#no input no responsibilities no work load no talking to ppl i don't wanna talk to just. just being alive for a couple weeks
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Lies face down on the ground. I am not an emotionally stable individual. I need a break
#ramblings of a lunatic#i am so bad at being able to navigate and understand my own emotions but rn my leading theory as to the funk I've been in this week#is that I'm tired and burnt out and that's why I'm so emotionally fragile#both in the sense that ppl being mean about my hyperfixation makes me want to cry#and also in the sense that i have been. FIGHTING the urge to be mean to everyone lately and with a select few authority figures#i have been losing. badly#I DON'T WANNA BE MEAN TO MY PARENTS I LOVE THEM! I DON'T WANT TO BE MEAN TO MY FILM TEACHER I LIKE HIM!!!#I JUST NEED A BREAK BUT I KNOW I WON'T GET ONE UNTIL THIS DAMN YEAR IS OVER#:(( i am upset now#i can tell my parents are getting. tired of the burnout too..#i don't even know what would help beyond like...a whole lotta nothing. literally#no input no responsibilities no work load no talking to ppl i don't wanna talk to just. just being alive for a couple weeks#this is an unrealized fantasy i know. but i will rotate it in my mind#see if that helps
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