#new cause i got it cut yesterday old because it's my hair from my 2022 emergency change appearance crisis

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in case u missed the new/old hair

[winterflash-2019]

Barry Allen x Reader : Safe Pt 2

It’s been 2 months since Barry last visited you. He was so focused on trying to figure out how to get you back and dealing with this new meta that can teleport and it’s honestly frustrating.

Joe always visits you, he never stops. You two would just sit and sing or dance all day until you would force him to go home and get some rest.

You missed everyone dearly sometimes you even think about if you even should’ve sacrificed yourself but you would roll your eyes at the thought. Iris is your sister, you will do anything for her and nothing will change that.

You were currently sitting Indian style just staring at the stone that was taunting you. It’s been so long that you were starting to think there was no way to go home at all and that you were stuck roaming around forever.

The numbers y/bday- May 23 2017 just telling you that you’re never leaving the cemetery. You were cut from your thoughts when you heard footsteps behind you so you turn around and see a tall figure wearing a black hoodie with black ripped jeans. He looked at you with pure disgust.

“Who are you” you asked your voice firm. You wasn’t going to let whoever this was put any fear in you.

“Your worst nightmare sweetie” The figure says but now you know it’s a guy by his voice

“You can’t hurt me” you look into his dark eyes and he smirks.

“Oh doll I’m dead too” he growls as he grabs your arm and teleports away.

-

Barry makes his way up to your gravestone as he bites his bottom lip. He felt like something was off he just didn’t know what. He sits down and looks at the stone

Y/n Jessica West

West. The name he so desperately wants to make West-Allen but in order to do that he needs to get you back first.

“Y/n” he calls out for you but he gets no response he only hears the trees moving in the wind.

“Y/n?” He tries again but this time it’s silent. The wind stopped and his heart starts racing, something was wrong he just knew it.

“What the hell” he whispers as he picks up a torn pale blue fabric from the ground.

It was from your dress.

“Oh no oh god no” he gets up and runs back to STAR Labs.

“Guys something’s wrong” Barry’s voice was filled with panic

“Barr what happened” Iris says as makes her way to him

“Y/n’s missing”

What" Joe whispers

“Barry what the hell are you talking about” That was Wally

“I went to visit y/n but she wasn’t there instead I found this” Barry holds up the torn fabric and Iris puts a hand over her mouth. Joe grabs the fabric and just stares at it as he instantly remembers dancing with you just yesterday and his eyes welled up with tears.

“Where are you baby girl"he whispers

“Barry we have to find her” Iris voice wavers as she tries not to cry

“Alright everyone calm down we’ll find her but first Barry you need to watch this” Cisco says and Barry runs to the computer. He sees the meta that teleports smirking at the Camera.

“Oh flash look at what I got today ” he turns the camera towards you and Barry’s eyes widen, you were tied to a chair in a dark room and your dress was now a mess ( lol something’s wrong with me) it was ripped and barely covering your body.

You looked at the camera as a stray tear slipped down your face “ BARRY” you scream and the meta just grins and faces the camera again

“Looks familiar? as she should” He smirks and licks his lips

“Listen and listen good Flash you got 3 days to fix what you ruined for me or else I’ll introduce her to the devil and you’ll never see her again”

Barry’s nose flares up at this and right before the video ends he hears you scream “LET ME GO”

“Barry what is he talking about” Wally folds his arms against his chest

“You think I know Wally” he snaps and looks at the Brown skinned male

“Well hell you better Know that’s my sister he captured you know the one we spent 2 months on trying to bring her back in case you forgot” Wally glares at him. He really wanted you to come home he missed his baby sister terribly.

“Wally” Joe scolds

“I know that Wally I know okay-

"Do you though Barry”

“YES I KNOW, y/n means everything to me of course I know” Barry rubs a hand through his hair and closes his eyes

“Well how come you don’t know what he’s talking about then since you know everything” Wally challenged and Barry looks at him darkly

“I didn’t ruin anything for him I honestly have no idea what the hell he’s talking about” Barry growls and Iris walks between the two

“Okay guys stop arguing isn’t going to bring y/n back just relax so we can actually figure out whatever this teleporting meta is talking about” her eyes flicker to Wally who just rolls his eyes and storms out the cortex.

“I’ll go talk to him” Joe says and walks right after Wally

“It has to be something with the past” Harry walks up to the clear board and grabs a marker.

“What…how” Barry asks and Cisco snaps his fingers as a light bulb went off in his head

“Maybe it’s about 2017” He looks at Barry and realization washes over Barry’s face

“The year y/n died” Barry whispers and Iris looks at the floor. She felt so alone now that you’re gone every time she pushed your death to the back of her mind it worked temporarily but it all comes back as she goes to call you and no one answers and she hears your voice through the voicemail and she would throw her phone across the room and hot tears would become best friends with her face once again. You were her sister, her other half you two did everything together.

You were the one she would talk to about anything because you understood her like no other, when she would be crying in the middle of the night over a guy you would wake up and throw an arm around her shoulder until she cried herself to sleep and the next day at school you would walk up to her with your hand on the back of the shirt of the guy who broke her heart and you would force him to apologize.

Even though Iris was older you protected her and she loved you for it but she wished you haven’t saved her life that was one thing she didn’t love. Iris was brought back to reality when she felt Barry’s hand on her shoulder and she looked up at him.

“You okay?” He looks at her sympathetically

“I’m fine” she gives him a weak smile and nods her head

“Okay Harry explain” Barry turns his attention from Iris to Harry who nodded and starts his explanation

“We all know y/n wasn’t the one who was supposed to die maybe when Savitar stabbed her it affected the teleporting meta and ruined whatever he was talking about”

“But why would he have have a problem now its been 5 years”

“Think about it in 2022 y/n turned 25 and that’s when she told you she was still here roaming around right well I did my research and in 2017 the teleporting meta died”

“But why is he still here”

“Cause and effect my guess is they’re connected in some way”

“Well how are we supposed to find him”

“If they’re connected then it shouldn’t be hard, where would y/n go if she was feeling down”

Barry’s mouth opens but nothing comes out and his eyes fill with realization

“Oh my god” he whispers

-

“Wally stop right there where the hell you think you’re going” Joe pulls him back and he sees the tears in Wally’s eyes

“I have to get out of here” Wally goes to leave again but Joe pulls him in for a hug

“It’s okay Wally I miss her too but you can’t just run away she needs us now more than ever”

“Dad I know I-I just really want her here with us I miss my sister I miss teasing her, playing video games with her, watching movies with her…everything dad I just miss y/n she made everything better” Wally whispers

“If y/n could see you right now she would punch you in the shoulder and tell you to stop crying then hug you afterwards” Wally laughs a little at this

“Wally y/n loves you she wouldn’t want you crying right now I know how you feel son trust me when Barry walked in with her lifeless body in his arms…it felt like everything paused and my world was slowly crashing down and I knew in that moment y/n was definitely with us we just couldn’t see her… as I took her in my arms and held her I felt cold on my shoulder and I just knew it was y/n…she was reassuring me that everything was gonna be okay and right now that’s what I’m doing to you son we all got to stick together for y/n I promise you everything will be okay”

At this point both men had fresh tears rolling down their face as they just stayed in each others arms.

“I love you dad”

I love you too Wally”

-

It was 9pm when Barry got home. He walked into his apartment and just took in his surroundings and suddenly got chills. He never told anyone but he had hallucinations of you walking around his apartment and the reason he didn’t tell anyone was… well because he found it comforting.

If you were truly gone and he’d never see you again then he’d rather hallucinate it may sound crazy but then again he’s use to crazy.

He sits on the couch and just stares at the other side. The side where you usually sit and lay your legs on his lap as you two watched Dr.Who. He smiled at the memory ,it was before he dated Iris.

More and more memories resurface in Barry’s mind.

“Hey Barry I bet I can drink water upside down” you smirk at him

“Y/n don’t even try that” Barry groans

Barry just smiles once again at the memory, you had been trying to distract him from studying.

“Hey Barry wanna race” your 13 year old self smiles giddily as you bounce on the heels of your feet.

“Okay but you know I’ll win right” Barry says cockily as he puts both hands on his hips

“Oh please you run like turtle” you laugh and Barry frowns

“Who told you that”

“Dad” you say through your giggles and Barry lightly pushes you

Oh how the tables have turned Barry thought.

You walked in quietly and made your way to the bathroom but right before you opened the door a hand was on your shoulder.

“Y/n why are you here so late” Barry whispers and you put your head down as you try to think of a lie

“Uh I was-

“Y/n don’t lie to me”

You sigh and Barry lifts your head and gasps

“Y/n what happened to your eye” Barry now has both hands on your face as he inspects your black eye

“Danny hit me” you whispered

“What” he whisper yells

“Is he still out there” Barry turns away from you as he walks to the door but you stop him

“Barry he’s gone we just got in an argument because I told him I wasn’t ready to have sex with him please don’t tell my dad” you cried and Barry pulled you in his arms

“I have to tell him y/n that douchebag deserves what Joe will do to him” Barry whispers as he rubs your back

“Fine but um can I lay with you tonight please I’m a little shaken up”

“Yeah come on” Barry walks you to his room

Although it’s been a long time since then Barry still gets mad every time he thinks about your black eye. He hated Danny after that and let’s just say Joe got that ass after Barry told him what happened.

Barry rubs his face and bites his lip as he tries to refrain from crying.

“God I miss you y/n I promise I’ll find you and you will come home”