#oh and this isnt me being like 'ahhh but hes nice actually 🥺' i know very well my boyfriend is crazy fucking evil.

[kakusboyfriend]

[slams my fist on the table so hard it shatters] I KNEW IT

from the very beginning i knew deep in my fucking heart that what kaku had been doing wasnt 100% part of his disguise. in no way shape or form was that necessary. it was something he enjoyed. it was genuine.

and its not surprising in the slightest. seeing kaku as a kid holding a boat shatters my heart because while i understand its just a scribble, being part of galley-la was VERY important to him. as meaningless as it is in the grand scheme of things it reminds me that he was 17-18 when his mission started - he was a kid. not a young one, but if you do something passionately for 5 years starting from that age, it's going to stay with you.

and im not there yet but i also know his key is the right one. GOOD. that means the world to me. you left water 7, but water 7 is not going to leave you.

[singsweetmelodies]

Re: pierre - he IS all kinds of wonderful!! I was lucky enough to meet him, even just for an unofficial autograph session; it was at the end of a long media day on the track, he was probably very tired, and there were like hundreds of screaming fans waiting for the drivers, behind a fence...and he didnt go straight back to the AT hospitality; he took the time and came there to us and gave an autograph to everyone. Everyone. And he was kind and nice and smiling the whole time. Other drivers (I wont name them cos this isnt abt them and ofc they might have had their valid reason to do so) didnt even look at us and went directly to their garage. Like...when anyone dislikes this man, its very evident that they dont know a single thing about him.

firstly: OMG ANON YOU GOT TO MEET PIERRE?!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH 😍😍😍 oh you are the LUCKIEST omg, i would give my left arm for that at this point 😅

but also 🥺🥺💙 everything you have said here just makes me so so soft. pierre stopping for fans despite likely being exhausted, pierre still making an effort to be kind and giving to them... THAT is why i love him. also because he's one of the most gorgeous men ever. but the thing is... he's gorgeous AND seemingly a wonderful person, which is just, ahhh, can you get a better combination?

no okay but i actually want to freak out about this a little more. not pierre being gorgeous - though god knows i could freak out about that - but rather just the fact that he IS still kind and wonderful. because lord knows this sport has fucked him over, and he's been hated on so so much and stuck in a team where he can't truly show what he can do for so long that it wouldn't be unreasonable at all for him to be bitter and hard. but he's not. he's not, because pierre is a sun, and the sun doesn't stop shining. maybe gets obscured with clouds sometimes, but doesn't stop shining for anything or anyone. and that? that is why he deserves every good thing that is hopefully coming his way in 2023 💙