#not me putting this post in the ezhri tag bc i can't find an audio post and i wanna think about this forever

[heartate-aa]

i am dragging everyone down with me oh my god i’m obsessed.  stuck with u is actually like.  literally.  literally the PEAK.  of ezreal and ahri and the pinnacle of the concept of their beginnings of fake dating and then suddenly it’s just all too real and oh my goddddddd why didn’t i think of this before

like this part.  is so.  ahri.  ugh.  it’s the way ezreal can run his mouth and talk about anything and ahri is laying in bed staring at him with the most endeared,  enamoured eyes and she won’t move.

got all this time on our hands might as well cancel our plans,  yeah i could stay here for a lifetime so,  lock the door and throw out the key can't fight this no more,  it's just you and me and there's nothin' i,  nothin' i,  i can do i'm stuck with you,  stuck with you,  stuck with you so,  go ahead and drive me insane baby,  run your mouth,  i still wouldn't change

AND THEN.  THIS PART BEING EZREAL  ?? 

there's nowhere we need to be,  no,  no,  no i'ma get to know you better kinda hope we're here forever there's nobody on these streets if you told me that the world's endin' ain't no other way that I can spend it

like.  they’re so stupid ugh.  they really came into this relationship under the idea and pretense that it was going to be fully fake and just for fun and publicity,  and it was good publicity,  and god were all of ahri’s stans so fucking upset with her both at the fact that she was dating ezreal who they felt wasn’t good enough for her and the fact that . . . ahri is no longer single,  when in reality she was.  but,  then . . . ezreal smiled at her too many times.  he made her laugh too many times.  caught her chin too many times,  caught the small of her back too many times and held her a little bit too close,  kissed her a little bit too well,  and she felt that dizzying dance in the pit of her stomach and a flutter in her heart.  he was a little too charming,  a little too kind,  a little too sincere and genuine where it shouldn’t have felt so real but it did,  and ahri knew it wasn’t real but she wanted it to be so badly.

i’m screaming.  this song just.  did it for me.  i’m so.  AAAAAAAAAAAAAA I CAN’T COPE  !!  I DON’T KNOW HOW TO COPE ANYMORE