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disillusionment w my job vs heavy fear that messing up my paycheck will blow the household financials up
#even if i got a job that paid the same or better... the weekly paycheck clutches so hard#but now that I'm back on printing i just feel rot ๐ญ i felt so stupid today and it reminded me of every day before school season#where i also felt stupid every day#and i just ... don't want to feel like that anymore! the past year has been a blur bc work is so ๐ข and it does concern me#i want to go back to school so bad ๐ฅฒ i dont just want to speedrun a certification and get in the classroom... i want to have a degree!#and be actually engaged in it and Learn things.. i remember nothing from my aa ๐๐ป my only skills rn are like. customer service and ms#office ๐ what!!! what!!!#need to become stronger and more employable and learned but. at what cost ๐ค#my big other concern is that printing is so draining that i only have enough spoons to get myself home and then it's decomposition time..#so the thought of driving to voice lessons for auditions is.. a very tiring one.. much less actually rehearsing or studying or doing#anything ๐ the rot!!! the rot!!!#i just need to get through this year + speedrun my parents' divorce. 2024 will be the year things begin happening#*2025.. see this is what i mean!! ๐ญ๐ญ#sriracha.txt
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