#ofc again mostly this is uther's fault and i can forgive merlin for this choice

[crithaus]

are you telling me all merlin had to do was talk to morgana about how yes, everyone is asleep forever and will starve eventually, and I know morgause did that and made you the living carrier of this plague, if you choose to die or have even something else you could do to fix this all will be well

with the knowledge that with her heart of hearts still as beautifully gold as ever that she might well drink that hemlock of her own accord, might have told him hey actually morgause didn't say fuck all to me about no sleeping plague what do you mean by that, with the additional knowledge that kilgarrah is also an unreliable narrator the old people eating old bitch,

And None of that 'Oops evil now because I have no community and no mentorship and all the people that say they love me hate me for who I am implicitly whilst my father is off killing people just like me for the lols off of the consequences of a deal he willingly made'???? Would have ever happened???? argh kilgarrah your days are fucking numbered bitch, gaius I understand that with Mr man being that way and early Arthur being under his thumb like that just ignoring the magic seemed like a safer bet but come ON merlin should have told her

both times, that he has magic and is like her and they'll figure it out together and that hey the current for this plague is possibly you dying and your sister set you up, might you find it in your heart to take this hemlock until she reverses the spell

God she didn't have to be so put upon, she didn't deserve any of this, Arthur and Merlin and Gwen loved her so much, morgause you will not see peace...