#n i know that i feel uncomfortable around ppl whos culture i didn't grow up around when making friends bc i grew up in a white as hell town | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

anissapierce · 11 months ago

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I do think itd be fun to a smashcut of every person who answered ziwes question of 'do you have any black friends ' with 'well i dont have many friends ' n like w a lot of the those ppl you know its a lie like cmon your instagram is all pr shoots n None of those ppl are ur friends n ur making up an excuse to assuage ur guilt.. some ppl do legit have no friends though

#again i know im bad at making friends bc of the fact that i put up a wall immiadetly #bc if someone tries to get to close too fast i distance myself like a skittish rabbit #n i know that i feel uncomfortable around ppl whos culture i didn't grow up around when making friends bc i grew up in a white as hell town #so yeah i suck more at making black friends than i do at making white friends #im texting one girl from my old job that i wanna hang out with bc she seems fun but test stuff fizzles so fast #which i think a lot of ppl dont want to me admit tht their internalized antiblackness means that they have a harder time making and #sustaining friendships with black ppl #i couldve put more effort into keeping up with my community college friends three cities away #but i didn't prioritize that and i couldve

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