#not my friends anymore but 18 yr old me thought they'd always stay.. which is okay
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#i found a couple old essays i wrote back in high school#and i was just reading one from my very last month before graduation and my god my 18 yr old self made me cry#i've said this a couple times before but do you know how it feels when nostalgia... hurts??#like when you're looking back at a better time yet always wondering if you couldve done anything to make it even better#like appreciating ppl even more... not being so shy with your first love.. trying to memorise every moment#you can't be that age again and it's over for good and i think that's what hurts. also things have changed a lot — i had friends who are#not my friends anymore but 18 yr old me thought they'd always stay.. which is okay#i wrote#'Goodbyes are hard and they hurt but doesn't pain show how much love we're able to feel and how humane we are?'#UGH UGH it hurts sometimes lol nostalgia IS a blessing and a curse#let's make the best of the moment y'all#personal
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