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sumplysilly · 2 months ago

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Me: I'm strange & talk weird & walk weird & behave weird. & I cannot form basic emotional connections with ppl like every1 else can my brain is simply wired differently. I can't be real friends w ppl but I'll talk to u sometimes if u want

Person that wants to be friends with me: omg I'm sure you're perfectly normal, I think you're cool!!

Person that wants to be friends with me several weeks later: Zeke is strange & weird & cannot form connections with ppl like all my other friends can. This is terrible & completely unexpected

#think ppl expect me to be weird in an autism wholesome queer way & not in a #sociopathic way #I'm the monkey that got wire mother I don't connect w ppl so I didn't learn basic human behavior so I act weird #every queer or mentally ill or neurodivergent group I try to insert myself into I'm the weird 1 in a group of weirdos that scares the hoes #I'm strange on a fundamental level u won't get unless ur around me even if u think ur weird #not hating on myself bc I love myself & acceptance. Just annoyed at ppl that expect me to be a human being & freek out when I'm Zeek #ZEKESPEAK #not even weird in a harmful way I'm just strange in a perturbing way minding my own business in a weird way

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