#obviously ik it's not a universal thing. my brain is just a mess so commonly helpful meds make it even worse lol
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my god I'm never going back on ssris ever again. god bless
#like they've never been too good for me but now that I'm on smth else entirely i can so obviously see how bad they were lol#like. i can enjoy music again. i can WRITE. i want to do things other than stare at a screen. wow.#and it's funny that i describe it and it's like. just depression symptoms lol. and yeah!!!! they just made it worse!!!!!!#when i was a teen on ssri (+mood stabilizers) i was functioning but my god was i just a husk of a person lol#and i was also shiiiiiit like my therapist pointed out after i got off them that i was still suicidal through it all lol#and yeah . i also self harmed while on them even more than when i got off#they just make you so numb it's like the only way to feel something lol#obviously ik it's not a universal thing. my brain is just a mess so commonly helpful meds make it even worse lol#long story short glad I'm not on them anymore. and these new meds are. fine. helpful up until certain points. idk.#this is just a ramble bc I've got no one to talk to rn other than my cat so. suffer through my thoughts. sorry 😘
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