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Love your LADS writings! Could we maybe get them reacting to their girlfriend wearing their shirt?
I love writing for LADS, now that Caleb is here there's even more hot men to fawn over.
Pining: Zayne, Rafayel, Xavier, Sylus, Caleb x Fem!Reader
Tags: fluff, established relationship, sharing clothes, domestic fluff, clothes shopping, possessiveness, being playful, flirting
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A/N: Wrote this a bit fast because my new PC came in today so I need to set it up. It's gonna be awesome.
Zayne pretends not to notice that it's his shirt you're always wearing in the mornings when you stay over at his place. It's only a shirt, he's got many more just like it. So why is it getting to him when you wear it? Simple, it looks cuter on you, and he tries not to get worked up about it, that would go against his stoic, professional self. However when he sees you waring his clothes he always tells you that it looks good on you. A sort of subltle encouragement that you should do it more often, and also spend more time at his place because he tries not to leave his clothes at your place.
Rafayel wants to buy some matching clothes when he saw that you wear his on ocassion. He's always had a good sense of style and is very happy that you do to, furthermore that you like it so much that you want to wear what he waers. When he sees you wearing his clothes he makes sure to memorize what it looked like on you so he can sketch it later. Before he knows it there are a dozen sketches of you in his clothes. Not that it's a bad thing by any means and he thinks you're catching on to him buying matching clothes because every time you're on a date you're pointing out cute outfits that you say would look great on him.
Xavier doesn't think much of it when he leaves some of his stuff at your place when he comes and goes. What he does think about is how his pants looked on you, too long, cozy, some a bit tight on you, others hanging off your hips, all depending on what you get your hands on at the time. The scene is almost domestic, seeing you not even think about putting on something of his, you don't even say why you do it and he's fascinated by that. Playfuly he tugs on the waistband of the pants and tells you he wants them back, only for you to turn the tables and tell him to take them off you if he wants them so bad.
Sylus is very perceptive of what you do when you're around him so there's no way he wouldn't notice you wearing his fancy shirts around the apartment. Those aren't exactly outfits for casual wear so there was no way you could have mistaken them for one of your own, which means you took them on purpouse. A man like him doesn't do well when other people touch what belongs to him without his permission. It's bad bussiness practice, and dangerous when you're in deep with criminals like he is. But he could be persuaded to let you get away with it, only because you're his girl and his girl can do whatever she wants with and to him.
Caleb leaves his hoodie at your place on purpouse. He did it because he wanted to use it as an excuse to visit again early, he didn't expect that you'd be wearing it when you opened the door for him. All the blood rushed to his brain and caused him to stop all train of thought for a few moments before he smirked and leaned in to whisper how cute you look, his breath hot against your lips before he claimed them in a seering kiss. From that day on he never mentioned anything about you giving him his clothes back. Why would he want it back when it looks so much better on you, sometimes it's all you wear around him.
#love and deepspace x reader#zayne x reader#rafayel x reader#xavier x reader#sylus x reader#caleb x reader#love and deepspace imagines#zayne imagines#rafayel imagines#xavier imagines#sylus imagine#caleb imagine#love and deepspace headcanons#zayne headcanons#rafayel headcanons#xavier headcanons#sylus headcanon#caleb headcanons#love and deepspace fluff#zayne fluff#rafayel fluff#xavier fluff#sylus fluff#caleb fluff#lads x reader#lads imagine#lads headcanons#lads fluff#x female reader
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A Bird's Wings - Part 30
masterpost this is a first draft, please no editing or concrit <3
Dannyâs first thought when he woke up in the morning was how rested he was.
It was almost shocking.
Heâd been so exhausted for for the past few weeks that to feel rested was a relief that almost made him cry.
Dannyâs second thought was about his wings, which he still seemed to have. That was a pretty quick revelation caused by the fact that he was asleep on his stomach. The wings pulled at the sheets as he stretched lazily. At least they hurt less than yesterday at least. He was careful as he sat up, a cumbersome affair with the wings. It basically resulted in Danny getting his legs off the side of the large bed and simply standing up backwards, but at least it did result in him standing.
Grateful for Alfredâs thoroughness, Danny brushed his teeth before taking an awkward shower. He kept to the shower wand only and tried to keep as much water off his wings as possible. Despite the care, he still felt (and looked) like a rain ruffled bird after he had dressed in the modified sweater and a pair of his normal pants. He did what he could to at least tame his hair, swallowed his morning medication, and left the sanctuary of his borrowed room.
âMaster Danny, impeccable timing,â Alfred said when Danny came across him in what Danny thought was the foyer. âBreakfast will be served in half an hour in the kitchen. Would you like some coffee or tea to start your day?â
âCoffee would be great, if itâs not any trouble,â Danny said with a bashful smile. He still wasnât quite sure how to handle Alfredâs uncanny ability to show up and offer his service.
âA standard request of coffee is hardly trouble,â Alfred said in such a way that Danny felt bad for trying to be polite.
He didnât think that his Midwest manners were going to get him very far in this house. Manor.
Still trying to puzzle out how his life got him into things like this, Danny followed Alfred to the kitchen. Bruce was already there, looking still half a sleep as he sipped on his own mug of coffee. For the moment, the table was children free.
âCream or sugar?â Alfred ask as he headed towards the counter.
âCream please,â Danny said. He turned to Bruce and gave a little smile. âMorning, Bruce.â
âGood morning, Danny,â Bruce said, his voice a low, sleepy rumble. (Danny did his best to fight the blush that the tone caused.) âWould you like some help drying off your wings?â
So much for not blushing. âAh, yeah. That would be really nice. I tried to do what I could, butâŚâ
Bruce chuckled softly. âCompletely understandable. Itâs a very awkward angle to try and manage.â He set down his mug and stood. âFortunately for you, Damian is quite the animal buff and I was sent some very extensive articles on caring for wings.â
âOh gods,â Danny said. The words were muffled by the way he buried his burning face into his hands.
âDamian simply wants the best for you,â Bruce pointed out.
âSure, but still,â Danny said. He rubbed at his face as he let himself lean his head back and stare up at the ceiling for a moment, âIâm not a pet.â
Danny saw Bruce come over out the corner of his eye, towel in hand, and rolled his head a little to glance at him. He thought it was progress that he didnât flinch when Bruce reached out, clearly telegraphing his motion, to run a hand over Dannyâs wing.
âNo one thinks that youâre a pet, Danny,â Bruce said with so much sincerity in his eyes that Danny had to look away. âKnowing how to take care of your wings is the same as making sure that Damian has easy access to vegetarian meals or that the computers at the manor have a dyslexic friendly font installed for Dick or that Barbara can easily get around in her wheelchair. Your wings, even if only sometimes, are part of you. And for better or worse, my family and I seem rather intent to see you well.â
Danny rubbed at the back of his neck as he glanced back at Bruce. âPart of it may be that Iâm not exactly used to that sort of attention. I mean, Lucius tries to make me take care of myself, as well as some coworkers, but in Gotham that sort of feels more like new rogue prevention,â Danny joked.
Luckily Bruce chuckled at that. âI am sorry that weâre so overwhelming.â
âNo, donât be. Itâs⌠excuse the bird analogy, but itâs just a very full nest, isnât it? It feels cozy. Itâs just something different to try and wrap my head around,â Danny explained. âAnd I wonât pretend that I donât still have issues, as much as itâs something that Iâve worked really hard on personally and in therapy, dying at fourteen leaves a person with some issues.â
Not to mention being a super hero, staying half dead, dying a second time, and all of the other things that went on during his high school years.
âYes, I would imagine so,â Bruce said after a pause. His voice was soft and sad.
âBruceââ
âSorry,â Bruce said. âWhen Jason was fifteen, we thought he had died. He ended up out of reach and with extensive brain trauma and memory loss. I know how much it effected him. Iâm sorry you had to go through something at that age also.â
Danny squeezed one of Bruceâs hands where it was clasped tightly around a towel. âHeâs here now. Heâs alive and he seems happy. He has a boyfriend and everything. Iâm not saying it doesnât still pull at him, but it hasnât dragged him to the bottom. At least not anymore.â
Bruce smile was a somber, soft thing. âThank you. And youâre here too.â
Danny blinked at that. Bruce wasnât wrong. He didnât know almost any of the story, but he wasnât wrong. Wings and all, Danny was still alive. He smiled softly back. âYeah, I am.â
#I might be flirting with a breakdown#but we're going to ignore that and write#dp x dc#danny/bruce#birdritch
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okay pushing the pussy whipped loser boy agenda, rin is beyond obsessed with you and your pussy.
rin, regardless of how much of an egoist he is, has never touched a girl. sure, heâs gorgeous n all but his personality doesnât exactly scream âwelcomingâ and âlovelyâ, which is why heâs thrilled that he landed an angel like you.
youâre his first love, his first girlfriend, his first kiss, his first everythingâof course heâs obsessed. he doesnât just want you, he needs you. really, heâs convinced heâll die if you ever leave him.
heâs devoted to you and solely you, and you are just as down bad for him as he is for you. thatâs why itâs his job to take care of you and your needy little cunt that he just canât seem to get enough of! <3
you had a bad day? no worries, heâll pound his cock into you until youâre practically clawing at the sheets, crying and begging for more, and the only thing on your mind now is rin looking down at you through his lashes as he makes you cum one more time.
he leans down and presses chaste kisses to your jaw while you ride out your orgasm and brushes away any hair falling over your face.
âfeel better?â he mumbles against the skin of your neck thatâs glistening with sweat.
of course the answer is yes. if your voice isnât too hoarse to say so, at least.
tired? he doesnât just make cringy trash talk with his mouth, so heâll gladly get on his knees in front of you and needily lap and suck at your clit while you weave your fingers through hair and tug on it. your thighs are clenching around his head and of course, even though heâs doing his best for you, heâll complain about it a little.
âquit it,â he grunts, forcefully parting your thighs with his arms.
his tongue skilfully works past your folds and at your soaking pussy. he doesnât care that his nose and lips are glossy with your arousal, heâs just focused on knowing that heâs making you feel this good. you tug on his hair a little harder, head tilting back as you let out a moan that basically shakes your body.
rin thought you were tired?
and if youâre in the mood? if you just get so needy for him? heâll gladly oblige, no matter how busy he is. even if this means leaving you begging for his cock, you should be grateful that heâs fingering you so well and letting you cum ^^
ârinâhahâpleaseâŚneed you inside me,â you whine out, squirming against the soft silk sheets of the bed.
rinâs sat beside youâone hand flipping through the book he had to read for english, and the other one pistoled and almost idly pumping in and out of your hole while his thumb slowly rubs circles right above your clit.
he shoots you a sharp glare while your incessant begging interrupts whatever jay gatsby was rattling off about on the pages.
âiâm a little preoccupied, if you couldnât tell,â he says flatly. âjesus, âthought youâd be grateful that iâm even taking care of your slutty fuckinâ cunt right now.â
you let out a soft noise of protest? or maybe it was just another needy mewl? whatever it was, rin sighs and caves. how was he supposed to resist when you looked at him all teary-eyed and sounded so desperate, just for him? he loved you too much for this.
âif you can stay quiet until i finish this chapter, ill give you what you want. but only if you shut up and let me get through this.â
#bllk x female reader#bllk x y/n#bllk fanfic#bllk drabbles#bllk smut#blue lock#blue lock x reader#blue lock x you#blue lock smut#blue lock fanfiction#blue lock drabbles#rin itoshi#rin itoshi x reader#rin itoshi smut#rin itoshi x you#rin itoshi fanfic#rin itoshi x y/n#unedited
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svt reaction to you (their cold wife) getting sick
seungcheol doesn't show it, but heâs visibly panicked. seeing you so weak completely throws him off. âbaby,â his voice cracks a little as he sits beside you, his hand gently brushing through your hair. âyou need to rest, okay? i can handle everything, just let me take care of you.â heâs trying so hard not to show how worried he is, but his hand lingers on your forehead, watching you carefully. if you donât listen, youâll see him holding back tears, his jaw clenched tight. âdonât make the same mistakes ive made, my love. please, just let me help.â
jeonghan isn't really the type to outwardly panic, but you can see the way his eyes soften with worry. it makes him feel helpless. heâll gently nudge you, a hand on your cheek, as if to check if youâre really that sick. âhey, you know i hate seeing you like this, youâre always so strong... i want to help you, but you're pushing me away. let me make you feel better, okay?â he watches you, biting his lip, not knowing what to do. itâs uncharacteristic of him to show concern so openly, but for you? he canât hide it.
joshua's the one who has to step up, not your mom, or a family memeber. heâs gentle with you, always asking if you need anything, his hands warm as he adjusts the blankets around you. âbabe, youâre the most important thing to me right now. let me take care of you,â you can see the way his shoulders tense whenever you push him away, the way his hands hesitate to touch you.
junhui isnât good at handling sickness, especially when itâs you. heâs always been so carefree and lighthearted, but this situation makes him realize just how much he cares for you, even if its just a flu. when youâre sick, he tries his best to be quiet, doing everything for you without a word of complaint. âdonât you dare try to get up,â he warns gently, helping you lie back down when you try to move. âiâm gonna make sure youâre okay. please donât push me away, i canât stand it.â he hates seeing you like this, and it makes him feel lost.
hoshi, even though he tries to hide it, seeing you sick, lying in bed, is throwing him off. âno, no, you canât be sick!â he says, pacing around the room. he tries to keep the mood light, but you can see it in his eyesâheâs desperate to help you feel better. when he notices youâre still not listening to him, he softens, sitting beside you and gently holding your hand. âiâm scared.â he admits quietly. âcome on, smile just a little bit for me, alright?â heâll throw in dance moves, trying to make you giggle through your fever. but when he sees you barely responding, the laughter dies down, and heâll sit beside you, rubbing your arm softly.
wonwoo doesnât know how to comfort someone when theyâre sick, but he tries his best, even if itâs awkward. heâll sit beside you, his hands restless, not sure where to place them. âyou should be resting,â he says softly, watching you closely as you try to power through. when you try to push him away, he gently grabs your wrist. âi know you donât like being helpless, but itâs okay to let me take care of you. understand?â
woozi is the type to hide his emotions, but when you're sick, he canât stop his worry from seeping through. heâs quiet, observing you with sad puppy eyes. âyouâre not fooling anyone, you know?â he says gently, brushing your hair from your forehead. âyou think i donât see how bad youâre feeling? you have to rest.â he will show up with every remedy he can think of. sStop pretending youâre not sick.â
minghaoâll sit with you, his hand gently resting on your leg, offering you drinks and food without pushing too hard. âyou need anything else?â heâll ask. if you seem uncomfortable, heâll adjust the pillows or pull the blanket up around you. ârest, okay? i know youâre tough, but youâre allowed to take a break with me.â
mingyu hates seeing you in such a vulnerable state, and it makes him feel like its actually HIS fault? âhey, donât give me that look,â he says, gently brushing a strand of hair away from your face. âyou need to rest, alright? youâre always taking care of everyone else, let me take care of you this time.â heâll be running around, grabbing medicine, making soup, doing anything he can. if you refuse to eat, heâll do the âpuppy eyesâ thing, like please just do it for me. ây/n, you gotta eat something for me.â heâll say, holding a spoon up like heâs feeding you a kid.
seokminâs probably more emotional about it than anyone else, but he tries to hide it behind his warm, comforting words. âhey, hey, donât try to be tough for me, okay?â he says softly, cupping your face in his hands. âi need you to get better. youâre always so strong, but now itâs my turn to take care of you. donât shut me out.â heâs the type to almost act like everythingâs fine to keep you from feeling bad, but when youâre not looking, you can tell heâs worrying âyou need more water? how about some tea? iâll make it extra special.â his attempts to cheer you up with bad jokes and soft, loving gestures will make you smile, even if you donât feel like it.
seungkwan âno, no, no, no! not you too!â he says, pacing back and forth, clearly frantic. âyou canât be sick, thatâs not allowed!â heâs trying to keep it together, but you can see the way his eyes keep flicking back to you. âyou want soup? Iill make the best soup ever. iâll make it famous!â he says, putting on an exaggerated show as he tries to make you laugh.
vernon knows you donât like being weak, but he refuses to let you go through it alone. âstop, youâre not pushing me away this time,â he says in the most serious tone you ever heard him, while he applies vic on your back. youâll catch him watching you when he thinks youâre asleep, his hand softly brushing through your hair, a faint frown on his face. his way of saying âi need you to be okayâ without actually saying it out loud.
chanâs soft, tender heart breaks when he sees you sick, but heâll try his hardest not to overwhelm you. heâll bring you everything you need, checking in on you constantly. âyouâre not fooling me, y/n,â he says gently, pressing a hand to your forehead. âi know youâre not feeling well. you always take care of me... why wouldn't you let me take care of you this time? isn't that what boyfriends were made for?â
#seventeen reactions#seventeen imagines#seventeen headcanons#seventeen scenarios#seventeen x reader#svt imagines#seungcheol x reader#jeonghan x reader#joshua x reader#hoshi x reader#dino x reder#minghao x reader#wonwoo x reader#woozi x reader#jun x reader#mingyu x reader#seokmin x reader#seungkwan x reader#vernon x reader#chan x reader
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Always check.
A few things you could look for or do:
0 (Always do this): Take a breather, try to calm your emotions. Fake news want you to feel a certain way so you believe them!
Now.
1. Do they cite their sources?
2. Search up something that was claimed to be true by the source and check with other sources (be wary if there is no other sources.)
3. Search up WHAT ORGANIZATION(S) FINANCE THE NEWS OUTLET. Be especially wary if it's by a Political party or a company in close cooperation with a Political Party
4. Check the URL (if it seems to be an 'edu' domain, but is followed by a ".co" or "Io", it likely is a fake site.)
5. Be wary if the info is protrayed as SENSATIONAL or seems TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.
6. If your resource has an ABOUT US section, read it. Modt reputable websites WILL have an about us and a way to contact them.
7. Check the Authors credentials. Why are *they* an authority on the matter? Do they currently work in that field? Check their LinkedIn, if available. Google the authors name.
8. Does the article only present one side of a debate? Then it is biased. That is not necessarily bad but make sure to get all sides of the arguments to make a well-based opinion
9. BE AWARE of CONFIRMATION BIAS. People tend to seek and interpert info and evidence in the way that confirms their belief or expectations. Try to be neutral. Don't fall into this trap
THIS IS NOT ALL so well explained, but i tried my best /gen
I have linked resources and such below. Will be updating this post. making edits if i see mistakes, etc. PLEASE MESSAGE ME of more tips and resources and such that might be helpful! I would appreciate it /gen
BE AWARE SOME SOURCES ARE BY THE GOVERNMENT (.gov). we do not know how much the government will control/change the acurracy of them, so PLEASE double check)
ALWAYS CHECK WITH SEVERAL RESOURCES, NOT JUST ONE, TO FACT CHECK
https://www.factcheck.org/about/our-mission/
https://www.washingtonpost.com/politics/fact-checker/
https://www.allsides.com/media-bias
https://www.courtreference.com/
https://factcheck.afp.com/
https://www.reuters.com/fact-check/
SOME GUIDES AND INFOS ABOUT / TO FACT CHECKING
https://www.wnyc.org/story/breaking-news-consumers-handbook-pdf/
https://andrew-philips.medium.com/a-beginners-guide-to-fact-checking-a98309fe875b
https://projects.research-and-innovation.ec.europa.eu/en/horizon-magazine/five-fact-checking-tips-disinformation-experts
-Ares
just as a general reminder
learn how to fact-check for yourself, cause soon enough, most online sources won't be reliable
#fact check#please fact check#do NOT believe the governments words without checking#PLEASE DO CORRECT ME IF I AM WRONG!!!#PLEASE I BEG YOU
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Hold My Girl
The crowd roared. The Bengals won over the Denver broncos. The crowd cheered MVP to Joe. I obviously got a little emotional. He deserves the world. He fed off of their energy and the fans loved it. It was such a great thing to see.
Joes family and I made our way to meet Joe after the game. After the crowd made their way out we got a chance to head out onto the field with other players and their families. Joe was going to meet us there.
Joe then stepped out of the tunnel.
We quickly locked eyes. His smile grew big.
He came over to me and embraced me in a big hug. I gave him a kiss on the cheek.
âSo proud of you Joey, you were amazing out there.â- you smile
âThank you, baby.â- joe
He gave me a kiss.
He made his way hugging his family members and friends.
He then came back over to me. He hugged me from behind.
âI kept looking up at the suite to see you.â- joe
âAw, you missed me?â- you
âYeah, I wanted to make sure my girl was watching. You gave me confidence every time I saw you looking.â- joe
âOf course I was watching! Never take my eyes off, except when I have to go to the bathroom.â- you
Joe laughs
âHow do you feel? Does Anything hurt?â- you
âJust sore.â- joe
You nod
âI saw your griddy. Pretty impressive Joey B.â- you laugh
âWell, thank you!â- Joe
Just then Joe picks you up and spins you around
âJoe! Put me downâ- you squeal
He puts you down and turns you so you are looking straight into his baby blues.
You both laugh.
âWhat was that for?â- you
âJust for some fun. I wanted to hear your laugh again.â- Joe
âYou will be the death of me.â- you
You lean in for a kiss.
âOh my! Get a room.â- Jamie
You hide your face laughing on joes chest.
âOh shut up, Jamie.â- Joe
Joe looks back down at you.
âWant to throw the football with me?â- joe asks
âYeah!â- you
Joe runs and grabs a football while you set your bag down.
âOk, take like ten steps back.â- Joe
You walk backwards until you reach ten steps.
âReady?â- Joe
âYep!â- you
Joe throws the ball not to hard but makes sure you can reach and catch.
You perfectly catch in your hands.
âYes!â- you
âNice one, Mrs Burrow. Throw it back!â- Joe
You get ready to throw. You toss the ball into an almost perfect spiral.
Joe catches it.
âNot bad. That was good.â- Joe
âThanks, Mr Burrow.â- you
Joe cheeks flush.
âOk, now try and catch in the end zone this time.â- Joe
âOk!â- you
You take a couple steps back and get ready to run.
âReady?â- joe
âYep!â- You
Joe throws the ball.
You run and catch it.
âTouchdown!â- you
Joe runs over.
âYeah! Thatâs what Iâm talking about!â- Joe
He gives you a high five then leans down for a kiss.
âJaâMarr might have to watch out.â- Joe
âYeah, I think so too.â- you laugh
âââââââââââââââââ-
You guys are back at the house. Itâs quiet. The lamps are the only lights on. Both of you have showered and now laying on the couch until you guys get tired and head up.
Joe pulls you in to cuddle.
âYouâre extra clingy today.â- you smile
What, I canât hold my girl?â- Joe
âOf course you can! I love when you do.â- you
âOk, then I will do it more often.â- joe
He kisses your head
After a couple minutes of watching The Office Joe speaks up.
âThis might sound a little corny but I just have to say it.â- Joe
âOk?â- you
âYou feel like home to me. You are my home. My person. The only person I want to run to after a game or after a long day at work. You comfort me. You support me in ways that I canât myself. So, thank you. For always being there, y/n.â- Joe
You got teary eyed.
âJoe, thatâs the sweetest thing someone has ever said to me. Thank you. And you want to know something?â- you
âWhat?â- Joe
âYou feel like home too, for me. You help me when Iâm down or when I just need a hug or a shoulder to lean on. You are always the one I think about every waking second. I love you.â- You
You lean in for a kiss.
âI love you, too.â- Joe
âââââââââââ-
The end
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maybe maybe - jeon wonwoo imagine
hellooooo ~ i need to give myself a pat in the back for this bcs OH MY GOSH EVEN I WAS GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET WHILE WRITING THIS. the slooooow burn on thisđŤ we love a nonchalant and oa combo (if u know u know)
also i was listening to maybe maybe by lola amour while writing this. give it a listen to get the maximum feelsđ
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Youâve liked Jeon Wonwoo for as long as you can remember. Itâs not a fleeting crush or some shallow infatuationâitâs the kind of feeling that lingers, like a persistent shadow. He knows it; everyone does. But as much as your friends tease you about your obvious affection for him, Wonwoo has never acknowledged it.
Not once.
Wonwoo is the epitome of calm indifference. Heâs polite, sure, but he never goes out of his way to engage with anyone outside of his tight-knit circle of friends, Vernon and Minghao. Theyâre always together, laughing at inside jokes and radiating an air of effortless cool that only makes him seem more unreachable.
And yet, you canât help yourself. Youâre drawn to him like a moth to a flame, even though he treats you no differently than anyone else.
Sometimes you wonder if he even notices the little things you do for himâthe way you save him a seat in class when heâs running late, or how you always bring an extra drink to study group just in case he wants one. You tell yourself youâre just being nice, but Mimi, your best friend, sees right through you.
âThis is ridiculous,â she tells you one afternoon, leaning back in her chair with an exasperated sigh.
The two of you are sitting outside on the campus lawn, the warm sunlight doing little to ease the frustration in her voice. âYouâre bending over backward for a guy who canât even spare you a second glance.â
âHeâs not that bad,â you argue weakly, though even you know itâs a poor defense. Mimi raises an eyebrow, unimpressed.
âNot that bad? Y/N, heâs like a brick wall with glasses. Sure, heâs good-looking, but you canât build a relationship on eye contact alone.â
âIâm not trying to build a relationship!â you protest, though your cheeks heat at the lie. âI just⌠I like being around him, thatâs all.â
Mimi rolls her eyes. âYou like torturing yourself, is what you mean. Honestly, if I didnât know you better, Iâd think you enjoy the challenge.â
Maybe sheâs right. Maybe thereâs a part of you that holds onto this unrequited crush because itâs safer than the alternative. If you never confess, you can never be rejected. And as much as Wonwooâs aloofness stings, itâs still better than the thought of him outright telling you he doesnât feel the same.
But then there are momentsârare, fleeting momentsâwhen you catch a glimpse of something softer beneath his exterior. Like the time you lent him your notes for a class he missed, and he returned them with a quiet âThanksâ and a small, almost imperceptible smile. Or the way his eyes lingered on you for just a second longer than usual when you bumped into him at the library last week.
Itâs those moments that keep you hanging on, no matter how much Mimi scolds you for it.
âYouâre hopeless,â she says with a shake of her head. But thereâs no real malice in her words, just the weary affection of someone whoâs watched you pine for too long. âI swear, one day youâre going to look back on this and laugh.â
You doubt it, but you donât say that out loud. Instead, you change the subject, steering the conversation toward something less painful.
Later that day, you find yourself crossing paths with Wonwoo outside the campus cafĂŠ. Heâs with Vernon and Minghao, as usual, but when he sees you, he slows his pace, letting his friends walk ahead without him.
âHey,â he says, his voice as steady and unreadable as ever.
âHi,â you manage, your heart doing its usual somersault at the sight of him.
For a moment, you stand there, unsure of what to say. But before the silence can stretch too long, Wonwoo speaks again.
âThanks for the notes,â he says simply.
Itâs not much, just two words, but the sincerity in his tone catches you off guard. For once, it feels like heâs really looking at you, not just through you. And in that moment, you think that maybe, just maybe, thereâs hope after all.
Itâs a small step, but itâs enough to keep you going.
Mimi is relentless, as she always is when it comes to your love lifeâor lack thereof. Sheâs leaning against your desk chair in your dorm room, scrolling through her phone with a dramatic sigh.
âIâm telling you, Y/N, this guy is perfect for you. Heâs into photography, loves indie films, and heâs even in your lit class. Plus, he doesnât act like heâs living in a perpetual state of indifference.â She shoves her phone in your face, showing you a photo of a guy you vaguely recognize from class. Heâs cute, objectively speaking, with a kind smile and a soft, approachable vibe.
But you shake your head before Mimi can even finish her pitch. âIâm not interested.â
Mimi groans, tossing her phone onto your bed. âWhy do you do this to yourself? Itâs not like youâre dating Wonwoo, or that heâs even trying to date you. Youâre wasting your time on a guy who canât even bother to hold a real conversation with you.â
Her words hit harder than she probably intended, and for a moment, you feel the weight of the truth behind them. Sheâs rightânothing about your feelings for Wonwoo makes sense. You know itâs a losing game, but every time you even consider the idea of moving on, it feels wrong. Like youâd be betraying something youâve held onto for so long.
âItâs not that simple,â you say finally, your voice quieter than you intended.
Mimi softens at your tone, sinking onto the edge of your bed. âThen make it simple, Y/N. I get itâyou like him. But you canât keep doing this to yourself. You deserve someone who actually sees you.â
âI donât know if I want someone else to see me,â you admit, the words tumbling out before you can stop them.
Itâs frustratingâyouâre frustrated with yourself.
Every time you see Wonwoo, itâs like all the logic and advice youâve been given evaporates into thin air. All you see is him: the way his glasses slide down his nose when heâs reading, or the rare laugh that lights up his face when Vernon says something ridiculous. Itâs like heâs carved a permanent space in your mind, and no matter how hard you try, you canât make him leave.
Mimi looks at you like sheâs trying to solve a puzzle. âYouâre not even ready to like someone else, are you?â
You shake your head, a small, self-deprecating smile playing on your lips. âI donât think so. Itâs stupid, right? Holding onto feelings for someone who probably doesnât even think about me.â
âItâs not stupid,â she says, surprising you. âItâs just⌠hard to watch. Youâre one of the best people I know, Y/N, and it sucks to see you stuck on someone who doesnât appreciate that.â
Youâre about to respond when your phone buzzes on the desk. Itâs a notification from the group chat for your literature project, and your heart skips a beat when you see Wonwooâs name among the participants.
âSpeak of the devil,â Mimi mutters when she notices your expression. She doesnât need to ask who the message is from.
You open the chat to find a simple message from Wonwoo: I have some extra notes from class if anyone needs them. Just let me know.
Itâs not directed at you specifically, but your heart still flutters at the thought of him offering to help. Mimi catches the way your lips twitch into a faint smile and groans dramatically, flopping back onto your bed.
âYouâre hopeless,â she declares, though her tone is more resigned than annoyed.
You donât argue with her this time. Maybe you are hopeless, but youâre not ready to give up just yet. Because even though it doesnât make sense, even though itâs frustrating and irrational and probably a little pathetic, a part of you still believes thereâs something worth holding onto.
The next day, youâre determined to take a small step forward.
Wonwooâs message about the notes keeps replaying in your mind, like a sign you canât ignore. Itâs a flimsy excuse to talk to him, sure, but itâs enough to make you gather your courage and head toward the study hall where you know he likes to hang out.
You spot him right away, sitting at his usual corner table. His laptop is open, and a notebook lies beside it, his familiar neat handwriting filling the pages. But before you can take another step, you see her.
Sheâs sitting across from him, her dark hair tied back in a sleek ponytail. Sheâs gorgeous in a natural, effortless way that makes you want to disappear on the spot. And the way Wonwoo looks at herâitâs like someone punched you in the stomach. His smile is soft, easy, like heâs known her forever. Heâs speaking to her with a comfort and warmth that heâs never shown you.
You freeze in place, your confidence evaporating in an instant. All the what-ifs and maybes that have kept you going suddenly feel childish and naive. You turn on your heel and leave before either of them can notice you.
The rest of the week feels like a blur. You donât have the energy to pretend everything is fine, and Mimi is quick to notice.
âWhatâs wrong with you lately?â she asks on Thursday, her eyes narrowing in concern as she sits across from you in the campus cafĂŠ. âYouâve been moping around like someone stole your dog.â
You shrug, poking at your untouched sandwich. âItâs nothing.â
âLiar,â she says immediately. âCome on, spill.â
When you hesitate, she leans in closer, her voice softening. âIs it Wonwoo?â
The look on your face is answer enough.
Mimi lets out a groan, rubbing her temples. âY/N, youâve got to stop doing this to yourself. If heâs making you feel like thisââ
âItâs not his fault,â you cut in quickly. âHe doesnât even know how I feel.â
âExactly,â she says, exasperated. âYouâre tearing yourself apart over a guy who doesnât even know what heâs doing to you.â
You donât respond, and Mimi sighs. After a moment of silence, she leans forward with a determined look in her eyes.
âAlright, thatâs it. Iâm not letting you mope around all weekend. Thereâs a party on Saturday, and youâre coming with me.â
You open your mouth to protest, but she holds up a hand to stop you.
âNo excuses. You need a distraction, and Iâm going to make sure you have fun whether you like it or not.â
True to her word, Saturday evening finds you standing in front of the mirror, dressed in an outfit Mimi picked out for you. Itâs a little more daring than your usual styleâan off-the-shoulder black dress that hugs your figure in all the right placesâbut Mimi insists itâs perfect.
âYou look hot,â she declares, grinning as she adjusts the necklace around your neck. âWonwoo who?â
You laugh despite yourself, though the sound feels hollow. Mimi doesnât miss the way your smile falters, and she grabs your hands, forcing you to meet her gaze.
âListen, Y/N. Tonight is about you. Forget about Wonwoo, forget about everything else, and just have fun. You deserve to feel good about yourself, okay?â
âOkay,â you murmur, even though youâre not sure you believe it.
But as Mimi drags you out the door and toward the party, you canât help but wonder if maybe, just maybe, sheâs right. Maybe itâs time to let go, even if just for one night.
The bass from the speakers reverberates through your chest the moment you step inside the party venue. Itâs dimly lit, with neon lights flashing and a sea of people crowded around the dance floor and bar.
You feel out of place immediately, but Mimi, ever the extrovert, is in her element. She practically radiates confidence as she scans the room, her hand firmly gripping your wrist.
âThis is going to be fun,â she says with a grin, already pulling you toward the bar.
âMimi, waitââ you start to protest, but sheâs not listening. Within moments, sheâs ordering shots, her energy infectiously bold.
âTwo tequila shots, please!â she calls out over the noise, turning to you with a mischievous sparkle in her eye. âCome on, Y/N. You said youâd let loose tonight!â
âI didnât say Iâd drink,â you mumble, eyeing the small glasses as theyâre placed in front of you.
Mimi rolls her eyes. âOne shot wonât kill you. Itâs called liquid courage. Youâll thank me later.â
Before you can object again, sheâs shoving one of the glasses into your hand. Everything feels like itâs happening too fastâthe music, the lights, the crowd, and now this. You glance down at the clear liquid and then at Mimi, whoâs already downed hers like a pro.
âCheers to forgetting about all your worries!â she declares, clinking her empty glass against yours.
You sigh, realizing you have no way out, and tip the shot back. The alcohol burns as it goes down, and you cough slightly, grimacing at the taste. Mimi laughs and pats your back.
âThere you go! See? That wasnât so bad,â she says, already signaling for another round.
As Mimi orders more drinks, you glance around the room, trying to get your bearings.
You donât notice the way heads turn in your direction, but Wonwoo does.
From his spot in the corner of the room, heâs watching you.
Heâd seen you the moment you walked in, though he wasnât the only one. Itâs hard not to notice you tonight. You look stunning, completely different from your usual casual, understated style. The black dress youâre wearing accentuates your figure, and thereâs a confidence in the way you carry yourselfâeven if you donât feel it.
Vernon nudges him lightly, leaning in to murmur, âIsnât that Y/N?â
Wonwoo doesnât reply, his gaze fixed on you as you stand at the bar with Mimi. Heâs used to seeing you in hoodies and jeans, always looking comfortable and approachable. But tonight, youâre turning heads left and right, and itâs clear youâre out of your element.
âShe cleans up well,â Minghao comments casually, sipping his drink.
Wonwoo doesnât respond, but his jaw tightens ever so slightly. He watches as Mimi drags you further into the chaos of the party, her energy pulling you along like a whirlwind. You seem hesitant, your eyes wide as you take in the unfamiliar environment, but thereâs something endearing about it.
For a moment, Wonwoo feels a strange pang in his chest, though he canât quite place it. Maybe itâs because heâs not used to seeing you like this, so far removed from the quiet kindness you usually exude. Or maybe itâs the way other people are looking at youâthe guys whose eyes linger a little too long, the girls whispering behind their hands.
âDude,â Vernon says, snapping him out of his thoughts. âYou good?â
Wonwoo blinks, finally tearing his gaze away. âYeah,â he mutters, though his voice lacks conviction.
But even as his friends return to their conversation, Wonwoo canât help but glance back at you. Thereâs something about tonight that feels different, and for the first time in a long time, he wonders if heâs the one being left behind.
The alcohol was starting to buzz in your veins, making the room feel warmer and the noise more distant. Mimi was in her element, laughing and chatting with a group of students you vaguely recognized from campus. Somehow, youâd gotten swept up in their drinking games, and before you knew it, one shot had turned into two, then three.
Now, you were standing in a loose circle, your nerves on edge as you watched the current game unfold. Someone had explained it a moment ago: take the shot, then grab the lemon wedge held between another personâs lips. It was bold, far outside your comfort zone, but you didnât want to be the odd one out.
âYour turn, Y/N!â someone called, handing you a small shot glass filled with tequila.
Your hands felt clammy as you accepted it, your heart pounding in your chest. You couldnât even look at the person who was supposed to hold the lemon for youâyour nerves wouldnât let you. All you could think about was how awkward this was going to be, and how much you wished you could disappear into the floor.
You took a deep breath, closing your eyes briefly as you downed the shot in one go.
The burn of the alcohol hit first, followed by a rush of heat in your chest. When you opened your eyes and turned your head to face whoever had volunteered to hold the lemon, you froze.
Wonwoo didnât expect it to happen so soon, but there you were, standing at the bar with a shot in hand, the challenge in your eyes as you glanced at the person next to you holding a lemon.
And thenâbefore he even realized what he was doingâhe found himself walking over.
You blinked, wondering if the tequila was playing tricks on you. But noâhe was standing right in front of you, his hands gently cupping your face as if this was the most natural thing in the world. The room seemed to fall away, the noise and chaos fading into the background.
The lemon wedge was between his lips, his sharp gaze locked onto yours, and for a moment, you forgot how to breathe.
Your heart felt like it might burst out of your chest as he leaned in closer, his eyes never leaving yours. His touch was warm, steady, grounding you even as your mind spiraled.
Every nerve in your body was on high alert, the proximity making your head spin even more than the alcohol.
The way you looked at him when you saw him standing there, so close, made something stir in his chest. He was used to seeing you in passing, in casual greetings, but never like this.
Never with this... spark in your eyes, the nervous energy swirling between you two as if the whole room had faded into the background.
His hand found its way to your face without him thinking about it. It was like instinct, like he was meant to touch you, to make the moment real, to ground you in the present. He could feel your breath against his lips as he held the lemon between his teeth, his own heartbeat quickening as he leaned in. The closeness was intoxicating, and even though everything around you was chaotic, there was a stillness between you twoâsomething unspoken that hummed in the air.
His lips brushed against yours, and for a split second, the world stopped moving. The taste of tequila, the sharpness of the lemon, it all blurred together, leaving just the feeling of your presence, warm and electric. It was over in an instant, but the memory lingered like an echo in his mind.
When he pulled away, he noticed the slight tremble in your breath, the flush creeping up your cheeks. His fingers lingered on your skin, just for a moment, before he let go and took a step back. He couldnât tell if it was the alcohol or something else that made him act on impulse, but he couldnât bring himself to regret it.
âCareful with those shots,â he said, his voice steady as he turned to leave, wanting to disappear into the crowd before he did something even more foolish.
And just like that, he was gone, disappearing back into the crowd.
You stood there, your heart racing and your mind spinning, wondering if what had just happened was realâor if it was just another tequila-induced dream.
The morning light is harsh, seeping through the blinds and hitting you like a freight train.
Your head pounds, your mouth is dry, and you feel like your body is made of lead. Every movement feels like a chore, and the only thing you want is to pull the covers over your head and pretend like the world doesn't exist.
But then you remember last night. Bits and pieces of the party flash through your foggy mindâMimi dragging you into the chaos, the shots, the people... and then, the moment with Wonwoo.
You sit up, your stomach flipping at the thought of it.
What had happened? Was it real? Or just a tequila-fueled dream? Your heart sinks into your stomach as the hangover makes itself known in full force. You groan, leaning back against your pillow.
Mimi, ever the morning person, bursts into your room without knocking, as if she doesnât notice the state youâre in.
âMorning!â she says brightly, a little too brightly, given your current condition. Sheâs holding a water bottle and some aspirin in her hand. âHere, drink this. You look like youâve been hit by a truck.â
âThanks,â you mutter, taking the bottle gratefully, but your eyes are still squinting against the harsh light. âMimi... what happened last night? What... what did I do?â
Mimi plops down on the edge of your bed, clearly already recovered from whatever wildness the night had thrown her way. She grins, almost too smugly for your current state.
âLet me think,â she says, tapping her chin like sheâs in deep contemplation. âWell, first you got a little tipsy, then you got a lot tipsy... You were a little shy at first, but after a few shots, you really started to loosen up!â
You wince, already imagining how embarrassing you must have been. âAndâŚ?â
âThen,â she continues, barely able to contain her laughter, âyou and Wonwoo had a moment.â
You freeze, your heart skipping a beat. âWait, what?â
âOh yeah,â Mimi says, her eyes sparkling with amusement. âYou two were definitely the talk of the night. You guys played that game, and then...â She pauses for dramatic effect, clearly enjoying every second of your discomfort. â...Well, letâs just say the lemon wedge wasnât the only thing shared.â
Your brain stumbles over the words as the memory floods back. You and Wonwoo, so close, his hands on your face, the taste of tequila and lemon... And then the kiss, the soft brush of his lips against yours, lingering for just a heartbeat.
You feel your cheeks heat up, even as you cringe internally. âThat wasnât a kiss, was it?â you ask, your voice barely above a whisper.
âOh, it definitely was,â Mimi says with a teasing grin, clearly delighted by the reaction sheâs getting from you. âA very brief one, but yeah. It happened.â
You bury your face in your hands, groaning in embarrassment. âOh my god, Iâm going to die.â
âNo, no, no.â Mimi leans in, trying to comfort youâthough her laughter is a little too apparent. âIt wasnât a big deal! You didnât embarrass yourself too badly. Besides, from what I saw, he didnât look like he minded.â
You look up at her, eyes wide. âWhat do you mean? Did he say anything?â
Mimi shrugs, her grin turning a little more thoughtful. âHe didnât say muchâ
Your heart skips a beat. You hadnât even considered that. Did he... stay because he was just being polite? Or was there something else there?
"Did anything else happen after that?" you ask cautiously.
Mimi shakes her head. "No, you two went your separate ways pretty quickly after that. I mean, you were a little tipsy, so I didn't want to push you too much. But trust me, you're not imagining it. Something happened, even if you're too hungover to remember all the details.â
You lean back against the pillows, the weight of her words settling in your chest. Wonwoo. That moment. Had he really felt something too? Or was it just the alcohol making you think there was more to it than there actually was?
"Mimi..." you trail off, unsure how to even phrase your next question. "What do I do now?"
Mimi's expression softens slightly, though she still has that mischievous glint in her eye. "You let it play out. Don't overthink it. If somethingâs meant to happen, it will. If not, then at least you got a pretty wild story to tell."
You nod slowly, still unsure about everything. The hangover isnât making things any easier, and your head feels like itâs full of unanswered questions.
But as you drink the water and swallow the aspirin she handed you, you canât shake the feeling that this could be the beginning of something youâve been waiting for. Even if you donât have all the answers yet.
The next few days felt like an emotional rollercoaster, and you were stuck somewhere near the top, trying to keep your balance.
After last nightâs chaos, you couldnât bring yourself to face Wonwoo. You avoided him like the plague, keeping your distance whenever you saw him around campus. It wasnât because you regretted what happened, but because... well, it felt like you were the only one who cared about it, and that made everything awkward.
Wonwoo didnât say anything, didnât acknowledge you or the kiss. He acted like it was nothing, like it was just some silly game, just like the other shots and the other people. But the longer you avoided him, the more you couldnât shake the feeling that he was aware of itâaware of you. And that only made it worse.
His friends had caught on, too. Vernon had laughed it off, saying it was cute how you were avoiding Wonwoo. Minghao seemed amused. They didnât think much of it, but you couldnât ignore the tension that built up every time you crossed paths with them.
But it wasnât just them noticing. Wonwoo was noticing too. You could feel his eyes on you whenever you went to class or sat in the library. His usual nonchalant demeanor didnât give anything away, but there was something in the way he lingered a little longer, just enough to make you feel seen, even when you wanted to disappear.
Then, one afternoon, when you thought you were finally in the clear, it happened.
You were walking home, head down, lost in your thoughts as the weight of the last few days pressed heavily on your shoulders. You shouldâve stayed in and avoided the outside world. But, no, you were out here, walking alone, hoping the fresh air would clear your head.
And then, you heard the familiar sound of an engine approaching. You looked up just in time to see Wonwooâs car slowing beside you. Your heart skipped, and for a moment, everything inside you screamed to turn around and run. You were already panicking, your steps quickening, but before you could escape, the car came to a stop beside you.
Wonwoo rolled down the window, his expression as unreadable as ever, but his voiceâhis voice was what made you freeze.
âY/N,â he called out, and your pulse quickened. You turn slowly to face him
"Hey, Wonwoo. Uh what's up?" you casually, trying to hide the fact that your face is burning because of him and not the cold winds
"Just got out of class, are you walking home?"
"Yea, on my way home too. Anyways, I better get going. See you... around" you wave goodbye and started to walk again.
You hear the car door open and steps behind you, "Are you avoiding me?" his question makes you stop on your tracks. Turning around to see him leaning against the passenger side of his car
âUh... I... Itâs justââ you stutter, and then you realize you canât lie about it anymore. âItâs because of... the kiss.â
His face doesnât shift, no surprise or confusion. He just looks at you, his dark eyes locking onto yours for a moment too long. And then, as if itâs nothing at all, he shrugs.
âIt wasnât even a kiss, Y/N,â he says coolly, as though itâs no big deal. âIt was just... part of the game. Nothing to worry about.â
The words hit you like a bucket of ice water. Youâre disappointed, though you try not to show it. You wanted something more. You wanted him to acknowledge the tension, the fact that there was something between you two, something real.
But of course, that was just how Wonwoo wasânonchalant, distant, and always acting like everything was just nothing.
You couldnât help the slight sinking feeling in your chest. You forced a smile, but it didnât quite reach your eyes. âRight. Of course,â you mutter, hoping your voice doesnât betray the disappointment you feel.
For a moment, neither of you says anything. You feel awkward, standing there on the sidewalk, his car still idling beside you. But then he speaks again, his tone softening just slightly, though still with that signature aloofness.
âGet in. Iâll drive you home.â he opens the passenger door, waiting for you.
You hesitate. You should just say no, continue walking, put some distance between you. But youâre tired, emotionally drained, and there's something about his voiceâsomething about the way heâs offering that makes it hard to refuse. You sigh, not knowing what to say but not wanting to make things worse. You step toward the car, sliding into the passenger seat without another word.
As he pulls away, the silence in the car is thick, and you canât stop the thoughts that swirl in your head. You want to ask him, want to know if that kiss meant anything to him, or if he really did feel nothing about it.
But thatâs just how Wonwoo was, wasnât it? Always distant, always playing it cool, never letting anyone get too close.
The drive to your place feels like an eternity, but in the back of your mind, you know this silence between you two is only going to build the tension more. You just wish he would break it.
It wasnât easy, but you were getting better at avoiding him. The subtle things you used to do for himâsaving him a seat in the library, offering him drinks or homemade cookiesâhad all stopped. You still couldnât bring yourself to fully confront your feelings for him, and honestly, it felt like the only way to protect yourself was to distance yourself from him as much as possible.
You told yourself it was for the best. You told yourself that the space you were creating would help you get over him. But no matter how hard you tried, no matter how much time passed, you couldnât shake the feeling that he was always watching, always noticing.
And, of course, he noticed. Wonwoo wasnât the type to wear his emotions on his sleeve, but he was observant, maybe more so than he let on. He noticed that you stopped going out of your way to be kind to him. He noticed the absence of the small, thoughtful gestures you used to offer. At first, he didnât say anything, uncertain of what was going on, or whether he even had the right to ask you about it.
But eventually, he couldnât take the silence anymore.
It was late in the afternoon when you were walking alone on campus, heading toward the library to meet up with Mimi. The cool breeze made your hair dance around your face, and the noise of the campus life seemed distant, as if you were in your own little bubble.
As you passed by the gym, you saw him. Wonwoo. He had just finished his workout, his gym bag slung over his shoulder, his T-shirt sticking to his body in that way it always did after a session. Your heart skipped a beat at the sight of him, but you quickly turned your attention elsewhere, pretending you hadnât seen him.
But he saw you. Of course, he did.
âY/N,â Wonwoo called out, his voice cutting through the ambient noise, his footsteps quickening to match yours. You tried not to flinch as you heard him approaching, but your pulse was racing.
You stopped in your tracks, turning to face him, hoping your expression didnât betray the nervousness bubbling up inside you. âWonwoo?â you said, keeping your voice steady even though it felt like your heart was about to leap out of your chest.
He stopped in front of you, looking at you for a beat too long, like he was sizing you up. The look on his face was unreadable, but you could see the confusion in his eyes, the way his brows furrowed slightly as he took you in.
"Why did you stop?" he asked, and for a moment, you werenât sure if you heard him correctly.
"Stop?" You repeated, confused by his question. What was he even talking about?
"Yeah," he continued, his voice casual, but there was something different in it now. Something that made you feel like you were under a microscope. "You stopped... saving me seats, or bringing me stuff. You used to do that all the time."
You didnât know how to respond. A part of you wanted to lie, to say it was no big deal, that you were just too busy or distracted with school, but something in his eyes made you hesitate. The truth, the real reason you were avoiding him, was too complicated. You couldnât say it outright.
âI just⌠I guess Iâve been busy,â you said quietly, avoiding his gaze. âThings just⌠changed, I guess.â
Wonwoo tilted his head slightly, as though trying to understand, but he didnât push. There was no challenge in his voice, no annoyance. It was just curiosity, genuine and unassuming.
"Okay," he said after a beat, his eyes still locked on you. âI just thought you were mad at me or something.â
You felt a pang of guilt at his words, but you brushed it aside. âIâm not mad, Wonwoo. Iâm just... I donât know." You shook your head, unsure of how to explain your feelings without making things even more awkward. âI guess I just needed space.â
There was a pause, and then, for the first time in a while, he looked almost... vulnerable. "Space? For what?"
You swallowed hard, your throat dry. You could hear the underlying question in his voice, even if he wasnât asking it directly. Why had you pulled away from him? Why had you stopped the small things that used to come so naturally?
Before you could say anything else, Wonwoo let out a small sigh, and though his expression was still unreadable, there was something softer in his tone. âAlright. I just wanted to know.â
Without waiting for you to respond, he turned to leave, his steps slow but purposeful. For a moment, you just stood there, watching him walk away, the weight of his question lingering in the air between you.
You couldnât help but feel a sense of disappointment, though you werenât sure what exactly you were disappointed in. Was it because he hadnât pushed you to explain? Or was it because, deep down, you were still waiting for him to say something, anything, to make you feel like your feelings werenât so one-sided after all?
But that was just how Wonwoo was, wasnât it? Detached, distant, and never quite giving you the answers you needed.
And yet, even as you watched him disappear into the distance, a part of you couldnât help but wonderâmaybe he did want to know.
The cool breeze of the evening felt nice against your skin as you walked through the quiet neighborhood, sipping on your banana milk. The streets were relatively empty, the soft hum of the evening a welcome relief after a busy week. You didnât have a particular destination in mindâjust wanted to clear your head and enjoy the peace for a while.
As you walked past the familiar basketball court, you spotted a figure out of the corner of your eye. At first, you didnât think much of it, but then the silhouette registered in your mind. It was Wonwoo.
You stopped in your tracks, unsure whether to approach him or just keep walking. He didnât seem to notice you at first, too focused on dribbling the ball and taking shots at the hoop. The setting sun cast a warm glow over the court, and for a moment, you found yourself just watching him. There was something about his movements that seemed different, something tight in the way he playedâlike he was working through something that was bothering him.
Maybe it was the way his jaw was clenched or the way his shoulders were hunched. He looked almost frustrated, the usual nonchalance replaced by something more intense. You stood there, quietly sipping your drink, lost in thought as you watched him.
You were so absorbed in the moment that you didnât see the ball coming toward you. It hit you squarely on the head before you could react.
"Ouch!" you exclaimed, wincing as you staggered back a step.
Wonwooâs head snapped toward you immediately, his eyes wide with concern. He jogged over, his long legs covering the distance quickly.
"Are you okay?" he asked, voice laced with worry. He stood in front of you, his eyes scanning your face for any signs of injury.
You rubbed your head, trying to play it off as no big deal. âYeah, Iâm fine. Just wasnât paying attention,â you muttered, but you could tell by the way Wonwoo was looking at you that he wasnât convinced.
âAre you sure?â He reached up to gently touch the spot where the ball had hit you, his fingers lightly brushing the area. His touch was surprisingly soft, and you couldnât help but feel a flutter in your chest despite the situation.
âReally, Iâm fine,â you said quickly, pulling back slightly. The last thing you needed was to be caught up in another one of these awkward moments with him.
But before you could brush it off entirely, something in you gave way. The distance youâd been trying to maintain, the walls youâd carefully built to protect yourselfâsuddenly, it felt so fragile. Maybe it was the way Wonwoo was looking at you so intently, or maybe it was the fact that it had been days since you last spoke. Whatever it was, the words slipped out of your mouth before you could stop them.
"I just thought I was being too much," you murmured, your gaze dropping to the ground. "And itâs not like you liked it."
Wonwoo froze, his expression unreadable for a moment as he processed your words.
The air between you seemed to thicken, the awkwardness of the situation now mixed with something more vulnerable. You could feel your heart beating faster, the confession hanging in the air like a weight.
You regretted saying it the moment it left your lips, but it felt like the truthâno matter how painful it was. You didnât want to keep putting yourself out there, offering him small gestures and favors if he wasnât interested in them, or in you.
For a long moment, Wonwoo didnât say anything. His gaze softened, and he seemed to be carefully considering his next words. It wasnât the detached, nonchalant Wonwoo you were used to.
This time, he seemed almost... human.
"Youâre not being too much," he said quietly, his voice lacking its usual coldness. He met your eyes, and for the first time in a while, you saw something different in his gazeâsomething that wasnât easy to define. "And I didnât think it was annoying or anything."
You werenât sure if you believed him, but the sincerity in his voice made you hesitate. Was he really saying that? Did he mean it?
âI thought you wouldnât want me to keep doing those things for you if you didnât care.â
Wonwooâs expression softened even more, and he let out a small sigh, rubbing the back of his neck in a gesture that was far more human than the usual composed Wonwoo you knew.
âYouâre not being too much, and I guess I see why you think I didn't care. I never said I didn'tâ he says, this time with more conviction. âI justâŚâ He trailed off, like he was searching for the right words. âI just didnât know what to make of it. You were doing all these things, and I didnât know how to react.â
There it was. The reason for his distance. The reason for his coldness. He hadnât known how to handle your kindness. He hadnât known what to do with the way you made him feel, and so he had kept his distance, just as you had.
âIâm sorry,â he added after a beat, looking slightly embarrassed, as though the admission was a little difficult for him.
You didnât know what to say, your mind swirling with a mix of emotions. Had you really been wrong all along? Had he cared, but just not known how to show it?
You were so taken aback by his answer that your mind couldn't keep up. The words he had said, so simple, yet so unexpected, rattled your thoughts. I never said I didnât care. Had you misread everything? Had all your attempts to keep your distance been for nothing?
"But then the kiss..."
"That was me being stupid, I should've apologized for invading your space like that and you look really bothered by it. I was being dumb"
"Well you did say it was just a game" you mumble
"Like I said, I was being dumb and I apologize" he shoots you a quick apologetic smile
Before you could process anything more, your face heated up with embarrassment. You felt suddenly shy, the weight of the conversation pressing down on you, making it harder to breathe.
âIââ you stammered, your voice barely above a whisper. You felt a nervous energy surge through you, a mix of confusion and the rush of emotions you were trying to keep hidden.
âIâm fine, really.â You managed to give him a small, flustered smile, hoping it would make him stop worrying about you.
But Wonwoo wasnât convinced. He stepped a little closer, eyes scanning you with concern. âYou donât seem fine,â he said, his brow furrowing as he looked you over. âYou sure youâre not concussed or something? You hit your head pretty hard.â
Your heart raced at the proximity, and you could feel the overwhelming urge to escape before you made a bigger fool of yourself. He was too close.
âNo, really, Iâm fine,â you said quickly, the words coming out in a rush as you took a step back. You were panicking, trying to make sense of everything, but all you wanted in that moment was to get away from him. To breathe. To process what had just happened.
Before you knew it, your feet were already moving, backing away from him at a faster pace. You didnât even think about itâyour body just reacted, the instinct to escape taking over.
âY/N?â Wonwoo called after you, his voice filled with concern, but you couldnât stop. You couldnât deal with this right now. Not with him standing there, looking so sincere and worried, when you were still trying to understand everything that had just happened.
âIâm sorry, I really have to go!â you shouted over your shoulder, not daring to look back.
You could hear him calling your name again, but you didnât stop. Your heart was pounding in your chest as you turned down the nearby street, running as fast as you could without looking back.
You kept running, trying to outrun the mess of emotions that swirled inside you. The awkwardness, the guilt, the confusionâit was all too much. And you couldnât deal with it now.
As you finally slowed down, your breath coming in heavy gasps, you leaned against a nearby wall, closing your eyes as you tried to steady your heartbeat. Youâd never done anything like that beforeâjust ran away from a conversation like it was nothing. But in that moment, it felt like the only thing you could do.
What had just happened? Why did his words make you feel like everything inside you was unraveling?
You were doing wellâat least, you thought you were.
For the past few days, you had managed to avoid any direct interaction with Wonwoo. You kept your distance, keeping your head down whenever he was around, avoiding his gaze, and hiding whenever you could. It was easier that way. You convinced yourself it was better this way.
But then, on this particular day, as you were gathering your things at the end of class, preparing to leave, you felt a tug on the hood of your jacket. You froze, instinctively jerking away from the sudden contact.
"Y/N," a calm voice spoke, and you looked up to find Wonwoo standing there, looking down at you with a slightly amused, yet nonchalant expression. He didnât seem angry, just... observing.
You felt your heart skip a beat, and before you could stop yourself, your cheeks began to heat up. His gaze was steady, a little smirk pulling at the corner of his lips as if he was asking you, Are you really doing this?
You didnât know how to respond. Every part of you wanted to turn away and just leave before things got any worse, but your feet felt rooted to the spot.
âI... I wasnât... trying to hide,â you stammered, but your voice came out weaker than youâd intended.
Wonwoo raised an eyebrow, not saying anything at first. He didnât need to. His gaze alone spoke volumes. He was just waiting for you to admit what was going on.
You shifted uncomfortably, biting your lower lip as you awkwardly tried to avoid his gaze. âI... didnât know how to talk to you,â you finally admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. âItâs been... confusing. And I thought... maybe it was better to just keep my distance.â
Wonwoo didnât seem angry. In fact, the amused look on his face lingered, but there was something else there, something softer that you werenât used to seeing from him. âYouâve been avoiding me for days now,â he said in that same calm tone, his voice unbothered. âBut running away wonât make this go away, you know.â
You winced at his words, feeling the weight of them more than you wanted to admit. But you couldnât deny that he was right. It wasnât going to disappear just because you ran away from it.
âI... I donât know what to say to you,â you confessed, feeling all your anxiety bubbling up again. âI donât want to make things awkward. I just...â
âJust what?â Wonwoo asked, his expression unreadable now, his voice still quiet but insistent. âYou think I wonât understand?â
You blinked, caught off guard by the question. âI donât know if you will,â you murmured, trying to make sense of the whirlwind of emotions inside you. âI thought maybe... maybe it was easier to just pretend it didnât matter.â
Wonwoo studied you for a moment, his gaze softening slightly. âYou think it doesnât matter?â he asked, his voice low, almost thoughtful. âYouâre the one whoâs been giving me things, doing things for me. It matters.â
You felt your heart beat faster, unsure of how to handle this newfound vulnerability in his voice. It was unlike him, and it was making everything even more complicated.
âI didnât want to make you uncomfortable,â you said quietly, your hands still fidgeting with the sleeves of your jacket. âI thought... maybe I was just being annoying.â
Wonwoo let out a soft sigh, shaking his head as if he couldnât quite believe what he was hearing. âY/N... you werenât being annoying. I just didnât know how to respond to you, okay?â His voice softened further, a hint of frustration in it now, but not at youâat himself, maybe. "I didn't know what you wanted from me."
You stared at him, unsure what to say. His words were hitting you in a way you hadnât expected, and the confusion that had been gnawing at you for so long started to ebb, replaced by a different kind of uncertainty.
âWhy didnât you just tell me that?â you asked, your voice trembling slightly.
He looked away for a moment, as if embarrassed by his own admission, but then his gaze returned to yours. âI didnât know how to. Itâs easier for me to just... not talk about these things." He paused, then gave you a small, almost hesitant smile. "But Iâm trying, okay?â
The sincerity in his words made your chest ache, and you felt a weight lift off your shoulders, but at the same time, it was replaced by something newâsomething you werenât sure you were ready for.
âSo... what now?â you asked, your voice barely above a whisper, almost afraid of the answer.
Wonwoo stepped closer, a subtle movement that somehow felt like the most intimate thing. His expression was still calm, but there was a softness in it now that made your heart race. âNow, we talk. No more running away.â
You didnât know what that would mean for you, for him, for whatever this was between you. But right now, it felt like you might finally be able to stop avoiding the truth.
You find yourself sitting across him at a diner outside campus. The booth was cozy, the dim lighting giving the place a warm, inviting atmosphere. But despite the warmth of the surroundings, you felt cold. The walls youâd carefully built around yourself seemed to be crumbling, and the closer you got to Wonwoo, the more vulnerable you felt.
You hadnât said much since youâd arrived, your gaze bouncing around the diner, avoiding his eyes whenever they found yours.
Wonwoo, however, was watching you with quiet amusement, his gaze flickering between you and the menu in his hands. He could tell you were uncomfortable, restlessly fiddling with your hands, your eyes constantly darting away whenever he caught you looking at him.
"Hey," he finally said, his voice calm but carrying a teasing edge. "You seem a little... tense."
You bit your lip, unsure how to respond, but before you could say anything, you noticed your own body languageâa slight fidget, your shoulders stiff, your legs crossed tightly. You shifted in your seat, trying to make yourself comfortable, but it wasnât working. You couldnât shake the feeling of his gaze on you.
âI... I just donât like sitting across from people,â you admitted softly, your voice barely above a whisper, your gaze still averted. âItâs too much pressure, I guess.â
Wonwoo didnât hesitate. Without saying a word, he slid out of the booth, shifting to the side next to you. The movement was casual, as if it was the most natural thing in the world, and in that moment, you couldnât help but feel a little lighter. He wasnât judging you for your discomfort. Instead, he was meeting you halfway, making you feel... seen.
He settled beside you, his arm brushing against yours as he leaned back against the booth, a relaxed smile spreading across his face. He was so close now, and you felt a sudden rush of warmth flood your chest. Your heart skipped a beat, but this time, it wasnât from nerves. It was from the unexpected comfort of his presence.
âBetter?â he asked, his voice low and surprisingly gentle, his eyes scanning your face for any sign of unease.
You nodded, but this time, you didnât shy away from meeting his gaze. The proximity made everything feel a little more real, a little more grounded. And, for the first time in what felt like forever, you didnât feel the need to run away.
âYeah,â you murmured, still a little flustered, but this time, the smile on your lips was more genuine, more relaxed. âThis feels better.â
Wonwoo smirked, clearly pleased with your response, but there was a softness in his eyes that made your chest tighten. âGood,â he said, his voice quieter now. âI donât want you feeling uncomfortable around me.â
âSoâŚâ You hesitated for a moment, still unsure of how to navigate this new dynamic between you. âWhat now?â
Wonwooâs gaze softened, and he shrugged casually, though his eyes held a certain sincerity. âNow, we eat, and we talk. You donât have to worry about running away anymore.â He paused, then added with a small smile, âAnd no more avoiding me, okay?â
You couldnât help but smile, feeling a weight lift from your shoulders. This wasnât going to be easy, but maybe, just maybe, you were ready to start figuring things outâwith him, and with yourself.
You nodded slowly, the silence between you wasnât exactly awkward, but it wasnât easy, either. It felt like there were a thousand unspoken words hanging in the air, and neither of you knew how to address them.
Then, Wonwoo spoke, his voice calm and steady. âWhatâs your go-to drink order?â
You blinked, startled by the question. Out of all the things he couldâve asked, that wasnât what you expected. âUhâŚâ You hesitated, glancing at him briefly before looking back down at your hands. âProbably... iced vanilla latte. Or banana milk,â you added with a nervous laugh, gesturing to the nearly empty carton in front of you, you pulled it out of your bag a few minutes ago.
Wonwoo nodded, a small smile tugging at his lips. âI figured you liked banana milk. I see you drinking it a lot.â
Your cheeks heated up at his observation, and you ducked your head, suddenly very aware of how closely he paid attention to you. âYeah, itâs kind of a comfort drink,â you admitted softly. âWhat about you?â
âAmericano,â he replied easily. âNo sugar.â
You scrunched your nose at that, and Wonwoo let out a soft chuckle at your reaction. âWhat?â he teased. âNot a fan of bitter drinks?â
âNot really,â you admitted, daring a quick glance at him before looking away again. âI like sweet things.â
Wonwoo tilted his head slightly, his gaze never leaving you. âWhatâs your favorite dessert?â
You bit your lip, trying to think. The way he was watching you so intently made your brain feel foggy, and it was hard to focus. âProbably... cheesecake,â you finally said. âStrawberry cheesecake.â
He hummed thoughtfully, as if filing that piece of information away. âStrawberry cheesecake,â he repeated, his voice soft. âNoted.â
âWhy are you asking me this?â you blurted out before you could stop yourself.
Wonwoo shrugged, a small smile playing on his lips. âJust trying to get to know you better.â
That answer caught you off guard. You looked down at your lap, your hands twisting nervously. âBut... why?â
He didnât answer right away, and when you finally gathered the courage to look up at him, you found him watching you with a softness in his eyes that made your heart ache. âBecause I want to,â he said simply, his voice quiet but certain.
Your breath caught in your throat, and you quickly looked away again, unable to handle the intensity of his gaze. Your cheeks felt like they were on fire, and you could hear your heartbeat pounding in your ears.
Wonwoo didnât push you to say anything else. He let the silence settle again, but it didnât feel as heavy this time. It felt... different. Like he was giving you space to process, to breathe.
And for the first time in a long time, you felt like maybe he wasnât as far out of reach as youâd always thought.
It's suppose to be another normal day. You're in class, sitting next to MImi still feeling sleepy but then something slides infront of you.
You stared at the banana milk on your desk like it had suddenly sprouted wings. Slowly, you turned back to look at Wonwoo, who was casually flipping through his notebook like this was the most normal thing in the world.
Mimi, sitting to your right, nudged your arm, her expression a mix of confusion and barely-contained glee. âWhatâs going on?â she whispered, her eyes darting between you and Wonwoo like she was trying to piece together a crime scene.
âI have no idea,â you whispered back
You leaned slightly toward Wonwoo, lowering your voice as much as possible. âWhat are you doing?â
âAttending class,â he replied, not even looking up from his notebook. His tone was so calm, so casual, that for a moment you thought youâd imagined him moving seats altogether.
âHere?â you pressed, glancing over your shoulder again to see his friends Vernon and Minghao, who were both watching the two of you with poorly hidden smirks. Minghao even gave you a small wave, which only made you more flustered.
Wonwoo finally looked at you, his expression as neutral as ever. âWhy not?â
Before you could respond, he nudged the banana milk closer to you. âYou like this, right?â
You blinked down at the carton, your brain short-circuiting. âI... yeah, butââ
âThen drink it.â His tone was soft but firm, leaving no room for argument.
Beside you, Mimiâs jaw was practically on the floor. âOkay, what is going on here?â she hissed under her breath, leaning closer to you. âDid you bribe him? Threaten him? Sell your soul to some matchmaking demon?â
âI donât know!â you whispered back, your voice frantic as you stared at the banana milk like it held all the answers to lifeâs mysteries.
Wonwoo, clearly aware of the hushed conversation happening beside him, leaned back in his chair and glanced at Mimi. âIs something wrong?â he asked, his calm demeanor never faltering.
Mimi froze, her eyes wide as she realized he was addressing her directly. âUh, no? Nothingâs wrong,â she stammered, clearly trying to play it cool. âJust... curious, thatâs all.â
Wonwoo nodded, satisfied with her answer, and turned his attention back to his notebook, leaving you and Mimi to exchange bewildered looks.
The rest of the class passed in a blur. You were hyper-aware of Wonwooâs presence beside you, the subtle sound of him turning pages, the occasional shift in his seat, even the faint scent of his cologne. You couldnât focus on the lecture to save your life, and every time you caught Mimi looking at you, she wiggled her eyebrows in a way that made you want to crawl under the desk.
When the class finally ended, you quickly packed up your things, eager to escape before your brain completely melted. But as you stood up, Wonwoo grabbed your wrist, stopping you in your tracks.
âWalk with me,â he said, his tone more of a statement than a question.
You glanced at Mimi, who was watching the scene unfold with wide eyes and a grin that was far too smug for your liking. âGo ahead,â she said, waving you off. âIâll meet you later.â
Before you could argue, Wonwoo gently tugged your wrist, guiding you toward the door. You followed him, your heart racing as you wondered what on earth he was up to now.
You were half jogging to keep up with Wonwooâs long strides, his hand still loosely wrapped around your wrist as he led you through the campus. It wasnât like he was walking that fastâit was just that his legs were ridiculously long compared to yours.
Your steps were hurried, almost clumsy, as you tried to keep up. âWonwoo,â you huffed, glancing at his back, âcan you slow down? Not all of us have tree trunks for legs, you know.â
He glanced back at you, an amused smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âWeâll be late if I slow down,â he said simply, but his pace did ease up slightly.
It was almost cuteâtoo cute, honestly. The height difference, the way you had to trudge along behind him like a kid trying to keep up. And then there was him: calm, composed, and acting like dragging you to your next class was just a normal, everyday occurrence.
By the time you reached the door of your classroom, you were slightly out of breath. Wonwoo, of course, looked as unbothered as ever. He gently let go of your wrist and gestured for you to go in.
âGo,â he said, his tone soft but firm.
You blinked up at him, confused. âWait, where are you going?â
âTo my class,â he replied, as though it was obvious.
You frowned, gesturing vaguely in the direction you had just come from. âYour class isnât here?â
âNope,â he said, already turning on his heel to walk away. âItâs on the other side of campus.â
You stared at him, your jaw dropping. âThe opposite side?â
He paused, glancing over his shoulder to meet your incredulous gaze. âYeah,â he said nonchalantly.
âThen why did youââ You cut yourself off, not even sure how to finish the sentence.
Wonwoo just shrugged, his expression unreadable. âFelt like walking you,â he said simply, as though it was no big deal.
And then, without another word, he turned and walked away, leaving you standing at the door of your classroom, completely flustered and at a loss for words.
What is he doing to me? you thought, burying your face in your hands. Whatever game Wonwoo was playing, it was definitely working.
This new routine had become so normal that you almost stopped questioning itânot that you were any less flustered every time Wonwoo waited for you after class or walked you across campus. It was just easier to let it happen, even if your heart constantly felt like it was doing somersaults. Mimi teased you endlessly about it, of course, but youâd stopped trying to defend yourself. What could you even say?
One afternoon, just as class was ending, Wonwoo approached you while you were packing up your things. You were expecting him to grab his bag and lead you out of the room like usual, but instead, he hesitated.
âI have something to do after class today,â he said, his voice soft yet direct, his hands casually shoved into his pockets. âI canât drive you home.â
You blinked up at him, surprised. âOh, thatâs okay. I can justââ
âWait,â he interrupted, giving you a look that made you freeze. âAre you going to walk home alone?â
You faltered, unsure how to answer. âI mean, itâs not that far...â
He frowned at that, clearly not liking your response. âI donât like the idea of you walking home alone.â
Your heart did a little flip at his words, but you quickly brushed it off, waving your hand dismissively. âItâs really fine, Wonwoo. Iâve walked home alone before.â
âNot anymore,â he said firmly, pulling out his phone.
You raised an eyebrow as he started dialing, wondering what on earth he was doing. âWhat are youââ
âHey,â he said into the phone, cutting you off. âWhere are you right now? Can you drive someone home for me?â
You stared at him, dumbfounded. Was he really calling someone just to make sure you didnât walk home alone?
A few moments later, he hung up and turned back to you. âVernon and Minghao are nearby. Theyâll drive you home.â
âWait, what?â you asked, your voice rising slightly in disbelief. âWonwoo, you donât have toââ
âI already did,â he said simply, grabbing his bag. âTheyâll meet you outside in five minutes. Just wait for them, okay?â
You opened your mouth to protest, but the look he gave you stopped you in your tracks. It wasnât stern, exactly, but it was... serious. Protective. Like he genuinely wouldnât forgive himself if something happened to you.
You sighed, realizing there was no point in arguing. âFine,â you mumbled, avoiding his gaze.
He softened at that, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âGood. Iâll text you later.â
And with that, he was gone, leaving you standing there with your heart racing and your mind reeling.
When you made your way outside, Vernon and Minghao were waiting by Vernonâs car, both of them looking far too amused for your liking.
âSo,â Vernon said, leaning casually against the hood of the car, âyouâre the one Wonwooâs been babying lately.â
You groaned, covering your face with your hands. âCan we not talk about this?â
Minghao chuckled, opening the passenger door for you. âDonât worry, we wonât tease you too much. Wonwooâs been... different lately, though. Itâs kind of interesting to watch.â
âDifferent how?â you asked, sliding into the car and buckling your seatbelt.
Vernon smirked as he started the engine. âLetâs just say you bring out a side of him we didnât know existed.â
You couldnât decide if that made you feel flattered or even more flustered. Either way, as they drove you home, you couldnât stop thinking about the lengths Wonwoo had gone to just to make sure you were safe. And even though it was embarrassing, a small, shy smile found its way to your lips.
Later that night, just as you were about to settle into bed, your phone buzzed with an incoming call. You blinked at the screen, momentarily stunned when you saw the name.
Wonwoo.
Your heart immediately started racing. He had texted you before, sure, but calling? This was new. Hesitantly, you picked up, bringing the phone to your ear.
âHello?â
âHey.â His voice was deep and smooth, laced with a certain warmth that made you grip your phone a little tighter. âDid you get home okay?â
You felt your lips twitch into a smile despite yourself. âYeah, Vernon and Minghao dropped me off. You really didnât have to go that far, you know.â
âI did,â he said simply. âI told you, I donât like you walking alone.â
There was something about the way he said itâcalm, steady, certainâthat made your chest feel warm. You bit your lip, trying to ignore the giddy feeling bubbling inside you.
Instead, you changed the subject. âHow was your thing after class? You never said what it was.â
âJust something for a group project,â he answered. âIt took longer than I expected.â
You hummed in understanding. âThat sucks.â
He let out a quiet chuckle. âYeah. Anyway, how was your day?â
At that, you perked up, launching into a detailed retelling of everything that had happened since class. You told him about Mimiâs latest antics, how she nearly got into an argument with a professor because she was convinced she turned in her assignment when she actually hadnât. You talked about how Vernon and Minghao teased you the whole car ride home, about the new cafĂŠ you wanted to try, and even the silly little things that made you laugh that day.
Somewhere along the way, you noticed he had gone quiet.
âWonwoo?â you called, suddenly feeling self-conscious. âAre you still there?â
There was a pause, then his voice came through the speakerâsoft, almost gentle.
âGo on, Iâm listening.â
Your breath caught in your throat.
There was something different about the way he said it. He wasnât just saying it to fill the silence. He meant it. He liked listening to you.
You felt heat rush to your cheeks, but you pushed forward, finishing your story despite how shy you suddenly felt.
When you finally ran out of things to say, he let out a contented hum. âYou should get some rest,â he murmured. âIâll see you tomorrow.â
Your heart melted at how soft his voice was. âOkay,â you said quietly.
âGoodnight,â he added, and you swore you could hear the smallest smile in his voice.
âGoodnight, Wonwoo.â
The call ended, and for a moment, you just sat there, staring at your phone. Then, all at once, the emotions hit you like a tidal wave.
You let out a loud groan, grabbed your pillow, and screamed into it.
âWhat are you doing to me, Jeon Wonwoo?!â
Your pillow, of course, had no answers. But one thing was clearâyou were so doomed.
It's a few weeks later, you're at the cafe you frequently hang out when you have free time. The usual, you're on your yapping mode while Wonwoo listens. But then you said something you didn't mean to tell him.
The moment the words left your mouth, you froze.
You hadnât meant to say it out loud. It was just one of those things you only ever admitted to Mimiâhow you were so confused about what was going on between you and Wonwoo.
But now, you had just said it. Right in front of him.
Your heart stopped.
Slowly, hesitantly, you turned to look at him.
Wonwoo was already staring at you, that small, amused smile still lingering on his lipsâbut his eyes held something else. Something unreadable.
For the first time, he didnât respond immediately. He didnât tease you, didnât brush it off. He just watched you, as if he was carefully thinking about what to say.
You scrambled to fix it. âI-I meanââ you let out a nervous laugh, waving your hands. âForget I said that! It was just, um, something stupid I told Mimiââ
Wonwoo tilted his head, his gaze still locked on you. âYouâre confused?â he asked, his voice calm.
You swallowed. âI mean... yeah?â
Silence.
The tension was unbearable. Your heart was practically screaming in your chest.
Finally, he leaned back, eyes flickering to the coffee in front of him. Then, after a long pause, he spoke again.
âWhat do you want us to be?â
Your breath hitched.
You stared at him, unsure if you heard him correctly. Your mind raced, completely unprepared for the question.
âIââ you fumbled, gripping the edge of your sleeves. âI donât know...â
Another pause. Then, he let out a soft chuckle, shaking his head. âLiar.â
Your head snapped up. âExcuse me?!â
Wonwoo met your gaze again, eyes knowing, almost too knowing. He didnât look mad. If anything, he looked fondâlike he had already figured out the answer before you even realized it yourself.
Your face burned. âIâm not lyingââ
âYouâve liked me for a long time.â His voice was so casual, so matter-of-fact, that it left you speechless.
Your entire body tensed.
Oh my god.
He knew.
Of course, he knew.
Everyone knew. You knew he knew. But hearing him say it so bluntly, with no hesitationâit made your stomach flip.
You wanted to disappear.
âIââ You swallowed hard, looking anywhere but at him. âOkay, so maybe thatâs true, butââ
âBut?â He was still watching you, waiting.
âBut I donât know what you want.â The words came out smaller than you intended, but they were honest. âYou... youâre always around now, Wonwoo. You drive me home, you wait for me after class, you listen to me ramble all the time. I justââ You bit your lip. âI donât know what that means to you.â
Another silence.
Wonwoo didnât answer right away.
Instead, he reached for his coffee, taking a slow sip. Then, with the same infuriatingly calm expression, he set it back down, resting his chin against his palm as he gazed at you.
And thenâ
âIsnât it obvious?â
Your breath caught in your throat.
Your hands clenched under the table, heart pounding in your ears. You knew what he was implying, you felt what he was saying without words, but you still couldnât believe it.
And Wonwooâknowing you so wellâcould see that.
So, he leaned in slightly, his voice quieter this time.
âI wouldnât do all of this if you werenât special to me.â
Your brain short-circuited.
You felt like your heart had stopped entirely, like you had forgotten how to breathe.
Jeon Wonwooâwho had spent years acting nonchalant toward youâwas now sitting here, looking at you like you were the only thing that mattered.
You didnât know what to say.
So, naturally, you panicked.
âIâumâI need to go to the bathroom!â you blurted out, shoving your chair back as you stood up abruptly.
Wonwoo blinked, a bit startled, before letting out a soft chuckle. âYouâre running away?â
âI am not running away!â
âYouâre literally running away.â
âI need to pee!â you lied, voice high-pitched as you quickly turned toward the restroom.
Behind you, you heard Wonwoo laughâactually laughâbefore calling out, âIâll be here when you get back.â
You groaned, covering your face as you rushed away.
This was too much.
Jeon Wonwoo was too much.
When you finally gathered the courage to come back, your heart was still hammering in your chest. You had taken extra minutes in the restroom just to stare at yourself in the mirror, mentally screaming and trying to convince yourself to act normal.
Exceptâhow could you act normal after what just happened?
You cautiously made your way back to the booth, and there he wasâWonwoo, sitting comfortably with one arm draped over the back of the seat, sipping his drink as if he hadn't just dropped that bomb on you.
And then, when he noticed you, his lips curled into that teasing smile.
âYou good?â he asked, his voice laced with amusement. âTook you a while.â
Your face heated.
âI had toâum, you knowâactually pee.â You sat down stiffly, eyes fixed on the table.
âUh-huh.â He didnât look convinced at all.
You fidgeted, not knowing what to say. Now that you knew he felt something for you, you had no idea how to act around him. You werenât prepared for this. You had spent so long assuming your feelings were one-sided that the moment he admitted otherwise, your brain completely shut down.
And Wonwooâof courseânoticed.
He watched you with that quiet amusement, letting the silence stretch between you. Then, after a beat, he spoke again.
âAre you still confused?â
Your breath caught.
You looked up at himâfinally meeting his gazeâand you regretted it immediately because he was already staring at you.
His dark eyes, calm and steady, held a kind of certainty that made your stomach flip.
âIââ You swallowed. âI donât know.â
Wonwoo hummed thoughtfully, tilting his head slightly. âI see.â
You thought that would be the end of it, that he would back off and give you time to processâbut no.
Instead, he leaned in.
Not dramatically, not forcefully. Just enough that you could feel the warmth of his presence, enough that your breath hitched and your hands curled into fists in your lap.
Then, in a voice so quiet that it sent a shiver down your spine, he whispered,
âThen tell meâŚâ
His eyes flickered to your lips before locking back onto yours.
âWhat do you want me to be?â
Your brain short-circuited.
Your body went completely still.
The weight of the questionâthe meaning behind itâhit you all at once, and suddenly, everything felt too real.
Wonwoo was still watching you, waiting, his face unfairly close to yours. He wasnât teasing anymore. He wasnât joking. He was giving you the choiceâasking you to decide what this was between you.
And youâŚ
You had no idea how to answer.
Because for the first time everâ
You realized that your silly little crush wasnât so one-sided after all.
Your heart pounded so loudly in your chest that you were sure he could hear it.
What did you want him to be?
For so long, you had thought the answer was simpleâyou wanted him, you always had. But now that he was actually asking you, the words caught in your throat.
You were frozen, caught between the overwhelming weight of your long-time feelings and the terrifying reality of facing them head-on.
Wonwoo didnât move. He was still leaning close, his dark eyes fixed on yours, waiting patiently. He wasnât rushing you, wasnât pushing you to answer, but that only made it worse.
You wanted to say something, anything, but all that came out was a small, breathless,
âIââ
And then you panicked.
Your body moved before your brain could catch upâyou quickly grabbed your drink and took the biggest gulp imaginable, as if that would somehow wash away the moment.
It didnât.
Instead, Wonwoo let out a quiet chuckle, finally leaning back, giving you space.
âYouâre cute when you panic.â
You almost choked.
âIâm not panicking,â you sputtered, setting your drink down with a little too much force.
His lips twitched, clearly not believing you. âSo, whatâs your answer?â
âIââ You exhaled, gripping the hem of your shirt. âThis is a lot, okay? You justâyou never made it seem like you liked me before, and now youâreââ You gestured vaguely at him. ââdoing all this and itâs messing with my brain.â
Wonwoo tilted his head, looking at you with quiet curiosity. âI never made it seem like I liked you?â
You gave him a look.
He hummed, gaze flickering downward for a split second before meeting your eyes again. âThatâs not true.â
Your brows furrowed. âWhat?â
âI just⌠donât show it the way you do.â He said it so casually, so matter-of-fact, as if it was something you shouldâve known all along.
You stared at him, your brain struggling to process his words.
And then, as if to prove his point, Wonwoo reached outâhis fingers brushing against yours for a fleeting moment before he grabbed your wrist, gently pulling your hand closer to him.
Your breath hitched.
âDo you really think I wouldâve let just anyone take care of me the way you did?â His voice was lower now, softer, as his thumb absentmindedly traced slow circles against the back of your hand. âI noticed, you know. Every time you saved me a seat, every time you gave me something without expecting anything in return.â
You swallowed thickly.
Wonwoo glanced down at your intertwined hands, as if realizing he was still holding you. But instead of letting go, he gave your fingers a small, almost hesitant squeeze.
âI didnât ignore it because I didnât care,â he admitted. âI just⌠didnât know how to respond.â
The confession made something in your chest tighten.
Wonwoo had always been unreadable to youâhis quiet, nonchalant demeanor making it impossible to tell what he was thinking. But now, sitting here with him, listening to him actually talk about his feelings, you realized that he wasnât cold at all. He was just careful.
He let out a quiet sigh. âBut when you stoppedâŚâ His grip on your hand tightened slightly. âI didnât like that.â
You blinked. âYou didnât?â
He shook his head. âNo.â
It was such a simple response, yet it made your heart race all over again.
There was a small beat of silence before he spoke again, quieter this time.
âI missed you.â
Your chest ached.
All this time, you had thought your feelings were a burden to himâthat he barely noticed you, let alone missed you. But here he was, telling you otherwise, proving you wrong in the gentlest way possible.
Your fingers curled around his, gripping back.
ââŚI missed you too.â
Wonwoo smiled, the kind of small, rare smile that made your stomach flip.
âSo,â he murmured, his voice laced with amusement, âare you still confused?â
You hesitated, heat creeping up your neck. ââŚMaybe.â
He chuckled. âThen should I make it clearer?â
You sucked in a breath when he leaned in again, just close enough that you could see the soft curve of his lips, the warmth in his eyes.
His gaze flickered to your mouth, then back to your eyes.
âWhat do you want me to be?â he asked again, voice barely above a whisper.
"Do I have to answer now?"
Wonwoo just smiled at your question. That soft, knowing kind of smile that made your stomach do flips.
âTake your time,â he said simply, "You waited for me, without expecting anything. It's my turn now" he tells you.
You could barely meet his eyes, your fingers twitching against his. âI justâthis is a lot, okay?â
âI know.â His thumb brushed over your knuckles in a soothing motion. âThatâs why Iâm letting you decide.â
That didnât help at all.
You groaned internally, dropping your forehead onto the table in defeat. âYouâre making this so much worse, Jeon Wonwoo.â
He chuckled, and you could feel his amusement. âAm I?â
âYes.â
âYouâre the one blushing like crazy.â
âShut up.â
He laughed again, and you hated how much you loved the sound.
After a moment, you hesitantly lifted your head, still unable to look at him directly. ââŚSo, youâre not gonna, like, be weird about this?â
âNope.â
âYouâre not gonna pressure me?â
âNo.â
âYouâre just gonna⌠wait?â
Wonwoo leaned back against the booth, his hand still comfortably wrapped around yours. âAs long as you need me to, as long as you want me hereâ
Your breath hitched.
Oh.
You bit your lip, feeling your heart squeeze at his words.
ââŚOkay,â you mumbled.
âOkay?â
You nodded shyly, finallyâfinallyâglancing up at him. âIâll think about it.â
His lips twitched, amused. âGood.â
And then, like it was the easiest thing in the world, Wonwoo lifted your hand to his lips and pressed the lightest, softest kiss against your knuckles.
Your brain completely shut down.
âYouââ You squeaked, yanking your hand back as if you had just been electrocuted.
Wonwoo just smirked.
âTake your time,â he repeated, looking way too satisfied with himself. âIâll wait.â
And you knewâyou knewâthat no matter how much you tried to think about it, your heart had already decided.
#fic#au#fluff#svt#seventeen#seventeen imagine#seventeen scenario#seventeen fluff#svt imagine#seventeen wonwoo#wonwoo#jeon wonwoo#svt fluff#svt slowburn#svt x readers#wonwoo imagine#wonwoo fluff#wonwoo scenario#wonwoo x reader
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heart shaped doodles - james potter x reader
wc: 836
summary: you accidentally get given james' essay, covered in doodles with your intials together
me: wrote this in one sitting i love loverboy james!!!!!
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you were in agonies waiting for your latest potions essay. usually, you had a pretty good grasp of how you were doing academically, but this last project just had you muddled and confused.
the confusion you felt about your essay, though, was completely overshadowed by the utter bewilderment you experienced as you looked down at the piece of paper slughorn had handed you.
all over the heading and through the margins laid doodled hearts, slightly smudged from carelessness. even stranger than the hearts was that your initials sat right in the middle of them, paired with the unmistakable âj.p.â.
you quickly paged through the rest of the essay, face draining of colour at the characteristic chicken scratch â and even more so at the clearly accidental inclusion of a page in the middle, filled with doodles and the repeated mantra of âmr jamesâ followed by your last name.
before you could process what youâd just read slughorn snatched the essay out of your hands, booming laugh echoing through the potions classroom.
âsorry about that,â he shook his head as if to reprimand himself, âi must have gotten confused with your initials being all over it.â that got the classâ attention, and several gryffindors craned their necks to catch a glance of the paper as the professor passed.
when slughorn finally made it to jamesâ desk, dropping the essay down silently, the class erupted into chaos. teasing and heckling ensued as both you and james sunk into your seats, and you were sure your face was the same shade of red as his.
slughorn failed spectacularly at controlling the class after the revelation that the james potter had a crush on you. and not just any crush, a doodle-your-names-together-in-the-margins, down-bad kind of crush. knowing that no more learning was going to happen slughorn dismissed you all, and you had plans to run straight to your dorm and hide there until everyone stopped caring about the whole incident.
remus lupin was immediately at your side, chatting to you about something you werenât particularly interested in, but you were too polite to tell him of your hibernation plans. you nodded and agreed with him until you were the only ones left in the classroom. apart from james.
you froze, panic overtaking you as you stumbled to put the last of your things in your bag and run when a voice called your name. you knew instantly it was james and turned slowly to face him, forcing yourself to reluctantly make eye contact.
there was still a light dusting of blush above his cheekbones, and the way he was rubbing the back of his neck betrayed his own nervousness.
âhey,â he said, hand clutching the single strap of his bag.
âhi,â you replied, trying to stop your hands from shaking.
âso you, uh, saw my paper?â
âyeah,â you breathed, âum, congrats on the âoâ by the way. wish it really was my essay.â james laughed softly at your joke, messing up his hair for something to do.
âi could help you sometime! if you need it, of course.â james cringed at his own reply, the instant realisation that it maybe wasnât the right thing to say at the moment.
âright,â you trailed off, âwell, iâm gonnaââ
âwait!â james reached out, a hand catching your bicep lightly. it sent goosebumps up and down the length of your arm. you looked at james expectantly, heart hammering in your chest.
âlook, i â fuck. thereâs no point pretending we both donât know now. i really like you. like, an embarrassing amount, as everyoneâs discovered today. and i wasnât gonna do anything about it because i figured youâre so out of my league and arenât interested, but i suppose iâve already made a fool out of myself today, might as well full send it. so, what do you say? can i take you out to hogsmeade sometime?â
you pretended to mull it over to give your internal voice time to scream. james potter was without a doubt the hottest guy in school, not to mention smart and funny and good at everything he tried. and he wanted to go out with you! if he wasnât watching you with anxious interest you thought you mightâve passed out. instead, you played it cool.
âyeah,â you said, smile creeping out despite your best efforts, âyeah, that sounds like fun.â
you almost had to shield your eyes when james beamed, practically its own light source.
âcool!â he said, too loud and fast, ânext weekend?â you nodded with almost equal enthusiasm, the two of you sharing the same giggly grins.
behind james you caught a glance of slughorn through the crack in his office door, smiling fondly at the both of you. maybe his slip-up wasnât so accidental.
âso,â james said, intertwining your fingers boldly as you both turned to leave, âyou need me to be your tutor?â
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OH MY GOD this is such a big gripe for me!! I love my baba lots, but he has this idea that
1. Animation = boring and for kids
2. Animation = it is all the same
And I'm like!! No!! I even pooled anime into it just to get my point across, comparing the storyarc of Death Note and I think Prince of Egypt. Bc there is no comparison!!! They're two wholly different movies!!
And I agree, some animation does look more 'childish' (read: more rounded out 3d animation, like rise of the guardians) and some movies are better at finding that balance between 'adult jokes and themes vs child jokes and themes'. Emperor's new groove is a film that I think is very good at it. Personally, I think frozen less so. So guess what! I'm not rewatching frozen! It wasnât my jam! But not because of the animation. Frozen has beautiful animation! Those don't go hand in hand!
Guess what, some of my favourite movies are from 1969 and 1993. On modern tellies, they are grainy blurry films. This doesn't stop my love for them!
I tried arguing this with him again when he was watching Love Death Robots on Netflix, an adult animation series in which every episode is its own shortfilm, and they're all animated differently.
I said 'okay what abt LDR then. You like watching that. That's also animation!' To which he replied 'no but LDR is different'
Maaaan. The difference is ofcourse that LDR is not a family film. There is nothing about that animation that's meant for kids. Well guess what, neither are Death Note and Naoki Urasawas monster! Those are animations, and they are big and scary!
Plus, I do also think that automatically assuming animation is only for kids, because it is animation is just plain wrong.
I tried using Big Hero 6 as an example. 'It's a film about a guy who loses is brother in a horrible fire. It follows his story of falling into a depression because of it, and slowly crawling back out when he goes on a journey to find the cause of his brothers death, and avenge him'
Does that sound like 'kids only' to you???
He then shrugged and said 'animation just isn't my thing'. Which, I do think, to an extend, is fair. Sure, you prefer irl people films. I canât really say anything because I personally am not a big fan of live action films.
But there is one difference that gripes me:
Animation always looks different. Look me in the eye and tell me that Atlantis and tangled are the same style. I dare you.
Ofcourse there is stylistic overlap (Atlantis, Treasure island, prince of Egypt - Moana, frozen, tangled) but the messaging and themes of each film is different. Treasure island is a darker film, with pirates and tech and futuristic objects. Prince of egypt is oranges and reds, nature and architecture and a vast expanse of nothingess. To me that's like saying 'Oh I didn't watch Into the Wild, because it has real people in it. I watched the Matrix, and that had real people, and that wasnât really my thing.'
It's not an argument I will win with him soon, mostly because he is so strongly convinced that kids movies â family movies (if it's for kids, I can't enjoy it! Even if they deal with heavy topics like bad familial bonds, mourning and depression, having your dreams crushed, losing all hope, and so on) and that animation = animation, even though there are strong stylistic differences in it.
Maybe next time I should tell him that news media and social media are the same thing and that I don't go into newsmedia bc I get all my info from social media instead. Watch him get an anheurism right there in front of me.
animation being treated like a genre instead of a medium is something that actually makes me go insane. beauty and the beast is a romance. the emperor's new groove is a buddy comedy. big hero 6 is a superhero movie. moana is an adventure film. the lion king is a drama. treasure planet is sci-fi. if i was talking to someone who hadn't seen these movies before, and they weren't specifically interested in animation as a medium, then i wouldn't necessarily assume they'd enjoy all of these. and that's just disney movies! try telling an anime fan that fruits basket and fullmetal alchemist are the same genre and see how they react!
#pls don't come for me I DO NOT go to social media for my news#but he is a newspaper guy so these are words he'll understand
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You're the only person I know on Tumblr who I feel like I can send this ask so I hope this is ok.
I'm absolutely sick to my stomach terrified. People keep talking about not acquiescing early and to keep fighting and that's good but... I'm a trans person married to a trans person and we have a kid. We are so, so scared that we are going to lose our parental rights and have him taken away, even if he's biologically my partners. We are pretty fucking sure that the only way we could even possibly stay in the US and even possibly keep our family together is to detransition. But then we would still be queer, and I remember the 90s and how it was pretty recent that gay couples were considered unfit parents.
And this isn't us blowing things out of proportion, we have an education in politics so we've got a pretty good freaking idea about how bad things can and will get, but also we don't feel like we can afford to NOT take things extremely seriously. The worst case scenario is pretty horrific for us, so we've talked at lengthe about leaving the country. Which is it's own basket of heartbreaks because then there's a real chance we will never be able to come back. And I don't really feel like I can talk about it because a) the Internet doesn't feel safe to be trans on and b) there's been SO much chatter about how we need to stay and fight and people who can leave are privileged etc etc
I just... I'm scared and heartbroken and angry and I feel extremely hopeless. I guess I don't really have a question after all. I just needed to talk about it because it feels like not enough people are seeing this kind of true tragedy that could come from all this.
I wish there was actual help we could get. But there doesn't seem like there's anyone who can.
You're right, Anon - you're not blowing things out of proportion.
I want to say that I'm relieved in a sense that you are talking about where your lines in the sand are are and what you plan to do if they are crossed. There is hope and comfort to be found in a plan, even if it is a plan for the next generation's survival, instead of our own.
Every trans person needs to start thinking about real answers to the following questions:
What will I do if I'm fired tomorrow?
What will I do if I'm denied a loan? Housing?
What will I do if I lose my HRT?
What will I do if information about trans people is considered illegal to circulate?
What will I do if I I'm declared an unfit parent?
What will I do if my marriage is annulled?
What will I do if I'm declared unfit to own my own property or make my own legal decisions?
What will I do if I'm about to be arrested?
There are answers to all of these questions that aren't just "give up and die." But there's no one-size-fits all solution. People will have varying priorities based on how they see their role in fighting fascism and what resources they have access to.
Community is going to become incredibly important. Trans people have always existed. Sympathetic cis people have always existed. Trans people have always found ways to survive and even flourish, even though it often meant not being able to pursue their original dreams.
If you don't know where to begin with strengthening our community, the Trans Literature Preservation Project is a good place to get ideas. The virtual book burnings have already begun on .gov websites, so maybe doing a little preservation work will give you more hope that you're working to make a difference.
Because the work is important, even if the progress won't happen until after our time.
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Be a Brat and Find Out | Quinn Hughes
summary: there is only so much of bratty you that Quinn can take before he teaches you a lesson.
request: yes/no
warnings: mature themes, p in v, swearing, cock riding?
word count: 0.95k
authors note: hello and welcome to the first part of the one shot wonder event! this was so much fun to write, I am not someone who usually writes blurbs let alone smut ones so I really do hope that this is enjoyed by you guys. the idea for this one stuck in my brain for a while so it was about time I got it written out!
This was a sight Quinn swore would have been in his dreams.Â
Your whimpers echoed off of the walls of your bedroom âfuck baby you could have had such a good night.â Quinn sighed keeping his hands on your hips, making sure that you couldnât stop your movements.
You sat in nothing more than your Canucks scarf tears stained your cheeks with your lipstick practically gone now. The folds of your pussy wrapped around his cock âplease Quinny.â You begged cutting yourself off as he brought his hand up to tug at your scarf âdonât make me out to be the bad guy doll.âQuinn shook his head.Â
The captain raised his free hand up to smack your ass âahh.â You whimpered feeling him massage the area of your skin that he had hit.Â
You had pushed him over the edge that night after particularly rough game. It toppled over the tower of close interactions you had with Cole McWard over the last week. Quinn swore that he was close to killing his younger teammate if you laughed at another stupid thing that came from his lips. But now it was you that felt the brunt of Quinnâs anger.Â
Thatâs how you ended up on his cock because after a long ride home where you were dangerously close to pulling his cock out in the car, when your hand edged dangerously close to his upper thigh. Quinn refused to believe that you deserved to be properly fucked, thatâs why you werenât sat with his cock inside of you. You had fucked yourself on his thigh before, in fact it was one of your favourite things when you craved his attention.Â
But now Quinn sat watching how your folds swallowed his cock, desperately rubbing your clit against his length. It was selfish, even you knew that but god were you loving how the hunger in your stomach felt.
Your eyes screwed shut feeling his cock throb against your clit âshouldnât even fucking let you cum.â Quinn scoffed as he wrapped his arms around your throat slowly the blood flow to your brain âno!â You yelled shaking your head.Â
The boy cocked his head âyou think thatâs the right attitude to get what you want?â He asked squeezing his hand âplease Quinny.â You begged almost wondering how coherent words came from your lips.Â
Quinn smiled, you were on the right track, âplease what?â He pushed your buttons now feeling his strength wavering âwanna cum so bad.â You pleaded with a soft sniffle.Â
Your body jolted feeling the head of his cock brush against your let, his precum spreading against your sensitive bud. His hand forced your hips back down, you werenât allowed to get off that fast âeven after you were such a brat all week?â The captain taunted you, using the hand that stayed around your throat to keep you upright.Â
You tried everything to rest your head against his shoulder âsorry.â Was all that escaped from your lips âfor what?â Quinn chewed at his lip seeing how your slick coated his cock.Â
It shone like it screamed to actually be fucked, to be given the chance to feel the walls of your cunt stretch to allow his cock in âjust wanted your attention.â It was no secret that the Canucks werenât doing their best, but Quinn was on edge because of it.Â
Quinn frowned at your words âand you thought that this was the best way to get it?â He shook his head watching you drive your hips with even more desperation now.Â
You nodded gnawing at the inside of your cheek âplease Q.â You begged refusing to let yourself cum into he said you could.Â
The boy felt his eyes flutter âyou promise youâre gonna behave?â The question stuck to your skin like sweat.Â
You were never going to listen to that, like Quinn shouldnât have been surprised if he was hoisting your ass over his knee next week âpromise.â You nodded watching Quinn bring your face closer to his.Â
His lips pursed together âopen that mouth fâme love.â This was the first time that night he said something with love.Â
So naturally you clung to it, your jaw went slack as your tongue rolled out. But what you didnât expect was that Quinn would let a glob of saliva go from his lips. It landed in your tongue and he swore he saw stars watching you pull your tongue into your mouth as you swallowed what he had deposited into your mouth.Â
A grunt escaped from his lips âmake a mess sweet girl.â He cooed sending you a nod. That was all it took for you to drive your hips harder, feeling how the very inch of his cock felt against your clit. You were desperate to fuck him but this was all he said you deserved.Â
Your eyes screwed shut when your mouth fell open âright there baby.â Quinn grunted taking over as he began to feel his own high coming fast at him.Â
It was almost pornographic how your moans mixed into each other as they painted the walls. Quinn didnât know who exactly came first as his cock shot warm sticky ropes against his stomach. Your legs shook as your cunt gushed against his dick, not letting your thrusts stop because it was unclear if it was you or him controlling your pace.
You had barely come down from your high as you kissed at his shoulder âshit!â You groaned feeling his cock thrust into your cunt.Â
Quinn laughed pressing a kiss against your head âyou really thought that youâd get away with all that this easy?â The captain asked, flipping you both over so he could remind you who was really in control.
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Okay so I wasn't going to reply to this but I am still getting over being sick and this stuck to me. And for the record, it's okay that the OP feels this way and what I'm about to say doesn't mean they are wrong or bad or anything. Let's leave that person in peace. But as to why people don't like Valentine's day and some people even hate it, a gentle reminder:
There are a wide variety of reasons people can find certain holidays objectionable and one that tackles love specifically can be especially difficult for people who are struggling. A recent divorcee might wish to sit this day out because it can bring up how difficult being newly out of a relationship can be. This can be made even worse if the relationship was decades long and they aren't sure how to navigate the world of being single that looks nothing like when they were dating before. People who struggle socially who want relationships can find this to be a day that makes them feel a little more lonely. People who have lost a partner might feel their absence more acutely, even if that loss was years ago. People who have escaped abusive situations might have extremely mixed or hostile feelings about Valentines day (especially given how violent partners tend to become worse around holidays and this is extra true where the abused party is expected to behave a certain way). People who are in the closet might be feeling particularly confused or wounded right now as they feel worlds away from being able to accept or even find love.
The point of this isn't to drag the original poster, but it can be good to understand why sometimes hearts can be delightful for some and heavy for others. I know that some people can be well intentioned and say things like "think of the chocolate and candy" or "it's made up anyway" or "celebrate it with your friends instead", but those aren't really helpful. Love and its reminders can mean a lot of things to people and sometimes they bring up the bad emotions. Sometimes what people need isn't candy or hearts or even a pretend reason to see a friend. Sometimes they need to cry and a day that reminds them of loss or something they lack is what does it for them. Sometimes what they need is to know that they aren't the only one who feels like that when stores and displays and everything around them seems to point out what's making them feel sore.
It's okay to enjoy Valentine's Day. There are plenty of ways to do so if that's what you like. It's also okay to sit it out if you're sore or you're feeling a lot. It's alright if it's just another day in February.
dont understand people who "don't like" valentines day... I personally dgaf that its "made up" and "commercialist"... i love heart shaped things and i love everyone in my life. Its really simple
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For many good reasons, the ancient practice of "funny bumper sticker" has fallen away in recent years. And bad reasons, too. In their stead, the "angry bumper sticker" has begun to dominate America's bumper-based highway discourse.
I am certain that a sociologist would be able to tell you exactly when this happened, and why. Maybe it's Milton Friedman's fault. Actually, it probably is, fuck that guy. Still, the temperature needs to be taken down a notch. I don't want kids in school buses to be getting their entire political concepts from the words in inch-high text: "Fuck Government, Taxes Bad." Crude and a rudimentary analysis at best. That's why I had to do something.
You might be surprised to hear this, but the sovereign nation of China has a whole bunch of bumper-sticker-printing factories. It's where all of our bumper-sticker-printing factories went after we closed them during the great decline of bumper stickers. They're still going, servicing the world's demand for bumper stickers in every glorious language. And for about twenty bucks, you can get a stack of bumper stickers half a foot thick mailed to your door. Those bumper stickers can say whatever you want.
Me and the bunch, we like to hang out at the gas station and slap these bumper stickers on the back of passing motorists. Don't worry, they come off easily and don't damage any paint (if they did, I'd have a lot more holes in my bumper.) What they do do, however, is make everyone else on the highway honk and wave, gleeful to be seeing someone taking a brave stand and making their day just that little bit better. Sure, the operator of the car is probably insanely upset when they get home, but until they figure out what happened, they've brought happiness to so many other folks.
Yep. You could call me a modern-day hero, but I'm just a guy with several hundred Don't Honk At Me, I Will Be So Mad I Swear To Fucking God bumper stickers, doing the only thing he knows how.
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No Thinking
billie eilish x reader
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summary: you break a "rule" and billie deals with you.
warnings: basically pure smut, mean!billie, dumbification, teasing, overstimulation, pussy slaps, crying
words: 1163
a/n: katebishopsbaefy posting three times in one week?? unheard ofđŠ but i've had an ear infection all week so i've had lots of time to write!! i also have a few asks, so those'll hopefully get done soon. please keep sending them they're so much fun!! also billie's haircut looks so good?? i don't understand why we're all hating???
Billie's been away for the past few weeks, out on her tour with her friends. Of course, youâve loved seeing her so happy and excited to be on the road for once, but that doesnât mean you hadnât missed her terribly. Youâd been so lonely all alone in the big house, and all of those photos and videos in your hidden folder had just been too tempting; you couldnât resist.
You and Billie had made a half-assed agreement a while ago about not touching yourselves when the other was away. It wasnât really meant to be a real rule; it was just something youâd seen on some porn website, and you thought it might be fun to try.
You definitely hadnât thought it all the way through.
When she came home, just a little over two hours ago, things had gotten heated between you so quickly. Her lips were all over your mouth, your neck, your chest, anywhere she could reach.Â
âGod, I missed you sâmuchâ she mumbled against your cleavage as she sucked a dark purple bruise into the soft skin. You tugged on her dark hair, and whatever response youâd been about to mutter quickly turned into a gasp when you felt her start to swirl her tongue around your nipple, and then suck sharply. She mustâve really missed you.
Sheâd settled you on the bed, all fluffed up with blankets and pillows. She mightâve missed you, she mightâve wanted you so bad she couldâve burst, but sheâd always make sure youâre comfortable first. You'd kissed for a while until sheâd gotten too impatient to wait, so she kissed her way down your body, between your breasts, across your stomach, ending with some soft sucks to your thighs. She gently pushed them open, and mumbled against them, âYou been good fâme?â
You understood exactly what she meant. No, you havenât been good for her. It was just so hard, having no one to touch you for weeks. You had to do it yourselfâŚbut all youâve ever wanted was to be good for her, so you nodded your head, your mumbled words coming out more slurred and sloppy than hers, âMhm. Been good, promise.â
But when sheâd feel the slight resistance of you trying to keep your legs shut, you knew youâd been caught. âCâmon, babygirl⌠lemme see,â she murmured in that soft, but patronizing tone that always had you stuttering and blushing. And of course, you folded.
Her hands slowly pushed your thighs apart, revealing your soaking wet heat. Her eyes had visibly darkened, her finger traced up and down your slit. It was like sheâd forgotten that she was teasing you for a moment, so entranced by you, so unable to keep her hands off of you. An audibly shaky breath would pull her back to reality.
Sheâd slowly pushed a finger in you as her eyes met yours, and youâd immediately recognized that look on her face. Sheâd seen right through your lie. Sheâd be able to feel it.
âAw, babyâŚâ, she murmured in that tone, the one that made it feel like she was talking down to you (which she was). Her finger gently felt around, enough to make you clench, but sheâd still been able to tell what youâd done. âFeels like youâve been touchinâ yourself⌠have you? You been stretchinâ out your needy little hole while I was gone?â
 Your head was nodding along before you even realized what was happening. Itâs just the way she talks to you, like sheâs poking fun. It folds you right in half.
Billie softly clicked her tongue at you, and the tears sprang into your eyes when her finger traveled to your clit. Sheâd gotten you right where she wanted you; so overwhelmed you can't even think. And itâd only been a few minutes of teasing.
âYou know the rules. Couldnâtâve waited a few days fâme to get back? Youâre that needy?â she teased, and you whined, already slipping into that headspace she loves to put you in where all you can do is feel.Â
When her finger started to trace circles into your clit, you whined again and gazed up at her with dark, tearful eyes. âI-Iâm sor-â, you started, but she cut you off with a sharp slap to your cunt. One physical act of humiliation among a sea of verbal jabs. You whimpered and jolted like usual, immediately closing your mouth.
âNuh uh, no thinkinâ, baby. Too dumb fâthat right now. Just needa have your pussy fixedâŚâ, she mumbled so sweetly, so cruelly, and you shivered at the implication. She was going to make you come until you were tight again.
She rubbed your clit until you were shaking and crying, making you finish one, two, three times. Making you finish until she was satisfied.
And now, after whatâs felt like hours of abuse on your clit, sheâs finally decided to move on.
She pulls her finger away, and gently taps your nub with it, just to watch your legs twitch. To make sure you're sensitive enough. Her finger finds its way back down to your hole, gently pushing into you in a way that makes you tense and whimper. And she grins that stupid, cheesy, lopsided grin that makes your stomach flip. She looks so sweet, but so mean.
Her fingers wrap around yours, leading your hand down your body until sheâs separating your middle and ring finger from the rest. Before you even know what's happening, sheâs guiding your two fingers into your pussy, and a matching pair of her fingers are holding the back of yours to force them against that spot that makes you see stars. Of course, you whine and squirm, much too overwhelmed and overstimulated to have four fingers pressed into you. Youâre too tight to be so full. But, of course, she holds you down.
âMmm⌠now youâre all nice ând tight again. Feel it, babygirl?â, she teases, her voice dripping with soft cruelty as she fucks your fingers into you. When you donât respond, she takes her thumb and grinds it against your swollen clit, hard enough to make you jolt and scream. Eyes fly open and fill with a fresh set of tears as you nod at her. Your chest rises and falls heavily with each breath, your hair is all messy from so much squirming, your red eyes brim with tears, and the sight just makes her groan.Â
âThink we gotta stretch you out again, mama,â she murmurs, her lips finding their way to your cheek to kiss away your tears. Itâs so sickly sweet compared to the way sheâs started to pound into you. You hadnât even realized, but sheâd pulled your fingers out and replaced them with all four of her own, intent on making you scream and cry until you passed out. And after just a few more rounds, she succeeds.
Maybe you shouldâve thought twice about making that dumb rule with her.
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Some things I do:
If you can't stand or get into your bed, make a blanket nest on he floor! Bring activites and snacks if you can, and it can be a good activity for brain fog
Nausea snacks. Find a consistant food that you can eat when nauseous (for me its buttered toast, for op its shortbread) and make sure you always have it on hand, or the ingredients to make it
If you can't eat due to being paranoid about someone poisoning you, try to bake or cook something. Go to the store and get new ingredients if you have to, just having the food be under your control can help
If you have trouble paying attention during lectures, try to learn a small thing and do that. I have friends who doodle, one who makes things out of clay, and I make paper cranes (i have around 300 now)
Heating pads and ice packs can both be great, and using both at the same time can help more than just using one (ex. ice on your head, heat on your hips)
Find railings! Whichever side the pain is on, grab the railing on your other side (painful leg should be on the outside of your body) and put weight on your hand and painful leg at the same time to minimize pain
Scoot around. If you can't walk due to weakness and not pain (for the love of all that is holy please do not do this if you have too much hip pain) then walking on your knees can be helpful
Similarly, "duck walking" is a bit easier but tends to exasperate my knee pain sometimes so be warned
Safe drink. Can be for nausea or paranoia or just because of the texture, but having a drink that you like does wonders. It can be water or a smoothie or tea or a drink from a cafe, just anything that can hydrate you
BRING THINGS PLACES! I carry my wrist brace wherever I go incase I need it. "But I'm not having a bad wrist day" well, you might soon. It sucks, but it's nice to not have to "save" when you can use your wrists
These may not apply to every disability, but I use these regularly and they help with my pain, anxiety, adhd, and so on
I've been disabled for almost 29 years. Here's what I've learned.
Tablets sink and capsules float. Separate out your tablets and capsules when you go to take them. Tip your head down when taking capsules and up when taking tablets. Liquigels don't matter, they kinda stay in the middle of whatever liquid is in your mouth.
If your pill tastes bad, coat it with a bit of butter or margarine. I learned this from my mom, who learned it from a pharmacist.
Being in pain every day isn't normal. Average people experience pain during exceptional moments, like when they stub their toe or jam their finger in a door, not when they sit cross-legged.
Make a medical binder. Make multiple medical binders. I have a small one that comes with me to appointments and two big ones that stay at home, one with old stuff and one with more recent stuff.
Find your icons. Some of mine include Daya Betty (drag queen with diabetes), Stef Sanjati (influencer with Waardenburg syndrome and ADHD), and Hank Green (guy with ulcerative colitis who... does a bunch of stuff). They don't have to be disabled in the same way as you. They don't even have to be real people. Put their pictures up somewhere if you want; I've been meaning to decorate my medical binders with pictures of my icons.
Take a bin, box, bag, basket, whatever and fill it with items to cope with. This can be stuff for mentally coping like colouring books or play clay or stuff for physically coping like pain medicine or physio tape.
Decorate your shit! My cane for at home has a plushie backpack clip hanging from the end of the handle and my cane for going places is covered in stickers. All of my medical binders have fun scrapbooking paper on the outside. Sometimes, I put stickers and washi tape on my inhalers and pill bottles. I used my Cricut to decorate my coping bin with quotes from my icons, like "I've seen enough of Ba Sing Se" and "I need you to be angrier with that bell".
If a flare-up is making you unable to eat or keep food down, consider going to the ER. A pharmacist once told me that since my eye flares can make me so nauseous that I cannot eat, then I need to go to the hospital when that happens.
Cola works wonders for nausea. I have mini cans of Diet Pepsi in my coping bin.
Shortbread is one of the only things I can eat when nauseous. Giant Tiger sells individually-wrapped servings of shortbread around Christmas or the British import store sells them year-round. I also keep these in my coping bin.
Unless it violates a pain contract or something, don't be afraid to go behind your doctor's back to get something they are refusing you. I got my cardiologist referral by getting in with a different NP at my primary care clinic than who I usually saw. I switched from Seroquel to Abilify by visiting a walk-in.
If you have a condition affecting your abdomen in some way (GI issues, reproductive problems, y'know) then invest in track pants that are too big. I bought some for my laparoscopy over a year ago and they've been handy for pelvic pain days, too. I've also heard loose pants are good for after colonoscopies.
Do whatever works, even if it's weird. I've sat on the floor of the Eaton Centre to take my pills. I've shoved heating pads down my front waistband to reach my uterus.
High-top Converse are good for weak ankles. I almost exclusively wear them.
You can reuse your pill bottles for stuff. I use my jumbo ones to store makeup sponges and my long skinny ones to hold a travel-size amount of Q-Tips.
Just because your diagnostics come back with nothing, it doesn't mean nothing is wrong. Maybe you were checking the wrong thing, or the diagnostic tool wasn't sensitive enough. I have bradycardia episodes even though multiple cardiac tests caught nothing. I probably have endometriosis even though my gynecologist didn't see anything.
You can bring your comfort item to appointments, and it's generally a green flag when someone talks to you about it. I brought a Squishmallow turkey (named Ulana) to my laparoscopy and they had her wearing my mask when I woke up. I brought a Build-A-Bear cat (named Blinx) to another procedure and a nurse told me that everyone in the hall on the way to the procedure room saw him and were talking about how cute he was. Both of those ended up being positive experiences and every person who talked to me about my plushies was nice to me. If you don't feel comfortable having it visible to your provider during the appointment, you can hide it in your bag and just know it's there, or if you're in a video appointment, you can hold it below frame in your lap.
Get a small bucket, fill it with stuff, and stick it in your bed (if you have room for it). I filled a bucket with Ensure, juice boxes, oatmeal bars, lotion, my rescue inhaler, etc. in October 2023 in anticipation of my laparoscopy and I still have it in my bed as of January 2025.
If your disability impacts your impulse control (e.g. ADHD, bipolar disorder), you should consider setting limits around your spending -- no more than X dollars at a time, nothing online unless it's absolutely necessary, and so on. Or, run these purchases by someone you trust before committing to them; I use my BFF groupchat to help talk sense into myself when I buy stuff.
Feel free to add on what you've learned about disability!
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Twice Series
Smut
Bunny In Hawaii
Chapter 245
1460 Words
(A trip to Hawaii with Nayeon for Cosmopolitan Korea and a unexpected surprise.)Â
Itâs been a busy few weeks; the year ended with celebrating Sanaâs and Jisooâs birthdays as well as the New Year.
Currently, you and Nayeon unpack your suitcases after arriving in Hawaii a few hours earlier. Your visit to the island is for professional purposes, but decide to extend the trip a bit so you and Nayeon can spend some time together.Â
Nayeon was excited to return to the island after being selected for the cover of Marchâs Cosmopolitan Korea Magazine. She wasnât expecting to return so quickly after being here with you and the members.
The two of you decided to place most schedules for the first two days early, leaving a day or two to spend some time together.Â
The first day went as expected, going around the city and doing photoshoots. Nayeon knew it would be an exhausting day but pushed through at the idea of spending time with you.Â
Luckily, the second day ended earlier than expected, and the two of you could enjoy a nice dinner and a sunset walk down the beach.Â
You both return to the hotel, with Nayeon walking to the refrigerator and grabbing a bottle of wine and a set of glasses. âHave a drink with me,â she says as she hands you the bottle.Â
âYou sure you want to drink? I thought you were tired.â
âJust a glass, it won't hurt.â
âAlright,â she says as you open the bottle and pour a drink for the both of you.Â
What was meant to be a glass ended up with an empty bottle as Nayeon wanted to enjoy the last day of work before your mini vacation.
A flushed Nayeon puts her glass on the table and climbs onto your lap, âWe⌠we finally have your time alone togetherâŚâ She kisses your neck and undoes your collar, âI want you real bad.â
You slide your hand up her dress and grab a handful of her thick thighs, âis this what you want?â
âYes⌠thatâs it.â
You continue to grab her meaty thighs, enjoying the feel of her warm and smooth skin. You can feel her hot breath on your neck, her hands on your chest as she slowly rides you.Â
Nayeon yelps when you lift her and carry her onto the bed. She lifts her dress and tosses it to the couch when you suddenly toss her. She bites her lip as she watches you take off your pants.Â
âCome here.â
The two make out, with Nayeon making her way on top of you. She undoes her bra, revealing her perky tits. âPerfect.â
You cup her tits, giving them a massage. Nayeon moans as she feels your strong hands around her tits. She rides you, grinding her panties against your waking bulge. Little by little, she can feel your bulge getting larger, pressing against her warm cunt. She looks down and sees your cock, now hardened, its outline completely visible.Â
You slightly lift Nayeon, seeing a visible outline and press your finger against the cloth of panties. Her panties become damp, a visible spot. With your finger, you slightly move her panties to the side, revealing a thick amount of nectar.Â
âFuck⌠youâre this wet?â
Nayeon puts her finger on your lip, âShhâŚâ She grabs your cock and aligns it to her entrance. Slowly, you can feel the tip of your cock rub against her folds. You bite your lip and see as she lowers her body, penetrating herself with your cock.
You can feel Nayeon taking you in nicely, her walls covering your cock in a thick coat of nectar. She places her hands on your chest, her ass on your core as she slowly begins to ride you.Â
âHmm⌠just like that. Feels so good.â
You watch as Nayeonâs body shivers, her walls clamping around your cock. Her moans become louder as she feels your cock reaching her deepest parts. Nayeon can feel herself becoming addicted to your cock, missing this feeling.Â
âFuck me, baby, make me feel good.â
Thatâs the only thing you need to hear as you turn her over. Nayeon gasps as you lift her legs against her chest. You slap your cock against her cunt, causing her folds to jiggle. She bites her lip, enjoying the slight tease.Â
âPut it in, I want youâŚâ
You slowly press your cock and groan as Nayeonâs cunt takes you in. âOh fuck, so tight.âÂ
Nayeon grabs her small tits, massaging them, âAhh, ahh, it feels so good. Inside baby.â
With your cock hitting her womb, you begin to thrust slowly. Nayeon extends her arms and grabs your cheeks, bringing you in for a kiss. The two of you make out, your tongues exploring each otherâs mouths as if your life depended on it.Â
Time passes, and the two of you are steaming hot, sweating from your make-out session. You work your way down towards her chest, taking her nipple into your mouth and your hand on her other breast. Nayeon moans loudly as you suckle on her tit; it feels weird, but she doesnât hate it. Instead, she finds it pleasant and imagines herself in the future.Â
She continues watching you and wraps her arms around your head, âYou enjoy sucking on tits, huh.â
Lifting your head you reply, âof course, I enjoy sucking on noonaâs tits.â Nayeon shoves your head down and grabs you, fighting, âDonât call me Noona; I donât like that!â
âI like it.â
âI donât, it's weird.â
âWhy? Donât like the fact that a younger guy is fucking you?â
âItâs just strange.â
âSo? I like that youâre older than me. Thatâs one of the reasons why I fell for you back then.â
âReally?â
 Yes. Let me prove it to you.â
You pull away and pick Nayeon up in a stand-and-carry position. With her legs wrapped around your waist, you begin to bounce her on your cock. She puts her arms around your neck and her face on your shoulder.Â
She closes her eyes, feeling your hardened cock hitting the back of her womb. âFuck...â
With Nayeonâs head on your shoulder, you say, âDoes it feel good?â Thereâs no response from Nayeon; only feel her nodding head. âDonât get all shy, tell me.â
âGood⌠harderâŚâ
Nayeon holds you tighter as you increase the pace, her hot breath on your neck.Â
âIâm⌠Iâm cumming⌠hold meâŚâ
You harden your thrust and tighten your hold on her waist. You can feel Nayeonâs walls grip you tighter, her body trembling.Â
Out of nowhere, you feel a sudden gush, her fluids trying to escape. Nayeon spasms, her back arching as her cum runs down your pelvis. You let her ride her orgasm, but before she could finish, you pull out and immediately slam your cock back inside.Â
âFuck!!!â
Nayeon yells, throwing profanities as she feels your cock hit her womb.Â
âIâm going to cum inside you!â
Her eyes roll back as she feels your load fill her womb. You feel your essence draining and slightly lose balance, causing you to walk back towards the bed, tossing her.Â
Nayeon crashes onto the bed, breathing heavy, with no energy to move. You move her leg to the side, seeing your thick cum oozing slowly out of her cunt.Â
You grab your cock once more, jerking it before aligning yourself to her entrance. Nayeon turns her head to face you and slowly extends her arms, welcoming you.
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The two of you go at it for another two rounds until both of you fall asleep from exhaustion.Â
You both spend the trip sightseeing, enjoying your time together, and taking pictures of your favorite moments.Â
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On the other side of the world, the members wake up to a free day. Chaeyoung is the first one to get up and make herself some breakfast. She decides to make one of her unique creations and grabs random ingredients.Â
One by one, the members head downstairs and see a happy Chaeyoung making herself breakfast.Â
As the last two members walk towards the kitchen, they catch a whiff of Chaeyoungâs food, causing them to gag immediately and run to the nearest restroom.
âDoes it smell that bad?â
Jihyo replies, âNo, not at all. Doesnât look appetizing, though, but doesnât smell bad.â
They hear as the two members continue to gag and walk to see if theyâre okay. They see them wiping their mouth with a towelette as they open the door.Â
âYou two okay?â asks Jihyo.
The two of them nod, with one saying that theyâve been extra sensitive these past few days.Â
Jihyo looks at Jeongyeon, a gaze that Jeongyeon immediately understands, and says, âFuck, not againâŚâÂ
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