#my step dad has apparently held multiple grudges towards me for years
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I feel so defeated
#god it sucks#my step dad has apparently held multiple grudges towards me for years#and I had no idea until today ?? when my mom told me#he treats me rudely everytime I'm on the same floor of the house as him (it's a small ass house so like all the time hes home)#she told me i was selfish for being petty when I get fed up with how rude he is to me#except I've had no clue he's resented me for actual years#like 5 years#when I asked for help with moving and he agreed to it#like. he literally could have said no#that's that baffles me is that he's holding a grudge from something HE said YES to#there's been other things over the years building up#idk dude#it's hard to see my fault in this when he's only ever said one kinda nice word to me when I was diagnosed with endometriosis from he'll#and when he's never communicated something with me the whole entire 13 years I've known him#he also has little to no sympathy for me when my mom & him met when my life started to fall apart#like he's been in my life since everything bad started happening to me and still#my mom always excuses his behavior saying he's autistic#when I'm actually the one with the autism diagnosis ???#idk anymore I'm exhausted mentally physically somatically spiritually emotionally
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