#now I'll only watch gay stuff however bad and cheesy

[louisferrignojr]

i might be projecting again.

like. just because im fucking weak for fictional romance doesn't mean i would like someone doing some grand - and public - romantic gestures. this is real life that shit is cringe. aside from like, airport reunions? why would i want a bunch of spectators for a special moment first of all? and i've been anti-my-own-wedding since i can remember. why would i invite my family to my special day? (and i highly doubt anyone could change my mind about this, like, i might do it because i love her and i want her to be happy, not for myself).

i'm just. you want a romantic gesture? be there. show up. and yeah bring me flowers. cook for me. take me to your favourite places. tell me about your childhood. that's real intimacy.

all this to say i don't really see tommy as a big wedding or big elaborate proposal kind of person.

hold on this is what i'm reminded of