#nearly wiped out bc there were stairs up (couldn't see them)
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uwooyoungs · 4 days ago
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#hate acknowledging that ppl are right abt simply leaving the house helping ur mental health#today's the best i've felt in like. god knows how long#and literally its just bc i left my house nd followed my plan of getting a free hot choco#grabbing some quick stuff from the asian market#and getting my nails done#there was nothing special#in fact the shopping nd hot choco part was quite anxiety inducing#id never been tothe hot choco place; had a hard time finding it; and then had a very typical for me Blind As Fuck moment going into the#cafe and being utterly confused#nearly wiped out bc there were stairs up (couldn't see them)#couldnt figure out where the register was to order#nearly crashed through half the cafe tables (couldnt see them & couldnt find the path)#when i DID figure out where the register was there were more stairs down for me to Almost fall down#(could! not! see! them!) thank god for railings.? banisters? whatever#also then i was confused abt the counter. DEADASS could not figure out where the person was who greeted me for like a full min and a half#then couldnt figure out which side of the counter to pay on for a sec#played it off as tho i was looking at the menu lmao#in reality i was just getting hot coco bc i had a coupon to get it free#fuckin ridiculous actually to realize how utterly incompetent i am in new places#esp going into somewhere dim from bright snowy outside.... not good for my eyes bro#anyway i made it through and the asian market was easier but crowded w/ narrow aisles#but yea for w/e reason all that nd getting my nails done resulted in me feeling GREAT in a way i havent felt in ages#long story short: go outside even if its absolutely fucking freezing and snowing
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rogue-durin-16 · 4 years ago
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THINGS NEVER GO AS PLANNED (Part II/VII)
"candy floss"
Summary: After Fred's death, George and Y/n lean on each other to carry on. This wasn't the most brilliant idea, though; George was pretty much in love with the girl, and Y/n— well, she had been dating Fred prior to the Battle of Hogwarts.
Pairing: George Weasley x Reader
Genre: angst
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Suggested by: @crispykittywitch
Things never go as planned: @sarcasticallywitty15 @beautyschoo1dropout @s1ut4georgeweasley @leovaldez37 @missmulti @weasleywh0r3s
Permanent taglist: @elia-the-bibliophile @randomparanoid @karlthecat15722 @thebutchersdaughtersblog
Warnings: grief, feels, brief mention of Fred x Reader ig?
A/N: I decided to name the parts bc why the fuck not so keep an eye on the titles 👀. This story is based off this convo and these headcanons. If you wanna be tagged in the next parts tell me, and enjoy <3
Prologue :the aftermath
Part I : sleepless nights
Part III: shock therapy
Part IV: wrong name
Part V: the perfect excuse
Part VI: the downfall
Part VII: apart
Epilogue: I still love you
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The moment the last group of customers decided it was time to call it a day and exited the shop, I left the till counter and grabbed my wand from my pocket, instantly turning the sign in the door so it could be read from outside 'closed'.
A sigh escaped my lips as I leaned against the multicolored wooden rail.
I was drained.
The shop helped our minds to get distracted and stray from the grief, yes, but it was also exhausting.
We had been subconsciously overworking ourselves to the point where it was borderline self-destructive.
It didn't help that I was throwing myself into comforting George, either. I could not be blamed for doing that, though; he was broken.
A part of me, the rational one, knew he would pick up the pieces and build himself up again, it would just take a lot of time.
There was another part of me, though, that depressed, drained part, that was beginning to think he would never heal by himself —maybe he wouldn't heal at all— but still held onto the hope that, if I tried hard enough, I would be able to mend what had been broken in him.
A terrible idea, really, because I started to dismiss in its entirety my own miserable, damaged state.
And George, ever the caring, sensible one, would have noticed that; he would have made me realize I was not doing nearly as well as I thought, he would have talked some sense into me, but he wouldn't— he couldn't, because George was lost in an ocean of grief, trying so hard not to drown that he wasn't able to notice I was trying to aid him from my very own sinking boat.
It also seemed to be working; he was more animated, slept more soundly, and his smile was a bit brighter even —at least the one he had for me.
"Rough day?" My eyes, which I didn't know I had closed, fluttered open at George's voice.
"Very."
He walked to me with a tinge of guilt in his face. "You know we can switch places, right?" I had been working as the public face of the shop since we had reopened, and George had taken on the task of doing the paperwork and shippings instead, showing up from time to time to help me and to let people know there was still a Weasley running the business.
I had been the one to suggest this, since I knew George had compromised with reopening only because of me, and he was clearly not ready to put up a sociable, positive attitude for dozens of people every day.
"Nah, it's fine like this." I assured him with a reassuring smile.
He measured me with his eyes for a second; I couldn't really tell if he saw through me or not. "So I was preparing the today's shippings," he rocked a tiny purple basket I quickly recognised in front of me. "I found this in the back of the stockroom."
"Are those—?"
"Candy floss cupcakes, yes." A year and a half ago we had bought five baskets of candy floss cupcakes from Honeydukes per George's request in order to unsuccessfully try and implement them.
"Are they even edible anymore?" I couldn't help but laugh.
"I hope so?" He chuckled too, tearing the film covering the sweets. "Thought we might as well finish them."
My eyes travelled from the basket to him and viceversa before stating, "well I'm hungry so..."
"Same here." He was the first one to pull out a pastel colored cupcake, though he handed it to me. "Wanna get food poisoning together?" Laughing, I gave him a nod as he grabbed his own cupcake. "At the count of three?"
"One"
"Two"
"Three." We said in unison right before taking a bite of our respective madeleines.
I frowned at its surprisingly good flavour. "Am I delirious or are they actually edible?"
"Dunno," he shoved the rest of his cupcake into his mouth with a shrug. "maybe we're just starving."
"Go big or go home, I guess." I finished my cupcake before leaning on the basket to pick another one. My head snapped up with my brow quirked when I heard a soft chuckle. "What?"
"Nothing." George shook his head, motioning at the stairs. "Shall we sit down?" I followed his lead, sitting on the stairs and waiting for him, who had stepped towards the drinks aisle to grab a couple of juice bottles, to do the same.
We stayed there, eating and drinking in a comfortable silence until the basket was empty and our eyelids threatened to shut.
"I think we should head back to the flat." He spoke, leaving the half empty juice aside so he could stretch.
"I'm gonna learn how to cook." I stated, getting up. "We can't get by based on most likely expired sweets and whatever is in the Leaky Cauldron menu."
"Aight." He mimicked my actions, picking up the stuff we left on the stairs. "We will learn the basics tomorrow." He got behind me and began to gently push in the flat's direction. "But now we're gonna get some sleep, miss."
I would be lying if I said my heartbeat didn't pick up when his hands landed on my shoulder blades and made their way to rub both my arms reassuringly.
I would be lying if I denied I leaned back when he did that, letting myself get closer to his chest.
And I would definitely be lying if I said I didn't crave going back to my room so I could cuddle him all night.
One Week Later
"—right in the cauldron, love." I pointed at the cauldron besides me, giving a sweet smile to the kid in front of me, visibly going to be sick thanks to the free sample of Skiving Snackboxes.
"Y/n!" I spun around at the loud calling of my name above the shop's racket. I was able to discern a long, red mane flowing fast towards my position right on time for the owner to wrap her arms around me.
"Glad to see you too, Ginny." I laughed, trying not to lose balance due to her enthusiasm. "How come you're here?" I questioned, pulling away.
"We heard you were open." Harry walked up to me, appearing from behind the girl, "And thought we'd pay a visit to our friends, right?" Ginny nodded, looking around while Harry gave me a quick, yet comforting hug. "Where's George?"
I motioned up to the small office, redirecting the couple's eyes to the second floor. "Doing paperwork—AH!" I jolted when a pair of hands tickled my sides, my head snapping to see the towering ginger standing behind me. "Speaking of the devil."
"I thought I saw Gin through the window," George explained, his hands lingering on my waist for long enough to his sister to stare, before pulling Ginny into a tight hug. "And came down to check if she was distracting my employee."
"You got her all bored here, mate." Harry pointed out, a light joking tone in his voice.
"And you're the one supposed to help with that?" George rolled his eyes dramatically. "Pfft... What a world we live in." With the said, he gave the boy a side hug. I heard Harry murmur an 'We missed you' before they pulled away with a pat on the shoulder.
My gaze landed on the youngest Weasley, whose welled up eyes were trained on her older brother's half smile. I only averted my eyes and waited for her to discreetly wipe away the unspilled tears while Harry and George catched up.
By the letters she had sent me, I reckoned the last time she had been near George, he had been lifeless; seeing a glimpse of who was once one of the most cheerful, funny and charismatic people in her life, was probably poignant to Ginny.
I hadn't realized she had moved closer until I didn't hear her soft voice. "Thank you." I offered her a confused smile, though deep down I knew what she meant.
Two Days Later
George was having one of those days.
We both knew it was coming soon; it had to happen sooner rather than later, since he had been in a surprisingly good mood for almost a week. I suspected seeing Harry and Ginny had brought back the events of the Second of May.
I suggested to close the shop for the day, since he was unable to move out of bed; he refused to do so, but I convinced him to stay in the flat and rest —it was Tuesday, anyway; I wouldn't have to handle many customers.
Due to that, when I saw Hermione, Ron, Bill and Fleur entered the shop, it was understandable that I hadn't become the happiest person in the world.
I greeted them, there were hugs, kisses, and even a joke or two, and when Bill asked about George, I excused him without giving much detail.
They understood.
Fleur was the one to restart the conversation, lightening a bit before requesting a tour for the shop, since she had not yet been there.
It was when we reached the love potions that Hermione, using the fact that Fleur was very much interested in the product, held my hand and pulled me aside.
"So... how are you doing?" The frown in her face, the fact that she was whispering, the squeeze her hand gave mine, let me know she had read me the moment her eyes met mines.
I sighed with a shrug.
"You can tell me." Could I? "No one's asking you to put on a happy face, Y/n." The girl assured me, her eyes digging into mines. "It's not just George, we all lost—" she shook her head at her own words before correcting herself. "you lost him too."
I lost him too.
I bit my lower lip to stop it from quivering.
The memory of Fred's broken smile as his corpse laid on the stretcher, that memory that haunted my dreams, appeared vividly before my eyes.
My lips started to burn with the ghost of that kiss he gave me before we split up, him with Percy and me with George; it hadn't been meant to be a goodbye kiss. It was meant to be a good luck kiss.
I covered my mouth to muffle a sob, and Hermione's arms were quick to be wrapped around me, reassuringly rubbing my back.
GEORGE'S P. O. V.
I saw them entering from Y/n's balcony; I wasn't emotionally ready to face them all at the same time, but when I didn't see them exit, I figured Y/n hadn't been able to dismiss them.
I decided I owed to them all to bite the bullet, so I threw on a shirt and the first trousers I grabbed, cleaned up a bit and left the flat.
With a deep breath, I made it to the second floor and mentally prepared myself to go down to the first one.
As I began to climb down, though, I noticed Hermione and Y/n talking in private, closer than the others to the stairs.
I didn't mean to eavesdrop, but all my senses were automatically focused on Y/n whenever we were in the same room; she just stole me away from reality.
"You lost him too."
Hermione's words visibly triggered something on Y/n.
'Something', as if I didn't know what they had triggered, as if I didn't know what— who was on her mind.
I guess he was always on her mind, though.
What was left of my heart shattered in a million pieces when she broke down to tears —for several reasons—. "I miss him." She whispered in Hermione's shoulder. "I miss him so much."
If I had any tears left, I would have cried my eyes out right there. Had I been so selfish that I had disregarded how she was feeling? So blinded by the light and love and warmth she was constantly giving me that I had forgotten about her grief? Was I that bad of a person, that I would have rather live in the illusion that she had not lost the boy she was dating?
My mind told me I didn't want any of those questions answered.
"George!" As Ron yelled my name in surprise, Hermione and Y/n pulled away, the latter rubbing her eyes while both of my brothers jogged upstairs to hug me. "Ginny told us you're open—"
"But Y/n said you weren't feeling well." Bill finished, squeezing my shoulder. "We only stayed a little longer for Fleur to see the shop."
"Yeah, we'll come back tomorrow," Ron assured me. "So you can rest and..."
My brother's voice sounded further and further with each word; I felt myself drifting off, getting lost in my own mind and gravitating towards the same thought over and over.
She deserves better.
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fuckyeahscienceparty · 4 years ago
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Tell us about medic and Engi's first date in st
putting another cut bc this got. l o n g. sorry lol
it was simple. nothing flashy, neither engie nor medic were ones for flashy and engie knew that. he brought over a plate of cookies one warm, late summer's day on his daily drop by medic's clinic, medic's hair already tousled in the way that made engie's heart skip a beat as he fretted over archimedes getting into the jelly again.
as medic gently wiped strawberry remanants out of his feathers, engie'd asked him if he wanted to go on a date with him that night. at first medic thought he was joking but got all flustered when he realized engie didn't start laughing with him.
archimedes easily wrangled out of his slackened grasp, getting jelly on his jacket shoulder again. medic wasn't really upset with him this time, though. he said yes. well stuttered, more like it. engie grinned, kissing him on the cheek before turning to leave and telling medic he'd pick him up at 7:30.
medic was ready by 7:00. he paced around his apartment nervously, pausing every so often to check on the birds and smooth out the clean dress shirt he'd changed into, sleeves neatly rolled up to his elbows. every five minutes or so he'd peak out his window, eyes widening when he saw him walking up to his door.
after waiting for him to knock, he gave his birds a final check before slipping his shoes on and almost tripping down the stairs, smoothing out his hair before answering.
there stood engie, a bright blue summer spangle that'd he'd grown himself in his hand and wearing a slightly nicer cowboy hat than the one he usually wore every day.
he carefully tucked the flower in medic's shirt pocket and said that he looked lovely. medic sputtered out a thank you before returning the compliment, engie smiling and holding his hand out.
when medic took it, engie interlaced their fingers, slowly leading medic on a walk to the forest lake as the sun set over the valley. he'd made a small clearing to the south of the lake where he left a basket of food and a blanket, having already laid most things out before he went to get medic.
the two of them talked and laughed as they had dinner together, all of it stuff that engie had made himself, and when the sun had finally set, medic looked up to marvel at the nearly full moon and all the stars scattered around it. engie wanted to enjoy the view with him but couldn't keep his eyes off the wide, lopsided smile medic had on his face and the sparkle in his eyes as he pointed out several different constellations he knew by heart.
when medic finally realized engie had been looking at him, he let out a sheepish chuckle and apologized, saying that he just really liked space. engie moved closer to him and told him there was nothing to apologize for. it was the first time he'd ever called him starry eyes.
medic felt his face go warm as engie laid his head against his shoulder, fidgeting with his shirt sleeve as they stargazed together.
after a while, medic finally got his wits about him, turning to engie nervously and asking if he could kiss him. engie shifted so that they were facing each other and said he didn't see why not.
their first kiss was just a soft peck on the lips. the both of them could feel their faces burning though and soon enough, engie had ended up sitting on medic's lap for another kiss, deeper this time. when the two of them pulled away, medic felt like his heart was trying to beat out of his body.
they held hands again on their way back to medic's place, medic fiddling with the spangle engie had given him earlier in his free hand. when they got to medic's door, medic thanked him for giving him such a nice night. he couldn't remember the last time he'd been so happy.
engie smiled, saying he looked forward to seeing him again tomorrow before going on his toes to give him a kiss goodnight. medic happily reciprocated, giving him a little wave as he closed the door and engie started making his way back home.
medic ended up putting the spangle in plastic wrap and taking some of the books off of his shelf so he could press it, laying awake in his bed for a while as he stared at the ceiling and tried to get the name starry eyes out of his head.
engie checked to make sure he'd put everything he needed to in the collection bin before putting his basket on his kitchen table and getting ready to sleep, already planning out his agenda for tonorrow in his head. that being said, when he finally sat down in bed and relaxed, a book that medic had recommended him in hand, he couldn't help but think about how nice it was to finally be able to hold medic's hand and how his lips tasted like mint chapstick
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