#ngl feels bonkers horrifying awful to need to schedule such 'tiny' things with so much room around them but! no use fighting it!
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creating something to look forward to tomorrow: i'm gonna sit in the garden >:)
#no braincells required 👍#i was meant to sit in the botanic gardens yesterday but it rained :(#but i have pencilled in a clear week to hopefully be able to go and see ducklings (if they are even there) on one day in april >:)#ngl feels bonkers horrifying awful to need to schedule such 'tiny' things with so much room around them but! no use fighting it!#if that's what it takes to be 'well' enough to leave the house then so be it! i guess!#i've really got to get to a place where i'm like. 5/10 ill (for me) or under bc atm i'm swinging between like 8 or 9 every day and uh.#it's killing my vibe to put it nicely! :P#gotta do less now to do more later! even though there's 5 million things i want to do RIGHT NOW!#i guess the root of them all is wanting to feel less ill so. me @ myself do things that improve chances of accomplishing that?#for more than a few minutes at a time? 👍#anyway. I'm gonna SIT and not walk around and not let myself be persuaded if i see my dad out there who wants to show me all#the garden stuff he's been working on. even though i want to see so badly 😤#one day! the day will come for that one day!!!!!!!#for now it'll just be so nice to have some fresh air and hear the birds and see plants! :')
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