#of course i'm gonna make everything about bts and tsc

[fairdale]

oh... i did this playlist the other day about bts' songs that feel like home to me/comfort me and now i can't stop thinking about how this is what alec must have felt like when he met magnus and when he starting knowing him better and when they started dating and when they formed a family together...

like home.

because even if his family loved him, even if he had jace and izzy and everyone else, there was something missing. there was fear. there was insecurity.

i'm not saying it was all magnus (or that the others were all to blame), since alec had to be the first one to decide to break out of his shell (and he did, multiple times), but he definitely helped him feel more confident and brave.

so, yeah, i just started thinking about how freeing it must have felt for him to meet someone like magnus and how reassuring at the same time.

because home isn't a cage, it's where you get to be yourself.

and for alec, home is magnus.

anyway, here you have the playlist in case you want to hear it or in case you need to feel a little bit like alec <3