#not this 'wont they? they wont' ๐๐๐๐๐ PATHETIC ๐๐๐คฃ
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Or maybe he doesn't!
my work crush has a girlfriend
#i shouldn't have told anyone! now everybody has information about him except me!#i dont get to hear anything about him from him its always other people ๐ซ I'll never get close to him this way this sucks#this sucks! I'm just gonna stop#i wish i didnt tell anybody so I'm just gonna change topics when if it comes up again#it me#its nobodies business anyway i was just excited...#yet and still i even asked a guy friend and even what he said is basically what i thought#he doesnt like me like that#and i think this method isn't helping... im just gossiping about him in a roundabout way... he doesn't like me its ok#I told my coworkers i don't think he likes me and idk i think that's making them think of me when he sees him#and that's nice thats sweet in theory#but in reality maybe it makes him uncomfortable and if i really like him i need to be more considerate#I'm selfish bro i want us to be friends idk idc he can have a gf i dont care at this point#I'm cockblocking myself I'm friendblocking myself!#it shouldn't even matter this much i think this is the limerence talking! i need to stop#if i actually want to be nice to him with no ulterior motives I'll just stop doing crush shit like imagining him#and asking him to do stuff together (which he already said no to TWICE#so i should've BEEN taken the hint he's not into me) and just be myself i'd probably get farther.#he was more engaging when we were just becoming friends... see... just be friends#it is helping to write this down tho it helps my memory lol#like how long am i gonna talk about this... nothing changed so there's nothing to talk about#I'm just gonna do something else lol I'll find romance again and it'll work out and I'll actually have someone to talk about#not this 'wont they? they wont' ๐๐๐๐๐ PATHETIC ๐๐๐คฃ
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