly unrelatable content i know#but it compels me because it's both so close in to a character's experience and notably separated from it#i remember reading choose-your-own-adventures as a kid and being like ok sure i'm at sleep-away camp and can go right or left in the woods#but who is offering me the choice?#on writing
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Linktober day twelve- favourite game
Skyward sword! My favourite game forever :)) The duets with Fi are by far my favourite gameplay aspect and recurring scenes in the game.
The music is The Ballad of the Goddess with Link's harp accompaniment. I played through on three different instruments like fifteen times, and checked every note on ocarina before I carved it. So. It's very accurate. Close ups of the music +my reference because yes
Also I replaced the treble clef with the triforce
:)
#HIGHLY recommend you tap for quality on this one#linktober#Loz#Zelda#sksw#skyward sword#Fi#Smoll art#dirogjdifjdkfjkfjf#thank you to my friends in DMs who were patient with my fifteen panic attacks (/not literal) trying to carve this#this was very hard and I wanted to make it look good. so I struggled with being heavy handed in areas#this is the level of detail where if my hands started shaking I would have to stop and sleep and come back to it the next day#but I took breaks and stuff so I'm good. kind of. this took six hours for carving- plus like three hours the day before framing the glass#I've never framed glass with this technique so it was slow going#I love music so much#like halfway through doing the music lines (lines not the notes) I realised I had unconsciously started doing deep breathing exercises lol#I just stopped breathing for the notes fidjfjdjfndjf I care a lot hehe#I'm rambling now but that's ok. art <3#invisibly tagging:#sera Peggy Emmie and uni
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haha have you thought about the fact that decades or centuries from now when we're all dead and gone people could still possibly be thinking about good omens and writing about crowley and aziraphale living their lives in that time. doing exactly what we're doing now. and maybe they'll write about crowley and aziraphale living through the historical events we've lived through. have you thought about the fact that crowley and aziraphale will live on long after we're all gone
#fearandhatred#👁👄👁#it is three fucking am#i was reading a fic that said “this is set 100 years into the future” and it genuinely sent me into a spiral#🧍♂️#i'm writing about these mfs like they exist let me live okay#okay i'm going to sleep i can't be thinking about this today has been a weird day#nope i lied i'm back because like. isn't it amazing we are right in the middle of it#like we get to experience all the shows we love at the time they're created#what a time to be alive#ok bye#good omens#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#crowley#aziraphale
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#kyoshi#rangi#kirima#rangshi#it's rangshi cause they're in the frame together and Rangi is a bit possessive uwu#i don't make the rules#legend of korra#lok#silly edits#ok ok Rang's edit was from FMA:B I needed a funny chibi face#and i WASN'T gonna edit Rangi outta Tenzin I already was dying TT0TT (that's beyond my abilities atm)#got a diff background from Lok cause I was having issues with that damn bison#I did this whole thing to do Kirima and she ended up being the one I'm kinda eh on TT0TT I blame my struggle with hair. orz#(really I literally didn't plan on doing Kyoshi or rangi fljdasflkj and I like them more here TT0TT)#i like the other kirima I did (not posted yet) tho her hair is kinda bland in it#there is not a thought in Kyoshi's head baby girl go home and sleep#silly colors#blame pema for Kyoshi's expression#but kyoshi really just looks like she doesn't know where she is ever man TT0TT thank god rangi and lek have the map cause girlie is LOST
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panels from my webcomic. the characters are also from my webcomic. believe it or not it's about gay time traveling vampires
#I made the meme I dont remember why#even though I just did it... uhmmm anywyas#and I was like I can post this following the pride illustration idk#and then I was like no maybe to reply to something...?#and then i was like. wait. theres nothing better than with the comic itself. like..#anyways#HAHAHAH#time and time again#ttawebcomic#adam and steve#webtoon#webtoon originals#webtoon panels#ermmmm#gay#HAHAH#time travel that is gay#ok I'm so tired. I'm gonna queue this one#ITS FOUR AM???#yeah ok I'm queueing and going to sleep wtf...#my bad#ERRRMMM THATS MY BAD#I never use the queue#maybe I like. should.#hm.we'll see how it goes...#idk the way my brain works I'm like I made it now I post it.#and then in 45 minutes when I remember I did that. people are being niceys to me yayyyy <333#LMAOAMLGJL#ok I lied I didnt let it go through the queue. I got up to post this
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