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moe-broey · 6 months ago

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What if I gave up. What if I ran off into the woods and you never saw or heard from me ever again. What if I faked my death. What if I scrubbed my entire existence every single trace of me into nothing and then resurfaced as a stranger. What if I hit my head against the wall really really REALLY hard. What if I forget me, too. Forget all that I was meant to do here. All that I promised you, all that I promised myself. What if I failed. BADLY

#going. poorly .#realistically like. sunk cost fallacy save me. i can't turn back now. i can't start over either.#unrealistically. I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT!!!!!! I'M GONNA DIE!!!!!! I'M GONNA DIE!!!!! I'M GONNA DIEEEEEE!!!!!!!! BADLY‼️‼️‼️#REALISTICALLY. i'm just gonna lay down.#endlessly frustrated w myself though like.... i should have planned this piece better i think........#like there are logicistical errors that would NOT have been made if i had the proper philosophy about it from the start #now i'm working backwards. and it's a fucking nightmare. and it is the highest priority piece rn.#i'm not making it. i am. but i'm not.

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