#ohhh op you’ve crushed it with this one

[herbalzee]

Get to know me tag!!!

Five Things You’ll Find In My Bag

   1. headphones (always!)    2. at least 50 hair ties    3. a full bottle of perfume    4. free pens from like everywhere    5. lots of tissues lmao

Five Things In My Bedroom:

a fish tank! i love my lil fishies

shoe cabinet

a Moriarty (from Sherlock BBC) calendar of him saying “Miss me?”. I love it

a small yellow chair!  

a color-coordinated bookshelf!!!

Five Things I’ve Always Wanted To Do In My Life:

learn sign language!

travel all over europe

write my own book

become a therapist

have kids!! and pets!!!

Five Things That Make Me Happy:

hanging with friends!!

listening to music, podcasts and ASMR

watching movies

doing artistic things?? idek what that means but like i love going to operas and theaters and taking aesthetic pictures and being creative, shit like that

talking, ranting, expressing my opinions comfortably, theorizing, brainstorming

Five Things On My To-Do List:

read books

hang with friends

write short stories- or write in general lmao

travel!!!

prepare for uni... i need to seriously do that

Five Things People May Not Know About Me:

i am passionate about psychology

i had an obsession with piercings and tattoos when i was younger

i had the yellow belt in karate when i was in practice

im very old school about silly things yet quite liberal about the serious stuff

im basically in love with malmo, sweden

Name?: zaina

Nicknames?: zee

Zodiac?: sagittarius

Sexual Orientation?: straight

Ethnicity?: middle eastern/ north african

Favorite Fruit?: mango!!!!

Favorite Season?: winter

Favorite Flower?: after a quick flower research, i found the soft pink spray roses and the blue hydrangea the most appealing to me

Favorite Scent?: vanilla! cocoa! banana-scented stuff (or generally fruit-scented stuff). old books!!! 

Favorite Animal?: bees!! or just any domesticated animals honestly (that can be kept at homes or farms)

Coffee, Tea, or Hot Chocolate?: tea

Cat or dog?: dogs

Dream Trip?: a boat travelling all around western europe!!!

Number of Followers?: i dont really care about this stuff

What do I post about?: any posts containing message worth-spreading, funny content or aesthetically-pleasing stuff..

Do I get asks on a regular basis?: nope! so famous that i had to close my ask box 

Favorite Band?: twentyone pilots, little mix, imagine dragons, coldplay, hey violet, abba (almost forgot them omg)

Aesthetic?: cinematography, animals and nature, books and libraries, literally anything vintage, multicultures, feminism and femininity. i cant think of other stuff but im majorly into art

Fictional Character I’d Date?: john bender from the breakfast club!!!!

Hogwarts House?: ravenclaw

Rules: BOLD the statements that are true for you!

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

My abs are at least somewhat defined

I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well

I can play an instrument

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well

I have a good memory

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for under a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION

I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

I’m in a relationship

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year

I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close at my school

My parents are still together

I have at least one sibling

I live in the united states

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have a smartphone

I have at least 15 CD’s

I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life

I speak at least 2 languages

I have made a new friend in the past year

Relationship status: single

Favorite color: purple, blue, green

Lipstick or Chapstick: lipstick!!

Last song I listened to: hard times by paramore

Last movie I watched: The Boss Baby

Top three TV shows:

(btw these three tv shows are the only shows ive ever watched and actually finished lmao)

BBC Sherlock

Clique

Yuri! on ice

Top three characters:

These are the ones that came to mind first, not top favorites

Sherlock (Sherlock BBC)

Todd Anderson (Dead poets society)

Savannah Karlsen (Girl, interrupted)

rules: copy/paste and replace my answers with yours and tag people :^)

a - age: 17 
b - biggest fear: my actual biggest fear is too personal so im gonna say my second biggest fear: not achieving anything valuable in my life  
c - current time: 3 am lmao 
d - drink you last had: a peach detox lmao 
e - every day starts with: checking phone  f - favorite song: of all time or currently? ive never had an all time favorite but right now my favorite song is hard times by paramore (mainly the chorus bc its awesome) 
g - ghosts, are they real: only the ones in our heads 
h - hometown: a.d. 
i - in love with: psychology 
j - jealous of: productive people 
k - killed someone: ... 
l - last time you cried: literally yesterday..  m - middle name: dont have one  
n - number of siblings: eins (one) 
o - one wish: to be satisfied with who i am and what i have p - person you last called/texted: im talking to my friend on the phone right now as im doing this.. shes the one who so kindly guided me to these fun questions q - questions you’re always asked: “why are you so quiet?” “what major are you getting into and at which university?”  
r - reasons to smile: youre very much well and alive!!

s - song last sang: i was having a fetus 1d songs marathon at like 2 am the other day so... definitely the entire up all night album

t - time you woke up: these days.. 12 pm, bc im tired and its my holiday 
u - underwear color: ohhhh boi v - vacation destination: anywhere cold filled with warm people 
w - worst habit: procrastination 
x - x-rays you’ve had: the most recent one i remember is a chest x ray y - your favorite food: pasta 
z - zodiac sign: sagittarius

post a screenshot of my lock screen, home screen, and last song played

RULES: Choose any three fandoms (in random order) and answer the questions. Then tag some friends.

I choose:

bbc sherlock

clique

yuri! on ice

The first character you loved:

ohhh, first was sherlock! then john almost 0.001 secs later

im pretty sure it was elizabeth. shes the cutest and i relate to her the most

probably Minako Okukawa, because shes so charming and funny

The character you never expected to love so much:

mrs hudson!!!!

louise!!! shes so smart and gorgeous and the least involved in the drama

yurio!!! i used to dislike him lmao but now hes my son

The character you relate to most:

molly hooper

like i said above, elizabeth!

ohh definitely yuri

The character you’d slap

john because sherlock suffered sooo much for him and opened his heart only to be abandoned because john is a naive idiot who still cant tell sherlock’s NOT a sociopath

SO MANY bc almost all of them did shitty things.. but the ones id slap right on sight are Alistair and the Steiner dude

ohmygod no, theyre all pure!! probably yurio bc that kid needs to love himself (but id immediately hug him right after)

Three favorite characters (these are in order of preference):

sherlock & john (one answer), mrs hudson, WIGGINS

holly, rachel, and fay (elizabeth and jude too)

the obvious trio: yuri, victor and yurio

A character you liked at first but not so much anymore:

mary lmao

alistair. i was a little suspicious of him but i liked him at the beginning bc he was cute and innocent. i HATE him now obviously

i love them all.. theres not a single one i dislike

A character you did not like at first, but they’ve grown on you:

ahahah mycroft

 uh georgia

christopher and JJ (but now i love them both so much)

[thefalserift-d]

God.. I really didn't want to become friends with them. I did want to be friendly.. maybe I should have been a bit more low key.. S: undercover op for your friend was ruined by your friendliness lol.. too much compassion I didn't want to steal his friend. I can tell by the way he clenches his jaw that he's jealous.. or mad. God, what do I do... S: I mean, if that is your true intention, then just ditch them. Sure it seems real sketchy and strange but it would get rid of the problem. Or just visit them real occasionally. You've already ruined your opportunity to tell them that you're from UK as well. Yeah.. UGH WHY ARE HUMAN RELATIONS SO COMPLEX LITERALLY JUST WANT SOMEONE TO CUDDLE WITH ALL DAY WHILE THEY SOFTLY PET MY HAIR S: It's real strange. You used to hate it. Well, tbh, he was pretty gentle. Like, wow, I didn't know being pet felt so amazing. Now I just want to be a cat or a dog in my next life. S: well.. he's following your blog now. What do? Boi I don't know. I'll just keep all personal posts strictly here. Or super vague. Real vague.. S: what about your art? It can still go on my other blog. Sigh. It never feels right for people that I know irl to follow my blog. It feels kind of suffocating. The risk of being judged. Feeling judged and its reciprocations. Ugh whatever that word is. S: you care a lot about this guy. I'm a real sympathizer. He's cried in front of me, I've cried in front of him. S: you don't even know his past much. I seem to make that mistake a lot. S: oh well. At least you guys both trust each other a lot. Yeah, and I don't want to lose that trust over a tiny issue, just scouting out if his friend supposedly hates him. And they don't. S: I wouldn't have thought so anyway, they relate to each other so much on so many fucking levels, it's real crazy Yeah, and I don't know what, but somehow their art style look similar too. His is somewhat less developed but he doesn't draw as much and that's not his major either. S: jealous, much? Not at all. Okay. Maybe a tiny bit. But I don't care. S: don't really want to. There's a difference. It will fade. S: do you have a crush on him? *Grins* No..? We just cuddle a lot. I wish he wasn't as skinny though. So much bone. S: I agree. Platonic cuddling huh. What about the other girl? She's asexual. S: hmm but those long stares.. I'd rather not over think it. S: like she wants you to kiss her. Oooo, I want to try it out one day. Never. No. She's way too rough anyway. Dude, I know you're thinking bad things when you're grinning that way. S: ohhh hohohoh... Look. It's a no. I'm for Rowan now. However long it takes. S: did your patience grow? I swear it got smaller. Hmph. Rowan has been a love interest for a long time.. the longest time, actually.. it just hadn't been mutual. S: why would they fall in love with you. I think they're desperate. They'll look for it anywhere. If I was in their shoes, I would be too. S: they'll leave you in the dust before you know it. Shifter. Why are you being like this again? S: I'm worried. You never liked my idea of falling in love again anyway. S: I still don't. Their other hurts you. I don't like that. Yeah.. but what they said was true.. despite knowing Rowan for a long time.. S: using truth as a knife is the worst and most frightening weapon to ever be wielded. Look. I think they were just trying to get Rowan to be more open with me, and it just didn't go the right way. S: it was the worst way possible. It's like a plant and the earth. You wanna do it fast? Well let's have the seed tear the fucking earth to shreds. It ain't natural. Things take time. I mean, yes. I wouldn't have minded even if.. worst case scenario, they grow more distant to me again. I'll be sad. Sure. S: WHY DO YOU DISREGARD YOUR FEELINGS LIKE NOTHING?! I.. I guess I don't feel important in their life really. S: god damn it. GOD DAMNIT. Shifter, you don't need to get mad over this. It's okay. I'm okay with it, if that is the real case. S: No! It's not! Because even if they say that you are important to them, it won't change your mind!! There is something wrong!!!!!!! You are depressed!!!! That is what was wrong, that's why you wanted a lot of hugs and stuff this week. Oh. That makes a lot of sense. I mean.. apart from becoming depressed for not a whole lot of reason. S: mental illnesses don't have a ton of reason behind them. Some do though. I don't know, I think your diagnosis is misplaced. S: how so? Well, I wish for them to be happy and at peace with themselves. If, within that process, they find someone else, so be it. S: No, dear. No. That's not how a love relationship works. Stop feeling so worthless.. But I am. I never know what to do when things happen. S: perhaps this is why Maddi told them that they shouldn't be in a relationship. They aren't stable enough yet. Shifter... Things are never in perfect condition for a relationship to happen. It just does. S: sigh.. be careful of what you wish for.