#not that it��s intentional he’s just been stressed in my au atm lol

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Me take 2 - 4 years later

TEN FACTS


► Name ➔ Emma..but I do go by Emm and Red. Never Ginge though


► Hair color ➔ At the minute it’s a mix of ginger, blonde and red after I dyed it red for Easter.. long story but it looks good.


► Age ➔ 25 :( I feel so old!


► Eye Color ➔ Blue


► Birthday ➔ 20th May


► Gender ➔ Female


► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty


► Single or taken? ➔ Taken. Now that’s a big change from last time.

► Happy? ➔ Sorta. I have good days and bad days just like most people. I’m happier now than I was 6 months ago but there are still days where I feel stuck and I don’t know what to do with myself.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 


► Are you in love ➔ Yes. I love Dan with all my heart, I just question sometimes if he loves me as much. 

► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ No. You can be really attracted to someone and feel a pull towards them but it isn’t love. You don’t love someone until you know all their faults and problems; their likes and desires and you still want to be the first person they think about and to be with them even when they drive you insane.

► Who ended your last relationship ➔ It was just a fling at uni, nothing serious and I ended it because I wasn’t really that into him.

► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ Probably though it’s not been intentional. I’ve always been straight with guys that have had feelings for me when I haven’t felt the same, because I’ve been in their situation before, and it sucks. But half the time they ignore me which then causes them pain when I move on. Irritates me still

► Are you afraid of commitments ➔ I was. When me and Dan first started seeing each other I was incredibly closed off and took things slow. I was scared I’d get hurt so it took me a while to let him. He was patient though and I explained why I was the way I was. But eventually I let him in and it worked out well... mostly.

► Have you hugged somebody in the last week  ➔ Yeh, Dan of course, Lissy and Kelsey on Sunday.


► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ I’ve had a stalker and a guy who was in love with me but I knew about both of them so not really secret admirers

► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ I did that so much when I was younger. Looking back I wish I could tell myself to let those people go and move on because they weren’t worth it, but I was stubborn. I knew they didn’t feel the same but I didnt move on until I met someone else that interested me. It worked out ok in the end though but I do cringe sometimes when I think back.

► Do you usually spend Valentine’s Day alone? ➔ Not anymore, Me and Dan try and do something even if it’s watch a movie at home if we’re skint.

► Short or long-term relationships? ➔  long term

TEN CHOICES


► Love or lust ➔ Both are important. Love is the main part but has to be some lust as well.

► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ Lemonade

► Cats or Dogs ➔ Both. I used to be a dog person, and I still love them but now I have Lissy I have to say cats are cute too :)


► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ a few best friends

► Television or internet ➔ internet.. there is so much more on the internet whereas the majority of stuff on tv is repeats. I can read on the internet so that settles it for me :)

► Pepsi or Coke ➔ diet coke

► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔  Now it’d be romantic night in probably but I do like going out for drinks. Not really wild ones now though cuz I can’t cope with the hangovers.

► Day or night ➔ Night. I am definitely not a day person. I can sleep all day and stay up all night.. I prefer sleeping in.

► Text or Call ➔ Call probably but I tend to text more because it’s easier.


► Make-up or au naturel? ➔ I cba with makeup most days, I wear the bare minimum to work (mascara/foundation) and only really do myself properly if I’m going out out.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER


► Been caught sneaking out? ➔ Nope, sneaking back in plenty of times lol

► Fallen down/up the stairs? ➔ Of course, I’m so clumsy

► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ Yeh of course. I always want to go away or travel. Or just have some time off work. At the moment, there is someone other than Dan I think about but it’s just someone from way back.


► Prank called a store? ➔ Not that I remember


► Skipped school? ➔ nope I was an angel (geek) plus they always called my mum when I wasn’t in...


► Wanted to disappear? ➔ Definitely. Some days I just imagine getting up, packing a bag, driving somewhere and not telling anyone.


► Spent all your money? ➔ Most months this happens.


► Met a celebrity? ➔ No-one major


► Been really ill? ➔ Yeh I used to get loads of water infections, recently I’ve been ok though.

► Gotten high? ➔ Only through 2nd hand smoke and a space cake.

TEN PREFERENCES 


► Smile or eyes ➔ eyes though a smile is very important

► Light or dark hair ➔ Dark


► Shorter or taller ➔ I’d say taller, though most of the guys I liked were roughly my height (bar S)

► Intelligence or attraction ➔ Intelligence as long as they’re not boring.


► Hook-up or relationship ➔ relationship


► Funny and poor or rich and serious ➔ funny and poor.

► Mac or PC? ➔ PC

► Chapstick or lipstick? ➔ Lipstick, though I don’t wear it often.

► City or country? ➔ I like small cities.

► Driving or walking? ➔ Walking atm because driving stresses me out too much

LASTS


► Last phone call? ➔ My sister, she called me while I was at work.

► Last song you listened to? ➔ Take me Home - Jess Glyne

► Last thing you ate? ➔ a biscuit

► Last thing you drank? ➔ water

► Last place you were? ➔ at work.. of course :(


► Last kiss? ➔  Dan this morning before I went to work :)

► Last picture taken? ➔ with Kelsey and her friends at her bbq

► Last outfit? ➔ white top and flowery black skirt.. for work

► Last purchase? ➔ A birthday card for my gran :)