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lew1s-moved · 3 years ago

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suddenly remembered that time me and my friend were in a random bar in milan and a gay man started a convo with us because he was sitting at the table next to us and he heard us talking shit about the church and homophobes and just venting our anger. i'll never forget it because it was the day after a really dark moment for lgbt people in italy and it was just... so nice to know i wasn't going through it alone. that despite how awful it was, how scary, and how unfair it was that we had to go through it (and still have to suffer the consequences and who knows when things will change) at least we had each other.

#and it's like so overwhelming to think about bc i live in a stupid town with maybe 3 lgbt people and i never meet others like me irl #it's hard tbh like i go outside and feel so distant from everyone else and so other #so meeting a gay man so randomly and him speaking with us about gay things... it was just really nice but also sad? cause it sucks that its #so rare for me to feel seen and not feel totally different from everyone around me #(side note man i gotta go back to trans group. like. i gotta do it.)#and he was also talking about trans people and how we are disproportionately affected by that shit and it was...#idk. rly nice. bc like i know one gay man (i mean he's not Out out but we all know he's gay.) in my town and he misgenders me too it's :/#i'm rambling #never get me thinking about my complicated relationship with my country my brain will unearth a thousand different things #and i'll cry #(yes i'm crying)#i just really djckvmdtvkc being trans and gay here is just a whole lot it is. it is. yeah. so much #i think about it constantly but then again how could i not when it's my Life u know #anyway bye #but also i should go check the insta of that man's lgbt choir #i wanna know what they're up to #nico.txt

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