#notably I've only done the schools and not like. their actual bus routes or the care homes etc. but it's varied enough

[ace-malarky]

finally told my boss about wanting to shift libraries :3

I was gearing up to it for Friday haha but she called us back to SH after we'd finished in the bus and asked if I could hang back rather than go to access bc she had something she wanted to talk to me about

and like ok it's been an Open Secret for a while (my old library knows. all the old hands here know. even access knows) but still. one of the other team leaders offered to tell her at one point and I said no the fuck you will not but I don't. exactly trust him? not to have?

always fucking fun when she goes "we'll just use this meeting room here" because that definitely ups the tension. last time I was in here she was checking I was still Definitely OK after the Suckages and I do not do well with that much earnest prolonged eye contact ok.

but nah she asked me about the supervisor post back in my old locality bc everyone knows how strong my ties are there lmao

so I had to sit there and go "actually. the problem is the promoted post. can I go back to being an advisor pls. preferably in access where the work is far more varied I feel like I'm clawing at the walls" with a heavy side of this isn't a reflection on you or the team because it isn't but dear god SH is so. quiet. I can see maybe five borrowers in a seven hour shift kinda quiet

(also I don't really want to work in MH. not good with the teens yet and also my brother will be in the same building. maybe we'd see each other more than we do? that might've been interesting lmao)

anyway I've specified not until after RA moves into its Real New Building (possibly at the end of Aug? maybe?) but. christ

hello I hate having to admit I'm not working well in places.