#ofc. anyway knowing my fuckass metabolism i wouldn't even lose weight anyway
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I tried dieting yesterday but it was fucking awful I'd rather be happy than skinny
#i probably also went about it the wrong way. bc my goal was to not eat anything but dinner#which is stupid especially bc we have dinner between 9-10pm#i ended up caving and having a cheesy bacon roll and salad before dinner#but that was still just. not much food at all i was so hungry#and i don't want to start sobbing at work again and i feel much happier when I've eaten so#idk if i want to diet i could go about it in healthier ways but can i be bothered to do it at all?#not really. i choose happiness i like food#but there's also not really a need to lose weight bc I'm not that fat (and even if i was so what)#i had a look at myself in the mirror for the first time in months and like yeah im fine just incredibly dysphoric#so yeah. i choose food#i chose food when i finally did have dinner and was like my god this is much better than not eating#ofc. anyway knowing my fuckass metabolism i wouldn't even lose weight anyway#and if im going on T soon that will change all that so there's no point doing anything now#and when i go on T ill be hungry asf so i don't want to eat less then
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