#ofc he's jealous of me too. for how they see me as reliable and levelheaded
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my brother and i truly had such different childhoods
#he acts out more#feels entitled to ask them for more#opens up to them#asks them for help#they coddle him#i would be lying if i wasn't jealous. i don't want that taken away from him; i want that for me too#ofc he's jealous of me too. for how they see me as reliable and levelheaded#he has had his own tough times w our parents#but he still sees them as people he can turn to if he is in a tough spot#and at the end of the day he is a cishet youngest male child!!#i am a queer eldest daughter from a conservative religious household...i obviously get less rope#i obviously have to keep them at arm's length because their love for me is conditional. i have to be independent#i cannot be like lot's wife. i cannot turn around. i cannot look back. i cannot fall back
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