#of okay ones. ykwim. its not Real but i need to overcompensate to make up for the usual mindset | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

skunkes · 1 year ago

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current thing i keep trying to convince myself of is that making one bad drawing does not mean that im bad at drawing. The big doodle pages have helped with that. They do kind of Harm when i go back and see i was making Better art x months ago but im also a believer of If You Can Draw It Once, You Can Draw It Again so it helps to have a bad doodle surrounded by art i didnt scrap (+ consider "good").

Also trying to just accept sometimes things are left in the past.... I do think if u draw something once u can draw it again but im trying to convince myself its ok if i can never get back the art style(s)/art style elements i had in the past.

In the same way we age and have to accept we look differently than we did when we were younger and That Was and Is Us, but we wont look like that ever again. <- This is a little hard bc i also have trouble accepting/dealing with this comparison example LOL

#this is just copium bc i know its like Not True but the other thing i am trying to convince myself of is like #im at a point where i Cant make a bad drawing. ykwim. like this isnt true right of course i have huge flops i have to scrap all the time #but its more in line with what i mentioned in the post... like *lying* i cant make a bad drawing. and if i did itd just be one out of lots #of okay ones. ykwim. its not Real but i need to overcompensate to make up for the usual mindset #talkys #now i just need to get past my bizarre fear of like.#what if someone who's never seen my stuff's first interaction with my work is a Bad drawing. and so they think all my stuff is bad #but its out of my hands so i guess i jst have to find a way to stop runinating about random strangers whenever i make art #*ruminating

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