#nooo bc like �� it is NOT her fault. it is entirely my fault

[criminalmindsgonewrong]

hunger games anon here and yes!!! so many connections and references it was so overwhelming when the dots connected. i loved lucy gray so much (and im a long time fan of rachel zegler (since she was a junior in hs making yt covers in her bedroom lol) so i am so excited to see her play lucy (and it feels like the PERFECT casting, even just reading the book she is who i pictured).

spoiler for the hanging scene as well but i thought there was absolutely nooo way snow would let it happen. but then again i also thought surely he wouldnt ever ACTUALLY record and send the audio off to the capitol, either. :/. and when he took advantage of the plinths and their money at the end???? ouchhhh.

and when sejanus cried out for his mom..... oh it basically killed me. i put my book down for a good 30 minutes and just processed it.

honestly tbosas might be my fave in the entire series (with catching fire being second). but arguably my favorite thing abt ballad is that we can see snows actual descent into evil, into the snow thats present in the main series.

the way it starts off with him as just a poor, scared kid trying to make his dead parents proud and him having to make sacrifices to get there, to the way he took such pride in his capitol and home without ever realizing it was the capitols fault he was poor and scared and without parents in the first place.

then the way it shifts to him realizing using people to get what he wants is the *only* way to get what he wants, and seeing him accept that, and seeing him use it to his advantage.... sickening.

maybe because its so realistic in the sense that i understand what his thought process was and it really shows that under correct circumstances, that type of thing could happen to anybody.

literally just bone chilling idk.

sorry for writing an actual essay in ur inbox, none of my friends are into thg so this is basically all the thoughts ive kept to myself abt this book for like a year LMAO

yess rachel is great casting!!! unsure about snow's casting bc i dont know the guy, but i'm sure he'll be great! i am very excited about hunter schafer as tigris!!!!

i actually meant the first hanging scene, the one the song is based on!! that connection was just, it overwhelmed me. but yes, i did not expect that for sejanus </3 snow taking advantage of his parents at the end really did sum up how far he had fallen. there was also a line about how he'd taken back the money he sent to tigris and the grandmama, which just summed it up for me. i'd honestly love just a whole book dedicated to tigris because her line about 'be kind coryo, try not to look down on people who had to choose between death and disgrace' hit really hard, and implied so much about her character. how did she go from his most beloved cousin, to helping the mockingjay? i would love that story.

also never ever apologise for an essay in my inbox, i love it!!!!

[venusiangguk]

honestly i feel like the saddest thing is that from an objective point of view the whole base of the situation rly was no ones fault ? like obviously jk was a real douche like ... pretty much all the time n he could have definitely dealt w things in a much better n mature way , which could have possibly saved their relationship , but at the end of the day , no ones obligated to feel the same way u feel abt them , u know ? like he just wasnt ready or didnt want to match ocs commitment back then n even though he was a real dick abt how he dealt w that n p much everything else , that feeling is 100% his right . so its just like a sad situation all around where everyone dealt w it in their own terrible way i feel

also this is rly irrelevant but as the big angst wh*re i am i like to imagine maybe this time around oc is the one who doesn’t want to be with him ? like i dont rly see her as someone who would be comfortable inserting herself into a whole ass marriage (honestly jk... an entire freaking marriage???? 🤦🏽‍♀️) so in the fanfic i created in my mind abt the amazing fanfic u created in urs she probably sleeps w him once (its jk who wouldnt) but ultimately chooses not to pursue things any further ? this is literally the most useless information im sorry i just needed to share this w someone lmao

ALSO u guys .... pls enjoy the ambiguous ending !!! authors have specific views for their work n as readers we rly shouldnt demand that they change that just for our gratification !! honestly some of yall have never read some real sad romance books that makes u cry n leaves u wondering in ur teenage yrs n its kinda showing 🙃

yesss exactly!! both sides are valid bc it really wasn’t his or her fault, they both had flaws and both were entitled to the feelings that they had.

nooo i like that ending!! in the versions in my head where they didn’t end up together it was her being like ‘maybe it just wasn‘t meant to be in this life, find me in our next one’ blah blah, but her being how you described is refreshing, and shows that she actually has grown!!

[haemosexuality]

My reactions to s4 that I wrote while I watched it

Glimmer: do I look ok

Adora: like a queen

Ok gay

Casta is just white diamond

Whats a bouncer??

KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKPERFUMA JUST WANTS TO FLOWER

Why isn't swift wing dead yet

WINGS!!!!!!!! SHE GOT WINGS

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Oh, pertara?

HUNTARA AND ADORA HORDE BONDING

Oh my god stop licking sand

Barbed lady. Big boobs? (that nicky minaj video)

Fucking cacti

Immediately love double trouble

Holy fuck perfuma

"Ive got something more important to do. It was fun distracting you tho" WHAT A CALLBACK I MADE VERBAL NOISE

O H P E R T A R A?

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CATRA IN PAJAMAS shes so hot fuckkk

ALSO SHE HAS LITTLE HAIR TUFS IN HER FACE LOVE IT

WHY DONT THEY HAVE NOSES

Holy shit Catra's nightmare???

WAS ADORA EYING THIS LADY'S BOOBS AND MUSCLES???? SAME

yeah fluttering is double trouble and theyre aNNOYING

M E CAKE! THERESAMECAKE

ADORA STOP YOU SHOW OFF

they TOOK BOW????

A bow without a bow

"I got the idea from Shadow Weaver" oh. Oh no. Oh no oh no

Dude catra is EXTRA EVIL holy f

Toldya ab flutterina

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KSKSKSKKSKSK spinerella and netossa fighting in a married way love it. I love netossa so much. "I destroyed more bots then u" love them

Theyre a theather kid

ANGRY SPARKLE GROWL

Shadow weaver die challenge

BOW??????

oh right shera can heal

IT HIT ME IN THE ABS WHICH IS THE MOST VULNERABLE PART OF THE BODY BUT I DON'T COVER IT BC I DONT HAVE SHIRTS. I WASNT THERE TO SPARKLE. SHE RA RASPBERRY

give us a minute. Thats an order

AND DARK GLIMMER BEGINS

Oh sw is making that thing were one person suggests something and than makes it look like it was the other persons idea/choice with glimmer

ARE YOU TELLING ME DARK GLIMMER WILL BE DOUBLE TROUBLES FAULT

who names their kid double trouble tho like.

Parents: h yes this is my kid I think I'll name them *name*

Parents after finding out their kid is a little shit:actually changed my mind

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YO AKSJAKDJKSKKSKSKSKSKSK LIGHT HOPE

i LOVE everything ab the horde squad parts,,, their games their fights how they feel EVERYTHING

M A R A????

oh, mara hope??? Light mara???? I SHIP IT

I AM CATCHING FEELING FOR THE HOLOGRAM :((((((( LIGHT HOPE IM SO SORRY I EVER DOUBTED YOU I LOVE YOU

KYLE YOU ARE NOT BARBEQUE GET OUT OF THERE RIGHT NOW THEY LOVE YOU PLEASE YALL LOVE EACH OTHER :(((((((((

Rogelio. I love him

I TAKE IT ALL BACK WHAT THE FUCK DOES IT MEAN??? LIGHT HOPE??? THE HEART OF-- *HOLY FUCK THE HEART EPISODEBOH MY GOD*

THEY DID IT THEY SAID DARK MAGIC

god adora is feeling so bad ab sw

Ooo spells

DOUBLE TROUBLE STFU

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its ep6 and no sing of entrapta :(

CATRA STOP HURTING SCORPIA

As someone that stayed awake until 5am to watch shera, same catra, same

"If I can finish this off, everything, everything will have been worth it" 💔

Scorpia's on that delicious denial

The super pal trio pic,,, 💔 also catra sits like a lesbian

Think like entrapta. Hordak. Tiny food. First ones tech. Runestones

OMG IS SCORPIA GONNA CONNECT HERSELF TO THE BLACK GARNET?? YES

NO CMON SCORPIA

THE SUPER PAL TRIO VIDEO OMG 💔💔💔💔im gonna cry

YES QUESTION YOUR LOYALTY LEAVE THE ABUSIVE FRIENDHSOP

"I know a great place to hide" pls scorpia leave catra💔

DARK GLIMMER

adoras mad af lmao

SCORPION PEOPLE AND SCORPION KINGDOM LORE

shes deep into horde propaganda huh

GO SCORPIA GET OUT OF THIS ABUSIVE FRIENDSHIP

NO SCORPIA

holy shit catra. Wow. Wow I- dude that was. Dude. Yikes

"You're a bad friend" GO SCORPIA

Ugh "i hate catra shes irremeamable and toxic" discourse is gonna come up again isnt it.

"we dont need anyone. Forget them all. No one matters. Nothing matters but this mission" catra nooo💔💔💔💔💔

BEAST ISLAND

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"THERES A HORDE SPY"

Im perfuma yelling SPOILERS

Oh my god. Are things really grey right now this is serious. This is real KDKKAJDKAJDK

"But then my vision glitched.. I started to see double": )

"What has she done other than help us" GLIMMER???? ABUSE ADORA, YOUR BEST FRIEND, HER ENTIRE LIFE JUST TO START

Sea hawk PLEASE

Ye that perfuma that released sea hawk was double trouble

I CALLED IT

adora WHAT. "HOH, HOH, HOH, HOH, HOH *panting*"

WERE SPINERELLA AND NETOSSA GETTING MARRIED????

“We need you here. I need you here.”

"Are you jealous cause you arent shadow weavers favorite anymore?" GLIMMER SHADOW WEAVER ABUSED ADORA GROWING UP!!!!! GLIMMER!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK

oh CMON I WANTED DARK GLIMMER I WANTED THAT FIGHT TO BE REAL :((

well SHIT, SALINEAS GONE. mermista :(

Wait isnt she fucked tho?? Like bc of the runestone

Horde prime has dreads????? KSKSKSKS

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Cant believe the horde attacked squiward's people :/

Mermaid mermista with her hair down 👀💗

1-sea hawk i love u and ur plan

2-oh well theyre kidnapped

Sea hawk b like what does the fox say

THEY WERE KIDNAPPED BC SEA HAWK SET STUFF ON FIRE

wait NOELLE SAID WED MEET SEA HAWK EX????? JAJSJSJSJSJDJ CONFIRMED BI ICON

"Scorpia, ill kill you if you ever tell anyone this, but… i thought winning would be different" :(

Oh theyre with the horde now. Guess they'll die

"She-ra was supposed to save us. But the rebbelion has been in a worse place than ever since you showed up."

"Im trying my best. Why cant you see that?"

"Maybe your best isnt good enought! If it was, my mother would still be here" GLIMMER I FUCKIFN HATE YOU RIGHT NOW OH MY GOD.

Ooh, so they were 6 in the dumb face flashback

BOWWWWW 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

Mermistas like rock. Shes emo

CATRA FOUND OUT ABOUT SCORPIA

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MADAME RAZZ I REPEAT MADAME RAZZ

MARA???????

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! IS UP!!!!! WITH MADAME DAZZ

ok that ship+gigantic statue background is beautiful

madam razz is magic and tbh we been knew but yoo

also MARA MARA MARA AAAA

"The ghost is mean"USJSUSUSUSHSUSHUSJSUSHS

MARA CALLED LH "HOPE" I SHIP IT SO MUCH

SHE-RA!!!!!!!! MARA!!!!!!!!!!!!

mara as shera is so beautiful mara is so beautifil

holy shit wtf too much shera and first ones lore

I dont even know what to say about Hero

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Ep 10 and no sing of entrapta

OH MY GOD DT'S ADORA HAIRPUFF

wHERE did scorpia come from

Oh well. Catra's gone crazy

SCORPIA EATS A SALAD

SHE WAS TOLD SHE WOULDNT BELONG BUT SHE DOES AND NOW SHES CRYING IM😭😭❤

god catra looks so. tired. Someone help her

SHES WITHOUT HER MASK I REPEAT THIS IS NOT A DRILL SHES MASKLESS

dude shes just. Shes. CATRA BABY PLEASE GET A THERAPIST

i love how they dont treat frosta like a stupid ass baby bc of her age but also make her behave like a 12yro. I love it ❤

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Glimmer you are going to Fuck Up

MICAH ITS MICAH ITSSSS MICAHHHHH

ENTRAPTA

glimmer YOU ARE GOING TO FUCK UP

actually nevermind scorpia pls dont connect w ur runestone

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ooooo entrapta got her overalls up

Can i say it im obligated to say it. Shes hot

I KNEW entralta would love the island KKSKSKSK

SHE. SHE FUCKIN. SHE FUCKIN KNOWS AB THE HEART OF ETHERIA

CATRA MISSES HER OLD HORDE SQUAD💔💔💔💔

Holy shit catras just. Shes just broken. Shes just,,, catra pls in beggin u its gonna b ok bb

She's a mess.

double trouble dont touch catras face like that shes a lesbian

YES GLIMMER still mad at you but TELL SHADOW WEAVED OFF

"My friends left me" GEEZ GLIMMER I FUCKING WONDER WHY

If anyone ships bowxentrapta imma throw hands shes 30 hes 18

"Oh definitely the ship"

THANK YOU DOUBLE TROBLE NOW HORDAKS GONNA GO FERAL AND KILL CATRA

Why hordak got boobs

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OH SHIT SW AND MICAH SHITSHIT

Glimmax pinkhairton

THE HORDE SQUAD DEFECTED nice

Hordaks like * destroyes the entire fright zone cause someone lied ab his gf cheatin on him *

Holy shit you GO CATRA

I WANNA SEE PRINCESS SCORPIA SO MUCH HOLY FUCK

SHIT WE'RE FUCKED

DUDE THEY LOOK SO COOL WHEN THEYRE LIKED POSSESSED

YO sea hawk had heart eyes for mesmista when she got super powerJshlandjejd

Oh my god. Double trouble. Stop it. Stop torturing catra like this. Oh my god her voice, shes so hurt, i wanna hug her

Her face. Her body language. Her voice. Shes hurting so much. Please. Pl-HOLY SHIT PRINCESS SCORPIA HERE WE GOO

SCORPIA IS SO FUCKING BADASS I LOVE HER SO MUCH

TERRYFUNFYING

SHE RA IS SO FUCKING BADASS

Oh yeah this is rock bottom. She (finally) went from extremely feral and needing revenge and anger issues to just, depressed.

HOLY SHIT THE MOONSTONE

HOLY SHIT ITS ALL THE RUNESTONES

AAAAA ALL THE PRINCESSES

OUT OF DESPANDOS?????????KSNSKAJDJJSHDJSHDJWUFB HPJYSHUTJHKLSYSHITLHOKYSHIHOLYSHITHOJSYSHSHSHDUHEHSHWAAAAAA FUCKFUCKFUKCUFKCUFJCUJFVU

ITSGONETHESWORDBROKETSHSHJSHSBDHAHDPUTAQUEOAHSIWBDIWHIEHWUEWHHWHAAAFAYSDHSHDHUDHUDUSHFHSUEEJUDEUZUEHWYDGEYDHDHSHAJAAHWTATHECUCKXJCKKCKCKCKVKVKVKVKV

ADORA IS WITH HER HAIR DOWN I REPEAT

Well hordaks dead

oh well

[spider-bih]

Rainy Kisses

Pairing: Peter x OC [Though you can read it like a reader insert bc I don’t go into much detail on my oc’s looks]

Warnings: None- unless fluff counts? And cursing?

This is a snippet from a fic I’m writing on a different website <3

Spring break had finally arrived. It was well deserved and much needed. The first day off she had slept in until about four in the afternoon- much to her boyfriends slight disappointment. He'd swung by early to see if she wanted to go for a little coffee date, but she ended up pulling him into her bed and cuddling him close. He was tired too, but he didn't want to spend the whole day sleeping, despite how much she insisted that he needed rest, even more than she did.

He gave in easily though. She was warm and soft, wonderfully cozy in shorts and a tank top. She wrapped herself around him the minute he changed out of his suit, lulling him into a deep sleep by tracing soft little patterns on his chest through his shirt and laying her head on his chest. It was the best sleep Peter had gotten in the past few months. He didn't regret a single second of it, even if he woke up wondering what year it was.

Seeing her all curled up against him had him grinning like mad for the rest of that day. His girlfriend was adorable..

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The next day started off more.. productively. They were actually up in the morning, and not groggily so. They set off on their favorite kind of mini-date. The kind involving coffee and sweets. It wasn't the coffee or the sweets that made it their favorite, though it was a sweet little bonus to it. It was the soft smiles and brushing fingertips. The tiny giggles and adoring glances. It was the whipped cream on his nose and the pastry crumbs on her lips that he loved to kiss away. The way she tasted sweet as sugar for an hour afterwards, adding to the already sweet taste her lips had.

He lived for that sweet taste, his own personal drug, leaving him on a high for hours to come. He lived for the feeling of her hand holding his as they walked out, the warmth in the smile she wore and the way the sunlight spilled along her bright red curls. It was a sight that often took his breath away, a sight that had him yearning to kiss her and hold her and never let go.

However, he never once considered adding rain to the mix. They'd started dating in the chilly months of the year, filled with warm sweaters and laughter. Winter had faded into spring, and as they say, April showers bring May flowers. He never expected to get caught in it on their way back, so he was surprised when it slowly but surely began to pour down on them, eyebrows furrowing as he turned to look at her. She wasn't looking at him, not yet. Instead, she was looking up at the sky, at the grey clouds it was covered in. He thought she might be a little mad, considering the rain would ruin the extra sweets they had in a brown paper bag. She was far from it, an even bigger smile pulling across her lips as she let out one of the most joyous laughs he'd ever heard from her.

In that small moment, he'd learned something new about her.

She loved rain.

Her face turned to him, still smiling and laughing, causing him to do the same. It was pretty funny, of course their luck would lead to this. Lead to them being one of the few people caught by surprise in the rain with no umbrellas- not even hoodies to shield them from the rain that fell on them. He found himself falling for her all over again, melting into the happiest puddle at the sight of her. His heart was signing and flying in his rib cage, smiling that dopey smile while she continued to giggle, tilting her head to the sky to let the rain drip onto her face, welcoming it with outstretched arms.

"This is perfect!", she cried out happily over the pouring rain.

"Yes, you are..", he found himself murmuring, not caring if he was heard. Which he was, making her pause to look at him with red cheeks.

"That's such a cliché thing to say, you dork.."

"Guess I'm cliché then.", he hummed, stepping closer to her, hands reaching up to cup her face. He was having one of those moments again. The ones where his feelings overpowered him, his usual awkward and sometimes shy demeanor falling away, a surge of confidence and pure adoration filling him instead. He angled his face slightly, lips brushing against hers, her heart bursting in her chest the moment he uttered out, "I absolutely adore you..", against her lips before pressing a kiss to them.

He sighed into her, her sweet taste making him weak at the knees. Her lips were wet from the rain, as were his, but it didn't feel as funny as he thought it might. He wasn't sure if it was because he was too into the moment or not, though, he was sure he didn't care. The sweet smell of her perfume mixed in wonderfully with the warm caramel drink she'd had earlier, drawing him in closer, making him become greedier. A soft whisper of his name had him groaning into her, gripping her face a little tighter, pressing himself a little closer to her. 

His hands soon fell from her face, shifting to grip her hips tightly while her arms draped around his neck, pulling him to her, only allowing him a short break for air before pulling him in again. Greedy for his kiss, her fingers finding their way to his hair, running through his curls. He could kiss her forever, and he absolutely wanted to. He loved the feeling, loved the thought of having his entire world right before him, kissing him back with as much emotion as he was. Softly tugging at his hair, breaths becoming heavy, sometimes mumbling his name in between kisses. She had him turning to mush, thoughts swirling and spinning, yet somehow all focused on her only.

This was the longest they'd kissed without being interrupted. They were the only ones standing in the middle of the sidewalk, kissing in the pouring rain. Basically, they were being that couple. The couple that decided to ignore the world and kiss each other unashamedly in the middle of anywhere other than privacy. Though, they didn't care. Not within the slightest. Not even when a person or two speed walked past them, muttering in disgust or irritation.

Still, neither of them cared.

There was always a calm before the storm..

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"Can't fucking believe we got sick..", Ariel hissed before blowing her nose into a tissue.

"Well- it usually happens-"

"It does not! Everyone always says you'll get sick- but it never happens! Now we're sick on our Spring Break.", she pouted, wrapping her blanket tighter around her.

He just grinned a little, even sick with a red and runny nose, she looked cute- but no matter how much he wanted to kiss her- he wasn't gonna. He was sure she'd actually hit him this time if he tried again. She'd already mushed his face four times, whining about how gross she was and how they'd never get better if they shared germs, "At least we're sick together."

"Oh so now you're optimistic? Last I heard, May said you were whining like a baby that you were dying this morning-"

"I was not!"

"I heard you over the phone, Peter. My Mom had you both on speaker."

He huffed, "Your word against mine."

"You know what?"

"What?"

"This is your fault."

"What? How is this my fault-?"

"We could've ran back to my place! But nooo, you had to kiss me! You just couldn't help yourself-"

He gave her a little glare, sniffling as he stared her way, "I didn't hear you complaining while we were kissing. I'm only hearing you now, after the fact! You could've stopped me-"

Ariel sneezed, "Its so rude of you to argue with your sick girlfriend-"

"What? You started it!"

"I did not! I'm gonna tell May on you-"

"Oh, so we're five now? Five year old tattle tales-"

"Right. Snitches get stitches. I'll get you back on my own-"

He glared again, "Go take a nap, you're acting like a child-"

"You go take a nap, I'm fine!", she huffed.

"Ariel. Your eyes are struggling to-"

"Shhhhhut up."

"I don't get enough kisses for this-"

"Well because of you, neither of us get any kisses for awhile!"

He huffed and blew a raspberry at her, earning himself a pillow to the head, "I'm keeping this one this time!"

"Rude! Give-"

"Both of you take a nap! I left for five minutes and you're acting like kids again, this is why neither of you are getting better. Ariel, you really need to sleep before your Mom comes to pick you up from work. I'm scared she might actually drag you out by your feet if you throw a mini-tantrum again."

Ariel and Peter looked to each other for a moment, then back to May, both blowing raspberries her way. She only sighed and fought back a smile.

Ah, young love-

[cmcrson-blog]

WHATS UP Y’ALL ITS YA BITCH NICKI AGAIN N IM SO EXCITED TO INTRODUCE YOU TO MY SOFT LIL FIGHTER BABY EMERSON WHO I LOVE V MUCH AND I HOPE YALL WILL TOO. LIKE THIS N ILL COME TO U FOR PLOTS (for both her n mack if we havent already!!)

ABOUT EMERSON 

TW VIOLENCE AND FIGHTING

EMERSON BLACKWOOD. 20. ENGLISH LIT MAJOR. PISCES. WEREWOLF. COULD PROBABLY SNAP UR SPINE LIKE A TOOTHPICK BUT REALLY JUST WANTS TO CUDDLE.

ok so while most, if not all, the students at hexlore were raised supernatural, em wasn't 

emerson was actually born human and had a perfectly normal childhood up until around the age of 15 

for reasons she doesn't readily talk about, she was hexed by a very powerful witch with the lycanthropy curse 

her parents and siblings obviously didnt believe her, so when she transformed one night unexpectedly, they ended up thinking she was a wild wolf who had gotten into the house and killed her. they attacked her and she was left within an inch of her life before she could escape

she would have died that night if it weren't for pure luck that a travelling pack was passing through the wooded area where she had ended up collapsing. they stayed there with her for the night and healed her up, taking her in and initiating her into their pack. with nothing left to lose and a spirit as broken as hers, she accepted it and left with them. 

not only did she join a big pack, she joined a freaking strong one, and as the newest recruit she was the runt of the group. she felt more like a burden than an actual pack member, so she began to train in order to earn her place 

though they were a wandering pack, they'd stop in cities long enough for her and the other minors in the pack to be able to finish a solid school year, and in each new city, em would become a permanent fixture at their local gym. every day, she was there, working on getting stronger and more powerful and being able to prove herself. too swole to control bro

 all the bullshit she had gone through ignited something within her, something equal parts destructive and encouraging. her pain transformed itself into pure, unfiltered rage, which has become the staple of emerson's personality 

first off— she is (thankfully) the OPPOSITE of mack's dumb ass lmaooo

she’s really reserved and not very outgoing (just a lil shy..... wow how cute). she’s this tol cute bean with this long curly hair and these big blue eyes so she’s not exactly unapproachable but she’s also buff as FUQ and has this mysterious, enigmatic energy to her and tbh that makes her lowkey scary to approach

esp also considering that she’s almost ALWAYS got a black eye or bloodied knuckles or bruises scattering her body, she kinda looks terrifying and like she might try to snap ur arm in half

she’s honestly a super sweet soft soul, she genuinely is just bubbling with kindness and good intentions but she tries to keep her distance from the world bc oh dear 

emerson has a fucking TEMPER

and it’s not the “i’ll snap and be petty” it’s a “i won’t react until you keep pushing my buttons and then i’ll fucking snap and smash a table in half, punch a hole in the wall, and say a LOT of things i’ll regret”

she recognizes how dangerous and harmful this pent up aggression and rage is so she genuinely tries to keep it under check by withdrawing from a lot of over-stimulating situations and environments

she’s that bitch™ who’s always like “i...... i should go....” 

you would expect her to be this angry cynical bitch but honestly?? she keeps the anger beneath the surface tbh she’s really sweet and gentle. she’s also like.... a hopeless romantic and believes in being kind to the world and she’s SUCH A GOOD ARTIST but her main passion is honestly fighting so that’s why she hasn’t dropped it entirely despite how dangerous it is

she’s really scared that one of these days, her feelings are just gonna shut down and she’ll lose her humanity and get consumed my her own darkness and just become this awful angry monster of a person, which is why she tries SO DAMN HARD to be kind and gentle and good

(lowkey she’s gonna turn it off eventually for a hot minute bc i def want to play dark!emerson at some point HKJFHKHF)

also.... she’s loyal to a fucking FAULT nd would prob take a bullet for her loved ones. its altruism at its finest with this one. she’s also pretty softspoken but definitely stands up for what’s right, she won’t hesitate to literally snap ur fucking femur if you’re fucking with someone you shouldn’t be

on that note— she’s STRONG. like almost excessively strong, partially bc of her training 24/7, also partially bc her anger fuels her additional strength. but like.... she has the potential to honestly be an alpha if she really pushed herself

if i had to compare her to some characters from modern media..... stefan salvatore, the iron giant, scott mccall??

tldr: basically a big dreamy beefcake with anger issues who could probably snap u in half if u fuck with her loved ones. also has a sad past but is tryna turn her shit around without hurting anyone in the process which makes her reserved n secretive oh nooo

WANTED CONNECTIONS

crushes: one sided, mutual, lowkey, highkey infatuation, pls just give em the ability to be cute and sweet but also sometimes a bumbling fool

i want a plot where em admires someone from afar and is just like.... soft n always leaves them flowers or draws them in her little sketchbook

besties: emerson literally goes along w everything thus making her a valuable member to any and all squads. she’s also versatile, she can go from being that art nerd friend to that jock/fighter friend to that mom friend to that innocent friend to that leader friend. literally give my puppy of a person some buds pls

fighting plots: people who help her train, people who want her to stop, a love interest who bandages her up every time after a bad fight, anything pls

guardian: someone em looks out for fiercely and protectively or someone who looks out for her too n checks up on her when she has her bad moments

exes: she’s demisexual & demiromantic so she only starts to fall for people that she’s gotten to know or at least knows about. i really want an ex (or a few??) that were super cute and sweet when they dated but then em just kinda ended things out of nowhere? maybe she ghosted them, broke up over text, literally so out of nowhere and ur muse doesnt know why??? but it’s actually because em was too scared she’d end up hurting them so she ended things as a preemptive move to protect everyone

coworkers/customers: she works on campus somewhere bc she needs that cash money (im thinkin library) so i’d love a few plots of either people who work with her or people she sees constantly bc theyre always coming in??

“but nicki,” u may be asking, “where’s the fwb plots??” 

SURPRISE BITCH EMERSON’S A    V I R G I N

considering that mack is a heathen who prob has enough sex for the both of them i wanted to make emerson way more inexperienced since this bitch doesn’t like to get too attached to ppl

which means new potential wanted connection: her first time

[hxrryspotter]

It's pretty sad how you started this shit show and now you're avoiding it and trying to sweep it under the rug and ignore it. Like um nooo sweetie that just shows how even more of a horrible person you truly are :)

dont send me anymore more of these asks thanks, i’ll just delete them. firstly i didnt start it lmao. i made a small post without mentioning any name or blog and guess what. people started sending me her blog name and their own thoughts. i didn’t lie at all, not for one second. are you telling me i cant call out someone for their behavior? when it hurts so many people? bc im not talking out of my ass, sweetie… all the ‘evidence’ was already on her blog plus a lot of actual screenshots. nothing I said was an ‘opinion’, its what it is.

now onto what do you say? avoiding it and sweeping it under the rug? ive been sleeping, timezones are a thing sweetie, im sorry you didn’t know that. im also not going to keep going on and on about it all day, every single day from now bc what on earth does that achieve. its over, its done. but cleary it seems like you want some drama.

lastly, if you want to point the finger at ‘avoidance’ maybe use it for the person who deleted her entire blog just to avoid everything. none of what happened yesterday would have ever happened if she just stopped making excuses for herself. honestly one sincere apology would have sufficied and we could have all moved on. i do not have time to indulge someone who finds an excuse for why she didn’t hurt someone but then turns it so it was their fault instead.

calling someone out, admitting that yes, they have problematic behavior, is not bullying. and im sorry to everyone that thinks that way. bullying would of been if i mercilessly sent her mean anons, told everyone to unfollow and block her and to hate her. did i do that… no. i literally just said 'yes she is problematic and yes i have my own story with her but putting that aside, i have people upon people coming to me and telling me or my friends, how much clara has hurt them either directly or indirectly and all she does is continue to make excuses instead of 'yes im sorry i hurt you and made you feel this way.’

fun fact: if you hurt somebody, you dont get to suddenly decide that you didn’t. you dont suddenly decide to play the victim and call everything a 'misunderstanding’. im sorry but that’s not the way life goes, at any age.

[damagaratsa]

tried to do a speech on why we should all go to therapy at least once.... bad idea y’all don’t do that folks especially if you go to therapy yourself you WILL get choked up and make everyone uncomfortable