#night...' and that'll allow me an opening so we cld actually discuss it but like one of the things that's literally never left the back of
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#am i going to fast is this too fast i feel like this is too fast not that I'm uncomfortable with it I'm very comfortable with it i do want#that‚ that sounds lovely i'd love it but we've also been dating for only a month well i mean if you exclude that grey area where i was down#bad and refused to come to terms with it but we'll just ignore that anyways it just *feels* like we're going too fast bc I've known only#known you for five months not that that's a bad thing i mean whatever we have *is* real and it *is* a thing just the only thing that'd be#missing is the time but there's nothing we cld really do to change that other than to wait like i don't mind waiting at all it's just the#point i'm trying to make here is that whatever we have isn't inherently less bc it's only been a few months ykwim does that make sense i#mean i do love you i love you a lot i'm just a bit worried that this is too fast even though we're not gonna actually be doing anything for#at least a few years unless you'd want to sooner i mean i wouldn't mind but in this scenario let's just say hypothetically in a few years#after we've both graduated that seems like the most logical time to take the next step whatever that step is but that's also like a couple#of years away and so just in perspective a few months is barely anything and it feels like it's. just. but then again in the grand scheme#of things all of this worrying is nonsensical bc if it works out i *am* going to propose to you but the thing I'm kinda lowk worrying abt#here is that it won't even though i want it to and I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure it does it's just worrying bc yk#teenage romance never lasts nd all so I'm sorry if this sounds like I'm only believing the best case scenario right now but i'd like to#think the best case scenario is achievable for us nd then there's the whole i want to meet you irl but I'm also super awkward and nervous#bringing it up bc it still feels like we have differing expectations and i want to talk about it but it feels awkward so I'm just rambling#in the tags of a nondescript post bc well i really hope you'll see this and bring it up like 'hey about the tags of that post you made last#night...' and that'll allow me an opening so we cld actually discuss it but like one of the things that's literally never left the back of#my brain since i brought it up that one time in December is what kind of timeframe are u looking at like ik you wanted to meet one of your#other online friends and ofc they have first priority nd shit why am i bringing this up it's not even that relevant anyways like. when#would you like to like in the next year? two years? three years? four? i think after that tho i'd've harassed you into it but like. you're#not exactly the anxious overplanner that i am so if it's too far in the future we can put off actually planning it but if you'd be.#available. and okay with that sooner then. i'd like to?? ykwim??? and i'd prefer going to argentina than make you travel to up here but#also the language barrier like i don't think my spanish is all too bad‚ i do pride myself on being a fast learner‚ but id also be very. yk.#lost. still. which wld be expected but. love can you please just bring this up so i can overthink ab it somewhere other than the tags of a#tumblr post...#oh also out of curiosity what's your ring size?#≋. seashells#≋. loml (lobster of my life)
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