#nick fucking ATE in this scene omg

[ameliasbitvh]

ahhhh! thank you all soso much for the 300 followers! i just hit 200 last week?! how are there 300 of you? i honestly don’t know, but i started this account as a place to just read smut and then i decided to post on here. the reason why my first post was angst was because i was being a slut for angst to feel something in those few moments- okay i’ll stop myself right there. for this milestone i’m going to do mutual appreciation for the moots i’ve interacted with the most so far! (if we’re moots and u wanna interact pls do, i’m not scary!)

okayy first up,

@underappreciated-spoon-321

i love you so much bby, i could not believe it when you followed me. i was legit crying happy tears and i specifically remember you followed me after i posted “needy” random lol.

your writing is immaculate, absolutely lovely. ur smut *chefs kisses* i love that you put up with my shit photos that i send you and that you actually ask for more- but it baffled me when you first interacted with me, this was my reaction

*deep breath* ��omfg! (ur username) just interacted with me, wtf do i do?!” also ur nick name reminds me of belly from dear, draco.

i’m not writing a lot, bc for your sleepover i wrote you a damn paragraph 😭 but i love u sm belly!! 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

@dracoskinks

ARI! i love talking to you, bc i can talk about anything and when i say anything i mean anything. like kinks, porn, random draco scenarios, etc… you are one of the funniest people i have seen on this app.

ur blunt and funny at the same time, it just makes it more fun to talk to you. ur smut is soso good, bc i don’t find a lot of smut with a dom!reader and sub!draco.

i remember you followed me, so out of curiosity i checked out your blog and saw your piss kink fic and that did it for me. after that i followed you back and we became moots ajnwja. when ur first account got terminated you scared me so fucking much, because i thought you were going to leave tumblr forever. don’t. ever. play. like. that. again. i’m glad we became moots bc i fucking love you <3

@opalsheart

I LOVE YOU SM! i think u were the first moot that i interacted with in direct messages, bc you had tea to spill, and ever since than we’ve been #4lifers. you send me edits and hate on t*m felton with me on instagram. you were the first mutual to know what i looked like lmaoo. u r an absolute goddess, bestie, like what- i know that you can pull anyone you want, so stop playing when you talk about someone.

even though we have a fucking 12 hour time difference, we still find time to talk to each other. it is so fun talking with you and the fact that when we talk it’s night for one of us. you let me send that stupid tik tok of ed sheeran and t*m felton to you and it probably haunts your dreams now ajnwajsj-

i appreciate that you study ur MF ass off for your exams, bc i could never. and you even send me those cute memes when i wake up- also we better be watching those true crime documentaries, bc i’m still waiting. idc if we have a time difference :) anyways ILY SM ELLIE !! <3

@laceycallisto

okay- where do i even get started with this. we first interacted when i reblogged that draco fan fic and we reblogged talking about how desperate we were trying to find that iconic fic. and i forgot that the creator could see all the reblogging we were doing- you texted me directly about adding my name into your tags, which obviously i agreed to. then we just started talking about random shit like how we were superior because we were june geminis. or how we talked about being in love with remus lupin.

i have vivid flash backs of how your remus fic hurt me. i cried my false lashes off proof reading janajaj- bestie- you’ve seen me cry ajnwja- your writing is ethereal, i don’t know how you can see that? your so nice too, like girly u gave me ur netflix within like a day of knowing each other 💀 we watched bridgerton in two mother fucking sittings. we ate that bridgerton hoe up!

all ur input on the scenes were so funny like the “with child” and “dicking” comments 😭 i love how it’s so easy to talk to you about everything, like how dumb i am- even talking about the privilege of being poc and not burning in the sun. bruh u even let me tag u in dumb tik tok videos, like what?! and i think your the only mutual i have that’s in the same time zone as me… also we better binge the next season. but ily sm, ur like my older sister, even if u say ur life is shitty 😭 <3

@dracomalfoys-wh0re

honestly, kacia. i owe a lot to you for my account being “found” or whatever, bc you reblogged a fic of mine, i’m pretty sure it was “common room” and that’s when i started getting notes and followers najajwjwj- you might not know that but i do 💀 i will forever remember that.

you literally were one of the first accounts ever- to follow me. and i won’t lie, i went crazy when u followed me because i love your fics so much! you are so funny and blunt too i swear 😭

and can we talk about your tom riddle fic? like?!the fact that you really showed tom’s true personality and character. every world had me enthralled further into the fic, the way you wrote him is exactly how i think tom riddle would act towards his s/o. his toxicity and gaslighting is too accurate.

moving on from the discussion of your fic, which is amazing, ily sm babe!!

@yoooespinosa

we’ve interacted a few times and when u texted me directly saying that you thought i was sweet, i literally went, “omg- people think i’m sweet” in a good way, not bad jkwajjw- can i just get started on your writing, because oh. my. fucking. god. it is the most captivating and heart breaking thing i’ve ever seen- the emotions that you put into every word completes the entire fic. every angst piece that you have written, made me cry or made something inside me just twist with sadness. it is truly lovely and magnificent.

how do ur fics not get thousands of notes? because everyone should see what you write, it’s unfair that others haven’t seen your fics. when u explained your dream to me, i swear you practically wrote a whole fic 😭

i remember u said that you wanted to do a face reveal, but we’re scared. bestie what are you scared of? you look like an ANGEL!! and if anyone were to disagree, they are obviously blind. but ily bestie <3

@o-rion-sta-r

BESTIE BAE ORION i love you so much!interacting with you is honestly so fun. and i remember like literally yesterday we were trying to figure out ari’s time zone and we were freaking out. you, ari, and me all have a fucking time difference 😭 it sucks so much!

at least every day you ask me how my days been and i think that’s so sweet, because before i got on tumblr people didn’t ask that question. i appreciate that you ask me that and just random questions in general, because i love interacting with you so much. and you should start writing bby! i will reblog anything you write, also ily sm <3

@ilygw

we don’t talk a lot, but you seem like a fun person! i love seeing all the edits you post on here, bc honestly i need more ferret boy content. i know there is a lot, but i feel like i’ve seen all of them. until i see you posting a new edit and i’m like, “okay… i guess i haven’t seen every draco edit” but that’s all i have lol, ly!!

@arcaneslut

to be honest, you seemed so intimidating to me. i know you said you’re not, but to me you seemed really scary even though i knew you weren’t 😭 i just interacted with you recently and you are so sweet i swear! i love all ur fics, especially “and then i felt nothing” because when i read this fic you better believe i was crying so hard- to the point where i couldn’t breath- everything was written so beautifully, i couldn’t believe it.

i love how one thing we share in common is losing our phones 💀 but i just wanted to say thank you for explaining the whole sleepover and celebration things to me! even tho we just started interacting i already love u!!

moots bc i’m in love with all of them: @just-a-smol-spoon @dreamy-clousds @dracoskinks @unedibledaisyduck @thatsassyhufflepuff @a-aexotic @l0vely-lupin @gothboutique @wolfstar4lifee @littlemissnoname13 @deatthfairy @arcaneslut @ladyvesuvia @laceycallisto @dracossweetprincess @the-lonely-poet-loves-to-weep @realityblocked @harmqnia @yoooespinosa @opalsheart @lilscloud @cupids-crystals @mellifluousart @lunas-kisses @malfoysmainb @klauscarolove @crystxlss @beforeoursunsets @marrymetheonott @queeriacs @electriclocean @dlmmdl @o-rion-sta-r @sfdlm @ilygw @desiredmalfoy @underappreciated-spoon-321 @draco-and-tom @hellounicorn @mugglesthesedays @dracomalfoys-wh0re

if i didn’t tag u it’s bc i can’t tag more than 50 blogs :(

[azrielrose]

overly long Chilling Adventures of Sabrina Pt 1-4 Spoilers below the cut:

Stream of consciousness time.   I liked this show, though it wandered a bit...too many cheerleading/singing scenes, thanks Glee, I guess.  Loved the aesthetic, some of the clothes I’ll remember forever.  Lilith was obviously a fav, freakin Michelle Gomez.  It was hard to watch her character fade a bit in 3 and into 4, so I was savagely glad she got her vengeance, AND all the power.  A lot of people are upset she ate Adam, but I feel it was in character, rather than let Lucifer raise her son the way you know he would’ve.  She’s understandable, she’s not Good.

Nick, I always liked him best for Sabrina, I was obviously excited in the most evil ways when they gave him SPN Sam’s storyline, sacrificing himself and getting stuck with/tortured by the devil...they even also heavily implied that he was raped by lucifer.  After, he suffers PTSD, abusing alcohol and drugs, becoming oversexed, self harming.  Sabrina’s kind of a dick about it, but I thought that was somewhat understandable.  She’s just a teen after all, it’s not weird for kids to wish the person in their lives with mental illness would just (suck it up/act normal) bounce back and not understand when they can’t.  But then the show validates her pov rather than correcting it.  She literally tells him off for making his ‘melodrama’ her problem, or something.  And that’s what seemingly snaps him out of it--we don’t see ptsd from him again.  That’s pretty fucked up.  I mean, if you’re going to write canonical rape/torture trauma for a character, you should have to follow it through at least somewhat responsibly, rather then send a message that a ptsd response is somehow self-indulgent and can be handled with will power or some shit.  (We SPN fans were blessed to have Jarpad, who protected this aspect of Sam’s trauma as best he could, sometimes with no help from the writers.)

As for Sabrina M, I thought it was stupid that she’s blinded to that clay kid’s true intentions.  She knew who and what he was the entire time she competed with him and was as vicious as she had to be to win.  If her Morningstar side was her ambitious, power hungry side who fought so hard to be Queen of Hell, where did it all go?  All the sudden she’s a starry eyed kid who believes in insta romance because he says the right words.  She already knew he’d lie and betray her in a second for the Crown.  That makes no sense.  Why did she need to be with him or anyone, to the point where she gets married at 16?  Where did all the early seasons Girl Power energy go?  

Funny, though, that they just pretended Lucifer wasn’t trying to make her his incest/child bride the season before.  S2 he was like ‘uh call me father but only in private’ and now he’s all ‘my daughter that I care so much for’.  Did they get a lot of shit over that, and decide to just pretend it away?  It’s a shame, because they had that storyline where she was Lucifer’s Sword, and merging witches and humans make more powerful witches and they just..........dropped it.  For this Morningstar Nuclear Family Plus Caliban the Husband shit.  That red wedding dress was killer tho omg.

Ugh.  Anything else that matters?  Zelda and Mambo were robbed for no reason, that was crap.  I love Zelda.  I LOVE Hilda.  I was so happy when they did the au ep with Hilda and Zelda from sitcom StTW, complete with puppet Salem.

Oh, and that ending, w the actual F?  He killed himself to be with her?  People are reacting like, wow, writers legit had a mentally ill teen character kill himself because he thought life wasn’t worth living without his gf, and posed it as a Happy Ending.  But it’s worse, because by then they were pretending he shook his mental illness off, or Love Cured It or some shit.  So, Romantic Love cures mental illness, but only as long as the SO is alive.  Yikes.

Also they stole the Void scene from that time Squidward went too far in the future.  That’s all I could see.  I guess it’s not terrible the show hasn’t been renewed.  Great characters, but the storylines didn’t know where to go anymore.

[magaprima]

Part 3 Episode 6

“We do not need to fight each other. That is what men do. But we are women. Witch women. We can do more than fight” Mambo Marie talking sense in the room and Zelda already liking what she sees

Dr C and Hilda having a cute movie night, being adorable. I feel bad about this because I feel goodness will not last

Gryla asking for Gin, because Gryla is Gryla

Poor Lilith is fucking terrified, sending people to see if there’s any sign of the Dark Lord. The woman risked everything in siding with Sabrina, she risking everything in grabbing the Dark Lord to stop him hurting her, and now she’s been left by Sabrina to suffer those potential consequences alone

NO THE DARK LORD SENT HER THE FETISH DOLL ADAM GAVE HER. THAT ILL BEGOTTEN WHORE SON OF A LEPER’S DONKEY. HOW FUCKING DARE HE??? SHE’S SO FUCKING HORRIFIED AND UPSET. 

and when she says ‘given to me by adam’ her servant replies ‘in the garden’ and the way she says ‘not. that. adam’ you can see she thinks adam 2.0 shouldn’t even be in the same sentence as the bastard from the Garden. 

‘Mary Wardwell’s Adam. I was actually quite fond of him’ you loved him, Lilith. You said that when you were alone. You loved him, “And Lucifer slaughtered him as proof he would never show me mercy’

‘this gift is a not so subtle way to tell me he’s on his way to seek his revenge for my ursurping him and imprisoning him’ she is crying with pain and fear and i want to hug her

‘pack my belongings. I must leave hell at once and seek safe haven elsewhere’ because Lilith knows, unlike Sabrina, that it’s only a matter of time before he frees himself completely. LILITH DOES NOT DESERVE THIS SHIT

WAIT THEY NEED A VIRGIN SACRIFICE TO RESURRECT THE GREEN MAN, THE ONLY VIRGIN NOT PROTECTED IS MARY?????? SAVE MARY NOW SAVE HERRRRRRRRR

Hilda signing Sweeney Todd with Dr C???? This is too cute...until she became more and more spiderlike. Oops

Caliban is suggesting he and Sabrina get married and rule together. Okay......

AH THE PICS WE SAW WHERE WE WERE LIKE SHE’S DRESSED LIKE MARY BUT HER EXPRESSION ARE LILITH.....it’s Lilith in disguise hiding from Lucifer? This makes sense now haha

ZELDA AND LILITH SCENE

‘lucifer walks free. don’t you think he’ll take vengeance upon us? the dark lord is not known to forgive and forget. I’ve already received a threat. I need aslyum’

Zelda not giving a shit? Rude.

But Lilith offering to help with the Pagans makes sense except Zelda dismisses her as ‘the ultimate wild card’. which is erm...true. But she does follow through, Zelda

‘but you must give me sanctuary. you worship me’ Lilith looks so confused and broken by this

and zelda replies ‘and what good has that done us?’ erm...what good did worshipping the dark lord do you? Sabrina nearly ended up a fucking child bride and without Lilith’s help you would have all been enslaved in a bloody apocalypse. But no, of course, writers have the women hate each other, it’s fine. I’ll just fix it in RP

‘you. you’re pathetic lot. Hanging your onions to keep the dark lord at bay’. Lilith lashing out like she always does when she’s hurt. PEOPLE STOP HURTING HER AND ACTUALLY GIVE HER THE TIME OF DAY. 

‘what i need is a good christian woman’ LILITH ARE YOU GOING TO FUCKING MARY FOR HELP?????????

Dr C refusing to allow Hilda to be taken by a curse. He’s so sweet and lovely. ‘we’re gonna have a long, long life you and me’ is the phrase that usually means someone will die

A lot of sexual energy between Zelda and Marie

Hilda-Spider just killed and ate someone in the shop. Expected

omg the spell to save Roz means Harvey has to kiss her awake but must never kiss her again. Love is the sacrifice for life. Wait, so Sabrina and Nick are split, Harvey and Roz forcibly split...so are we going Habrina again? Oh apparently Roz isn’t his true heart’s desire, which seems to imply Sabrina is

Mary is praying at her fire, bless her, when LILITH knocks on her door PRETENDING TO BE ADAM? LILITH IS GLAMOURED AS FUCKING ADAM??????

‘Only your goodness can protect me from what’s coming’. Oh Lilith

and then we see Lilith as Lilith, and it’s Michelle hugging herself and this shot is so weird

Dr C coming back to nothing but webs and Hilda is a full on spider and I think she’s going kill him. ‘i have all these eggs inside me waiting to be fertilised’. Ew. On so many levels. This is like the praying mantis episode

NO LUCIFER IS KNOCKING ON MARY’S DOOR WITH BLACKWOOD DRESSED AS A PRIEST

AND MARY BELIEVED HIM AND GAVE LILITH UP. AND THEN LILITH SHOOK OFF HER ADAM GLAMOUR AND MARY JUST HAD TO FREAKING LOOK AT LILITH WEARING HER FACE

although lilith does say ‘i’d run if i were you’ so she lets mary get away, but my god Satan has Lilith by the hair. THIS ISN’T FUCKING FAIR

what the fuck is the ritual of separation???? and why does lucifer want to do it to lilith?????? wait.....IS HE GOING TO PUT LILITH IN BLACKWOOD???

I have to say the entire way this is filmed they are definitely showing lilith as the victim of an abusive relationship still, so at least they haven’t backstepped that and made Lilith blameful

omg hilda killed Dr C

Theo and Harvey helping the witches with their mortal weapons is kinda badass

hilda asking zelda to shoot her and zelda being like not a fucking chance and then realises it is the only way, and does it. But I presume we’re going to the cain pit

Lilith being forced to bathe Lucifer for the ritual and OMG SHE’S LULLING HIM TO SLEEP. her singing is enchanted because a few humans and he’s out. OMG SHE SNAPPED HER FINGERS AND WHEN HE WOKE UP ONLY FAUSTUS WOKE AND HE IS CALLING HER DEMONESS AGAIN???? 

LILITH IS SO BADASS SHE PUT LUCIFER TO SLEEP WITH NO EFFORT AT ALL. LILITH SHOULD BE ALLOWED MORE POWERFUL MOMENTS. LET HER JUST FUCKING RULE ALREADY

Lilith is making a deal with Blackwood to ensure they both stay alive after the Dark Lord is separated ‘otherwise it will be a horrific death for the two of us’. And the act is...you guessed it, they’re gonna sleep together. well have a business fuck really. 

Mary ran to the Spellmans and has just seen Zelda burying Hilda. Oops

AND NOW MARY IS GOING TO KILL THE SPELLMANS WITH A FUCKING GUN??? WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO MARY’S CHARACTER????

MARY SHOT ZELDA AND ZELDA TOOK A DRAG OF HER CIG BEFORE DYING. GET HER IN THE FUCKING CAIN PIT

[benofie]

Another Nick x June tag game.

Okay friends! Let’s do this. Spread some love for our fave dystopian couple. 

1. What’s your favorite Nick x June scene? 

2. At what point while watching the show did you realize you were invested in their relationship? 

3. If you hadn’t already read the book and knew they would be a thing. When did you say “Oh yeah, something is going to happen with these two?” Or were you kinda caught of guard? 

4. What do you think their relationship means to them? For June and Nick as individuals? 

5. What was your reaction when it was revealed June was pregnant with Nick’s baby? 

6. What do you think their relationship brings to the show overall? And what are some of the things you love most about their relationship?

7. The nursery scene. Discuss. 

8. Favorite June moment on the show. 

9. Favorite Nick moment on the show. 

10. What scene of theirs do you feel is a bit underrated? 

Bonus:

Technically speaking, June’s relationship with Nick can be classified as an affair because she’s married to another man. Do you see their relationship as June cheating given the unique situation they are in? Or do you feel because of the circumstance they are in, it’s a grey area and as such it’s unfair to classify it as straightforward as June is cheating? 

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Thanks for the tag @skyshipper!! I deliberately have not read any answers to these questions yet because I wanted to be sure my answers were authentically "me," although I will not be surprised if some of our answers are the same 😉

So... for those who aren't aware, I was tagged to do this WEEKS ago and had jumped right on it. I had been super inspired too and poured my heart out answering these questions and then..... Tumblr ate my post. 😡 This hurt SO BAD! I had really loved some of my answers and was so proud of it and then *POOF* gone! 😖😩

Frankly, this stung so bad I've had a hard time even OPENING Tumblr since then. But at the same time, I really wanted to go back and finish this. It was like a mental block for me... I could not be alright with Tumblr again until I finished it.

So this is my attempt to mentally recover all of the brilliant things I had said before 😑 It is at least as close as I can recall to what I lost. Hopefully after all this, that it's worth the trauma 😉

1. What’s your favorite Nick x June scene? 

It really is so hard to choose just one, isn't it? But the very first scene that I still remember having a huge impact on me from first watch was their first real sex scene in 1x05. I had never seen anything like it and I doubt I will ever see another one like it again. What makes it unique is 1) June's circumstance, taking back her agency and control over her own body; 2) Nick's instincts to hold back and allow her this agency and taking control of that moment. Beyond that, the level of passion and desire is off the charts and watching how they nonverbally communicate with each other through the whole thing is mesmerizing.

Another thing I thought of is the additional significance of June stripping Nick and herself of their clothes... in addition to June taking control of that situation, she is also stripping them of their Gilead "roles." So that Nick and June are no longer Guardian and Handmaid but simply a man and a woman standing before each other.

2. At what point while watching the show did you realize you were invested in their relationship? 

I think I had been "lightly" shipping them all along. But the moment when this ship took full possession of my brain and nearly every second of my life afterward was the end of 2x09. I was and still am so moved by Nick's honesty and selflessness. I am so used to seeing lying or withholding the truth used to create drama on TV shows. It's a bit sad to me that it was actually shocking to me that Nick was completely honest with her when he stood to gain nothing and risked losing the woman he loved by doing so.

I had already loved their story and looked forward to their scenes and even was already rewatching their scenes before that point. But the day after I saw 2x09, I was completely useless at work, could not get them out of my head, started looking up Nick/June fanvids on YouTube and seeking out Nick/June discussions online. I was a goner after that and still have yet to recover 😍

3. If you hadn’t already read the book and knew they would be a thing. When did you say “Oh yeah, something is going to happen with these two?” Or were you kinda caught of guard? 

Lol were there people caught off guard by this?

I'll be honest, I binged all of S1 over a single weekend and attribute my fast consumption of that season to why I don't remember too many of my first impressions of things. I don't remember what I thought about Nick in S1, for example. Apparently many didn't trust him at first... I can't remember if I even thought about it.

My point is, I don't have a clear memory of any particular moment when I realized they were going to be a thing, it's also worth noting that I have never read the book, so I didn't have that context to go on either. But I kinda think it seemed pretty obvious from the beginning that something was going to happen with them.

4. What do you think their relationship means to them? For June and Nick as individuals? 

For Nick, I think June is the love of his life. I have always had the impression that he was just very drawn and attracted to her in a very natural "boy meets girl, boy likes girl" way from very early on. Only in this case, it's dangerous for both of them if he acts on his feelings. I also don't think his desire for June had anything to do with their circumstance or proximity. I think he would have been drawn to her outside Gilead too, if he'd seen her at a bar or coffee house.

For June it's so much more complicated! But put very simply, I think Nick is her sunshine in this very dark place and period of her life. Many have pointed out how often June is bathed in light when Nick is with her and I think it's the same for her with him. Nick is what prevented June from becoming batshit crazy like Janine and Emily. He's her savior, her comfort, her balance, her release... he gives her whatever she needs at any given moment.

5. What was your reaction when it was revealed June was pregnant with Nick’s baby? 

This is one of those moments I do not remember my specific reaction to. But I can't imagine I was terribly surprised by it.

6. What do you think their relationship brings to the show overall? And what are some of the things you love most about their relationship?

Kinda like what I said about what Nick is for June, their relationship is like rays of sunshine cutting through all the pain and darkness of this show. It's like the heart that keeps pumping life into this story. This show would not survive without it. Period. It would be far too bleak without the reprieve of their love and the hope it brings. We root for them to survive and have the life they dream of after Gilead.

What do I love most? I think what sets this ship apart from all others to me is how high the stakes are for them. They are both risking their lives to be together. That is such a moving example to me of what a powerful force love can be.

7. The nursery scene. Discuss. 

OMG!! SO GOOD!!!

My only complaints about this scene are that it is too short and that I wish the set pic of Nick kissing her forehead was in it. Other than that, it's perfect!! I love every detail... June sweetly leading Nick into the nursery by the hand; how nervous Nick looks just entering the room; Rita quietly taking her cue to leave the couple alone with their baby; June's face as she's holding their baby and looking lovingly at Nick; Nick looking terrified to even touch the baby, like he's afraid he's going to break her (so adorable and relatable!); the overwhelming flood of love as Holly makes Nick smile bigger than we've ever seen, June is moved to kiss his cheek and TELL HIM SHE LOVES HIM!; Nick, breathless and overwhelmed, looking at June; June's tender smile and tears confirming her words of love to him are true; the look of resolve that Nick gets on his face that he will do anything to protect his girls, his family.

I think describing it in detail took way longer than the scene actually is, but it's just so good, so perfect 😍

8. Favorite June moment on the show. 

I think the moment right before the nursery scene when June comforts Nick. Nick has always been a source of comfort, support, and understanding for June and this was June's turn to comfort him and he lets her. Touching his face, telling him it's ok.... He's hurting and can't be for her what he usually is, and she's letting him know it's ok and she understands. So beautiful.

9. Favorite Nick moment on the show. 

The head nod in 2x13 letting June know in a single gesture that he knows what's going on and it's ok. I loved that head nod so much. I still get a shiver of relief and recognition when I see it. It says a million things in a single gesture... trust me, I got you... I love you... goodbye. Fuck me up. It's such a small moment that says so much and that is such a perfectly "Nick" thing.

Gah... I think I'm gonna cheat and say Nick's honesty at the end of 2x09 too... I've already talked about why I love it and why it's so important to me. I can't choose a favorite between these two, sorry. Don't make me!

10. What scene of theirs do you feel is a bit underrated? 

Same scene as #8 above. This moment was so special and moving to me and literally NO ONE mentioned it in reviews or podcast discussions. People glossed over it like it had no significance at all. What the actual fuck?!

Bonus:

Technically speaking, June’s relationship with Nick can be classified as an affair because she’s married to another man. Do you see their relationship as June cheating given the unique situation they are in? Or do you feel because of the circumstance they are in, it’s a grey area and as such it’s unfair to classify it as straightforward as June is cheating? 

June usually tends to get a pass for this because of her circumstances. She's endured torture, rape, beatings, isolation, and separation from her family and at least in the beginning, her affair with Nick seemed to come out of desperation to reclaim some control of her own body and seek sexual pleasure and release. And I think this relationship has saved her sanity. For this reason most people don't fault her for becoming physically and eventually emotionally involved with Nick. And I don't either.

I would also add that it happens all the time where people develop feelings for others outside of their marriage. And sometimes this leads to relationships that end marriages. I don't necessarily endorse cheating as a rule and I don't think being unfaithful is ok. My feeling is that if this happens, people should be as honest as they can be with their partners. If it's a sign of problems in the marriage and those problems can't be fixed, maybe that relationship has run its course. What I dislike about affairs is the lying and deception. I think the lies hurt more than learning the truth sometimes.

In June's situation, she is simply unable to communicate any of this with Luke. So typical conventional rules of cheating don't seem to apply in her case. Further, had she remained faithful to Luke and NOT engaged in this relationship with Nick, she may have become so broken she may not have survived at all.

Ok! It's finally done!! Yippee!!

Source credit: @pegsccarter

I think everyone has already done this but I will tag you guys so you will at least see this...

@dcgal814 @aperture @loth-cat-loth-cat @splitscreen @teamnick @smoulderingocean @crollah @supermessgirl

[supernatural-firstwatch]

Season 5 Episode 19: Hammer of the Gods

- Well ok, dead flowers blooming back to life after the security guard passes by. Sure, sure. Awh! Poor security guard became dinner. Goddamn pagan gods. Must they eat humans for sustenance?

- Heeeeey!!! Wait a minute. Elysian Fields Hotel was dilapidated in the last scene and now it’s like this amazingly vibrant motel with all the neon lights working? It’s the dude who ate the security guard working the desk! Goddamn pagan gods!!! 

- OMG Dean! You are a whore for food and women. His face when evil man-eating pagan god said it was an all-you-can-eat buffet and then him trying to pick which pie to eat. And then this: *passes pretty woman sitting by herself fingering her martini* “How you doing?” “No.” But--” “No.” LOL! 

- Dean is singin’ a different tuuuuuune!!! “No one is giving up. Especially me.” 

- Sam is not digging their motel. He looks sooooo suspicious of it. “What’s a 4-star hotel doing on a no-star highway.” Yep. 

- Haha. Mr. and Mrs. Logan got taken and eaten. 

- What the hell? Sam just got the same cut that Dean got on his neck. out of nowhere. Creepy!

- NAH AHA!!!!! THAT WAS AN ELEPHANT!!! AND NOW IT’S A DUDE?? NOPE! THAT WAS A GOD! Hindu, maybe?

- OH GOD NO!! NOT THE ROMAN NAMES!!! FUCK THAT SHIT!! NO!!! The Romans just stole the Greek Gods! Noooooooo!!!!!!!! Mercury bullshit. It’s HERMES!!! *grumble* Also, what the hell do you need their blood for?? So was that Aphrodite and Ares (Venus and Mars)? ZEUS (Jupiter) DETOURED THEM!! 

- HAHAHAHA!!! “Please be tomato soup. Please be tomato soup.” *fishes out a pair of eyes, raises hands in exasperation* “Motel hell.”

- Awh, not just Greek/Roman gods, but Norse and other gods too! 

- Hahahahahahahahaha!!!! “The Judeo-Christian apocalypse looms before us.” I like that the show acknowledges that this is basically a one-two religion apocalyptic family spat. Oh, I love Odin. “This is just a couple of angels having a slap fight.” 

- Kali is killing Mercury? What happened to the ground rules that you wouldn’t kill each other?

- GABRIEL!!!!!!!!!!!! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!! “Can’t we all just get along?” LOKI WHAT??????? HE’S PRETENDING TO BE LOKI????

- HAHAHAHA!!! THE GUYS ARE TOTALLY FREAKING THE FUCK OUT! LOL!!!! “By the way, next time I say ‘Let’s keep driving,’ uuuh, let’s keep driving.” “Okay. Yeah. Next time.”

- Oh, don’t even lie, Gabriel. You totally do care. That face you just made? Please. Hahahahahaha!!!! Dean blackmailing Gabriel into helping them get the humans out of the freezer by saying they’ll rat him out to the Gods. “I’ll take your voices away.” “Then we’ll write is down.” “Then I’ll take your fingers away.” “Well then they’ll be asking why are you running around with no hands.” “.... Fine.”

- Kali just took Gabriel’s blood! She just nicked him in the neck! SHE KNOWS HE’S GABRIEL!!! And she bound him to her??

- WHAT THE FUCK???? WHAT THE FUCK??? GHOSTFACERS??? WHAT??? WHAT???? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!! I AM SNICKERING LIKE A MORON RIGHT NOW!!! WTF!!!!! “We face the ghosts when the others will not! Were’ the ghost, Ghostfacers! Stay in the kitchen when the kitchen gets hot! Ghostfacers! We face the faces, we face the dead. Ghostfacers!” WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! THERE WAS A WEBSERIES? WAS IT FOR REAL??? OMG OMG OMG!!!! IT WAS AN ACTUAL THING!!! I FOUND A LINK TO ALL 10 EPISODES!!!! YEEEEES!!!!! THIS IS GOING TO HAVE TO HAPPEN!!!! I LOVE THE GHOSTFACERS!!!

- Just.... no. “So I got wings. Like Kotex.” smh

- “Westerners-- I swear. The sheet arrogance.” Well then. Kali just killed Gabriel. With his own blade. Somehow I get the feeling he didn’t actually die. That didn’t seem like the other angel deaths with the wings burning out and stuff.

- Dean bargaining with the Gods, and meanwhile Sam is just looking at him and blinking like “wtf O_o”

- HI GABRIEL!!! I had a feeling you weren’t dead. “You think I’d give Kali my real sword? That thing can kill me!” PFFFT!!!!! He made the blade out of can of diet orange slice. OMG! Ok, so, Gabriel is TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY A SLYTHERIN (not that we didn’t already know this)

- AAAAAAH!!!! LUCIFER IS HERE!!!! Did they scrub the symbols from Sam’s ribs? Or... I mean... AAAAAAAAAH!!!!!! Nick looks awful. Oh, Mercury called him. Man, I don’t know how Lucifer lives under the massive weight of his ego. He just thinks he’s way better than everyone. “You know, I never understood you pagans. You’re such... petty little things. Always fighting... Always happy to sell out your own kind. No wonder you forfeited this planet to us. YOU are worse than humans. You’re worse than demons. and yet you claim to be Gods.” (I have a feeling Mercury about to be killed soon -- Yep! Lucifer just broke his neck). 

- LOL! Lucifer is just killing all of them one by one without breaking a sweat. Sam and Dean should run....

- AWH!!! GABRIEL IS GONNA TRY TO SAVE HIS GIRLFRIEND! Also, what did he just give to Dean that he has to guard with his life? Is it his archangel blade? No? He’s holding that...? So the blood?

- LOL!!! “Over a girl. Gabriel I knew you were slumming, but I hope you didn’t catch anything.” Oh, you are such an ass, Lucy. 

- GAAAABRIEL!!! You’re gonna get yourself killed. “Dad loved you best. More than Michael. More than me. And then he brought the new baby home and you just couldn’t handle it. So all this is just a great big temper tantrum. Time to grow up.” Gabriel is so done with the family drama. “Gabriel, if you’re doing this for Michael---” “Screw him. If he were here I’d shiv his ass too.”

- GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAABRIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL!!!!!!!!!! “I’ve been riding the pine a long time, but I’m in the game now. And I’m not on your side or Michael’s. I’m on theirs.”

- Awwww.... Now he’s really dead. :( :( :( I hope he comes back later....

- WTF????? All performers in the film are over the age of 18 and have consented to bring photographed and have provided proof of age??? With porno music in the background??? FUCKING CASA EROTICA??? HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!! “Gabriel wanted you to guard THIS with your life?” I bet it has a message in it that will tell the boys how to kill Lucifer. OH LOOK!!! THERE HE IS IN THE PORNO! 

- OMG!!! SHOVE LUCIFER BACK IN THE CAGE!!! AND THE KEYS ARE THE RINGS FROM THE HORSEMEN!! And the guys have 2 of them already!!!

- OH! Pestilence has arrived! Gross. And just in time for Passover this week LOOOOOOL!!!!!! EWWWW!!! I TAKE IT BACK!!! EWWWW!!!!! IT’S FUCKING SNEEZING AND SPREADING DISEASE EVERYWHERE!!!!

Ok, so, we’ve got a plan now! Find the rings, open the cage, lure Lucifer back in there somehow, and then close it up behind him. All while avoiding the God squad. Great. No biggie. This is not going to end well... >.<

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Love, Simon novel vs. movie comparison. Spoiler Alert! (180710)

So this is going to be a 70% factual comparison (and of course because this is tumblr i’m going to sprinkle my opinions and rants here and there) of the movie “Love, Simon” vs. the novel “Love, Simon” (originally “Simon vs. The Homo Sapiens Agenda” by Becky Albertall). The list is definitely incomplete and i may add some more stuff in the future but these are the more “important” comparison of the things that caught my attention.

So here we are, my what’s-probably-going-to-be-really-awful comparison of the novel & the movie:

Where’s Alice?: Alice is Simon’s older sister who’s absent in the movie. Btw, she doesn’t normally come home for christmas, and she’s dating Theo, who’s Martin’s older brother.

Regarding Lyle, Suraj and Mr. Worth: They don’t exist in the book

and Ethan and Sophie: They were implied in the book. But in the movie Ethan got his own character and Sophie was shown as a text message

and Jackie: She doesn’t exist in the novel but i love their exchange in the movie.

as for Taylor: The opposite. His character is slightly more well developed in the novel.

Email address: Simon’s email address in the book is hourtohour.notetonote@gmail.com. It’s frommywindow1@gmail.com in the movie. Both are referencing to different songs (Ok so a search from the web told me that it’s Elliott Smith’s “Waltz #2″ for the former and The Kinks’ “Waterloo Sunsets” for the latter)

Starting scene: In the novel, everything started when Simon forgot to log out from his email. But i found the introductory scene in the movie to be very refreshing.

Scenes that got cut: There was this part in the novel where Abby, Nick and Simon went together to Atlanta and they entered a gay bar / restaurant, and Simon got picked up by this college guy named Peter and got drunk. (And grounded for 2 weeks for the matter). As a sidenote, this was the key event that led to his parents’ acceptance in the novel, as opposed to him talking separately to his mum and dad in the movie

Scenes that got cut 2: In the novel, Simon did 2 theatre performances.

Eyeliner: In the movie it just got shown briefly that Simon performed with eyeliner. But in the novel, before the entire Martin saga, Abby drew eyeliners for Simon and (according to Abby) Simon looked “fucking hot”. Abby redrew his eyelines during their final show when they’ve patched up

Scenes that got cut 3: In the novel, after Simon and Bram were officially dating, there was this talent show where Leah played drum and Nora played the guitar (as helped by Nick). And since Alice was there it led to a pretty different ending which i’ll discuss later.

Martin is blue?!: The novel mentioned explicitly how Simon thought that Martin could possibly be blue. And the emotional havoc that follows thinking that he has fallen in love with someone who has blackmailed him and publicized that he’s gay.

Lack of interaction with Calvin?: The novel was more explicit in explaining how Simon kinda liked Calvin too (esp his bangs). The scene where he asked Calvin if he’s blue is only in the film. In the novel, Calvin fooled around with him and pushed him down the hallway in a rolling chair before the entire Martin saga happened. But after, Calvin casually mentioned that he’s bi and that they should hang out sometimes. (PS: I do think that Miles Heizer was a great choice for Cal. That bang is on fleek)

and lack of interaction with Blue...: I think the novel did a better job in developing the story on how Blue and Simon liked each other. Their exchange of emails, their convos, and how they fall for each other, romantically and “physically”.

Blue didn’t erase his email in the novel: He didn’t know anything about the tumblr saga nor did he let Simon know that he knows him. He never checks tumblr and they kept on talking. (PS: In the novel, Martin claimed that he deleted that post on tumblr before the admin could even remove it)

English test: There was this part in the novel where his teacher gave out Bram’s test results to Simon instead and it got full mark. Hint: In the novel, it was mentioned that Blue was a language genius and Simon vetted his email countlessly before sending it to him. And they tried to guess each other’s identity based on their english teacher.

Eliott Smith shirt: Blue (Bram) left an Elliott Smith tshirt on Simon’s locker with a little message (and it contains his phone number too) that Simon only found 2 weeks later as he kept that shirt under his pillow. On a side note, Simon’s parents found out that Simon was drunk bc Simon insisted to Abby that they go back to his house first (after getting drunk in Atlanta) because he needs to get that shirt. And he got grounded. (PS: The last line of the message says “So if you think i’m not attracted to you, Simon you’re crazy” AND ISNT THAT JUST THE CUTEST LITTLE THING ON EARTH OMG WHYCANTIHAVEASWEETHIGHSCHOOLLOVESTORYTOOTHOIMLATEBY1.5YEARSNOW)

Bram’s subtle hint: In the movie Brant drop some subtle (i forgot if it was oreo or halloween) hint to Simon when the gang ate together. But in the novel, that never happened and Simon was trying hard to find out who Blue was. Instead, Simon dropped some subtle hints to Calvin (which is obv not blue) and Simon also asked Blue some stuff that indicated that he thinks Calvin is blue.

Halloween party: It did exist in the novel but it was not a central event like it was in the movie. Also, Leah’s sleepover scene and John Lennon getting drunk scene were only in the movie

Waffle house: The 3 of them visited waffle house more than once in the novel. Also that screaming scene didn’t exist in the novel.

Simon making up with Leah: He carjacked Leah to waffle house in the novel. He ran up to her while she was walking her dog in the movie.

Simon’s involvement: Simon was much more subtle in getting Leah and Martin together in the novel, it’s as if he doesn’t do much. Simon didn’t make up lies in the novel, and the waffle house thing was Martin’s idea in the novel.

Martin’s public confession: Nope that didn’t exist in the novel. But i do think that it’s better to have such scene as it makes more sense why he decided to leak Simon’s secret. I found that the reasoning in the novel (Abby was disinterested in him before christmas) was rather weak compared to the embarrassment he got in the film.

The bullies: In the movie the 2 jocks were publicly mocking Simon and Ethan in cafeteria and Ms. Albright sternly scolded them. In the novel it was more like a series of subtle harassment and she dealt with them by revising some school policy conduct of anti bullying and tolerance before the theatre show, in front of the audience (because they crossed out Simon’s playwright character name (Fagin’s child) to become “Fag”). I liked the movie version better tho. The flow was better.

Coming out to his parents: There were more interaction and emphasis on how Simon came out to his parents in the movie which i found to be more heartfelt. Also his dad’s original line in the novel was: “Let me guess, you’re gay, you got someone pregnant, you got pregnant”.

Simon and his friends: I was also quite moved with the scene where during the day when school started again, this entire blackmailing saga “costs” him his friends. In the novel, Abby and Nick got together because they spent the new year together after Simon got drunk and grounded and that’s what pisses Leah off (in the movie it’s because Leah liked Simon but Simon set him up with Nick). But the novel delved deeper on how Simon felt like a jerk because he doesn’t even know simple trivia about his friends and ended up finding out more about it.

Ferris wheel scene: The part when Bram joined Simon and they kissed together at the top (and cheered by everyone) was only in the movie (EVEN THO THAT IS ALSO EQUALLY AS CUTE). In the novel, the carnival was almost over and the park was rather deserted and they just hold hands together. They shared their first kiss in Bram’s car (during one of their lunch break) where they decided to go out on an oreo date (and it was winter and it was raining too) AND IT WAS ALSO EQUALLY AS CUTE I AM JEALOUS

Bramon: They were quite cheezy as a couple in the novel AND YES I STILL FOUND IT CUTE 

Ending: The ending in the movie was Simon, picking up Nick, Leah and Abby as usual, and they got 5 coffees this time, and he picks up Bram, and Leah moved to the back seat, and Bram got into a front seat and they give each other morning kiss (AND I’M JEALOUS WHY CANT I HAVE A CUTE LOVE STORY AND A BOYFRIEND LIKE THAT TOO sorrynotsorrytoethanandcasper). In the novel, Alice, Nora, and Simon’s parents are off to this restaurant called The Varsity leaving Simon and Bram alone in his house for 2 hours where they made out.

Appearances: In the novel it said that Simon was blond, had grey eyes and wore spectacles. (Hey but Nick Robinson was a good choice nevertheless. At least he got his specs on during the flashback in middle school). PS: i was imagining Martin to be this thin, somewhat nerdy, bespectacled guy with curly hair but oh well.

PS: And i think Keiynan Londsdale (Bram) is pretty cute. Way to go Simon. Great choice.