#my grandma asks me why I'm tired and says I'm too young to be burned out
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I just want to rest. why will no one let me rest!!!!!!!!
#I just want to sleep for like a day#read under a blanket with a cup or tea or coffee made in my moka pot#and that's it#but no guess who will never ever be allowed to rest ever#I have off all next week but you know what I'm going to be doing. housework and shopping and cooking and counting the fucking church xmas#collection#my grandma asks me why I'm tired and says I'm too young to be burned out#but she doesn't understand what she's doing to me#I don't know how to make space for myself#my only time alone is like 10-11 pm and most of the time I fall asleep with the lights on#people I admire say 'you deserve to rest and you should rest' but no one understands and it makes me want to cry#there is always more to do and I want to do none of it#I'm not even talking about my paying job btw. like it's tiring but not too bad and I like the work a lot most of the time#but just all of the home stuff and housework IN ADDITION TO working a full time job#and being my grandmother's live-in caretaker IN ADDITION TO the full time job#is hard#and I'm at work right now and want to cry lol
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