#narcissistic personality disorder symptom holder

[system-term-archive]

[PT: NPD Holder Flag!

Flag made by us, colors taken from the NPD flag

For alters that hold symptoms of the body’s Narcissistic Personality Disorder End PT.]

NPD Holder Flag!

Flag made by us, colors taken from the NPD flag

ׂ╰┈➤ For alters that hold symptoms of the body’s Narcissistic Personality Disorder

Please reblog & credit if used !! :]

[sysboxes]

[Text: This alter is the NPD symptom holder.]

Like/Reblog if you save or use!

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd holder alter culture is some useless prick saying some vile shit to ur host, and when they go dormant you want to do nothing more than tear into the person who hurt someone in YOUR body.

theyre fucking lucky im not cutting them off for her. waste of air

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[disabled-sysboxes]

[TEXT ID: this host of this system is a HPD and NPD symptom holder]

[IMG ID: a light, desaturated pink rectangular box with a black outline and the HPD flag - a flag with 4 stripes, being yellow, white, black, and pink - and the NPD flag - a flag with 6 stripes, being black, dark brown, orange, yellow, white, and light purple - split down the middle to the left, and the text 'the host of this system is a HPD and NPD symptom holder' to the right.]

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[literallyagod]

totally random i came across your blog. my system also has an alter called achilles with npd/symptom holder. small world. anyway keep ruling it, god ✌

Damn! It is a small world lol!

Achilles NPD holders rise up /j

But yeah, thank you! :D you keep ruling it too ^_^

[multiplicity-positivity]

Here’s some positivity for systems with NPD!

Narcissistic Personality Disorder is a real and debilitating mental disorder that can have serious effects on those who deal with it. This disorder is heavily stigmatized even among mental health spaces, but that doesn’t mean those with NPD are undeserving of love and support! This post is for all the systems with NPD out there!

💜 Shoutout to systems whose plurality is inherently connected to their NPD!

✨ Shoutout to systems with headmates who are NPD symptom holders!

💗 Shoutout to systems whose NPD stems from trauma, abuse, genetic predisposition, or something else!

🌟 Shoutout to systems who are in treatment for their NPD and are trying to heal!

💚 Shoutout to systems who aren’t seeking treatment for their NPD for whatever reason!

💫 Shoutout to systems who are open about their NPD diagnosis, even if it means they may face harassment, fakeclaiming, or backlash!

💕 Shoutout to systems with NPD who are comfortable in their level of confidence, entitlement, and self-esteem!

⭐️ Shoutout to systems with NPD who struggle to maintain connections and relationships due to their disorder!

💙 Shoutout to systems who have been called harmful or abusers simply because they have a disorder that they can’t control!

☀️ Shoutout to systems whose NPD causes them to have rejection sensitive dysphoria, or who are often let down by unrealistic expectations!

Having a personality disorder (even one as stigmatized as NPD) does not mean your life has any less value. You are a wonderful and cherished member of the community, and there are people in your life who love and support you for who you are!

Remember that narcissistic abuse isn’t real. You are lovely and worthy of respect, compassion, and kindness no matter what mental disorders you suffer from! Know you will always be uplifted and accepted here as you are - there’s no need to change in order for your voice to be heard and for you to deserve support!

We love you, we’re rooting for you, and we hope you have a wonderful day!! Rest assured your presence is needed and welcome here, and we’re so happy to have you!

(Image ID:) A pale orange userbox with a cluster of multicolored flowers for the userbox image. The border and text are both dark orange, and the text reads “all plurals can interact with this post!” (End ID.)

[delphiecafe]

this alter / user is an NPD symptom holder

requested by @shattered-souls-sys

NPD: narcissistic personality disorder

image IDs: 6 userboxes, the first four with an orange background and dark red orange border, the last two with a lighter orange background and purple border. all 6 userboxes have yellow text. the first two userboxes have the NPD flag on the left, the second two have a daffodil icon, and the third two have the alternate NPD flag. the left column of userboxes reads "this alter is an NPD symptom holder," while the right column reads "this user is an NPD symptom holder"

first NPD flag found here

second NPD flag found here

daffodil icon from smashicons found here

thank you for choosing Delphie Cafe!

[garden-of-bah]

hello! do you perhaps think we could have another south park fictive?

We LOVED the last one and Michael is settling in really well! could we have a kyle or a cartman alter maybe? or really anyone you wanna make! will be happy no matter what!

i tried my hand at making eric on my own, hope he’s not too insufferable. we’re glad to hear michael is doing well!

Name/s: eric/iris cartman

Age: chrono10, regresses to 3-5 when upset

Pronouns: he/she/it/bitch/fuck

Source: south park

Genders: bitchgender WTFgender (just says “normal” when asked despite being anything but)

Sexuality: bisexual (in heavy denial)

CisIDs: white, american, blue eyes, harmful, abusive

Mental/physical conditions: NPD, ASPD, HPD, bipolar disorder, obesity, chronic pain

Other labels: label hoarder

Faceclaim: @/headless609 @/currrsy

Alter roles: persecutor, symptom holder

Front triggers: junk foods, bullying people on the internet, pink/red nail polish, cartoons

Signoffs: -💢, -🖕, -🥧

TransIDs: transWeight (fit), transBlackHair, transRaccoonEars, transRaccoonTail, transHomochromia, transInnocentHarmful, transCuteAbusive, transGroomer, transEndogenic, transAutism, transTourette’s

Paras: AAM, sadism, somno-, timo-, apto-, trauma-, oplo-, peirama-, copro-, phobo-, feline zoo, prosvoli-,

Personality: abrasive, brash, crude, demanding, impatient, impulsive, narcissistic, manipulative, self-centered

Quirks: has the most obnoxious laugh you’ve ever heard. likes to draw guns and weapons, and swears like a sailor. if anyone asks about her using pronouns that aren’t he/him, bitch replies with something alone the lines of “why do you wanna know, you gay or somethin’?”

[broken-dollhouse]

Narc high / Narc crash Holders

[pt Narc high / Narc crash Holders /end pt]

I couldn't find any so I tried my hand at some narc high & narc crash holder flags

These aren't great and I apologize for that as we are still learning ^^

Colors are based on This NPD Flag, This NPD Flag and This NPD Flag

I also would like to note now ; we are anti-endo, and are not comfortable with endogenic systems or their supporters using our flags along side these flags are not for those who are "transid" or radqueer, these are exclusively for systems with NPD or Symptoms of NPD. Flags are under the cut ^^

Narchigh Holder

A role for alters who hold the systems Narc highs due to their NPD or Narcissistic personality disorder!

Narccrash Holder

A role for alters who hold the systems Narc crashes due to their NPD or Narcissistic personality disorder!

[sil1ycatmojis]

[Emoji: NPD, Narcisstic Personality Disorder, Narcisstic System, NPD isn't evil, Narcissists aren't evil, NPD Symptom Holder, NARC Supply, NARC Crash, Chosen Person]

Narcissistism Emoji

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[sysboxes]

It's possible for alters to have their own mental health!!! Alters can have personality disorders that other alters don't have, I think what you're talking about is autism, ADHD and other disorders similar! (As those affect the brain and therefore affect the whole system, but personality disorders are a different sort of thing, so one alter can have a PD and the others might not!) We can provide links if you'd like ^^ /nm /info

Hey there Anon! Thank you for the offer. We also received the following anon from (probably) another user, which I'd like to address here as well:

Alters can have personality disorders: (link) “✘ MYTH: ALTERS CAN’T HAVE THEIR OWN MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES IF THE MAIN SURVIVOR DOESN’T HAVE THEM. They actually can, and many do. It’s extremely common for individual alters to battle depression, anxiety, OCD, bipolar, eating disorders, self harm, etc., while other members of the system experience no such thing. Some extremely differentiated systems may even need that system member to come forward and take medications that the rest of the system does not need and will not get. ..and their brain’s neurology responds accordingly. But, make no mistake, most expressions of mental illness amongst alters are incredibly real and valid and should be treated as such.” (cut up a little, the source is above, we're pretty sure the source is reliable, it seems so. We've also had other systems say this too, and to us that's how it works, as only one of us as far as we know are affected by NPD)

Firstly, I feel the paragraph that was cut out of the Beauty After Bruises section is very important for further context and explanation. It's quoted here below:

One note about some disorders, however. Non-verbal, poor eye contact, savant-like, or sensory-processing-disorder alters can be extremely common traits in DID systems. However, it’s important not to just jump to calling these parts “autistic” if the system as a whole is not autistic. It’s possible for alters to behave in ways that mimic their understanding of SYMPTOMS in other disorders they know about, while not actually possessing the neurology for them. This is a complicated subject we could try to elaborate more on at some point, but it’s just an encouragement to pause and not automatically label some parts as having certain conditions just because they show a few traits of them. It can cause a great deal of conflation and misrepresentation of those illnesses. It may also be purely based on discriminatory or uneducated stereotypes of those conditions that were adopted into a young child’s mind. So, it’s just helpful to check for that possibility first!

As Beauty After Bruises is saying here, neurology takes a place in this discussion. It seems as if this resource is mostly stating that alters can all struggle with mental illness, and can appear to struggle singularly with those illnesses symptoms -- in which case, the "This alter is a symptom holder" is exactly the language we feel comfortable with. Until we are able to research more, we're wary about spreading potential misinformation about how brains work.

As mods, we absolutely want to do our best to avoid spreading misinformation. From our understandings, NPD and similar personality disorders are caused by a structural shift in the brain -- something physical and concrete. Here's some of our resources we found on NPD.

Source 1: “They analyzed a total of 34 test subjects, of which 17 suffered from a narcissistic personality disorder… Using magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) methods, the scientists measured the thickness of the patients' cerebral cortex… The findings revealed that those subjects suffering from narcissistic personality disorder exhibited structural abnormalities in precisely that region of the brain, which is involved in the processing and generation of compassion.”

Source 2: “The decreased brain white matter microstructures among three clusters were found in the association, projection/thalamic and connection pathways of white matter in young adult males with NPD. The abnormal white matter brain regions may be one of the neuropathological basis of the pathogenesis of young males with NPD, and it may be related to white matter development in early adulthood."

Based on these sources, the moderators are most comfortable using the language of alters being symptom holders. Both sources indicate that NPD affects the structural nature of the brain, which would impact all of the members of the system. However, like Beauty After Bruises was suggesting, that doesn't mean that various alters don't reflect those symptoms in different ways. It's absolutely possible for alters to struggle more or less with disorders, or even seemingly not at all.

I hope this clarifies our perspectives. Thank you!

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

System / plural NPD culture is having ‘NPD holders’ although the entire system has NPD, but these alters in specific are more of like “embodiments” of the disorder.

And then, said alters cause absolute chaos when they front.

(Please don’t fake claim us or any of the sort, we are already struggling to accept ourselves. /gen /srs. Thank you.)

- Boss/Anderson

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[synaptic-mirage]

SEVERANCES UNDONE Introduction Post! Finally! 🎉🎊

Hi there! We're SEVERANCES UNDONE, a median, quoiconscious, trauma-endo, system with highly complex + partial dissociative identity disorder currently at around ~150 members and counting! We said we'd do an introduction post "soon"; that was almost 2 years ago, oops. At least we're getting to it now! Anyway!

general information

— bodily 21 years old, Native American + white, AnCom, agnostic syncretic luciferian

—physically disabled, nonbinary, queer, mentally ill, neurodivergent, radically inclusive

— genderpunk, pluralpunk, realmpunk, cripplepunk, voidpunk, rabiespunk, cringepunk

— delusional, psychotic, trans-species, alterhuman

system information

modifiers

— introtean, delusion-based, dreagenic, umbragenic

origins

— quasi-metaphysical, possessgenic, chaogenic, pregenic, cosmagenic, protogenic, diplotic, neurogenic, traumagenic

interests (* means special interest)

— video games — Minecraft YouTube — ARGs — general horror media — the paranormal — analog horror* — Slenderverse* (especially Marble Hornets* and EverymanHYBRID) — Half-Life VR but the AI is Self Aware — gender studies* — LGBTQIA2+ history*

frequent fronters (name | pronouns | role | source | tag)

— Jay Merrick | it/blood/thou/mew/sh* | perennial host | Marble Hornets (current — source list in progress) | host.txt ⥼ 📼 ⥽

— Alex Kralie | He/Him | heraicen + instigator + imprisoner + cynic + reveressence | Marble Hornets | Kralie.text ⥼ 🍎 ⥽

— William Clarke | he/that thing/nyct/it/▇▇▇ | co-host / inconsishost + protector + emergency fronter + stim holder | Who's Lila? | Will.txt ⥼ 🎭 ⥽

— HABIT / RABID / JAXSON | nameself/nullpronominal | janusian + avenger + anger holder | EverymanHYBRID (primary) / TribeTwelve (secondary) / MLAndersen0 (tertiary) | HABIT.txt ⥼ 🪓 ⥽

— Lonely Boy / Romeo | .txt/pink/smitten/virus/lovesick/malware/💌/💓 | hyper-romantic symptom holder + hyperérosian + obsessor + overnaut | Wilbur Soot's "e-girl trilogy" | Simpbur.txt ⥼ 💞 ⥽

do not interact

— basic DNI criteria (homophobes, transphobes, racists, etc)

— radqueers, TERFs, LGB alliance/#droptheT supporters, anti-xenogender/neopronouns

— if you demonize any mental illnesses (yes - this includes any personality disorders, if you believe in the concept of narcissistic abuse and similar rhetoric, unkindly fuck off)

— system exclusionists, trans exclusionists (yes - that includes people who are under the trans umbrella themselves), M-spec exclusionists, exclusionists of any kind

— pro contact pedophiles, MAPs, or supporters

— alt-right, pro-corporation, pro-cop, anti-BLM, bootlickers

— fakeclaimers, reality checkers, aggressively pro-psych

— harass anyone over any purely FICTIONAL content they consume and/or support

— cringe/flop blogs, cringe culture supporters, posters to r/fakedisordercringe, r/systemscringe and similar websites (if you post us on those subreddits or websites, actually consider getting a goddamn hobby ♡)

(our DNI does not apply to any of the terms we coin or flags we make, since we believe it's impossible to stop someone from resonating with a term just because they disagree with you or have a different world view, and it's frankly a little ridiculous to try and gatekeep things like that. - That being said, while we have no restrictions on who can use our terms and/or resources, we'd prefer that those who break our DNI criteria don't reblog, like, comment or otherwise directly interact with our posts. - Thank you!)

[xprince-of-hellx]

"But like the jester said to the king, 'There is bad news that I bring!'" -Left Behind (DAGames)

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◇My name is Hels, or Azazel. Az/Azzy are okay from friends, Helsie is only okay from my partners, Melody, and friends/close friends that may have permission (currently that's only Jesse and any sourcemates I may be friends with can call me that). I don't really have a preference between names but if you were to only use one and not alternate then use Hels, ty.

☆I'm a Helsknight fictive from the Pyxis System, and I share a canon with Wels from our system. (For me specifically he's my 1st timeline Wels but not my 2nd)

◇I don't really have a defined age, but I'm an adult (I state my age as "30-something"), I identify as male + hellgender + knightgender, and my pronouns are he/him, or if you want to you can also sometimes use ae/aer or he/hell, but those two sets are optional and I don't care.

☆You can find basically any info about me on our carrd in my section/page of it, but if you don't wanna go through our carrd, here's my info page and here's a page with my boundaries + a page with my fictive-specific boundaries. If you don't plan on actually interacting with me or conversing with me then you don't have to read my boundary info because you're not gonna be interacting with me in a way that makes them relevant.

◇We're an OSDD-1b system that with difficulty has been medically recognized but we lost access to therapy, and due to lack of resources we are solely self-dx for everything but depression and anxiety which is typical as hell, the rest being BPD, ADHD, and ASD, all 3 coming from extensive and proper research of course. I am one of our major symp holders for uglier symptoms of our BPD, namely ones focusing on anger or negative emotional reactions.

☆I don't necessarily have a personal blacklist, but my DNI is basically the same as everyone else's, for a smaller/more basic version of it;

Basic dni criteria you know the drill (pedos/maps, nsfw/18+/kink blogs, pro-ana/thinspo, anti-mogai, etc.), anti-self dx especially if you're against self dx'ing "more complex/severe disorders", non-traumagenics of any kind + supporters/defenders, if you're "neutral" or just don't involve yourself in discourse you're fine but if you actively interact with and/or support endos and other non-traumagenics then unkindly fuck off I don't want you anywhere near me, if you use/support the terms traumascum, sysmed, or narcissist abuse, if you mistreat introjects based on their sources, problematic or not

◇I don't mind questions or anything if they're non-invasive and just generally appropriate, y'know—

☆I'm really not good at talking to people, none of us are because autism go brr. Just be patient and don't take it personally if I don't reply a lot or can't carry a conversation for long.

◇Generally on this blog is just my own thought dumping, sometimes neg posts/vents, and sometimes talking about interests, mainly fnaf because it's a special interest of mine :) Lefty is my favorite animatronic and I am a diehard Michael Afton apologist /hj

☆Tags: ♦️.txt (text posts), asks will just be tagged as "ask", triggering topics will be tagged as tw // topic, people tags will be used for fictive sysmates just to distinguish posts about them from posts about their sources (using their respective proxies)

◇Other links and things:

♤Our collective system carrd

^^^Made by Hunter :)

"I didn't mind what became of me, but my family...No one can ever be allowed to trample over my precious family." -Kamisato Ayato

[holder-culture-is]

NPD Holder Flag!

Flag made by us, colors taken from the NPD flag

ׂ╰┈➤ For alters that hold symptoms of the body’s Narcissistic Personality Disorder

Please reblog & credit if used !! :]

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd trait holder + system culture is being obsessed with your system. Like DAMN I love my headmates. They're just like me and I will attack everyone who even dares to think they're equal to us.

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