#ngl i miss her old hair style but i LOVE this colour for her it's such a nice shade of green

[ritterdoodles]

A.B.A 🗝

[khaleesiofalicante]

Yay I'm here!!

I missed a couple of hours, cause guess what?? I finally cut my hair!! Lexi's style!!! I'm so happy!! 😆It feels so good (although I had to take a shower cause returning home it started raining and I got all wet) anyways, lets dive into the pain:

Alec scaring the living hell out of David never gets old 😂

"But real strength was not in surviving the presence of pain. Real strength was in suviving the absence of love." Could David stop being perfect? Me heart cant handle it🥺

Someone among them!!! Shit.

The seelie queen was assassinated??? Wow

"David had to admit, he looked damn good with it." I shouldnt be laughing😂😂

Yessss. David is so precious I cant-

"It hurt David so much that he couldn’t give that to his boyfriend." My baby... 🥺🥺

“I’d like to take care of the New York institute,” David said now. “Because Jace Herondale and Clary Fairchild took care of me.” (I leigh screamed. Please... I love him so much its not healthy...)

This conversation is giving me 5 more years of life 💙💙

"The memory hurt. But not for long. It was replaced by another man. A man with golden eyes." I may have teared up a little bit 🥺🥺

"David hadn’t known love can literally change the world – not until he heard about Alec Lightwood changing the world for the man he loved." jdhehwlb THISSS. Like, he WILL be remember like this!!!

"All I ever wanted was to be like you.” I'm literally speachless...

“To be entirely honest, I did all of that for Magnus.”😂 And we love you for that Alec!!!

THAT QUOTE!! I REMEMBER THAT QUOTE!! (the one about being a hero) I even have it on my notes cause I loved it 😂

Now that I'm analyzing it... This doesnt give a good vibe... "He wanted to be the one the hero went to hell for"... Maybe.... You know what?? I'm not going to think more cause I'll get worried

“What’s that?” the Consul frowned, pointing at his neck. By the angel! David was going to have words with Max when he saw him again. “Uh,” David said. “Mosquito bite.”  (lmaoo😂😂 David, he is the inventor of bad excuses that have to do with necks!!! Thats not going to work!!)

"I came to check on how you were doing.” tysm for reminding me my love for Simon💙

Ok, but they are so right!!

OH gods!!! He noticed the hickey!! 😂😂

“But I have been to hell - and I know it’s real,” Simon Lovelace said, his eyes cold. “And when we find out who hurt my family, I will send them there myself.” (Dark!Simon has so much potential, just imagine!!)

Wuuu, second pov!!

“I did have a latte,” her mother said with a straight face. Georgia didn’t find that funny. (Sorry for laughing...)

I relate to Selena on a spiritual level

"She wondered if all siblings were like that – where one was the sun and the other was the moon." I LOVED THAT COMPARISON!

Maryse??!! OMG. That scene was so heartbreaking but beautiful!🥺 Like... The comfort Maryse gave Izzy just warms my heart 💙💙

“And once I do, I’m going to strangle them with my whip.” (THAT LAST LINES THO! SIZZY ARE SUCH BADASS!!)

Third pov here I come:

"People like Anjali and his Bapak – they were overwhelmingly beautiful. They executed so much power and confidence that sometimes it hurt the eyes to look at them." Yup, they are gorgeous💙💙

A row of colour coordinated file binders. A mug that said ‘Bad Bitch’. A battered copy of A Handmaid’s Tale. (Now I kinda want to do a moodboard...)

Anjali is such a badass who speaks nothing but truth

Sjhsjwnsi I'm screaming!!! My phone is literally connected in the bathroom and I cant stop reading 😂

“I need you to get better, Anjali,” he whispered. “Cause I would very much like to take you there.” (🥺🥺🥺My heart)

He had looked at the most beautiful institute and had been reminded of the most beautiful girl. (ngl, I love them more than I love myself)

“Not everything,” Rafael told her. “I know someone who can help.” (Yup, now I'm scared🙂)

Ok ok, last POV

“Well, now we don’t know that for sure!” Max grinned. “Who knows what they get up to? Maybe there is someone occasional boning in the bone city.” (Jesus fucking christ Max!! 😂)

“Besides, you will be immortal. You can keep an eye on Max.” Max grinned widely at the other boy. “You wanna be my immortal buddy, Jack-Jack?” “Okay now I do have second thoughts,” (the chaotic energy they give together!!)

The London Boys!! I'm so happy!!

Jackson and Max. Thats it. Thats the comment

Idk, but there is something so comforting in seeing Kit and Ty as adults🥺🥺

“If the assassination attempt on Magnus had been successful, we wouldn’t be sitting and talking like this,” Kit pointed out. “The nephilim and downworlders would be at war.” (Yess, if they would have killed Magnus the war would have started. Smart little shits!!)

Kitty be like: Will you☺️go investigate☺️☺️ a case☺️☺️with me?? ☺️

Mavid supremacy only!!

“Everywhere is Paris when I am with you.” My heart, my soul🥺🥺

Max, no!

“Marriage and children…They are not for everyone,” Kit said. “It doesn’t complete a relationship and the lack of it doesn’t make your relationship any weaker. Ty and I are we very happy together. And for us, that’s enough for now.” (OK, but its just feels so nice to have this topic included. THANK YOU!)

“Mina will have your head if you don’t get married. She has been working on a Pinterest board for years now.” (That lil shi. I love her 💙)

Wow. I loved their conversation. Its beautiful!! 🥺💙

I... I... WTF DANI??

SERIOUSLY?? SERIOUSLY?!?!? DANI I JUST WANT TO TALK- And the fun fact!!! Not funny Dani!!!

Now i'll go to sleep thinking about this 🙂

Anyway, amazing chapter, Mavid supremacy, love Alec, Rosewood shiper, and WTF is wrong with the end??? 💙💙

Your love for David makes me so damn emo send help 🥺🥺🥺

[forgenotes-archived]

–   CHARACTER STUDY.

LAYER 001 :    THE OUTSIDE.

NAME  :       veronica rose sawyer .

EYE   COLOUR  :      deep brown .

HAIR   STYLE   /   COLOUR  :      deep brown / black , naturally very curly and difficult to control , often styled into a classic 80′s blowout .

HEIGHT  :      5′2 .

CLOTHING   STYLE  :    very fashionable ; a mix of these season’s best designers , and classic vintage pieces from reputable vintage collections .

BEST   PHYSICAL   FEATURE  :      she would say her eyes .

LAYER 002 :    THE  INSIDE.

FEARS  :      she could say being found out , but that doesn’t really scare her as much as it should . more accurately , in a main verse context , it would be losing jason / their family , through any means . she gets severely protective and overtly nervous about all of it . in post - canon verses , that’s a whole different story - jd did a real number on her , so her fears include everything from intimacy and touch , to loud noises , to the very concept of being anywhere with an unlocked window .

GUILTY   PLEASURE  :     gin . lots of fuckin’ gin . she doesn’t feel too guilty for anything else other than her alcohol dependency .

BIGGEST   PET   PEEVE  :      literally everything can annoy her if done enough , so she can’t really say she has a pet peeve .

AMBITIONS   FOR   THE   FUTURE  :     just fucking survive , really . but on a less sombre note ; become a history professor , and ideally start a family . she’d love to be a mom . 

LAYER 003 :   THOUGHTS.

FIRST   THOUGHTS   WAKING   UP  :     immediately looks for the time to make sure she hasn’t slept in too late .

WHAT   THEY   THINK   ABOUT   MOST  :      her work ( be it homework , thesis papers , grading stuff , etc ) , or jason ngl . following cautiously behind is her always lowly buzzing sense of guilt .

WHAT   THEY   THINK   ABOUT   BEFORE   BED  :      how hard it’s gonna be to actually get to sleep that night .

WHAT   THEY   THINK   THEIR   BEST   QUALITY   IS  :     intelligence , most likely - it’s the most useful to the most people .

LAYER 004 :    WHAT’S BETTER ?

SINGLE   OR   GROUP   DATES  :      single ; individual time is important to her .

TO   BE   LOVED   OR   RESPECTED  :     respected , because she doesn’t always trust the motivations behind love .

BEAUTY   OR   BRAINS  :      brains , really . 

DOGS   OR   CATS  :      cats ! dogs are too high maintenance sometimes .

LAYER 005 :    DO THEY…

LIE  :      yeah , more than most people realize .

BELIEVE   IN   THEMSELVES  :     this is a more complicated question than it sounds - in ways , yes , but she’s also got very little self confidence that isn’t faked .

BELIEVE   IN   LOVE  :      yes ! almost stupidly so . she doesn’t do flings because she wants to devote herself to someone .

WANT   SOMEONE  :      in a general sense ? yes . specifics ? also yes .

LAYER 006 :    HAVE THEY EVER…

BEEN   ON   STAGE  :      yes , but only for speeches and such , nothing artistic .

DONE   DRUGS  :      weed rarely , but no .

CHANGED   WHO   THEY   WERE   TO   FIT   IN  :    NERVOUS LAUGHTER ... yeah ... that’s basically a lot of what she is , reformed to fit other people’s tastes . 

LAYER 007 :    FAVOURITES.

FAVOURITE   COLOURS  :      all shades of blue , purple , silver and gold . black , too .

FAVOURITE   ANIMAL  :      cats , and birds of prey . 

FAVOURITE   BOOK  :      wide sargasso sea by jean rhys .

FAVOURITE   GAME  :      she doesn’t play , but her boyfriend’s best friend got her into mortal kombat .

LAYER 008 :    AGE.

DAY   THEIR   NEXT   BIRTHDAY   WILL   BE  :      29th of october .

HOW   OLD   WILL   THEY   BE  :      19 , if we’re talking main verse .

LAYER 010 :    FINISH THE SENTENCE.

I LOVE  :      him .

I FEEL  :      guilty .

I HIDE  :      my emotions .

I MISS  :      my peace of mind .

I WISH  :      i could make it all worth it .

TAGGED BY :   @bleikurefur​ !!  TAGGING :    @shotblanks​ and u know the drill ... steal this shit if you haven’t done it yet !! 

[fearsbellsarchived]

TAGGED:   @hardcoreproved​ TAGGING:   YOU!

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE

NAME -  pacifica elise northwest iv EYE COLOUR -  blue. HAIR STYLE / COLOUR - blonde, long HEIGHT -  5′3″ CLOTHING STYLE - high-end fashion, trendy, girly BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE - her eyes

LAYER TWO : THE INSIDE

FEARS -  bells, the ringing of bells, letting someone too close and them being horrified by who she really is, letting her guard down GUILTY PLEASURE -  80s cult classic movies BIGGEST PET PEEVE -  being underestimated, being negated to her family’s history AMBITIONS FOR THE FUTURE - to become (insert verse specific occupation here), to get away from her parents and her name

LAYER THREE : THOUGHTS

FIRST THOUGHTS UPON WAKING UP:  checks her phone for messages. probably wonders what her bf or bff are doing, depending on the verse WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT MOST:  being perfect, setting the right image for her family, also probably her bf WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE BED: probably runs the day over in her head and tries to deduce what she could’ve done better, the next day and what needs done. again, her bf WHAT YOUR BEST QUALITY IS:  her determination and stubbornness

LAYER FOUR : WHAT’S BETTER ?

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES -  single. group dates feel awkward (especially w mabel) TO BE LOVED OR RESPECTED - respected for who she is aside from her family. she’d love to be loved, but if she had to pick, that’s what she’d pick. otherwise, why not both? don’t they go hand-in-hand anyways? BEAUTY OR BRAINS - she’d keep her brains over her beauty, but why not both? DOGS OR CATS -  she doesn’t hate cats but she’s a dog person.

LAYER FIVE : DO YOU…

LIE - all the time BELIEVE IN YOURSELF - for the most part BELIEVE IN LOVE - rarely WANT SOMEONE -  more than anything

LAYER SIX : EVER BEEN …

BEEN ON STAGE:  yes. DONE DRUGS: verse dependant, but she’s probably at least smoked weed at a party or two when it’s just being passed around. CHANGED WHO YOU WERE TO FIT IN:  she doesn’t have to. she sets the standard to fit.

LAYER SEVEN : FAVORITES

FAVOURITE COLOR - pink FAVOURITE ANIMAL - she likes llamas, penguins, and dogs FAVOURITE MOVIE - toss up between star wars viii and clueless, probably FAVOURITE GAME - i keep forgetting she pc games. she would def dig the old cartoony feel of cuphea.d tbh.

LAYER EIGHT : AGE

DAY YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY WILL BE - september 19th HOW OLD WILL YOU BE - verse dependent. AGE YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY - mostly verse dependent but odds are she’s been to most of the bases in her superficial relationships. DOES AGE MATTER -  she’ll tell you no bc she’s fine w the attention she gets from the men at her father’s parties. but in reality they creep her out on a level and she’d rather have a guy not too much older than her

LAYER NINE : IN A PERSON

BEST PERSONALITY - sarcastic. kind. funny. she likes people who can verbally spar w her w ease and not get too worked up about it either. BEST EYE COLOUR - ngl she probs has a thing for green eyes. (sorry dipper) BEST HAIR COLOUR - blonds like blonds what can i say? (did i just accidentally describe ar.nold sho.rtman?) BEST THING TO DO WITH A PARTNER - she likes feeling like she can talk to him. it doesn’t mean she wants to v badly, but the fact she feels safe enough to talk to him is a lot.

LAYER TEN : FINISH THE SENTENCE

I LOVE -  shoes I FEEL - fabulous I HIDE - everything I MISS - dipper my friends I WISH - i were normal

[lyscndcr-blog]

ok this is both queued bc i’m at work rn and totally just lifted directly from my app but your girls been a busy bean recently ok. hopefully this helps give a lil more insight into this nugget!!

❝ everything we ever were was alight with gold. / and when they asked us what love was we answered, / soft and bright, darling. / soft and bright. ❞  Lysander Scamander, Keiynan Lonsdale, Sixteen, Sixth Year, Ravenclaw, Demiboy, Half-Blood, He/Him 

 family/home life. 

- I dare you to tell me that Luna and Rolf were anything other than the most loving and kind parents you have ever met. Because they are, and life with the Scamander’s is nothing short of Lysander’s paradise. It’s the most loving tight knit family you could possibly dream of

- While his childhood was maybe odd at times, Lysander has never had to wonder what it’s like to be alone or unwanted, what it’s like to have to hide yourself, what it’s like not to have your best friends as your parents. Because while occasionally quirky, Luna has lived a life of the utmost acceptance and openness and along with Rolf she made sure to foster that kind of environment for her children. The twins were supported and even encouraged to explore their interests and passions freely and to unapologetically be the most true versions of themselves

- I’m sure if you asked Lysander to paint his childhood a colour, then it would no doubt be yellow. The scamander home (the lovegoods old tower on the hill, since rebuilt) always had a sense of vibrancy to it, a sense of excitement – it was never a dull moment growing up in the Scamander household  (or castle as he would call it in his early years). If he wasn’t running around the house chasing wrackspurts with Lorcan or finger painting a new masterpiece with Luna, then he was out marching through the grassy backyard on some epic quest to find a new undiscovered magical creature with Rolf. The world was just endlessly exciting, every new day a new opportunity and a new adventure.

- And what’s better than having a twin to share adventures with? the twins were basically attached at the hip growing up. Where there was one twin inevitably the other was stumbling through the door right after. Lysander never had to get used to the feeling of being alone because he never was, really. It was always his mom or his dad or his twin or some combination of the three. In his mind a twin is a guaranteed friend, really. A partner to face the world with. I think this is part of what really fostered his love and appreciation for the friendships he would make later in life, he was taught early on to value that kind of support and companionship. Thrived with it even.

- True free spirits, Luna and Rolf never shied from showing their children what the wide world had to offer – they were magizoologists, after all. Before both sons were obligated to begin their studies at hogwarts the family did a fair amount of travelling to all corners of the world, meeting all manner of people and creatures. Lysander had the opportunity to really witness the beauty of the world first hand.

- I can imagine things were never really serious in the Scamander house. I think Luna and Rolf taught their sons serious lessons of course – things like tolerance, and humility, and generosity – but never in an overly serious way if that makes sense. Lessons were delivered with smiles and laughter and fun; always a lighthearted and gentle atmosphere. His parents were definitely believers in the concept of “you get more flies with honey than with vinegar” concept; gentle encouragement over strict reprimands.

- That’s the thing I most associate with the family home honestly: warmth. A relaxed, fun, happy place free of judgement and expectations. And that’s something that’s really stuck with Lysander even as he grows older now. Home is something to be cherished above all else, a place that will always accept you and people that will always love you. He misses his parents desperately when he’s away at school and always makes sure to write them as frequently as possible (and doesn’t even mind when his mom sends him weird packages back)

- That’s not to say his childhood wasn’t without its quirks though, things that were normal to Lysander because he didn’t know any different but no doubt confused others outside the family. Weird family traditions or habits - things like making sure you had your butter beer corks to ward away the nargles before you left the house. The home is probably constantly in a cluttered state, things everywhere with no rhyme or reason but which Luna insists are exactly where they were need to be. Why was there a sneaker tied to the chandelier? Nobody knows and nobody bothers to ask anymore. The walls are adorned with murals and the style of decor surely doesn’t match, changing from room to room in a kaleidoscope of colour and pattern. Trinkets and little souvenirs from all over the world have crept their way onto every surface and space. While it probably looks like a hippies art studio exploded all over it tbh, the home positively oozes comfort and familiarity and positivity.

personality

- Lysander is honestly a direct reflection of the environment he grew up in – open, honest, and with a heart that’s just bursting at the seams it’s so full of love. It’s not hard to tell he’s his mother's son. He’s oddly intuitive, always seeming to be in tune with the emotional mood of the room – though sometimes he doesn’t pick up on other more obvious cues. It’s rare to find someone who can say they’re truly happy with who they are but Lysander wouldn’t even blink before agreeing

- While others maybe would have gotten sick of their mom’s “weird quirks” or outgrown such a positive (and some may call naïve) outlook on life, Lysander’s still nothing but fond of her and his eyes have never lost that youthful sparkle. Looking on the bright side and keeping a little imagination in your life is just makes experiences so much more enjoyable in his opinion

- He never fails to find the joy in the little things and turn around a bad situation and honestly he’s just a sweet ray of sunshine okay

- if you’re ever having a super bad day or just need someone to sit and listen Lysander’s your guy – he’s always ready to be there to support a friend and offer a kind smile. That’s his main goal in life honestly – to leave every place and everyone a little better, a little happier, then he found them

- he’s a true romantic at heart ngl like he’s all over the grand gestures and gooey relationships no matter how unrealistic it may be. he just loves love and everything it relates to. He could get his heart broken over and over and would still be enamoured with the concept of true love

- He’s a very creative person and this definitely reflects in his style - it’s daring and bold and maybe even a little out there at times. Don’t be surprised to see him rocking the bottlecork earrings with pride or have his hair a fun new colour every week

- on the flip side though, he can tend towards being unrealistic at times – looking at the world through rose coloured glasses. He’s not exactly the grounded and practical type and while it can be good to look on the bright side, sometimes it’s just not feasible. 100% a heart over head kind of person which can get him into trouble

- He’s also a little too trusting at times, wants so badly to give the benefit of the doubt and focus on the good in people that it ends in him being taken advantage of. He’ll give and he’ll give and he’ll give until there’s just nothing left for himself which can leave him emotionally drained if he’s not careful

- As a whole he just relies on his emotions too much – for better or for worse. It’s not that he can’t think of a more logical path of reasoning (and I mean he is a ravenclaw) it’s just that he tends to get carried away. So while he greatly loves, he can also greatly hate haha – the boy knows how to hold a grudge.

- That doesn’t mean he’s a total pushover though – quite the opposite. He has a pretty strong moral compass and inner resilience that he’s not willing to compromise on. Like sure, on little things it’s often pretty easy to get him to cave; he just wants to see you happy. But when it comes to his convictions? Nope. You can bet your ass if he sees you bullying someone he’s about to storm over and pull out some witty and terrifying smack down that you didn’t even see coming. Which I think is an important hidden part of him – he kind of has this secret hidden badass within him. He’s not some naïve happy go lucky little idiot, his positivity and his demeanor is a choice. He chooses how to interact with the world and sure in this case it’s in a gentle and friendly way but don’t you dare think that makes him weak.

- I guess what I’m trying to convey is he’s not a fluffy little weak head in the clouds marshmallow, he’s smart and strong and gentle and kind all at the same time. Just because someone approaches the world in a position of love and positivity doesn’t mean they necessarily timid or naïve.

- I think very much like Luna he has a hidden intelligence to him and is actually someone who’s quite sharp. It just tends to get lost under all the other stuff unless you really look for it. You don’t tend to think that the one with stars in their eyes could have so many gears turning underneath. In subjects he’s interested in he actually excels greatly and is very capable. In courses he doesn’t like or doesn’t feel inspired by? ...not so much

-How he labels and presents himself has never really been something Lysander has cared much about, honestly. His views on such abstract concepts as sexuality and gender and where he falls in that spectrum are very loose and if he had the choice it would never even need to be addressed. But he’d kissed a cute Gryffindor boy for the first time in fourth year, closely followed by a sweet Hufflepuff girl a few weeks later and apparently that confused people. He pierced his ears and wore glitter eyeliner and painted his nails and suddenly people were asking him why. Why? He just believes in just being the truest form of himself, he would tell them time and time again, whatever that happens to be on that day. Believes in expressing himself however that may look. Why does he have to be one thing or the other? He’s going to dress and act however he wants to and love whoever he wants to with reckless abandon. Love is love to him. It’s to be shared and celebrated in all it’s different forms. There’s been labels he’s felt some semblance of kinship with in the passing years - panexual, genderqueer, polyamerous - but even those never really felt right and even a little restrictive. The only thing Lysander wants to be is himself.

+ Positive, compassionate, friendly, gentle, intuitive, creative, honest, supportive, accepting, loyal, witty, curious, approachable, imaginative, kind, adventurous, genuine

– Overemotional, idealistic, too trusting, stubborn, melodramatic, indecisive, clumsy, nosy, trouble saying no, absent minded, indulgent, impulsive

Patronus: Otter

Wand: 13 ¾, rowan wood and unicorn hair, slightly springy

Zodiac: Cancer Sun, Libra Moon, Libra Ascending

Myers-Briggs: ENFP - The Campaigner

Enneagram: Type 2 - The Helper

Temperament: Sanguine